somehow i still feel tired when wake up at such late time as i had been sleep very late yesterday.
after that i just went to have my lunch as usual that prepared by mother.
then i continue to read some news and search some information as it had became my daily routine.
well, i was thankful to the feedback that i get yesterday regarding the senior advice for Sheffield Tarc and just feel that sometime it is good to have extra information about the STA travel agency
besides, i do feel that the "Mrs anonymous" really understand me well when she stated that the reason why i always feel "jelly" that eventually lead to sadness was just because i always feel that i lack of something when i still thinking on the past.
perhaps she was right that i always think so much was because i don't have an exact goal.
on the other hand, "Twilight" was right that i hardly visits other bloggers nowadays and if i got also comment in a very short post.
frankly speaking, visiting other's people blog was actually a "tactics" to get some feedback about the problem i faced during last time because in order for others people to care about your problem, you must care other people's problem first.
moreover, i do spend some ads $$ in FB, Google, SEO and etc to promote this blog for "testing" something that i am not sure.
however, when i discover "someone" that i know in real life had discover the author of this blog, i start to afraid of many things because i wrote a lot of my personal secret in this blog such as the girl that i like and i believe most of the guy don't want people to know the girl that they like right?
in fact, a diary should be kept as personal as possible just like how our secondary time writing a diary in a book where only ourselves can see it but i just change the olden style of writing diary by using blog.
as time goes by, i start to feel that it is not very comfortable when i want to say something that can hurt someone that know me in real life if "they" found out that i have such negative thought.
therefore this is the reason why i always say that "i want someone to read my story, but not someone" and i still finding the solution to fix this problem.
moreover, i do feel even "funnier" when i include some sponsored post or advertisement because it is like writing some extra thing that is not related much with my life.
however, you must understand the "motive" why i write so much of my feelings was actually because i feel so "lonely" and just want someone who can care a little about me although it sounds like an "attention whore".
well, this concept is just like having a partner as your partner will care about your feelings right?
anyways, you can "scold" or accuse anything about me for having such "weird hobby" because it is so hard to explain to someone who don't know about you.
if you're my friend, you will believe the things i said and if you're not, no matter what i say also become useless because no matter how hard i try to explain something, it will just get even worse.
therefore i just hope that you guys can understand the reason why i "over-reacted" in such a way sometime.
seriously there is so much thought running in my mind again although i tried not to think about.
honestly, i start to feel that maybe this is the time for me to close my blog as i believe every blogger will have their "rising and closing" time although i keep say want to close but still continue writing everyday about my thought because i haven found the suitable time to say "bye bye" to this blog.
during the evening, i just installed the Avast Free Antivirus 2013 and found it is quite useful as below compared to the Avira premium that i bought but uninstall it.
well, the book really teach some method and i just feel it is true about the long term SEO and organic search traffic listing as sometime it might takes years to get ranked.
around 8pm i went to have my dinner, then continue to surf some information and saw a video that "scared" me about "Acne Coverage Foundation Routine" by Elaine Mokk as below or the link >>> Here.
besides, i would like to share 2 meaningful article which is "The 20 Things You Need To Accomplish In Your 20s" and "The 20 Mistakes You Don’t Want To Make In Your 20s" from Elite Daily.
according to the article, our 20s are extremely important, formative years of our lives. It is primarily the time where we transition into adulthood. All of the habits and things we achieve in this time period are sure to be the foundation for the years to come. Many people use this time as an excuse to act reckless with the idea that they can turn things around when they get older. Although there are such things as second opportunities, you must understand that with the growing level of global competition, your chances for a second opportunity greatly decrease. Instead of wasting your 20s being drunk and partying, it will be more beneficial for you to actually start getting your life together. Being 20 and young is no longer a valid excuse to do what you want. Life doesn’t get any easier and it is crucial that you use this time to position yourself in order to give yourself a competitive advantage in the future. Our 30s can be very successful, or a complete failure, all depending on what we learn and how much effort we put in during our 20s.
seriously i was totally speechless after i read that article.
anyways, this blog post was actually a confessions of a lonely anonymous blogger that is about me.
what i can really do was just face the problem with positive attitude.
=)