then i just get myself prepared and mother have cooked some fish curry as our lunch.
during the afternoon, i was "settling something" and end up having an argument with my friend because did not reach on time.
seriously that time i was in a "rage" mode because he reply me in an "vulgar" ways although i know it was my fault and feel that it is better to keep "something" inside heart rather than express out here when i check back my phone's note as i had written a lot of words during the moment inside train.
perhaps it is because my brother and sister said to me that i seems to be treat friend more important than family "sometimes" such as my mother wanted me to have dinner before going back KL.
anyways, i had understand myself more up to this date and felt i was still "childish" in some ways.
honestly, i think i might be more suitable to go through my life as a "lonely" person when i don't need care what others people think about me as i was a person that easily feel unhappy regarding some friend issues.
moreover, i seems like "enjoy+addicted" with my "lonely+emos" life which is better to live alone?
around 4pm my brother fetched me to Klang's KTM and i reach there at 4.30pm.
somehow i was "too free" and feel like capture my "lonely" video as there was so less people take train at the link >>> Here. (my camera video bad quality~ T.T)
furthermore, i just keep listening to some music to distract my "rage" feelings.
the moment i reach KL Sentral was 5.35pm and quickly find my friend at the Mc Donald's near there.
well, the discussion was mostly about UK stuff and i just got some information where i just realized that there is a 2 years limits to go for SHU if you did not decided to study for your degree.
for example, after you graduate your advance diploma at Tarc, if you did not plan to get your UK degree in two years time, you will not eligible to get it anymore after the 2 years limit according to my friends.
somehow i do feel one of my course mate which is not very close seems to be quite a funny guy and might understand why he seems to be suitable to do sales.
besides, i feel like buying the laptop that he bought for around RM2300+ which is the Asus S56c as shown picture below. (anyone know about this model because i feel like buying it after listen to it's cool spec)
in addition, the singer was quite beautiful as you can see some of her picture as below.
below was the lyrics of the song and i liked it so much.
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我关掉电视，关掉音乐。
我关掉手机，关掉杂讯的来源。
我好想要安静的入睡。
我关掉电灯，想关掉疲惫。
想关掉陌生，漠视妳的改变。
如果我能拒绝这一切。
我只想在乎我在乎的，不想装作热情负责任。
如果我赔的，总大于所得，也许我付不起再认真。
我只想在乎我在乎的，越是抗拒越无法重生。
如果这世界有它的规则，我也只能在乎我能在乎的。
我关掉电视，关掉音乐。
我关掉手机，关掉杂讯的来源。
我好想要安静的入睡。
我关掉电灯，想关掉疲惫。
想关掉陌生，漠视妳的改变。
如果我能拒绝这一切。
我只想在乎我在乎的，不想装作热情负责任。
如果我赔的，总大于所得，也许我付不起再认真。
我只想在乎我在乎的，越是抗拒越无法重生。
如果这世界有它的规则，我也只能在乎我能在乎的。
(la~la~la~la balula dubalula dudaila ia)
我只想在乎我在乎的，不想装作热情负责任。
如果我赔的，总大于所得，也许我付不起再认真。
我只想在乎我在乎的，越是抗拒越无法重生。
如果这世界有它的规则，我也只能在乎我能在乎的。
我关掉电视，关掉音乐。
我关掉手机，却关不掉挂念。
我好想要安静的入睡。
我关掉电灯，想关掉疲惫。
想关掉陌生，关掉所有的画面。
如果我只能在乎妳不在乎的。
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well, the sentences that highlighted in red colours is truly what i feel too.
in fact, the lyrics was quite "mean" because it means that "I Only Care For What I Care For" at the title.
somehow i seems to "fall in love" with all of "Bai An" song which is this blog post song, "Mai Tian Bu Shou" and "Shi Shen Me Rang Wo Yu Jian Zhe Yang De Ni" because her voice sounds quite special to me.
anyways, feel free to listen the ::首播::白安Ann[我只想在乎我在乎的]MV官方完整版 as shown below or the link >>> Here.
furthermore, i was enjoying "emos" when listening to this song.
finally i arrived back home at 8.25pm.
then i just search some related information as usual and don't feel like comment much about the recent political issue because everyone has their point of view including those celebrities because they have the right to choose/support/believe in their party.
somehow i would like to share a meaningful quotes about "Money come and go, we know that, but the most important thing in life will always be the people in the right rooms, right there and right now" which is so true.
besides, i feel that it is no use to choose beautiful girl as wife because they can be "made" if you saw those video about how a very ugly Korean/Taiwan girl has "transform" to a very beautiful girl by going through plastic surgery right?
therefore the only concern here is that any guys must try their best to earn a lot of money.
frankly speaking, i might find the reason why i has been "complaining" so much about my life which might probably because i haven successful yet.
when day by day past, i can foresee my blogging activity will end very soon in just a matter of time as there is no point of writing to mumbling/whining about my life as it is time for me to move on.
based on my observation for other's successful webmaster, they treat blogging was just a part of "tracking tool" for themselves to check how they have improved although they can use it to promote they website.
later on, my room mate's bring his friends back and they chat until 2.15am while i keep doing other's thing else because don't feel like letting anyone to see i am writing my blog.
somehow i had learned the "JavaScript Encryption and Decryption 2.0" and found it is useful to hide something that you don't want others people see.
it is because i use my blog as a platform to record my thoughts and activities as i can look back them in future to see what had happened to me on that specific day.
however, there is some personal thought that i don't feel like telling people especially those people who know me in real life.
well, i just check back the morning conversation and found something that make me "speechless".
This is encrypted: morning conversation
anyways, i had planned to take an "emergency leave" for tomorrow to settle my SHU offer letter, passport and go to STA travel agency to ask more information.
hopefully everything will goes well tomorrow.
=)