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What Is The Feeling Holding RM40,000 In Your Bank Account?

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today i woke up at 8.05am.
then i just quickly get myself prepared to work.
while waiting for the bus, i continue to chat again with the guy who went to internship.
well, he told me it is quiet "sien" (bored) to keep continue working in the market research company because sometime he need to stay late for "OT" (overtime) work for the internship.
frankly speaking, i just feel that it is totally not worth to work for internship company unless you're seeking for future employment in that company.
it is because internship company salary's really very low which is around RM500 per month although their "advice" to those youngster was always using the word "you came here to learn things, not to earn money" to "cover" as an excuse?

in fact, it was an advice from many "older generation" or people who more mature saying this statement.
well, i am agree what "they" say was quite true but have you ever wonder that if you're just do it for your school's marks instead of looking for future employment in big internship company, i feel that it is totally a waste of your time (your age) for 6 month internship. (sorry for looking down small company)
it is because if i am a boss of a company, i might use the "internship" keyword to hire all good degree graduates who need to settle complete the internship and just pay them RM500 every month to work for me, then continue keep finding more internship after they leave the company right?
somehow i do feel myself so "funny" that i can think so much even it is just waiting the bus to come.
around 8.40am i reached Wangsa Maju LRT and we continue to talk during the moment at time where he keep sharing the advantage of invest in Public Mutual funds since can consider as a "agent" for it.

when i reach KL Sentral, i quickly walk to office and it seems that i just "ngam ngam" (closely) arrived there at 9.30am.
during the morning, i just continue to research some information and explore about the "Xenu link" software and hope i will learn something new everyday even though i only can depend on "Mr. Google" to learn.
around 1pm i went to have my dinner at Mayflower food court and order the prawn noodles again.
upon back office, i continue to do my result to bring the best result for company website as i still wondering how come those competitor Google Adwords can keep appear in most of the website.
well, i do wonder my placement is wrong all of the time which eventually cause a lot of "wastage" for the marketing adverting fund?
seriously i really want to find out the answer before i leave this company as it need money to learn this skills.

around 7pm i make a move from office and arrived Wangsa Maju at 7.40pm.
the weather was raining heavily and when i was eating half way my "economy rice", it seems that the "some of the rain has dropped" into my rice but i still continue to eat it. (=.=)
finally i arrived back home at 8.40pm and get myself prepared before "touch" my computer.
on the other hand, i finally receive my "financial support" for my Sheffield Hallam University at next month in United Kingdom after i had "delayed" it 1 year due to various of problem.
seriously what is the feeling holding around RM40,000 in your bank account if you is me as below.
honestly, i feel "sad+emos" more than "happy" because most of the balance is not my money although i had been trying to save some money during last year but end up used my working salary to repeat my semester which is even more "money pain".

well, writing this post does not mean that i want to "show off" i got the 40K "bullet" but it is just for my self reference as i never have such amount of money in my bank before for my entire 23 years of living.
in fact, it is more into that should we re-consider whether is it a wise decision or not to spend such amount of money to get a degree certification and we still end up working for others people to pay our debt?
moreover, it is so REAL and TRUE that most of us can't depend on ourselves to earn that kind of money with our "own hand" (靠自己) unless you're very capable or "super special" to earn RM40,000 (fully profit without deduct expenses) within 1 years time.
therefore some of us still need to depend on other people to support our financial for education no matter it is come from the help of Kojadi loan, parents, siblings, relatives, friends or any sort of financial because in the end, we still need to pay back our debt.

anyways, i would like to share a meaningful picture about "Congratulation kids, go chase your dream after getting a lot of debt" as below.
besides, i do have some "bad+evil+horny" thought when i receive the money on how i would like to use it no matter it is good or bad as shown below.
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Might be Good
1) Invest a strategic RM300,000 property in KL to invest. (Pay 10% deposit?)
2) Invest shares just like what i share about how to earn RM100,000 in one day. (no dare risk)
3) Invest in Forex/Public Mutual? (no dare risk)
4) Start a business? (chicken rice, noodles shop, laundry shop, bubble tea, fruits stall and etc)
5) Invest those so call "saving plan" that can guarantee a 15~20% return? (don't think it is true)

Bad
1) Travel around the world for 2 month. (waste?)
2) Buy a Vios car. (waste $$)
3) Buy latest iPhone/iPad/Macbook or any gadget that i like. (totally waste)
4) Go to Genting gamble one round to earn double? (stupid idea)
5) Prostitution/Clubbing (Due to too "lonely", might be influence by "prostitute blogger review" as his blog content was so horny, might also explain why when guy rich, will go find more girls 男人有钱,就身体痒)
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well, please don't take it seriously about what i had mention above because i still want to keep my "good guy image+virgin" status (No count TFK/DIY~ Imagine if one day my future son see this? LOL)
anyways, i was wondering how they will use for "anyone" who have this amount of money.

for my case, my plan has been fixed where i will use it to pay the RM19K SHU course fees, RM5K flight fee, RM5K Euro Trip, RM5K eat and the rest buy some things at UK which eventually become RM0 when i back to Malaysia.
therefore it might be true that those friend who go to SHU last year saying that you need to have RM30K instead of RM40K to study at there since i haven experience it myself.
actually when writing this post, i still think back about my past again because there will no longer have such a big group of ex-ex-classmate go there as my feeling was it is like a totally "lonely journey" since i did not get to know about the new classmate and having those "memories with old friends". (sigh)
over time, i think i had learned something important which is try to stay "low profile" as possible because i remember last time i keep post those "funny/meaningful/emos" status or picture in my real FB profile.

regarding the "13th General Election (GE) Malaysia 2013", i had saw more and more news about how "dirty" the government was whereby one of the news state that anyone who register this year as a voter is not eligible to vote because you need to register before 31th December 2012. (don't know true or not)
somehow i do feel bad because i still holding my "Scomi 7158" stock since last year and the RM1K is stuck inside where i don't feel like to make lost for my first investment.
seriously i feel that when day by day pass, our time to earn money with our limited capabilities/resources is very hard and if i have a choice and dare to jump out of the box, i might use this RM40K to start business instead of "play safe" to study for my degree certification and i would never have such money in 3 years time by end up working for people. (count save RM1K x 3 years = 36 month = RM36K)
overall i spend most of my time listening to the "Natsukawa Rimi - Shima Uta (夏川りみ-島唄)" song repeatedly where i feel myself seems to addicted into it as below.
in conclusion, life has too much possibilities and we can't really expect what will happen and we can only face our each day with a positive thought.
=)

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