! A Growing Teenager Diary !

today i woke up at 8.15am.
then i just have some biscuit as my breakfast again.
around 10.10am i walked out from hostel to Odeon cinema Sheffield with a friend as i was lucky to win two admits of free movie ticket from one of the "Like Page" contest in Facebook.
the title of the movie was known as "Summer In February" and the synopsis of the story was shown below.
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A true tale of love, liberty and scandal among the Edwardian artists' colony in Cornwall. The film is based on the Jonathan Smith novel about a true-life love triangle set among a bohemian colony of artists in Cornwall, before the First World War.
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when we arrived there, we did not print out the tickets as we don't know where to print it.

however, we still able to go in to watch the movie this time without the printed tickets but not next time.
besides, the popcorn with drinks in the Odeon cinema seems to be quite expensive as it cost about £7 but we did not buy as below.

while watching the Summer In February movie, it seems to be quite boring during the start moment and i eventually fall asleep few time.
moreover, there was few scene i don't really understand such as why the movie shows a nude picture at the very beginning and why Emily Browning (known from the Host movie as a alien) showed her naked picture in front of the mirror.
anyways, feel free to watch the trailer as shown below or the link >>> Here.

overall i would rate this movie as 1 out of 5 stars because i don't understand and it was boring.

on the other hand, it was a new experience to watch the movie at the Odeon cinema and the screen of the movie display was quite small as it was just 1/6 of normal TGV cinema medium room screen size.
somehow i should be grateful to able to watch for free instead of paying money.
after that, we walked to 99p stores because i need to buy a replacement for the hand gloves that i spoiled yesterday while washing the dishes.
upon back home, i just fried the smoked ham while my friend prepared the scramble egg.
anyways, i did not follow them out to picnic and just have my lunch at home.
then i just search some information and a friend from Malaysia just told me that he had been promoted in Malaysia.
honestly, i did feel "jelly" when he told me can get around RM7,000 salary with his degree cert.

however, i do have a thought in "half-believe" because he just graduate 2 years+ ago in UK as it was too good to be true to get such high salary.
while asking myself deeply, i did wonder why he always told me all this things and had bought a condominium recently although it sounds like showing off.
frankly speaking, i did know the property market seems to be so easy to earn money as he shared the price if the property cost about RM400K and will increase to RM550K upon completion in 2015.
in addition, i do wonder how could a person save RM50K in a very short time to pay for the 10% house deposit even if your first salary is RM2,000~RM3,000 that haven deduct all the other expenses?
anyways, i think i shall think in a positive way that he was giving me hope whereby getting a degree certificate might able to help me to get a high salary when i back to Malaysia.

other than that, i think no need to keep "jelly" again because the world is full of rich people as you can't really compare with those parent's who help their children bought a lot of property and their children just enjoy life by keep spending money without working using the rental money collected from the property every month.
around 6pm i feel so tired as i still have a little "fever+sore throat" and i just took panadol with a Chinese medicine.
the moment i woke up again was 2.20am and i feel quite "guilty" for sleeping the whole day from 6pm as i hope my illness will recover soon.
anyways, i just have some biscuit as my "dinner" midnight and forced myself to sleep again.
(Self Expenses note: Today £2, Yesterday total £228.90, Total up to date £230.90)
>.<

today i woke up at 7.25am.
somehow i was manage to wake up although i has been sleeping for almost 10 hours+ and i still forced myself to sleep during yesterday midnight.
actually i was awakened by a "weird" dream where i was chased by pharaoh and some zombies while i was rescuing "a girl" that is quite familiar to me.
in the end, i killed the giant baboon that being chain in the old city and saved the girl but the "weird" things was the girl married with a guy named Jerry, then i "emos" after know they already have a baby last year inside the dream where she asked me to forget her.
frankly speaking, the reason why i can still recall until now was partly because the "looks of her face" and a sexy black gown shirt tends to be someone i know in real life as i trying to forget "it".

in fact, i can't really control the dream in my mind and suddenly feel myself can become a writer if i can turn dream into making a movie although it sounds like i still living in my own imaginary world.
after that, i just have some bread with chocolate as my breakfast.
then i just rest a bit while waiting the next tutorial class.
around 1.30pm i make a move from hostel and walked to Adsett centre with friends to attend the Academic Study Skills tutorial.
well, the tutorial teaches about how to use the library gateway and library search engine to help us find relevant resources such as the books title, e-books, journal articles, video and map for our studies.
one thing i that i might face difficulties was citing the sources in my future assignment as i seldom do citation for the author, bibliographies or using the Harvard referencing system.

somehow i think this might be the task of a marketing person as we need to analyze the situation, do a lot of research and finding the solution to fix the problem.
however, i have a "negative thought" that this seems like a "useless job" because when i was working in the marketing related field job last time, other's colleague will think i was so free when i voiced out that i need to do research first which sounds like i was just a "market researcher" in their point of view that bring not much benefit in term of sales to the company other than writing marketing plan and others.
after the class end at 3pm, i walked to Sainsburys bakery to buy the white chocolate cookies for £0.50 as shown below.

then i followed my friend to the Castle Market to look around see whether there is anything to buy for our "future" meal.

well, i decided to buy the garlic, hot and spicy, minted chicken with any 3 packs for £5 at there as below.

finally i arrived back home at 4.30pm and cooked one of the marinated garlic chicken and the taste was quite nice to eat as shown below.

however, i do know that it would be not healthy if i keep eat it often but that seems to be the western style of eating food.
besides, i have a little chat with the "guai lou" (foreigner) housemate to understand his culture.
it seems that most of the British youngster did cook their meal by themselves instead of buying from outside.
therefore i might understand why those cooking books seems to be quite popular although it was just "try and error" when they follow the guide to cook.
somehow i start to miss a lot of Malaysian food because there is not much choice i can choose here.

on the other hand, he told us that the job economy in United Kingdom seems to be in a "recession" where not everyone have a job as the job supply did not match with the job demand.
therefore it would be even more hard for "Asian / outsider" people to work in the UK unless you have a really very special skills.
during the night, i just in charge to cook a bit for the dinner and it was quite nice especially the smashed potato with cheese.
after that, i just look some news and the hot topic was the introduction of iOS 7 from Apple as below or the link >>> Here.

overall i still feel that my life seems to be "heading nowhere" without an actual goal to achieve other than keep using the excuse of seeking "opportunity" to pass my time.

in fact, 1 week seems to be passed so fast and tomorrow was the Product Innovation subject again.
actually today there is something "unhappy" happened but i just feel it is no use to voice it out as it will just ruined some "friendship" related things.
somehow i just feel that it is good to be a "faker" rather than saying out your honest opinion because most of the people like to listen good things.
furthermore, that's also explain why those boys can so easily chase so many girls with their sweet mouth and talkative skills.
after expressing so much feelings, i feel that i was standing in my original point as i still repeating the same thing over and over again.
before i end my post, i would like to share a "funny" picture as below.

do you think it is true?
(Self Expenses note: Today £5.50, Yesterday total £230.90, Total up to date £236.40)
XD

today i woke up at 7.50am.
then my friend came up and cooked some bread wrap with ham as our breakfast.
around 8.35am we make a move from house and walked to Stoddart to attend the product innovation and creativity lecture.
well, this lecture teaches us finding some ideas and opportunity while looking at other's case study.
one of the video that shared by the tutor was the Popinator invention as shown below or the link >>> Here.

somehow i don't think it is very useful but we need to think in such a way that at least this product is quite creative to increase the "fun atmosphere" as there would be someone willing to buy it.
therefore the main idea tends to be you need to keep asking yourself about how you can improve other's people life into better when creating something.

in fact, creativity is the combining of previously unrelated parts into a useful whole so that one gets more out of the emergent whole than one has put in according to it's definition which i try to memorize.
there is one sentences that i find quite meaningful was "Having ideas is difficult, having unique ideas is more difficult, bringing unique ideas to market is still more difficult, bringing unique ideas to the market and succeeding now and in the future is the real test, but it all starts with being creativity" and it takes 1000 ideas to get a product that can works out.
another video that shared by the lecturer was "Dodge Dart How to Change Cars Forever" commercial as below or the link >>> Here.

somehow i just feel about the objective or every video that made by company or some "local Youtuber" was to make it so viral as a part of advertising technique.

after that, we went to attend the seminar class and the task was thinking an idea on how to build a better bags for student using the brainstorming, reverse brainstorming and Gap analysis technique to identity various type of problem and solutions.
anyways, i just feel that the way to earn money from other's people was to solving their problem no matter how small it is and i still haven find my own niche until now other than complaining about life.
as the class end, i went to Sainsbury's bakery to buy the oatmeal and raisin cookies for £0.50 again and i think there is only left one flavour which is double chocolate that i haven try yet as below.

upon arrive home, i just have the cookies as my lunch and wash up the dishes plates.
somehow i faced some difficulties to find a brand new idea as most of the ideas was being created and maybe it is okay to use those existing idea and add up a little own idea such as a keyboard with a clock.

anyways, i make up my mind to go to library tomorrow using their resource guide to seek for some ideas because the time frame was quite short as we need to present the pitch idea next week.
around 5.30pm we make a move from hostel and walked to Stoddart centre as there was a Welcome Party Dinner for business studies student.
well, the dinner start with a some speech by Katherine and we started to eat after that.
somehow the taste of the food was quite okay and below was some picture about it.

frankly speaking, this was my first time to eat until so full because i seldom eat much from the first day i arrived to Sheffield.
on the other hand, it seems that my "fear girl disease" (女人恐惧症) tends to be coming back again as i still don't have much confident to talk to any girl or even look directly into those eyes.

moreover, i don't really know what the topic to talk with girl although i know the technique might be talking something useless as i saw how those boys use this kind of way to flirt with girls.
therefore i notice that i shouldn't being so particular when some people accuse me as "gay" since i never talk much with girls and just told myself don't care so much about what's other people said because they will never feel hurt when say such word to those "weak" people.
in real life, no people will care much or pity you if yourself did not stay strong or take care for yourself. (Self Note: 再怎么痛，再怎么难过，人家也看不到，也不会心疼你，你难过给谁看?)
anyways, i just walked home alone as i don't like to wait people.
perhaps i was destiny to be "anti social + alone" and i seems to be enjoying my so call "lonely life" as i don't wish to interact much with people despite knowing the truth to be success need to depend a lot on communication and socializing skills.
somehow i just took some picture while walking back home and "enjoyed" those lonely feelings as below.

during the night, i just check on to some news and information and quickly update this post as i still need to wake up early for tomorrow class.
(Self Expenses note: Today £0.50, Yesterday total £236.40, Total up to date £236.90)
=)

today i woke up at 7.40am.
after getting myself prepared, some of my friend came up and cooked some ham sausage rolls with bread as our breakfast.
then i just paid £10 for the "house fund" that has finish use to buy all those raw material for cooking.
honestly, i do feel a bit "not worth" for me to be in a part of "share cook" as i don't like to drink milk yet still need to share it and i seldom eat much for my portion.
in fact, many people claims that sharing cooking is much more saving cost than preparing alone and i always follow what's the crowd said although i think on the other way.
perhaps what i dislike was actually in charge do the washing after they cook although i being "teased" in a way that "if i so geng (pro), then cook for them as they will wash it" and i speechless.

actually if really want, i can prepare those simple food by myself but it just sounds too selfish.
around 8.35am i make a move from hostel and walked to Adsett centre to attend the E-Business Management lecture.
well, the difficulties that i faced at there was writing down the notes because there was just picture and NO words in the photostat lecture slide unlike what we get from Tarc college as it sounds like "spoon feed".
however, i think a "weak student" like me should record the lecture slide in order to catch up what the lecturer said and i took out my phone to record the EBM subject as below or the link >>> Here.

after the class end, i went to the Adsett centre library to search for some books that i might find useful.
somehow i just get interested to some other book as shown picture below.

moreover, i think the only way to feel "worth" staying here was reading more books.

after that, one of the staff teaches me how to "self check out" the books i borrowed using the student card in the machine as below.

upon arrived home, i quickly went to cook the chicken that i bought from Castle market few day ago using the oven as my lunch.
around 1.40pm i make a move from house and went to attend the E-Business Management seminar.
well, the seminar teaches the eight key e-business strategic decision from 4 different company that is eBay, Dell, Amazon and Google.
moreover, the tutor seems to be different from last week and his English ascent sounds like a bit of French.
frankly speaking, i feel that those 3 subject that i learn at SHU seems to be not the thing i want to learn but it was important to get my degree certificate.

somehow i do feel that the things i do now seems to be just "pleasing the society and others people" that i have a "degree cert to brag" when i back to Malaysia rather than just a "diploma/advance diploma" student.
perhaps the "education" keyword seems to be overrated and many people willing to spend a lot of money to learn in order to get a promising job in future.
upon arrived home, i continue to search some information regarding the assignment topic.
well, today was Dumpling Festival that is also known as Dragon Boat festival or Duanwu which is celebration to remind the suicide of Qu Yuan in 278 BCE of Chu kingdom during the Warring States period.
therefore i would like to wish you guys a Happy Dumpling Festival 2013 (端午节快乐) although it was my yearly routine to write this topic that i will read back on last year 2012 post for this special day.

seriously i seems to be not changing much again when reading back that post.

anyways, i did not eat any "Zhong Zi" (粽子) for this year and just can see people post those food picture while enjoying my own "virtual bak chang" as below.

later on, i continue to surf some information and do some reading although it sounds boring.

somehow i do saw some friend picture going party with some girls for the ladies night but i did not get invitation to go.
honestly, i feel that a person personality seems to be quite hard to change and you can't really "fake yourself" just to be another person who like party, clubbing and others night activities.
besides, i also feel that maybe every girls has their own "wild feeling" (if you understand what i means) and might be very open minded in term of those "sxx" things.
so this might just end my curiosity or trying find the right answer for the "girl" feelings after so long.

furthermore, my so call "fear girl disease" (女人恐惧症) will never ever cure if i never make my first move to interact with girl.
in the end, i just feel that only myself will feel the "hurt" after expressing so much about myself using the blogging platform and those tutor was right that heading something without any direction will only waste time.
moreover, i might be just another "nerd" guy who feel "jelly" for not getting any invitation to ladies party as i only know how to express my feeling in front of the computer.
in fact, the yesterday welcoming dinner event in Stoddart already prove that i am not a very sociable person and i should not blame for everything that happen.
at last, i just failed to change myself to another "interesting guy" and should just stay home and focusing on study hard to get my degree while playing my very "SEO game" that not much people would understand it.
can you feel my heart?

(Self Expenses note: Today £10, Yesterday total £236.90, Total up to date £246.90)
=(

today i woke up at 7.45am.
actually i had awakens around 4am+ since i had slept early yesterday but i continue sleep back after i awake.
after having some cookies as my breakfast, i just write back my yesterday post and continue to do my own research about the assignment.
around 12.30pm i just cooked the curry instant noodles with chicken as my lunch as below.

then i just read the SAP (Systems, Application, Product) books that i borrowed yesterday but still not very understand and it was related to ERP, SCM, CRM, SRM and others that have a lot of different usage.
somehow i do asked myself about the purpose of reading this kind of books and the answers seems to be just my curiosity as people say you will earn at least 5 figures salary when you got this knowledge.
besides, i was facing some difficulties on the assignment as i start to feel nervous and stress.

therefore i just find some ways about "Meditation of Self Discovery" but it seems not very useful although i know it was related to the Chakras in our body.
on the other hand, i just feel that the Lan Hao Ren by Chen Wei Quan (滥好人陈威全) song seems to be referring myself.
anyways, below was the lyrics of the song and the words that highlighted in red was something meaningful to myself.
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其实心有多痛当我那么狠。
演的逼真，妳才安心选择。
我独自转身，好过没有任何人，
获胜。

原来爱不应该无止境的等。
那会牵绊妳，错过对的人。
释怀地微笑，最适合这尾声。
该飞的风筝，美在一起狂奔，放手了反而永恒。

我是爱着妳的那个滥好人。
爱了妳，却只能隐身。
没关系，
妳别管我多心疼。

我是放开妳那个滥好人。
为了妳，对自己够狠。
没关系，没关系，
天使也会迎来掌声。

原来爱不应该无止境的等。
那会牵绊妳，错过对的人。
释怀地微笑，最适合这尾声。
该飞的风筝，美在一起狂奔，放手了反而永恒。

我是爱着妳的那个滥好人。
爱了妳，却只能隐身。
没关系，
妳别管我有多心疼。

我是放开妳的那个滥好人。
为了妳，对自己够狠。
没关系，没关系，
天使也会迎来掌声。

我是爱着妳的那个滥好人。
爱了妳，却只能隐身。
没关系，妳别管我有多心疼。
我是放开妳的那个滥好人。

为了妳，对自己够狠。
没关系，没关系。
天使也会迎来掌声。
原谅我不做滥好人。
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moreover, feel free to listen to the "陳威全-濫好人 (官方完整版MV)(HD)" video as below or the link >>> Here.

one of the reason why i have such strong feelings towards this song was because i feel myself seems to be "always want to have the good guy image" which is known as "Lan Hao Ren" (person who always pretend to be good) and only he/her will feel hurt in the end.
anyways, this song really make my day and it has been a long time i did not listen to new song.

during the night, my friends came up and do the cooking again.
besides, we do invite the "guai lou" (foreigner) housemate to try the dishes and have a little communication.
somehow i still playing the role as "dish washer" although i not really like to wash dishes.
later on, we followed the foreigner housemate as he introduce some building around Sheffield Yorkshire city.
then i just took some random picture about my surrounding since the only free things that i can do was to take picture as shown below.

moreover, we also bought some drinks from the local Saintbury's shop.
finally i arrived back home at 10.30pm and drank the Strongbow can as shown below.

well, the taste seems to similar with Apple cider vinegar but it is with 5% of alcohol.
anyways, i just having a little dizzy after drank it and do feel a little warm inside my body.

before i end my post, i also saw something that caught my attention about a forum post asked "Girls: Will you marry someone who has piap2 (sex), others before (a playboy)" and the interesting feedback was below.
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1) If you piap2 as 2nd objective, and marrying your gf as the 1st objective, then not a playboy.
But if you piap2 for the pure sake of piap2 and less on marrying her (or couldn't care less about marriage, just fooling around like puppy love, etc), then you have the mindset of a playboy, thus a playboy.

2) but but but.. it's better for the guy to piap piap all he wants before he get married
then after married
if those guys too good, after married.. they sure want piap piap outside coz never done before

3) You mean you want to exhaust yourself with outside piap2 so that when you get married, your marriage would take a total backseat, that you will just leave your wife hanging dry?
You mean a good guy would still fall for the temptation of trying out piap2 outside, like eating different cuisine at different restaurants?
That's not a good guy to me.
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in conclusion, i just feel that there is no right or wrong again because it is very subjective to different individual.
what i can really say was i should be more grateful about my life as i saw one of the Chinese diary writing as below.

(Self Expenses note: Today £2, Yesterday total £246.90, Total up to date £248.90)
>.<

today i woke up at 7.35am.
then i just have some chocolate jam with bread as my breakfast after getting myself prepared.
around 8.30am i make a move from home and walked to Stoddart for attending the Strategic Marketing Management lecture.
well, the thing that i learn was the Herzberg's two factor theory which is hygiene factor and motivators for consumer buying decision.
anyways, i just feel myself seems to be suitable working for the back end office job instead of working in the field that require a lot of communication in the future.
after the class end, we went to Saintbury's to look around some snacks and it seems that there is no longer promotion for the cookies.

then i just followed some friends walking around there while some other went to Costa coffee and i just took some picture around the surroundings as below.

around 10.50am we walk back to the Stoddart to attend the SMM seminar.
well, the seminar teach about competitive analysis using the customer choice factors (CCFs) to perceive a company strengths and it's weakness that would result a critical impact on consumer's buying decisions.
somehow i don't find it is useful because the data for the company was based on our perceived assumption without any actual fact.
after the class end, we walked back home and just saw a Chinese buffet that seems to be quite worth to eat for £6.99 as shown below.

anyways, we went to Mc Donalds to buy our lunch as we heard there was a promotion for student.

well, the ways to get Buy 1 Free 1 was to need to buy the set meal for £3.99 and you can choose either cheeseburger, hamburger or Mc flurry ice cream.
during that moment, i don't know that cheeseburger was actually have the beef meat inside but when i discover it, a friend say that i should cope with the local culture as it was my first time to eat at there.
honestly, the reason i feel angry at that moment was because myself seems to be so easy influence by other people as the friend say i am not "open minded enough" and should eat the cheeseburger beef meat despite i had "devoted to Guan Yin" (观音菩萨做契子) where their follower should not eat cow/beef meat just like Muslim is prohibited to eat pork.
sometime i just feel that it is no use to "help" people save money as i just can order the Mayo chicken burger without listening to others people opinion.

in fact, the final decision still on my hand whether want to eat or not and i ended up feeling guilty with hypocrites thought but just keep told myself don't blame others since i was lack of general knowledge about cheeseburger although i feel that someone should tell me when at the cashier counter in this scenario.
besides, the another thing i don't really like from the conversation that how can it link with the "prostitution story" because the friend say that those guy who never go "happy" (find prostitute) before marriage will definitely go for prostitution after marriage.
seriously this is just like simply accusing people and i feel that this might be the reason why our society changing so fast and ended up so many divorce case partly because of other's people sayings.
after that, we went to the ask for the money changer in front of Primark because some friend say that they had changed 1£ for RM4.50+ as i don't believe it was true.

well, it was not true when i asked it myself and the exchange rate was RM5.40+ for £1 which is so expensive than in Malaysia that is just RM4.90+ for now.
after that, we went to castle market and i just bought some microwave food as below.

finally i arrived back home around 1.30pm.
during the afternoon, i just have Oriental express Chinese chicken curry flavour rice as my lunch in order to "cover out the beef taste" as below.

then i continue with some research and eventually fall asleep.
the moment i woke up again was 6pm and just saw my brother Skype me but i had sleep during that time while the time in Malaysia was already 1am midnight.
somehow i can sense that he seems to be not very happy as i seldom call back home.

in addition, i just saw a "ghost within myself" while looking the Skype webcam when my "emos face" was so ugly but luckily only myself see it.
somehow i might start to understand why i seldom got good networking skills due to my "face problem" although i wish i can use a paper to wrap my face when going out.
during the night, i take out the chicken and learned how to defrost using microwave oven and used another oven to grill/cook it.
well, my dinner is ready around 8pm and i just eat it while watching the "Shingeki No Kyojin" (Attack on Titan 進撃の巨人) anime as below.

besides, some friends had went to the church for free dinner food and i do have a "don't know how to say feeling" (only myself know/ don't feel like saying) due to "something".

however, i still waiting him to come back for the clothes washing powder.
anyways, the token for washing machine require 40 minute to wash with another 50 minute to dry and i finally settle all my clothes laundry stuff around 12.30am.
on the other hand, i still listening to the Chan Fong (大城心事) story sharing and below was the recording podcast from the program.
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1) 第一位：谢先生（买鸡蛋的小贩）～和一个交往7 年的女朋友分手了（分手的原因是因为对方的舅舅嫌弃他的工作没有前途），现在又有了新的对象；但是因为之前留下的阴影导致他怕之前的问题会重复再一次的发生在他身上。【陈峰大哥在听完的诉说的故事后，整体来说还是认为觉得他是一个好人，只是因为之前的阴影照成的伤害需要时间慢慢的去疗伤复原】

2) 第二位：阿珍（22岁）～刚刚才结束了一段大约一年半的小三式恋情，对方是个有家室的人而且那个之前还是她的的老板，分手的原因是因为她不喜欢被对方管得太紧而选择放弃以结束这段感情。【陈峰大哥认为她的性格属于任性野蛮而且也是个不会去听别人劝告的人，凡做任何事从来都不顾及前因后果就马马虎虎行事】Part 1 +2 >>> Here.

3) 第三位：阿Moi～她打电话进来988＠《大城心事》纯粹只是要问候陈峰大哥而且顺便闲聊做个小小的“家访”。【--】

4) 第四位：Crystly～她和家人在一起住在同一个屋檐下觉得很不开心，就因为她的父母叫她把她养的一缸鱼将之从一楼搬去三楼。【陈峰大哥劝告她要和父亲和睦共处，不要因为一缸鱼和父亲闹变扭，陈峰大哥最后也提醒她在父亲节更要懂得如何对父亲表示关怀和尊重】Part 3 + 4 >>> Here.

5) 第五位：陈小姐～她说自己会时常和男朋友吵架，曾经还因为骂了对方一句：“贱格”而搞得男朋友对她很生气。【陈峰大哥告诉她，凡事应该都要检讨一下自己是否也有不对的地方，不能一直把问题一面倒向对方的错误甚至说自身室外；还有必须注意自己表达的语气和态度】>>> Here.

6) 第六位：Ivry（有孩子的）～老公的问题，因为家里的私人理由而选择分开住最后导致关系变质，老公甚至也因此经常去夜店喝酒到凌晨两点才回家，他们现在还无法从冷淡的关系中改善过来。【陈峰大哥叫她试着尝试最后一次的机会，用尽方法去和老公改善关系，如果到最后还是没有进展才打算是否要走离婚这步棋】>>> Here.

7) 第七位：Even～她想通过988的空中说：“父亲节快乐”。【---】

8) 第八位：阿纲（育有两个孩子）～他说他老婆之前在网络上交友一年多，最近甚至还开始和那个传说中的男人（“网友”）有过几度单独出去约会到半夜回家，他们双方也曾经因为这件事而吵架，但是始终没有结果也一直得不到妥善的解决方案；现在重复循环发生问题。【陈峰大哥认为说他老婆可能是因为和他之前得不到爱，所以在外面寻找新的机会和寄托】Part 7 + 8 >>> Here.

9) 第九位：阿Sam（34岁）～他目前属于适婚年龄，他和交往半年的女朋友（大约二十四/ 五岁左右），他心目中在挣扎着到底这段感情会不会有结果和将来；他也开始慌张害怕自己结不成婚。【陈峰大哥觉得他的心态观念和出发点都不正确，可能年轻时喜欢寻求拍拖的新鲜感照成的恶性循环的“报应”】>>> Here.

10) 第十位（最后一位）：小甜（育有两个女儿）～七年前和丈夫分居理由是对方在外面有外遇，那时候他的女儿才出世半年左右过后虽然复合了但是丈夫过后还是几度重复的连续搞上了多个外遇令她觉得彻底地绝望，决心和对方离婚；她坦言这一生做的最大决定就是替他生了两个孩子，搞得自己为了两个孩子左右为难；她更不明白为什么老公拖了好多年才答应签她字离婚的要求。最后在法庭里推翻了私下和她的承诺包括抚养权和赡养费等等。>>> Here.
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somehow i do learned some lesson from the No.5 girl sharing and feel the DJ was quite right that we seldom admit our own mistake and often put the blame on others.
in fact, i just feel myself tends to be the "Lan Hao Ren" (滥好人) and it is quite "disgusting" in some ways.
in conclusion, i realized it is so true that "the most stupid person is to be angry and unhappy about life that bring no benefits to himself/herself" because other's people would not feel the pain you feel.

furthermore, i still need to use this blogging platform to express myself again because i don't have much people can talk about especially in so far country because it is quite expensive to phone back my sister or one of my best friend in Malaysia.
however, there is still "something" i can't really express out and writing in blog seems to be just not enough to release all my "unnecessary stress" that keep "haunting" me. (keep asking myself worth or not to spend so much effort to express my feelings?)
perhaps this is true that why sometime it is good to have a girlfriend to talk about because you will be more devoted to talk about yourself rather than someone who just so call as "friends".
at last, i just can comfort myself to have a positive feeling as tomorrow i will be travel to Manchester United for the University trip as i had bought all the tickets as below.

moreover, it seems that studying in foreign country tends to be more enjoy because can travel.
(Self Expenses note: Today £4.50, Yesterday total £248.90, Total up to date £253.40)
=)

today i woke up at 6.45am.
after getting myself prepared, i just have some biscuit as my breakfast and make a move around 7.30am to the Hubs because we will be going to the Manchester United as a part of weekend trip from university.
around 8.15am the bus start to make a move and we received a simple guide of Manchester city just like what we get from the York England trip last week as shown below.

well, the journey took about 1 hour and 45 minute from the hubs Sheffield to Old Trafford Manchester United stadium as we arrived there around 10am if i am not mistaken.
besides, it was freezing cold when the winds blow while we still need to queue up to take a Manchester Museum and tour centre visitor pass card to pass through the visitor information counter as shown below.

actually there might be someone famous walking out from the red carpet but i not sure about that incident.

anyways, i just took some picture of the floor map, news, trophy, London Olympics 2012 as shown below.

around 11.10am we need to gather at the lowest floor because there will be a tour guide explain all the information and we waited for another friends to came.
after waiting for about 5 minutes and another friend haven arrived, we decided to walk down and i suddenly follow the wrong tour as i just barely see the person behind.
somehow we had followed the 11am tour guide and when he discover me and a friend, he asked me to stay at that place because we might be "expelled out" from there that sounds quite serious at that moment.
while waiting at the spot with a friend, i just took a picture while looking far away for a place that we should be at for the 11.10am group as below.

well, we seems to be quite lucky for not "expelled" out and go back the venue to gather with other friend.

actually it was quite a "creepy" feeling when walking the basement as shown below.

after followed the group, the tour guide start to explain those related information while walking through the Munich tunnel and the story of air plane crash disaster happening on 6th February 1958 as shown below.

then we head to the VIP room, Manchester United Disabled Supporters Association (MUDSA) board, dressing room and football field stadium that we arrived earlier as shown below.

at the end of the tour guide session, we watch some video that related to Sir Alex Ferguson and walk through the red passage as shown below.

after walk out from the red passage, we went to take the FREE tour certificate from the counter as below.

besides, i phoned back my brother asked whether anything he want to buy and just took some picture of the jersey using Whatapps but he don't like any as it was quite expensive for the nice one.

therefore i did not buy any shirt for souvenir while just watching others "so rich" can buy so many things as i was not a hardcore fans of Manchester.
however, i do buy a £2 souvenir from the coin machine as shown below.

after walk out from the Manchester store, i just took some picture around there and below was one of it.

then we walked to the bus and the driver tends to be unhappy because the gathering time was 1pm but the time at that moment already 1.40pm and there is still many people did not come.
well, he can't really blame us because we did not heard about the news that we need to gather back on the same spot at the specific time.
after all people came, we start to make a move to the city that allow us to walk around and reached there around 2.30pm.

please take note that the write out after this sentences was "something happened" and i hope the friend will not get offended if the friend found out one day.
well, the "thing" was about a X friend get offended when a Y friend say "something" when sitting on the Free Metro city shuttle bus.
then it just split into two group after he with another friend stop at next station.
moreover, it was very complicated because the X friend is my 4 years friend while Y friend is a 1 year junior friend while i go back Tarc to study.
seriously this scenario just make me thinking a lot sitting front of bus route map when i did not follow the X friend because it just shows i was supporting the Y friend as below.

furthermore, this incident just suddenly make the atmosphere so awkward.

frankly speaking, i had realized something very important when this incident happens as it can make me relate a lot of things that happening from years to years thinking back my ex-college classmate.
what i can say is that it was something related to the "boycott" keyword, "alone" personalities, characteristic, behavior and a lot more that only make myself exhausted when thinking too much.
somehow i do found out the pro and cons about socializing with others people and "the boycott thing" as human is not perfect including myself who still some "bad side" about me.
anyways, life still goes and i just bookmark the Bank Chambers centre as our starting point as below.

while walking around the area, i just took some picture about the Arndale foodcourt and some building around that area as shown below.

well, the price at the food court ranged around £3~£8 and above and we continue walk in the street.

somehow i just have a jumbo hot dog from the street for just £1 as my lunch.

however, i was not very full after that and went to Gregg bakery shop to buy some donuts for another £1.
after that, we asking around for direction to National football museum and reach there around 3.20pm and below was some picture around there.

well, the National football museum was totally FREE and there was a lot of history, trophy as shown below.

anyways, i bought another coin souvenir at there before depart to the next destination.
when we arrived the Manchester Art Gallery museum which is also free of charge admission, i just quickly glance through those painting and there was some artistic nude picture paintings as below.

one sentences that i like from there was a "Memory description" as shown below.

it is because i feel that a MEMORY is something really important to me as i tends to easy forget something.

then i phoned back home at 5pm to wish my father a "Happy Father Day" and chat a little because it was 12am midnight in Malaysia time.
around 5.15pm we arrived the Chinese Art museum but it had closed as shown below.

then we walked back to the bus meet up point as the driver said will depart at 5.30pm.
anyways, the bus make a move around 5.45pm and we finally reach back the Hubs Sheffield at 7.20pm.
later on, the "guailou" (foreigner) housemate cooked some venison (deer) meat that have a very weird smell while i just cook instant noodles as my dinner.
somehow i just listen back to the yesterday "Chan Fong" (大城心事) story sharing and just feel that the world is full of "people problem" but i feel that education tends to be very important while the thought of expecting everyone to have the same education like us is totally wrong.

regarding the relationship problem, it is all about "suitable or not" (适合还是不适合) that might be nothing related to money because many people say when you got money, you will eventually get the girl's heart.
somehow it is nothing wrong because the world is full of too much different kind of people with different kind of problem to solve everyday.
anyways, i just told myself that "i am just 23 years old, don't need scare/afraid get no girl's likes me" because it is just my time haven arrived that i shall be patient enough to wait while i still struggling withing myself about the "confidence, good guy, emos" related things.
however, when all those those things has been settled, it would be the time to say goodbye to this blog and i must be able to let go about it once and for all.
in fact, i was feeling to thankful to the people around the world helping me by giving me advice all the time.

after that, i went take bath and found out that there was some side effect when my body exposed with the cold wind temperature this morning because i experience the pain in my chest.
on the other hand, i was grateful to have two coins souvenir although it was not expensive as shown below.

overall today i discover some new feelings such as "a weird pressure when saw so much different kind of foreigner walking in the street", the food is consider cheap if it is compare apple with apple instead of converting back to Malaysian ringgit, girls is beautiful and should keep up with positive thought as the "afternoon incident" seems to be fading away although it will left some "scar" as it had happened.
honestly, i feel that my life would be different if i hang out with girls instead of guys as i might realized "something" from a not very close ex-classmate told me before that "guy will not interest with guy much as it sound like gay" (男人跟男人其实没有酱多话可以讲) unless it is best friends.

perhaps the reason i had the "helpless feeling" tends to be i was trying to be the "Good Guy Image" (滥好人)where i trying to please everyone i encounter in real life.
at last, this blog post was updated on the next day (Sunday) when i don't feel like writing at that moment but i eventually fall asleep around 11pm+ when taking a quick nap. (OMG such a long post!)
before i end my post, i would like to share a meaningful video and strongly recommend anyone to watch it about "If the World Was a Village of 100 People (假如地球是一個100個人的村莊)" video as below or the link >>> Here.

seriously i should be grateful that at least i still alive at this moment and that is something i should be happy if i don't think too much about those "others" problem.
(Self Expenses note: Today £6, Yesterday total £253.40, Total up to date £259.40)
=)

today i woke up at 7.55am.
then i just get myself prepared and have some biscuit as my breakfast again.
well, today was Father's day and i would like to wish all the father's in the world a very Happy Father's Day 2013 although this time i was not in Malaysia.
however, i do receive an SMS from my father when i wish him yesterday and i was happy about it as below.

around 10.50am we make a move from house and went to the Sheffield Owen building to gather for the walking trip to Sheffield Botanical Gardens.
somehow i feel "guilty" as i just leave the message on the friend chat FB group and assume they did not go when i did not receive any reply.
in fact, i should phoned them as it might cause some misunderstanding later on.

while walking through there, i just take some photo around me to take note about the route as below.

finally we arrived the Sheffield Botanical Gardens (SBG) main gate around 12pm+ as below.

well, we decided to have our lunch first before walking in the gardens and went to look around the Tesco and KFC fast food as below.

therefore i just have some donut from Tesco and ordered the KFC mini set lunch box which is just have fried fries and 1 piece of chicken for £2 as shown below.

somehow i do have a feelings like being a "refugee" in UK to keep savings money for unclear reason and do appreciate the food i eat back in Malaysia.
around 12.45pm we walked back to the SBG to look around although i not sure whether the weather will rain or not.

anyways, below was some picture i take from there as shown below.

moreover, there was some squirrel running around, ducks in the ponds and pigeon as below.

overall it was quite a good experience to see the green nature and i seems like celebrating my father's day in SBG this year.
below was some details information about the Sheffield Botanical Gardens Yorkshire as below.
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Address: Clarkehouse Rd, Sheffield, South Yorkshire S10 2LN, United Kingdom
Phone: +44 114 268 6001
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around 2.20pm we make a move from there and visited Waitrose, Decathlon sports complex and Aldi supermarket to buy looks around.
well, the Waitrose supermarket tends to be expensive than Aldi based on what i observe about the price.

while on the way back to the hostel, it seems that there was some video being played near the Sheffield Hallam University about the Howard Street events as below.

finally i arrived back home around 5.30pm.
after that, i just update back my Manchester United weekend trip post and unbelievable it took me about 3 hours+ to write it which sometime make me think that is that necessary to update my life for so many time?
in fact, my life seems to be so "free" despite there was some assignment need to be settle and tomorrow was the 3rd week of my study life in Sheffield.
later on, we do have some chat with the "guailou" (foreigner) housemate to understand about the culture.
well, my housemate's father seems to be working in a quite of special job which is "hostage negotiator" for the police department.

besides, i do feel my "English so sucks" when speaking as i seems to be weak when talking in English.
after that, i just cook some instant noodles as my dinner and watch the District 9 movie in the television while eating the Snackrite potato chips that i bought from Aldi for 30 packs that cost about £2.70 as below.

well, i was feeling quite memorable to watch back this movie although i had watch it 4 years ago but couldn't find it back the post.
on the other hand, i would like to share a meaningful article about "The 20 Things You Need To Do In Your 20s" from Elite Daily.
one of the sentences i liked from there was to cherish the people who have always been there because you will be able to count your most genuine and trusting relationships as those are the relationships that deserve the most attention and effort to keep them blooming.

therefore i was feeling quite thankful to Mrs Anonymous for the comments about "9 Reasons Why You Should No Longer Care About People’s Approval" as below.
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1. You Simply Can’t Be Liked By Everybody.
2. You Can Live A Happy Life Without “their” Approval.
3. You Can’t Control What Other People Think Of You.
4. Approval Seeking Behavior Is Time Consuming.
5. Approval Seeking Behavior Drains Your Energy.
6. Freedom To Be Who You Want To Be.
7. Inner Peace.
8. You Are The One In Control Of Your Life, Not Them.

9. The Only Person You Must Get Approval From Is You.
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at last, i would like to share again the video about If the World Was a Village of 100 People (假如地球是一個100個人的村莊) as below or the link >>> Here.

in fact, it was so true that there is one reason that you should feel more grateful because you're still alive living on this beautiful earth, be thankful of what you have, enjoy and appreciate every moment in life, spread your love with a sincere heart which is so meaningful.
honestly, until this moment i still need to depend on this kind of motivational notes to get myself cheer up about my life.
in conclusion, it will be a memorable father's day to me although i was still far away from Malaysia when compared with last year.

(Self Expenses note: Today £5.2, Yesterday total £259.40, Total up to date £264.60)
=D

today i woke up at 7.25am.
well, i just continue to do some research about the Product Innovation and Creativity and had check some email about my previous ideas.
somehow i feel that most of the ideas has being used up while still struggling a bit with it.
after getting myself prepared, i just have some biscuit as my breakfast as usual.
then i just spend a little time writing my yesterday post as it seems to be my daily routine.
around 1pm i make a move from hostel and walk to the Barclays bank near the town area because i had an appointment with the bank's staff to open the bank account at there.
then i went to meet my friend at the second floor by walking up the stairs as below.

after some moment, i went to one of the room and served by James.

before you meet him, you must prepare the following Barclays bank international student checklist as below.
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1) Passport
2) Sheffield Hallam University letter with correct address, addressed to Barclays Bank, signed and stamped.
3) Your mobile phone
4) Please also feel free to bring a friend to help you should you need support with translation.

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well, he was quite friendly when asking about my personal details and teaches me on how to change the Country region for Apple user to install the Barclays mobile banking and Barclays Pingit banking system where you just need to change the iPhone's Settings > iTunes & App Stores > Apple ID > Select View Apple ID > key in password > Select Country/ Region as shown below.

besides, i was facing some problem with the verification problem when there is not much network.

moreover, it is quite hard think about the 5 digits number security number but i finally install and verify the security code although faced some network problem.
furthermore, he had explained how to transfer the money from everyday saver to student additions in order to withdraw the money from ATM machine as below.

it is because this would be more safer to do the transaction and it is totally free out charge unless you transfer the money to another country.
later on, it seems that the £1500 money has been credited into my account as below. (minimum £20 deposit)

basically the process to open Barclays Bank Account in Sheffield Yorkshire (2-12 Pinstone Street, Sheffield, South Yorkshire, S1 2HN) was quite fast and i do saw the staff served about 15 people everyday since the working time was quite short compare to Malaysia.

after that, we went to walk around there and i decided to buy the country park chicken dinner set meal for just £1 to put in microwave oven as below.

well, i feel it is not recommended to buy because the chicken portion was very little as you can see below.

besides, i just went to reload my Lebara mobile credit for £5 and it is known as top up instead of "reload" according to the staff.
around 4pm i listened to "something" and do feel quite sucks about the "boycott" keywords.
honestly, i was quite relieved when chat with one of my close friend in Malaysia when i phoned back him using my phone credit but discover can use Viber to phone him after some moment.
therefore in this case, i realized that it is important to find someone to talk about your problem rather than sitting alone dwelling the problem. (i admit it might not work but certainly will help in someway)

during the night, i just have my dinner cooked by some friends in their house after the brainstorming assign and do listened to a lot of different information while the view of outside building was quite nice as below.

well, it seems that most of us will worry about what we can work in order to get a higher salary when we back to Malaysia after getting our degree cert.
frankly speaking, even myself tends to be don't have much "information" about what i should do in future.
moreover, you can take a free courses or earn a FREE college credit by learning at the Education Portal.
actually i did have a negative thought about standing in disadvantage area when i do not know some past stories and feel that people always will judge a person based on their past.
in fact, my head feel so "painful" in someway when i keep thinking about the "things" as i was standing in the middle or tends to be the "good guy" (滥好人) which is quite disgusting.

somehow i really can't express myself well and just feel that sometime it is better not to know so much thing but when it comes, i should treat it as a "challenge from the God" to overcome myself.
furthermore, it just make me think a lot about "old memories" when listening to other's people stuff.
therefore it might be right from Mrs Anonymous that "We will always do mistakes and will always learn although sometimes it is hard to make the right decision when we are in a decisive moment or confused.
finally i arrived back home at 11.20pm and feel so tired.
what i can really said was everyone just want to be liked and accepted and feel that sometime we should think about other's people point of view first although it might sounds like a mean (selfish) person if we keep too focus on our own feelings or being too ego as below.

at last, it is crucial to have a goal just like one of the energy that drives me to write everyday was to help some people for not taking my "mistaken footsteps" especially the Tarcian Junior if they can read through my life and understand how to be better people in someway.

therefore my main goal for now is getting my degree certificate in order to let my parents happy while keep comforting myself don't think so much about other's things.

(Self Expenses note: Today £6, Yesterday total £264.60, Total up to date £270.60)
=)

today i woke up at 7.50am.
then i just get myself prepared and make a move by walking to Stoddart centre around 8.35am.
well, i start to feel that this Product Innovation and Creativity subject seems to be quite hard because you need to done a lot of research when the "innovative idea" you think about must not be patent, trademark, copyright by other people that is also related to intellectual property.
moreover, the pitch concept testing research analysis seems to be need a lot of combination of primary and secondary data.
besides, when the lecturer talk about the recession in UK for the duration of 50 years and 70% people got financial problem, i just feel that maybe this is a major problem around the world because the job the supply of the job does not met with the demand while some was choosy to find job due to low paid.

after the class end, i walk to Saintbury's to see the cookies whether got discount available or not but it still remain the same original price there.
then we waited at the tutorial class for the seminar tutor to come.
well, the tutor seems to be annoyed because most of us did not read the seminar paperwork that he asked us to read last week.
anyways, my idea was something related to beer and bar related machine and it was from the brainstorming session in a group discussion yesterday.
seriously i just feel quite "stress" because this week was already week 3 and next week need to present the 50% individual pitch idea which seems to be lack of time.
before we leave there, we had taken the A3 paper for our next week presentation preparation.

during the afternoon, i just have some potato chips and biscuit as my lunch.
then i just continue to do my research with analysis whether it is necessary for the customer to buy my product and other problem that might arise.
besides, "something bothered" me again as i will think about it while i seems to be need to choose to stand any side and my negative thought of being "alone" came back again which cause me to keep dwelling the some "imaginative" things.
somehow i do have some "recalling back memories feelings" and should be thankful to my ex-college courserap for the "advice" long time ago.
in fact, the main reason that i have some "assumption" was probably because i seldom talk with people and always "alone" as i realized some Chinese word which is quite meaningful. (自以为是，对号入座)

on the other hand, i do have some chat with a few very long lost friend as i seldom take the initiative to find them chat where i get only few response back.
well, i just feel that the things that one of my friend said was quite meaningful about studying our degree in Sheffield for most of the Tarc College student was "the best thing is not going to trip, but it is about the gathering with friends in hostel, do crazy things together, chat together, play together, cook together and others" which i had failed to do so as i had missed a lot stuff but trying to overcome it.
honestly, some "emos" feelings came back again as i saw my previous college classmate study life Sheffield last time pieces by pieces photo especially "someone" that i will "XXXXXX". (only ownself know)
anyways, there is no way turning back although i did ask myself whether i still want to continue dwelling on my past again and the only option was to looking forward in my life.

overall i think that i am qualified enough to say that friendship really need time build, try to fix the broken friendship with a positive mindset, always think before you speak because there is no use to "cry father cry mother" when things happened but the answer is quite varies from different individual as there is no exact right or wrong matters with my own life experiences although the truth is hard to accept sometime.
after that, i just have some conversation with my brother in Malaysia using Viber for about 30 minutes and we did have a great chatting session.
furthermore, i heard that many people say you should enjoy your study life or else wasted the moment you had in UK because the working life is quite stressful as i had experience it last time.
during the night, my friend came up to cook some bread eggs with ham beans as our dinner and i finish the wash up later on.

then i just continue with some research and just told myself to keep focus on study although i had some other's "unpleasant" feelings that seems like in despair mode.
besides, many people had sold their weekend trip from SHU which i think it is partly because they heard the news that some place is not worth to go.
in conclusion, i just depend all those positive quotes to keep myself cheered up while "stucking" inside this hosting room most of my time.
in fact, it will just make me to think more about my "imaginary problem" as i might wonder how does my friends going through this moment last time.
therefore this was just my "little story" about how why i feel sorry if i had make anyone offended on my past although i am trying to looking forward to find improvement to cure my bad side personalities.
guess i should be grateful that i still alive in this world instead of dwelling on something.
before, i end my post, i would like to share a "Classic nightmares and their modern equivalents" comic as shown below.

(Self Expenses note: Today £1.50, Yesterday total £270.60, Total up to date £272.10)
=D

today i woke up at 7.40am.
after that, i just get myself prepared and invited by friend to have breakfast together.
around 8.40am we walked to Adsett centre to attend the E-Business Management lecture.

well, the question that i feel the examiner will ask about mobile commerce during examination was something related to ubiquity, distress purchase, how to they add value, reduce cost, the difficulties to earn advertising revenue using mobile platform.

moreover, i just learned a new sentence today about the "BYOD and BYOA" (Bring Your Own Device and Bring Your Own Apps) for consumer driver as most of the people own's a smartphone.

somehow i do know that mobile commerce marketing trends is getting bigger but it seems like not very useful if you just know but do not take any action to do something. (referring to myself)

before the lecture end, the tutor share the Tesco Homeplus virtual subway store in South Korea video as below or the link >>> Here.

after that, we just walk around that area since there was plenty of time for the next seminar at 2pm and i just took some picture as below.

moreover, we just saw a quite worth eating deals that is Dempseys buffet every Monday from 5-8pm with student card as shown below.

when we arrived Aldi supermarket by taking the Freebee bus, i just bought some hotdog and hams to cook myself as shown below.

well, i just feel that if we compare with "same currency" with "1£ = RM1" in Malaysia, i believe many people will be satisfy if the normal salary rate was "£1500 = RM1500" right?

furthermore, the housing was quite cheap as i saw it ranged around £100,000+ from Crapper & Haigh website as shown below.

it is because let's say if we earn £2,000 salary in UK, i don't see any problem if we buy the 100K property when compare to Malaysia whereby we earn RM2,000 but the property is selling for RM200,000 to RM1,000,000+ in Kuala Lumpur city area right?

somehow this might explain why so many people want to migrate to foreign counter instead of staying in Malaysia if they have the opportunity (money) although some people say it is just because "the grass is always greener on the other side" which have it's own pro and cons.

upon arrived home, i quickly cook the ham and sausage with noodles as shown below.

well, i was feeling very full although i was planning to just fry it before this.

around 1.40pm we went to attend the E-Business Management seminar and do the Orbitz Charts mobile apps case study.

the new words that i learn from there was "native apps" which is a apps that is specially design for a specific operating system" and "NFC" (Near Field Communication" as i think about finding new technology of the world mobile congress in Spain.

in fact, there is a lot thing need to find out by myself about the "NTT-DoCoMo, Wizzit South Africa, Sprint US and other related things.

before the seminar ends, the tutor showed some video about the Mobile Commerce "Where Are We Now?", "The Evolution" and "How To Make m-Commerce Work" as shown below or the link >>> 1, 2, 3.

actually i do feel quite "sleepy" when watching the second video.

then it is continue with Ben E.Keith case study and i not very understand about the video.

upon arrived back home at 4.40pm, i just rest a while as the summer weather was quite hot (25C degrees Celsius) and continue my assignment research because the timeline is next week for individual coursework.

during the night, i just cook the instant noodle with sausage ham again as my dinner.

later on, i following my friend to Tesco supermarket as i never went before.

while walking to there, i just took some picture about the building and tunnel we walk pass as shown below.

well, the store was quite similar to Malaysia but they have some special trolley, a mini car, own self check out counter as below.

besides, i think we was "cheated" by the Sainsbury as the Strongbow beer just cost 20 for £10 as below.

actually can't say we get "cheated" when we previously bought 10 tins for £8 at Sainsbury.

further, there is a half price promotion for Bens and Jerry ice cream with just £2+ as below.

then we went to check out our item and it was my first time to use the machine as shown below.

finally i arrived back home at 11.25pm from Tesco Extra and take the night picture as shown below.

somehow the taste of Bens and Jerry baked Alaska ice cream (vanilla ice cream with marshmallow swirls & white chocolatey polar bears) seems to be quite sweet as below.

on the other hand, it seems that my application for GA using a totally new identity was failed and i would not apply it again as the reason was shown below.

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Hello, Thank you for your interest in Google AdSense. Unfortunately, after reviewing your application, we're unable to accept you into AdSense at this time.We did not approve your application for the reasons listed below.Issues: - Copyrighted material: We've found that your website contains copyrighted material.

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anyways, hereby came back to the "friends issue" where i was struggling within myself about choosing to go with who and decided to follow my "X friend" as Mrs Anonymous also say the same.
it is because i feel what he say was quite meaningful because "if i keep staying in the same comfort zone by soloing+alone+lonely+anti social, i was just avoiding rather than changing myself to meet more people" which eventually explain why i have the "fear girl disease" (女人恐惧症) when i seldom interact with girls.
honestly, i do feel it is quite awkward to find new people to chat but i had make a decision to find back my previously group and they allowed me to join.
the most important thing i think it was quite true about myself that i often "over thinking about a small issues+own assumption" partly because i was always alone and seldom chat with real people.
therefore i just comfort myself don't feel sorry about the things had passed.

actually it took some time to "admit that i think about things haven happened" because before this i had negative thought about "i lied that i am enjoying myself in oversea when my friend ask me how was i doing in UK" but i shall think in a positive way.
it is just like Mrs Anonymous said that when i look my my previous friend's UK picture, why i can't think in a different way that they have a good time in UK last year and i should be happy for them, while now is my turn to be happy rather than keep dwelling on the past right?
moreover, Peter was right too that "friendship is not only about receiving, it is much more about giving" and require time to earn for proving it right.
so there a no need to keep explain things that happened and i told myself "use the time to focus on study better lah" because that degree certification is more important than all this other feelings things.

in addition, it is good is to set a goal that is get a good academic result because when you're lost, you will refer back to the goal that you set and it will divert all your other feelings.

at last, i would like to share a meaningful sentences as shown below.

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Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become your character.
Watch your character, for they become your destiny.
What we think, we become.
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therefore it might be true that the reason of things happened was probably came from ourselves.

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in fact, i was hypocrite and procrastinate in someway again~ LOL
(Self Expenses note: Today £6, Yesterday total £272.60, Total up to date £278.10)
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today i woke up at 7am.
well, i just quickly have some biscuit as my breakfast and write back my yesterday's M-Commerce post.
actually i do know that i should be so particular to update daily and just use a "procrastinate excuse" whereby i rather spend my time writing my life although it might use 2 hour rather than use it to play game.
during the afternoon, i wanted to buy something and walked to the Sheffield Yorkshire nearby together.
somehow i decided to have the Mc Donald's Happy Meal as my lunch because it cost only £2.20 which include a burger, drink, fries and a free Despicable Me 2 toys that is definitely worth than Gregg bakery bread although it does not have much nutrition value.
after that, i followed some other friend to walk around the clothes shop such as River Island, H&M and others shop.

frankly speaking, i just feel the clothes tends to be quite costly as it was in pound sterling and do admit i have a little "jelly" when heard other's people say they bring a lot of money to spend at UK since i was the lowest amount. (not want to compare since it is not my money also, but just feel a little butthurt)
anyways, i just walk back home as i do not have much interest on thought clothes although know that nowadays people judge other's people by their appearance.
upon back home, i quickly continue to research my product innovation and creativity subject as the timeline is getting closer which is next Tuesday for individual present.
actually i do have the product but just don't have much confidence regarding the patent issue.
besides, i just saw the latest news about MERS Virus that is a mysterious new respiratory virus which spreads easily and appears deadlier than SARS at the link >>> Here.

around 8pm we get ourself prepared because will be going to the Viva La Fiesta James Bond Party In Bloo88 and Embrace Nightclub Sheffield at night as i had bought the ticket as below.

somehow the weather still raining and i phoned for taxi cab service.
when the taxi arrive, it seems to be a brand new Mercedes-Benz E350 Bluetec 2013 sedan version and it was my first time to sit such car but luckily the taxi fare just cost for £4 total as we will divide it later.
around 8.50pm we arrived the Bloo88 and it was full of people where i just took some picture as below.

somehow the food was not enough and when it reach my turn to take the food, they only left the sausage without bread as shown below. (waited for almost 2 hour for just 1 sausage hotdog? =.=)

moreover, some people that queued behind me did not even get a food and it just make us not worth to pay for £5 for the ticket as it a feeling like "getting cheated" from the Bloo88 West Street restaurant.

then i just get to know some girls introduced by friends.
after that, we walked to the Embrace Nightclub there was a lot of people queue up as below.

upon entering the club, we are not allowed to bring bag and need to pay £1 for them to store our stuff.
during the moment when i was inside the club, i do still have my so call "fear girl disease" (女人恐惧症) as there was a lot of girls although the majority was boys.
on the other hand, i was trying to let myself to interact with girl but the speaker of the music was so loud.
honestly, i did have some feelings toward the "short hair" girl as i will imagine "someone" although i have never been a real relationship before.
perhaps i should be grateful and happy that i am happy when having some "imaginative happy feelings" within myself and i think that would be enough as in a state that there is a lot beautifully make up girls.

the reason i don't really go approach those girl was probably because i know myself was not good enough because many people say that "if a person did not know how to love or be happy within himself, how he can care for other people and spread the love" right?
moreover, how would you know whether a girl have boyfriend or not although i know sometime i think a matter based on my "own assumption" thinking that other's people would not like me since i do not have a handsome face, not rich and some weakness that i know about myself.
well, i was disagree that other's people say about guy who did not go club will eventually like this kind of feeling and atmosphere because different people have different behavior.
furthermore, i did not dare to do those "touch touch" thing when they dancing although i heard from other's people experience saying that it is a part of fun in clubbing.

anyways, below was some picture from the clubs.

moreover, there is a Chinese sentences that is quite "funny" which is "男人爱操，女人爱钞。男人昧着良心谈情说爱，女人闭着眼睛假装高潮。其实生活不易，全靠演技" but i don't think it is right.
anyways, i had listened to the super loud song for almost 3 hours+ as shown below or the link >>> Here.

around 2am i make a move from the Embrace Nightclub as i can't endure those things and told my friend that go home first as there will be another morning lecture class tomorrow.
finally i arrived back home around 2.25am and luckily there is nothing happened to me during my walking journey to home as show below.

before i end my post, i would like to share a meaningful video about the "Lonely Bachelor" short animation as below or the link >>> Here.

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one thing i realize was it is quite hard to keep smile if you seldom smile when i experience it in the club to keep carry on the smile.
in fact, i was in a "self comfort" feeling when telling myself that "the world is full of so much girls, why feel so obsessed with a girl" for so long and tends to be feeling miserable about it? (=.=)
besides, i shall think in a way that i am happy as i had saw so many beautiful girls in the club and girl that wearing black clothe's stripe tends to be sexy.
sometime i do wondering that a lot people say that a guy should keep focus on finding a lot of money first but what if when the guy achieve that stage but don't even know how to chase a girl and there is so much argument about this matter.
seriously i just can say that if a person being too "emos+lonely" for a long time, it would be take double or triple amount of that time to change back to be a happy and positive person.
(Self Expenses note: Today £2.20, Yesterday total £278.10, Total up to date £280.30)
=D

today i woke up at 8.45am.
then i just quickly get myself prepared and "walk+run" to attend the Strategic Marketing Management lecture in Stoddart centre although i know i would be late.
actually i had wake up around 7am+ but slept back as i was still feeling quite tired as i only sleep few hour but i was lucky that i can automatic wake up at that time instead of skip my lecture.
when i reach the lecture hall, luckily the lecturer haven start to teach and i saw not much people attend party because yesterday's Viva La Fiesta party event that resulted can't wake up early.
well, this morning lecture teaches about the buying behavior of business and organisation while focus on market segmentation using the segmentation matrix by Williams. (2006)
in fact, there is still something that we need to refer back using the SHU Space blackboard website.

after the class end, i walked to Sainsbury and bought the double chocolate cookies although they no longer offer half price discount from £1.05 as below.

then we just walk back to the Stoddart centre to attend the SMM seminar lesson.
well, the seminar discuss about the case study for bread market in UK and we need to find out the customer using the "Key Questions" between the independent restaurant and large manufacturer such as Marks and Spencer organization.
after some break, it is continue with the segmentation matrix where we need to list all the possible factors that influencing customer's choice of supplier/brand (CCF) by choosing any 3 type of situation such as going to the pub, shopping for groceries and buying a laptop.
around 1.10pm we went to Mc Donalds to have our lunch.

finally i arrived back home at 2pm and Skype with my parents in Malaysia.
somehow i do feel a bit "emos" within myself when my parent asked me whether i am happy or not in UK as i need to pretend to be very happy at the moment being here.
in fact, i do know it was just my "own personalities" problem about the "lonely feelings" as i had some "weakness" that resulted the "me" of myself today.
sometime i just wondering whether the main reason that caused me to feel "lonely" might due to express too much feeling using blog as i did feel that the more i write, the more i feel lonely without an actual long term benefits that can make me think of although it sounds like "influence sadness" to people.
on the other hand, "sense of belonging" seems to be quite important too when i arrived UK without much of my previous college classmate from last year.

guess it is probably due to seeing other junior classmate hanging out with a big group doing things together because they had already become friends since diploma until this stage.
therefore what i really want to say at this point of studying so long in Tarc College was the friends that you make during diploma really important because it will bring a long term effect on you later on.
somehow i had "decided something" to follow the big groups because in order to "overcome something" about myself as an introvert person.
moreover, it was true that the Tarc summer 3 month program in SHU does not have much exposure with foreigner because all the "guai lou" (foreigner) already go back home and we attend class/hang out with Malaysians friend most of our time while the place we stay might consist of a little China, Taiwan, Hong Kong people.

besides, i would like to share a meaningful picture from Zenpencils comic that talks about "Make Gifts For People" because your responsibility is not to the people you're making the gift for, but to the gift itself as shown below.

well, the comic really did make me touched because no one would really understand the intention of my writing everyday as it might sounds boring and pointless post.
moreover, a smile was the most important to make other's people hang out with you just like those girls who always smile tends to be getting more attention although i know this apply same to guy but my "long term emos face problem" had resulted me to be ugly.
in fact, i realized that i often "emos" about the things i did not have and always live in what other's people want in order to be accepted although knowing i will "lost myself" someday.

for example, when i listen about how some people say that some guy "take advantage" by "touching touching something" (抽水) to some girls at the nightclub yesterday, i do wonder why the guy was not me and shouldn't complain so much for being the so call "good guy" (滥好人) that is quite "disgusting" in someway.
frankly speaking, i was dwelling on the past again think about how "someone" being "搭讪" (flirt) by other people last year for the same Viva La Fiesta event and discover it is no use to think back.
as i grow older more, i must accept the fact that every girl had been chased by other guy as if you did not care for a girl, other's guy will do the job but this is only apply to 70% of the beautiful girl and the left is only "below normal look" just like me.
therefore this might explain why some guy rather choose a not very beautiful girl because it will lesser down the competition from other guy.

somehow i think i shall aim for a not very beautiful girl although it seems like having a lesser self esteem or condition and look like a "loser" in someway.
well, if really want to talk about using money to fulfill the "loser stuff", it can be a lot of way such as buying academic certificate, cheating girl and go for prostitution with a lot of different stories.
during the night, i just have the Carlos American Style deep pan BBQ chicken pizza that i bought from Aldi for £0.99 as my dinner as shown below. (using oven cook, feel so full although it is not tasty to eat, regret)

then i just check out some emails and read some terms and condition for the Barclay's bank as below.

after that, i went to wash my clothes and played some ping pong with friends while waiting the 1 hour+ laundry session of washing and drying my clothes.
furthermore, i feel that exercise is good as it can release some stress.

it is because until this moment i still stressed over the product innovation and creativity individual coursework presentation as there is still a lot of uncertain question need to be answer and the deadline is next Tuesday and today already Friday.
seriously my feeling at this moment is just like "stucking" in a cage (hostel room) thinking the way to solve this coursework. (feel like shouting)
anyways, i just refer back to the previous guide that i get last year and hopefully can solve it by tomorrow or else i no need to graduate for my degree certificate for this year.
before i end my post, below was the Chan Fong "大城心事" sharing program podcast recording.
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1) 第一位：Jessica（育有两名孩子）～婚姻问题，自从她丈夫失业后就令他们的关系变淡，因此丈夫忽然间向她提出离婚的要求。【陈峰大哥从交谈中发现到她和丈夫的沟通方式出现很大的漏洞和问题，必须要试着改变用另一种方式去表达与对方互动和相处】>>> Here.

2) 第二位：阿玲（之前曾经播过电话进来的）～她的家人个个都劝说她改教，既是改变宗教信仰为基督教；可是她还是习惯了目前的宗教信仰。【陈峰大哥劝她尽量要再放轻松点，无论如何一切就让它都顺其自然】

3) 第三位：阿兴（已婚）～打电话进来纯粹是和陈峰大哥闲聊。【--】Part 2 + 3 >>> Here.

4) 第四位：阿Lyn（自雇人士）～她自称自己也是个小小的老板，但是她的一班伙计经常和她一起出去吃饭都是吃大餐令她有时候觉得花钱花得有点超出公司预算范围不甚至有时候不能在预估范围之内。【陈峰大哥听了之后认为是她另一个股东花钱比较阔气而导致员工用尽所有公司给予的一切福利和好处，另一方面赏罚分明的制度也没有妥善规划出那个必有的规则】>>> Here.

5) 第五位 >>> Here.

6) 第六位 >>> Here.

7) 第七位：阿莹～她刚加入一家新公司上班不久，大约两个星期但是发现那些旧员工全部一个接着一个的辞职离开，这种现象对她的觉得这家公司靠不住。【陈峰大哥认为是她个人比较害怕承担责任，所以不敢接受公司给她的任务和挑战；另一方面她自称自己是个比较不能适应大变化的人】>>> Here.

8) 第八位（最后一位）：阿Choi～他说他的朋友成为了别人的第三者，虽然他觉得他某个程度上是很开心，但是他总觉得良心上认为是不赞同这种第三者的行为。【陈峰大哥基本上觉得他的朋友是没有什么不对的地方，毕竟他的这位朋友把人家的女朋友抢了过来时也是在对方还没结婚的情况下开始重新选择新对象而成立】>>> Here.
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somehow i do know that i shouldn't "whine" about my student life with this assignment because working life tends to be more stress than this.
(Self Expenses note: Today £2.10, Yesterday total £280.30, Total up to date £282.40)
>.<

today i woke up at 7.50am.
well, it seems that i can wake up without my alarm when compare to Malaysia KL house as i normally wake up around 12pm+ last time.
after having some biscuit as my breakfast, i continue my research for my presentation.
during the afternoon, i just have cook a piece of chicken as my lunch.
then i followed some friend to settle something at the Barclays banks and there was a UK Armed Forces and Veterans Day events happening around the bank area and i just took some picture as below.

then i went to the 99p stores to buy something such as the Cherry Vimto drinks and a cute bubble gum that caught my attention as shown below.

somehow i just feel myself still have some "childish attitude" when i buy such things.

on the way walking back home, we saw some other friend and walk together as they want to buy the Despicable Me 2 Minions toys from Mc Donalds Happy Meals for just £2 as i also took a picture of the a group of minions (undercover agents wanted) as below.

upon arrive home, i continue to do my research and keep look back the things i written down in Microsoft word for my presentation.
besides, i feel that "power nap" (set a timer to sleep 10~20 minutes) skills seems to be quite useful technique to keep myself energized.
however, it would be tiring when i keep repeat the step for 3 times.
during the night, i just cook some instant noodle with sausage ham egg as my dinner.
around 9pm i went to my friend house to do the product innovation and creativity assignment.

somehow i do feel myself quite useless during that moment as i had spend almost 4 hour thinking and research but did not finish it.
perhaps i was having some negative problem within myself when the idea is not mine although it was from the brainstorming group discussion as the feeling is not right when think more about it. (probably think too much again and friend has completed his work)
frankly speaking, i did know that i should not have the "self negative assumption" as i thought my friend will think i might be useless when can't even think about any stuff about the surverymonkey.com questionnaire. (serve me right for thinking too much?)
in the end, i just go back my own room around 12.40am with unfinished PIC task as i haven finish write the questionnaire to post in the group.

well, i was totally stress up by having "academic stress" (due to PIC assignment) at night and the feelings so dead although it was simple task to most of the people as a student before the deadline in Tuesday.
around 1am i faster persuade myself sleep don't think so much when tomorrow still need wake up around 6.30am to go for the Whitby, North Yorkshire trip organized by the student Union.
before i end my post, i would like to share an informative message regarding studying in UK from a senior as shown below. (maybe useful in future)
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My version here was the student just brought £1000 to UK with no bank transaction or account, typical china-man la. (Cash untraceable ba)
Bare in mind, if you really really desperate to work part time, please be extra careful la just to earn pocket money or travel money, cause sometimes got watch dog go and "sapu" (wipe) the whole shop without any notice, and you might get your summer course top up academic all forfeit and send you straight home if found working illegally.

[REMEMBER WORK AT UR OWN RISK IF U REALLY NEED IT]

There's a lot of tips out there on budget trip stuffs, just my personal opinion are:
1) Home cook is always cheaper than eating out (unless it's free or sample food you talking about).
2) Don' buy branded (unless you got spare money and just buy on sale product, especially end of summer around end of August or September)
3) Share with your course-mates or friends. (no matter it's cab or private hiring car, it's still cheap to share if there's 4 or 6 of you)
4) Check out your nearest casino for free buffet supper usually on weekend, bring your passport for first registration, sometimes free coffee, tea or soft drinks too.
5) Compare and check different supermarket TESCO, ASDA, ALDI etc which ever cheap and somehow near your accommodation la.

6) Check out these webpages, I found it very useful plus somehow freebies again.
a) www.freestuffworld.co.uk
b) www.studentmoneysaver.co.uk
c) www.moneysavingexpert.com >>> you get tonnes of information, just need time to read.
d) www.daysoutguide.co.uk>>> check, you might get 2 for 1 promo.
e) www.hotukdeals.com>>> good deals, promo, discount or even freebies!
f) www.sswstudentservices.com>>> shipping website.
h) www.anyvan.com/get-quotes/BDNRWE>>> (use this code BDNRWE) on the way checkout.
i) www.dailymail.co.uk>>> just news.

7) Check out for student union or senior organize those kind of trip for summer course. They might need helper and helper usual just count head people simple work. You may get yourself free trip too. Ask around before you really into it and enjoy.
8) If you love beer, you gonna love UK cause morning, noon or night also can drink one. Cheaper than Malaysia of course. Depending on location price range for a pint can cost £1.50~£4 depend what drink too. My personal favourite Guinness and I had £2.15 for a pint in my local pub. Drink soft drink might be a little expensive if order in pub.
9) When you go on shopping, ask the shop do they have any student discount. If yes, show them your student ID to get the discount.
10) Mc Donalds used to accept student discount to entitle free cheeseburger/chicken burger/small fries/sundae cone. It's depend on certain McD location, some require you to show international student card, or even NUS card.

11) If you really in tight budget for food, Tesco usual had clearance moment for their food and groceries. (usual late evening) Finder keepers, so you need to be quick and somehow with a little luck. Cause Tesco reduce the price several times for item. I had my one whole roast chicken for just £1 only. (Retail usual £8 if I'm not wrong) good enough to share 2-4 people. But next day hardly find that price liao. You may find several penny just spend on each vegetable. If you wanna eat fresh vegetable, I advice you don't go for Tesco clearance stuff. By the way, the items there usual going to expired or old stock. Still edible and won't die la.

12) Check out your nearby NHS, just in case you or your friend need it when fallen sick. Document to bring usual are student ID and passport but to be sure u need to check on your student union or university for updated information and advices. Previously NHS just need to register my friend student card and consultation is free. When you need prescription there's a small fee chargeable to him and he had to go local pharmacy like boots for medicine.

13) If you into ice creams, look out for any promos, especially big brand like Ben & Jerry or Haagen Dazs, you can't get a cheaper deal in Malaysia. Trust me. Price range for 1 tub around 500ml cost roughly £1.50-£2.50 promo price, don't buy if cost more, actual price around £4 plus. Malaysia selling for 1 tub around £8~£9 pound, so you calculate yourself. Don't blame yourself if you came back Malaysia overweight ya. hehe.

I hope you enjoy your summer course there and hope it's sunny one there cause sometimes the weather might change that's instantly. Snap more pics and bring back the good memories.
Cheers.
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maybe i should be happy that at least i have some guidance from other's people about studying in UK.
(this blog post finished update on Wednesday 26th June when i was finally free after the presentation)
(Self Expenses note: Today £2, Yesterday total £282.40, Total up to date £284.40)
=)

today i woke up at 6.35am.
then i just get myself prepared for the Whitby Weekend trip from the Hubs Sheffield.
around 8.20am we make a move from there although no once check the tickets and we received a note of tourist attraction in Whitby just like the Manchester weekend trip post last week as shown below.

somehow i do have a not very good feeling as i keep thinking about the assignment.
around 10.35am we reach Whitby and i just took some picture from there when i walk down from the bus as shown below.

during the moment at the beach, i do saw some colourful chalet as below.

however, the weather started to rain and we just run towards the city area from the beach but i ended up lost contact with friends.

anyways, i just have my lunch at Whitby's Quayside fish and chips restaurant with other group friend and ordered the Cod fish with chips for £9.20 when we dining inside.

somehow i do feel not worth to eat inside since "take away" just cost £6 (£4.30 cod fish and + £1.70 chips) according to the menu.
after that, i contact with my friend again and we went to the explore the shops nearby.
then i just bought a souvenir for £1.50 from one of the shop as shown below.

after some moment pass, the weather continue to rain again and we went to a local coffee shop waiting the rain to stop.
well, the rain seems to be raining quite a long time and we decided to continue walk with a little tiny rain because it would be waste if we just keep stay at the coffee shop.

the next station that we visits was St.Mary the virgin church and there was a lot of tomb as shown below.
after that, we head to somewhere near the place but did not go in due to the entrance fee of £6.20 and i heard it was the Dracula vampire origin place but we did took some picture as shown below.

after walking for some time, we stop at the Amusement fun city park and my friend played some game.

somehow the Piramid slot machine seems to be "cheating people" as we hit the £5 hole but it still require to go for next step to either get reward or no from the machine as below.

anyways, can't really blame anything since the probability is so low when it come to gambling game.
besides, we did not go to the Captain Cook boat experience due to rain and no open as below.

well, it seems that "the compare feeling" came back when i saw some couple but just comfort myself no need to envy or wonder about the "lonely feeling" because my main goal is get degree certificate.

before moving there, i went to buy the haddock fish for £4.95 at the Magpie restaurant Whitby as shown below.

unfortunately the bus driver don't allow us to bring the food in it so my advice was "hide your food" inside your bag or else you need to throw the fish and chips that you bought.
moreover, the bus driver advice was to be punctual for gathering at the exact time.
the last scene that i saw from there before leaving was shown as picture below.

around 5.55pm make a move from Whitby and arrived the Hubs at 8pm.
finally i reach back hostel 8.15pm by walking.
somehow i still stress up with the academic assignment because tomorrow last day prepare.
on the other hand, i was depressed and feel that maybe my negative thought by expressing in blogging had resulted the "me" of today in the long term, or it was just because of my own original personality?
anyways, i just told myself don't blame anything that happen although think back a lot pass memories with last time college classmate as the feeling was quite helpless.
overall i think i should be concentrate of the happy thing and shouldn't think so much.
(Self Expenses note: Today £15.70, Yesterday total £284.40, Total up to date £300.10)

today i woke up at 5.45am.
well, i was awakens automatically again without the alarm that probably due to the stress about the presentation although i was sleep quite late after the Whitby trip.
after having my breakfast, i quickly focusing back on my research and memorize something.
during the afternoon, i don't really have appetite to eat and decided to go to the SHU library to be more focus since i had use this method during my moment Tarc college library last time.
around 3pm i walked to Adsett Centre library to do some memorizing and research task.
during the night, i just remember a friend asked me to buy market pen and i walked to the Staples stationery as shown below.

at first i thought it was quite near but it it took about 20 minute to walk there since i was lost in half way.

around 7.15pm i reach back the library from Staples shop and continue to memorize some part of the things i will present as today was the deadline of it.

then my friends came and we started to print out something.
somehow i do feel some "unexplained feelings" when heard friend talk about some girlfriend story party because i never experience such thing.
finally i arrived back home at 10.30pm and feel quite tired.
therefore i just use the "power nap" regeneration skills again to make myself get energized or awake to practice more of my product innovation presentation for tomorrow.
then i just cooked some instant noodles with chicken sausage ham as my dinner and just feel so full although i just have a meal today.

frankly speaking, the song that represent my feeling for this moment was "Stars Calendar Girl - If I Am Lost For A Day" as shown below.
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If I am lost for a day, try to find me.
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me.
And all of the things that I thought were so easy,
Just got harder and harder each day.

December is darkest, in June there's the light.
But this empty bedroom, won't make anything right.
While out on the landing, a friend I forgot to send home.
Who waits up for me all through the night.

Calendar girl who's in love with the world, stay alive.

I dreamed I was dying, as I so often do.
And when I awoke, I was sure it was true.
I ran to the window threw my head to the sky.
And said whoever is up there please don't let me die.

But I can't live forever, I can't always be.
One day I'll be sand on a beach by the sea.
The pages keep turning, I mark off each day with a cross.
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost.

Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive.
Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive.

January, February, March, April, May I'm alive,
June, July, August, September, October I'm alive.
November, December and all through the winter,
I'm alive, I'm alive!
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well, the words that highlighted in red seems to be referring to myself and feel free to listen the song as below or the link >>> Here.

seriously i was like "going nowhere" and was keep following the path that everyone goes through.
in fact, life is just full of too much opportunity and decision need to be make but the thing i feel was about whether you;re happy with your life.
(Self Expenses note: Today £1.50, Yesterday total £300.10, Total up to date £301.60)
>.<

today i woke up at 4.50am.
in fact, i was wake up automatically which is probably due to the "stress of presentation" for the product innovation and creativity (PIC) subject this morning.
after having some biscuit as my breakfast, we walked to the Stoddart centre to attend the PIC lecture around 8.40am.
the lecturer teaches about managing intellectual property and protecting your ideas but it seems like involving a large amount of legal fee (£30K) for protecting a UK patent.
however, there was less people attend due to prepare for the next presentation.
well, the forms of protection include patents, copyright, registered designs and registered trademark that i think it is important to know the definition ass it might come out in exam.

before the lecture class end, the tutor shared a "Innovation is GREAT Britain" video and i quite liked it as below or at the link >>> Here.

well, i just realize that Joseph Swan was the inventor of an incandescent light bulb before its invention by the American Thomas Edison.
through this case, i think that most of us easily influence by what's other people said rather than find out the real story ourselves as myself also thought that Thomas Edison had invented the light bulb.
after that, i went to Adsett Centre to participate the library survey that is about finding the user experience when browsing the SHU Library Gateway and earned £5 voucher from the them.
then i head back to the Stoddart centre and my feeling at that moment was so nervous due to the individual PIC coursework presentation.

during the moment while listening other's classmate presenting, i was impress with other's people as they had a very strong presentation skills.
when it reaches my turn, i did not do well as i was just focus too much looking back the slide without elaborate more of my point.
somehow i do feel a little down as i know my own capability and there was 2 tutor listening to us.
one thing i realized was the personality of a person can be see or read through by the way of how you speaks no matter how hard you're trying to hide to become another person.
after the seminar class end, i don't really have much mood due to my "bad presentation" (own assumption) although some friend try to cheer me up by saying it was okay.

anyways, life still goes on and we head to the Globe Howard Street cafe ( Address: 54 Howard St Sheffield, South Yorkshire S1 2LX, United Kingdom) to have our lunch as below.

well, there was a 50% promotion for student who buy the Yellow card for £1 but you need to buy a drinks together with the set meal and i just ordered the Chiken Tikka (£2.90 promotion price) as below.

the taste of chicken tikka seems to be similar like the "roti-canai" that we ate back in Malaysia.
moreover, a friend just share that the mayonnaise should mix with vinegar sauce because it will be nice when dip with the fries according to a chef.
besides, i realize that it is important for guys to talk about girls (which girl is beautiful) by sharing with another guy in order to have a great conversation.
guess it might be true that guys who less talk about girl seems to be consider as a "nerd".

then we walk to castle market to see anything to buy and i had bought a new food storage box from the 99p stores near there.
as i arrived back home, i just rest a while as we will be going to the Norfolk Heritage Park Avenue Sheffield to picnic with some other's girl.
while walking to there, i was overcome my so call "fear girl disease" (女人恐惧症) as my "heart beart was pumping fast" when girls around.
well, the journey took about 35 minutes walking distance and we finally reach the Norfolk Park Avenue where i just took some picture as shown below.

the surrounding at there was full of grass and trees which is quite nice when the wind is cold.

then we played the flying disc game and it was quite fun when there was girls around.
after that, we just have some fried rice, potato wedges, tortilla wrap and macaroni as our picnic food.
during the evening, i continue to play some "rugby" game with other guy on the field.
somehow there was some injury happened by other friend as it was consider quite a rough game.
on the other hand, when a friend asked me whether got any girl that i find interesting among the bunch of girls and it just make me think back of "something" again although i said no.
honestly, there was a short hair girl that seems to be quite attractive to me as i will think of "someone" although i had said a few thousand time that i will NOT think back on my past.
around 9.15pm we make a move from there and i finally reach home around 10pm and the night in UK was just like the evening time of Malaysia.

well, today i really realized a lot of problem about myself that why i can be consider as a boring and not an attractive/interesting guy when you did not talk anything.
moreover, i think it is important for guy to flirt (paktoh) or talk a lot with girls since young age (15~18 years old) because if you did not practice such thing, you will never be able to know how to chase a girl or get a girlfriend later on in life.
besides, if want to count today's happiness rather thinking about the thing that i don't really like such as a friend who call me some "nickname" that i dislike, i think it is better to think about the happiness or positive things rather than negative things by dwelling on certain things.
maybe Chan Fong 988 DJ was right about a Chinese sentences "恋爱只是试用期，只有适合不适合，没必要那么挣扎" that is quite meaningful.

for example, i am happy to see a girl that looks similar to "someone" from behind shade (sounds creepy) and guess this might be the same feeling when every guy talks or see some beautiful girls walking around.
in conclusion, the question that really matter here was "Do you feel happy for at this moment?" and i realize my major problem was having less interaction with people (own personality) that resulted the "me" of myself today.
furthermore, it might be important to keep carry a smile face no matter what and i did it today although i am not very used to it.
perhaps i should throw the "blame" to my blogging hobbies when i writing so much rather than finding someone to share and this post was my 1705th post. (LOL)
therefore it was true that "You only live once but if you do it right, once is enough" as i had experience so much of things although it is quite sucks to admit it was weakness or mistake sometimes.
what i trying to express now was just can tell some people who having the similar problem as me although it was just 0.01% that you might be able to see or learn something from the mistake i made throughout my life as lack of caring or having sense of belonging seems to be the main problem of being "lonely".
sometime i do admit that "sad" song such as "Stars Calendar Girl - If I Am Lost For A Day" can affect a person feelings.
(Self Expenses note: Today £3.90, Yesterday total £301.60, Total up to date £305.50)
T.T

today i woke up at 7.45am.
actually i was planning to update back all the 4 delayed blog post yesterday after the power nap moment.
however, i seems to be quite tired and ended up fall asleep after that.
anyways, i feel myself quite lucky to be able wake up automatically instead of setting the alarm.
then i get myself prepared and walked to Adsett centre to attend the E-Business management lecture.
somehow i still have some nervous feeling when walking with the short hair girl that remind me of "someone" where i was trying to overcome "my own problem" long time ago.
frankly speaking, i lied again to myself as i said will never think the past but it still haunted me although i promised never talk about it anymore.
guess this might be the reason why i feel "a little fake" within myself when i cheated own thought.

perhaps i should think in a positive way that at least i am happy with my "own imaginary feeling" although it sounds like finding replacement for "something".
one thing that a friend told me before that most of the girls out there don't like guys who so obsessed with something or having such an negative thought.
therefore this might be the reason why i don't reveal my identity because afraid of someone in real life know about me and this blog was just treat as a place to dispose all my inner "rubbish".
during the morning lecture, the tutor teaches about the how Internet support marketing (E-Digital marketing) by identify, anticipate, satisfying customer need and managing customer relationship.
moreover, it was true that the market has changed from e-commerce to m-commerce, then location commerce and the trends now was social commerce which explain why Facebook can earn so much money.

after the class end, we went to the Mc Donalds but it seems that the Despicable Me 2 minion from Happy meal set has been sold up.
then i just walked to the Castle Market to buy some ham to put in the instant noodles that i cook on the afternoon as my lunch.
after having my lunch, i just surf the some information and saw a news about "Why was Datuk's son not charged for rape crime and the victim's father attempt to suicide" in Malaysia.
based on my first impression looking in this case, i just feel that it will make other's people think about Malaysia reputation was everything can be settle as long as you're rich.
therefore it might bring a huge impact that everyone will use any method to earn money to become rich in order to "rule" the world while "poor people" like me will continue to complain unfair until death.

around 1.40pm we walked to the college again to attend the seminar.
the seminar class teaches about the identifying the marketing channel available to today's e-commerce type business and how can the various channels be best utilized in order to positively influence consumer purchasing power.
well, i just can say knowing and taking action to do something is totally 2 different thing as i myself do know most of the marketing ways using internet but ended up doing nothing much.
besides, there is one video in the tutorial about "What is Branding" that i feel quite interesting to see as below or the link >>> Here.

furthermore, there is a lot of things that need to ownself research to find out the answer.
around 4pm i reach back home and start to write some of my delayed blog post.

during the night, i cooked Indian express curry rice and added with ham's as shown below.

actually it is quite "awkward" to see the below kitchen oven has been blown up by don't know and i not sure whether we need to pay for the repair fee or not as shown below.

then i continue to write back all my previous 4 day delayed blog post when i have some spare time from the "Academic Stress" to "Whitby Weekend Trip From The Hubs Sheffield", then "Stars Calendar Girl - If I Am Lost For A Day" to "The Globe Howard Street And Norfolk Heritage Park Avenue Sheffield Picnic Experiences 2013" and finally this pot which is total updated 5 blog post in one day.
honestly, i do feel a little "butthurt" when receive a message as shown below.

what i can say was i don't really earn the advertising money and it is partly because of i just want to write down my life for my future reference if one day i had forgotten all my memory. (老人痴呆症)

moreover, i can get some way to solve my own problem from other's people in the other rest of the world to when i list down my situation.
in fact, i do know that it is useless for me to writing so much things when this blog will be closed one day.
furthermore, i feel thankful to Anonymous people who helped me throughout my hard time and sorry because i don't really know what i can contribute back.
in addition, i believe everyone wish to be liked by any people they meet right?
another thing i feel was i can't really utter a single word when girls around because i don't know what to talk about which resulted me to have the "lonely" feelings.
overall i had sees the pros and cons from writing where i did asked myself is that necessary to express so much?
in the end, i might just end up wasted the time just to express the unnecessary feelings as we just want happiness instead of depression.
at last, i just told myself to focus back my individual assignment report in order to cover back my bad presentation since tomorrow no class and the deadline was next Tuesday again.
(Self Expenses note: Today £2, Yesterday total £305.50, Total up to date £307.50)
>.<

today i woke up at 10.10am.
well, there is no class for today and i just "staggering" with a little laziness feelings.
after getting myself prepared, i just have some potato chips as my breakfast.
somehow i just feel like an "imaginative karma" when my friend go to the Botanical Garden Sheffield without telling me when i feel "guilty" assuming they did not go although i have left a message on FB at that day.
besides, i seems to be "wasting time" in UK when i waiting for hour by hour passing by from 11am to 12pm, 12pm to 1pm, 1pm to 2pm in my bed thinking a lot of stuff and do feel a little helpless when want to concentrate to study, but another feeling was wanted to find someone to talk and looks like can't call anyone.
anyways, just read some web links gaven by Mrs Anonymous and found it is very meaningful with it's explanation about "3 Simple Steps To Overcome Shy Around Girls" article.

the first way was to overcome your inferiority that is when you feel you are somehow "less valuable" than the girl, you will eventually feel shy and nervous around her.
for the second method, the advice was to stop being too invested in one particular girl because most of the shy guy out there was having the same common tendency to pick one girl that they become obsessed by her.
the third way to be assertive by stop being so invested in one particular girl is to have many options instead of one and the best way to do this is to talk to many women on a weekly or daily basis.
overall i just feel that what the article said was truly meaningful when the harsh reality is that you are going to have to work and learn to cope with your nervousness if you want to have a girlfriend.

therefore i just feel a little "sucks" about myself when used so many years to just find a such simple answer although there is not much guy who was shy and having the "think a lot disease" like me.

around 3pm i went to cook some instant noodle with ham, some banana and chocolate as my lunch.
then i just saw a video about "12 year old who owns 3 Ferrari's" with his own money after selling his app to Google for 8.5 million that suddenly remind me of something from my past.
besides, there was a video seems referring to the "Dato's son rape case and get freedom in Malaysia" at the link >>> Here.
besides, i do like the "Mission Incomplete MV" song that is quite nice to listen.
during the evening, my friend came a while and i just watch the "Mami China Movie (妈咪)" that i found quite interesting to watch as below or the link >>> Here. (Note: It is not porn movie, watch first)

actually it was a little related to the "Gan Die" (Stepfather 干爹) touching short film that i watch last year because this movie was published by the same author.

basically the "Mami" story talk about the "escort girls" (陪酒妹) working experience in the night club although it said based on true story and below was the Chinese synopsis of the movie.
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《妈咪》 (China Sex and The City) 夜总会三陪女孩的淫荡迷醉生活。
主演：王洁曦陈静宁子黄嫀砚，该剧由何自强执导，根据真实故事改编而成，以独特的视角剖析边缘世界的内部生活，揭露被忽视群体的尊严与人性挣扎，是一部充满话题性的数字电影。故事讲述在夜场工作的三个女孩若诗、瑶瑶、小雨，因为不同的价值观，虽是好姐妹却走上完全不同的人生轨道。通过三个女孩的心态与人生轨迹，以及夜场中形形色色人的生活状态，为观众呈现一段不一样的夜场故事。

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overall i would rate this movie as 4.5 out of 5 stars and strongly recommend anyone to watch if you understand Chinese because it has a lot of thought that we can think about.

for example, we will never know much about a person past and shouldn't judge a person based on their past based on our own assumption although i admit i was having a little this "bias" feeling.
besides, the photographer seems to be just "cheat" the girl with his "chasing girl skills" but i not sure whether he is acting or saying the truth when breaking up with the girl after having sex with her.
in the last of the scene, there was a quite meaningful Chinese sentence that is "即使赚得了全世界，却失去了自己，又有什么意义呢？" which means if you can earn all the money around the world, but you have lost yourself, then what is the meaning of life?
during the night, i just cook a chicken, sausage and ham as my dinner as shown below.

honestly, i did realized a lot of stuff but it seems that taking action is totally 2 different thing and i was like spreading more sadness when i write more.

perhaps i should have the "doesn't matter attitude" which is quite related to my "how to make girls fall in love to you" but it is in Chinese.
on the other hand, the things that i thing meaningful from the movie was most of us run our life without an exact goal as we just do what other's people said and it might be true that when guys are weak or poor, they might blame no girls like them but when guys are rich and confidence, they will be eventually bunch of girl approach them according to in the movie.
besides, there was a picture that is quite true about "when you playing with girls during Childhood and Now" because a lot of friends will automatically come to friend with you if you know a lot of girls in your college life as shown below.

in conclusion, i realized that whenever i feel down when not being invited for something or being cared, i shall told myself that at least i am ALIVE for today right?
then i should think in such a way that at least i still have my parents and close friends that is still not the end of the world.
why so serious about life that only make ownselves not happy?
(Self Expenses note: Today £0, Yesterday total £307.50, Total up to date £307.50)
=)

today i woke up at 7.20am.
then i just get myself prepared and walked to Stoddart to attend the Strategic Marketing Management (SMM) around 8.45am.
well, the lecture teach about the factors influencing market/segment attractiveness and what is limiting the company area of success.
besides, the marketing myopia do make me recall back the SMDM lecturer that teach me last time in Tarc but i had forgotten what's its meaning.
one thing that i found meaningful from the slide was "people don't buy product, they buy solution" (Webster 1997) which is quite true.
it is like why i can keep writing was just hoping to get some solution for my problem from someone advice.

after the lecture end, i followed my friend to buy some breakfast at Proper Pasty Co Hand Made in Cornwall as below.

well, i just choose the Spicy Chicken Cornish Pasty for £2.70 but the taste seems to be like "karipap" that we ate in Malaysia as below. (not very worth the value but at least i tried once)

then we went back Stoddart to attend SMM seminar and my friends presented his Blogg's chocolate case study with others.
after the presentation end, the tutor continue to teach a little about setting strategic and operational marketing strategic which is something similar to SMDM subject that we learn at Tarc last time.
besides, i was quite agree with what the tutor said about we should set our goal in life as everyone in this room also have their own objective to achieve.

well, when thinking back why i am here, i just have feeling that i don't really know how to express out because why i so keen to get this degree certification was just hoping that i will get achieve RM3,000+ salary when i back to Malaysia for working.
honestly, i don't really like marketing since i don't know how to communicate much with people and still feel like a "blow water" (talking skills) that don't have much value when compared to those people who study engineering or other technical skills.
actually i did know that if you have a strong "sweet mouth" skills, you can earn a lot of money by influencing and convincing other's people into buying your product that is related to management skills.
anyways, i don't wish to think so much again because there is still a long way to go although i was feeling a little "sad" in myself for still having some "childish" mentality than having the mature man thought.

after the seminar end, i walked back home to take my Blackpool ticket to exchange with another stranger for Sunday venue as i shall follow back my current group with a lot of people.
moreover, i realized that it is important to join back your own group no matter what although i was quite "sensitive" with the boycott keyword for some others things.
around 2pm we arrived Opal 1 hostel that is near to Victoria hall and i just took some picture while waiting the people come meet us as below.

then we walked to Aldi supermarket as i wanted to buy some groceries as some of my "food stock" was almost finished.
finally i arrived back home at 3.45pm but the hostel's internet connection was currently being offline as i wanted to do some research for my assignment.

somehow i just do my "power nap" skills to get myself energized after having my lunch as below.

unfortunately i can't wake up again although i had set 15 minute alarm and i woke up again at 6.15pm.
during the night, i had decided to cook the Japanese Chawanmushi based on the guide that i read from RasaMalaysia recipe website on my phone as the internet connection still down.
according to the website, it says the ingredients needed was 4 medium shrimp, 4 gingko nuts (optional), 2 inch carrot, 3 oz chicken breast, 1 teaspoon sake, 1 teaspoon soy sauce, 2 fresh shiitake mushrooms (thinly sliced, stalks discarded) and for the custard was 3 extra large beaten eggs, 2 cups water, 1/2 teaspoon dashi-no-moto (or equal amount of dashi stock), 1 tablespoon sake, 1 tablespoon soy sauce, 1/2 teaspoon salt, water and the ratio of eggs to dashi stock/water is 1:3.
however, i start to have some problem when i start to cook it.

anyways, i just followed my "own feelings" to cook the Japanese Chawanmushi as my ingredient was 2 pieces of prawn, 1 pieces of ham, 1 beaten egg, 1 pack of instant noodle seasoning, a plastic transparent food wrapper and a cup of water as shown below.

first of all, i put a little instant noodles seasoning to the ratio of 1:3 from the 1 beaten egg cup and mixed it all together as shown below.

then i just use a plates to cover it but later found another cover while cooking another instant noodles as shown below.

however, the egg seems to be not cooked yet after 30 minutes although the guide say 15 minutes and i decided to change to another smaller boiling pot as below.

seriously it require a lot of effort to cook a simple egg dish and i should not put so much water.

finally i manage to cook it and was satisfy because i learn a lot on how to improve next time although it had used up almost 1 hour+ of my time as below.

well, cooking the Japanese Chawanmushi in college's hostel Sheffield was totally different because i don't have good equipment such as the steamer, the temperature is unpredictable and the tap water was actually like a ice water which resulted need a long time to cook.
around 9pm i make a move to Adsett Library centre because there is still no internet connection for my hostel and going there can get more focus but it seems that the door did not open as i just took a picture of it as below.

along the way back home, i do feel a little "lonely" again while walking alone and finally reach back hostel at 9.40pm.

since the internet connection still down, i decided to wash my clothes although knowing it would take almost two hour of my time.
somehow i just watch other friends playing ping pong while waiting my clothes to dry.
besides, i do have a little "down" feeling when walk pass outside hostel where i heard a lot of people having great fun with laugh with their big group of friends in the hostel.
frankly speaking, it do make me have some thought about how my ex-college classmate going on last year but it seems to be useless to think back as i was not there at that time.
what my advice was it is better to follow a big gang of group people rather than being alone despite i do understand my own personality.
finally i finish settle all my laundry stuff at 12.20am.

then i just watch the "不速之约" TVB drama that stored in my external hard disk since the internet connection still haven came back as i feel my life seems to be more boring without internet when in alone.
through the drama, i feel that there is a lot of things i seems to take it seriously despite it was just a small normal matter and did feel it seems to be useless to keep continue writing my feeling although not much people will understand my intention behind when don't have much people to talk about my problem.
anyways, below was the Chan Fong (大城心事) podcast recording story.
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1) 第一位：阿平（烘焙業麵包師傅）～他想問陳峰大哥該怎麼做才能做到零上司滿意他的工作表現顯得理想一些，他自稱本身在工作時經常被老闆嘮叨念。【陳峰大哥提醒他記得要對目前這位老闆感恩，畢竟他教會他很多做人做事的經驗和道理。另外，陳峰大哥認為他還年輕不需要急著這麼快就跳出來自己開店創業賣麵包；何況還有很多機會和時間需要在社會在累積經驗然後再慢慢熟悉整個市場的大環境】>>> Here.

2) 第二位：（女士）～她今年 90 歲的家公勸她不要再繼續照顧他了，因為家公心疼她自己有腰骨酸痛的問題，希望她能多多修養；或說她也是負責這個重擔十多年了。【陳峰大哥建議她可以找家公的孩子們和家人一起坐下來商量到底要怎樣處理這位老人家的住宿去留問題，不能說自己全權一併負責】>>> Here.

3) 第三位：黃女士～老公爛賭成災而且又成天喝醉酒，這二十多年來從來沒有改變過，據說目前她丈夫在柔佛還有另一個小老婆；她想跟他離婚但是需要聽聽陳峰大哥的意見。【陳峰大哥認為如果她要單方面選擇離婚這也是無所謂，因為她也算是一個毫無負擔和牽掛的人】>>> Here.

4) 第四位：Annie（上個月曾經撥過電話來的）～這一次就是續上次的故事，話說他的男朋友是有婦之夫，而且對方還是個新加坡人。【陳峰大哥這次的意見和上次毫無分別，而這次唯一有不同的解釋就是她被陳峰大哥狠狠地痛駡一頓】>>> Here.

5) 第五位：Jessie（育有三名子女）～她丈夫有外遇，而她目前很想離婚但是又擔心對方不肯支付她贍養費和律師費甚至是分家産等等財務。【陳峰大哥建議她一切交給律師全權處理，何況她是帶著足夠的證據和理由入稟法庭申請離婚，這更是支持著打官司的最佳條件；勝算也不算太低】>>> Here.

6) 第六位：阿Jack～（沒有說到話就斷線了）。【------】

7) 第七位：（無名氏 / 從新加坡打電話來的女生）～她想問問關於新加坡方面能否買得到他的書。【---】

8) 第八位：林先生（之前曾經撥過電話兩次來的 / 話說他的女友今年才十九歲）～他說這次他和那個女生分手了。【陳峰大哥很驚訝，關於這次又再一次懷孕墮胎的事情再度上演，並且奉勸和提醒他要儘快走出悲傷也不要再和那位女生藕斷絲連了】Part 6 + 7 + 8 >>> Here.

9) 第九位：阿May（已婚 / 有孩子）～她很想出去外頭工作幫打發自己多餘的的時間，但是又害怕丈夫不高興；雖然她丈夫也沒有強烈阻止和反對他有這樣的想法和舉動。【陳峰大哥建議她可以嘗試去找一家比較小間的公司上班（最好是有 Part Time 或者是其他的散工的那種），工作量比較少而且很輕鬆的那種；何況她丈夫的經濟能力足以維持應付整個家庭生活和開銷也不需要她的收入支援和介入】>>> Here.

10) 第十位（最後一位）：阿健～九個月之前剛和女朋友分手了，他覺得對方動不動就會鬧情緒，雙方之間互相提出分手也有過好幾次，最後他驚覺她想分手的理由是因為對方有個女兒已經九歲大了。【陳峰大哥告訴他說應該值得慶倖過程中他並未陷入太深，並且提醒他下次要看清楚對方的背景和生活習慣才來給承諾；而且做事不要太過於婆媽和拖泥帶水】>>> Here.

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well, i will listen it back whenever i free and shall treat it as a guidance when listening to others people story.
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for example, most of us keep thought is that money is the most important thing that we want in life but did you ever think before whether it is just to impress others people that you're rich as many people say before that you will eventually happy as long as you got a lot of money?

based on a true story, i had a very rich friend ask me before that "what if the both of you and the girl came from a very rich background, do you think the girl want your money, how can you chase someone who don't need a lot of money than a love" that is quite worth to think about.
furthermore, how can you "buy back" those lost friendship or previous moment hanging out with friends if you say money can buy most of the things?
perhaps i was just "jelly" about other's people success story when i am "poor" now and just can say no people can predict the future as myself would be just another hypocrite?
at last, i just told myself that i should be grateful that at least i have the chance to come UK to get my degree certification and shouldn't think so much other's problem that haven arise.
(Self Expenses note: Today £8.1, Yesterday total £307.50, Total up to date £315.60)
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