Are You A Netizen?

today i woke up at 7.35am.
somehow i was still "fighting" with my inner thought whether want to wake up or not as i felt quite tired.
anyways, i get myself prepared and went to work.
as i arrived to office at 9.15am, i quickly went to settle my "report" related stuff as i still think what to say during the afternoon meeting.
around 1pm i went to have my lunch with my colleagues at Mayflower food court and ordered the prawn noodles again.
well, i was quite agree with one of my colleague saying that "You thought working is like doing charity meh? Every employee will eventually find the best offer that they can get from employer“ instead of caring so much on the feelings. (在做工的社会上，很少人会和你讲感情，当你老板没出工钱给你，感情在哪？)

besides, they also talk about some local radio DJ who was a "gay" and related "murder" story which i don't know real or not.
somehow i feel it might be true that "If you don't care for this girl, other guy will go for it" just like "If you don't use whatever cheating skills to fxxx this girl, somehow somewhere other guy will fxxx this girl" which is quite a harsh/vulgar ways of describing it.
therefore this might lead to why so many guy give up on "being a good guy" and start hurting chasing a lot of girls at the same time.
in fact, i do stumble upon an article saying that for any guy who is "loyal" to just a partner, basically they was just a "loser" as this also explain why a guy who already have a girlfriend is tends to be more attractive to those single/lonely girl.

as i arrived back office, i was facing a "contradict" feeling whether want to tender my resignation letter during that meeting or wait until it ends.
anyways, i just go for the meeting first and just present whatever i had done for last week although it is like nothing much where myself can sense something.
overall the meeting was just "so so" as i did not have much thing to share about and it ended around 3.10pm.
after some moment, the Japanese boss "skyped" me to go in the meeting room again and i was feeling quite nervous as i thought i had done something wrong.
well, he just shared a very "confidential file" to me and asked me to write out the marketing plan and present to him in this coming Friday.
somehow i felt quite "stress" because the deadline just left few day and i haven done those research.

anyways, this had stopped me from giving him the resignation letter to him in today because it might sounds like i am avoiding problem by resign and i still wondering whether want to give him tomorrow or just give him 24/hour notice before i leave which can cause bad image/reputation to me.
while looking those information, my first impression seems to be "negative" as i felt it is quite hard to create a hype like the "SCII" game after looking those revenue $$ and in depth research report.
somehow i don't think my life will be like the "everyday office life" just like the picture below.
however, it was true that we have a "very stressful work life" in term of getting new ideas as the feeling was like "slowly torturing your mind" while you're in front of your computer but your boss seems like looking at your behind as below.
perhaps a "negative mindset" like me seems to be not suitable with this kind of work?

in fact, i do feel myself seems to be "cunning in my very own way" because "honest people would be die really fast" in this kind of industry.
during the evening, a primary school friend phoned me to do some "survey as her superior ask him to find people do survey but need to be face to face" when i told her just send me the file.
well, after looking through her FB profile, i can confirm she want to sell me some insurance thing by using "doing survey" as an excuse to ask me out because i have a similar past experience from a cute girl during last year at Chatime Wangsa. (guess i am the only 1 person who have such strong memory that can recall back the incident that happen last year thanks to my own record in blog? LOL)
anyways, i think this thing have proven something that no matter what, you must be very thick face to use whatever contact you had when selling your product or services such as insurance/MLM/direct sales.

over time, i think i might understand why those people can so easily persuade others people to join them was because they was so call "understand your poor situation" by saying that "have you ever thought of working for yourself instead of working for your boss" to get your attention.
actually they was quite true also that most of the people who came out after graduation seems to be having more burden than those SPM leaver who came out to work as insurance/MLM/direct sales business tends to be successful at the young age but there is still a risk.
overall i can say everything has it's pro and cons but the most important thing is about yourself because no matter how rich they are by having BMW or few property, that is their problem and no use to envy as the moment you start envy, it already show that you're just a weak person. (in fact, you can say me as a loser or whatsoever by saying such word)

the quotes that i like most was "The greatest reward in becoming a millionaire is not the amount of money that you earn, it is the kind of person that you have to become to become a millionaire in the first place".
so far i think i might find myself just want to have a simple life, doing simple things just like normal people instead of having such big dream to become super rich? (don't know, maybe just self comfort? LOL)
around 7pm i make a move from office and have the economy rice as my dinner at Wangsa Maju.
finally i reach home at 8.20pm and feel quite tired.
after taken my bath, i lay down on the bed to rest a while to get some energy before writing this post.
somehow i saw a quite interesting article about "Sex and Money, but what catches the attention of many Chinese Netizens is the “beyond imagination” gap between the country’s rich and poor that related to the rich second generation (富二代, fu er dai) at the link >>> Here.

well, it is said that one young model earned around RMB 600,000 yuan ($97,000) by offering sex at the party, and that a total of more than 2,000 condoms were used at the party over 3 days which seems like a common issue nowadays.
however, the girl denied that she is too rich to have the need to sell sex by showing off 10 casino chips worth  of RMB 5 million in total as shown picture below. (approximately RM2.5mil?)

somehow this eventually lead me to find he meaning of "Netizen" and the answer was defined as an entity or person actively involved in online communities and a user of the Internet, especially an avid one which can also imply an interest in improving the Internet, especially in regard to open access and free speech according to Wiki explanation.
therefore i think i had learn a new word for today and would like to ask whether are you a Netizen like me?

later on, i just went to watch the "Bullet Brain" (神探高倫布) TVB Hong Kong drama and feel the movie was quite complicated.
after that, my room mate arrived back home and shared some of his part time working experience at KLCC and i just feel the "life cycle" is just the same.
somehow i do feel that we still need to depend other's people to "survive" or live our day whether you is depending on your family, partner, friends and others.
moreover, i also felt myself was in the same condition whereby i still depend on my blog to express my feelings because i believe you can't find someone to talk everyday unless your partner, so i just keep on talking and talking in my blog. (maybe to prove that i still haven "die" yet? @.@)
at last, i would like to share a meaningful Chinese quotes that is "生活不可能像你想得那么好，也没有你想的那么糟。在意别人怎么看你说你，只会让自己活得更累。只要做自己，就会活得轻松些。" that means "Life is not as good or bad as you think, you will be more tired if you too care about what's other people think about you, so the best is be the real you and your life will be much more easier" which is quite true. (so if you "cry father cry mother" will not bring any changes, LOL)
=D