somehow i still remember that i was having a horror dream which is related to bloody killing scene.
anyways, i just have some biscuit as my breakfast and check on my email.
after some moment, i feel tired and went to take a quick nap.
the moment i woke up again was 9.40am and i get myself prepared for job interview at 11am.
when i reached Wangsa Maju, it is still hard to find parking and i decided to park somewhere further at BRJ corner to take the LRT.
besides, it has been a long time that i do not take LRT and looks like there is still many beautiful office lady around as usual.
around 10.45am i reached Dang Wangi LRT and walked to Menara Multi Purpose that near Capsquare.
as i was in the building, i do face some difficulties taking the lift as each every 10 floor is different lift but i still manage to reach in time for the job interview.
well, i was required to fill in the employment form as usual while waiting the interviewer.
then i just present myself well using all my past experience to the interviewer as i was confident enough.
after some moment, the interviewer passed me to a head of sales and a human resource manager which is a "guai lou" (鬼佬) (the white foreigner) where i start to feel a bit stress.
therefore i just continue to re-present myself from beginning again and they start asking me some question together with explaining the role of a "deal planner" task.
somehow i start to feel stress as they say this position is the key position to determine that success or failure of the company where you need to manage 15 salesman and other department for making the final decision.
after interview for quite some time, the head of sales introduced me with the CEO (if i am not mistaken) and we continue the interview process after the human resource manager has left.
well, the CEO was a "guai lou" (the white foreigner) too but he was very good looking guy and tall just like what we saw in those western movie.
therefore the head of sales continue to ask me more question and asked me how would i plan which deals to go up first if there is travel deals, buffet food deals and woman's bag deals.
seriously i just feel "shxt just got real" as the CEO was sitting beside "monitoring" me and my mind tends to be blank and just talking craps.
after some moment, the CEO asked me some question too about how to repackaging a deals and wanted me to answer it in 5 second but i failed to present well.
at the end, i don't think i present myself well for this jobs interview when going through so many level although i had shared so much of competitor's information.
for the first time in my life, i feel that this job is not a matter whether i can get RM3,000 salary or not but it is all about whether you are capable to handle the task given as they said it was a "right and left hand" for the company which is about doing the right decision.
however, i do feel that maybe this position can be know as a "scapegoat" to blame for when things goes wrong as it can be easily sacked if does not perform well.
besides, there is one thing i learn from him when he said that "we allow mistake in our company because we do learn from a white paper" since no one really knows how to do well in this business and just realized he was one of the employee from the big "G" from United Kingdom last time.
at last, his words to me was to create a new market trends instead of being a follower as a simple daily routine of how a consumer buy a products can be an creative idea to market the product.
overall i think i had learned many things from competitor's jobs interview and realized it is not easy to have such organization in the deals business as there is around 40+ employee in total.
around 1pm i reach Wangsa Maju to have my lunch at Kopitiam Desa and arrived back home at 1.40pm.
as i was planning to take a nap, another employer phoned and asked me to go for an interview at 4pm at Boulevard Mid Valley and i decided to drive there.
once again i was facing difficulties to go there depending on my phone's GPS and drive wrong route to somewhere near Damansara after paying the RM1.50 toll.
at the end, i do manage to reach Mid Valley but it is already 4.30pm.
anyways, she still ask me to go for the interview and i finally reach there around 5pm.
well, when i saw the company name that start with "W" which is related to "training course for people to get rich", i do feel a bit demotivated as i know something about this company.
when i was filing up the employee form, i was required to do put my both right and left hand's thumbprint which i hate to although it is stated for employment purpose in the black and white paper. (anyone experience this kind of things before as the employer ask you to print your thumbprint?)
anyways, i do feel myself a bit bias when going for a small company as i have a feelings don't disclose too much information but i still do present the same for all job interview in the end.
besides, i just feel myself was "blowing water" for the SEO related jobs although i do have some experience.
after that, i just wandering around Mid Valley and the Gardens since although i did not have anything to buy. then i went to KFC to try the new "Percik" set as my dinner as my "own celebration" for completing two job interview in a day for the first time.
around 6.30pm i make a move from there and suddenly a "shiak" sound heard and i realized i had scratched the bottom right hand side of the car because the turning down to the next floor parking was too narrow.
seriously my mood eventually go to a very sad mood as i had promised my brother to take good car of his car before he went back from his Vietnam business trip.
during the moment driving back to home, my mood was keep going down as i keep think about the car stuff and do blamed myself that "what if just now i took LRT to Mid Valley? why drive when yourself also not good at driving and still go to the wrong way?" which is very depressing and frustrating.
finally i arrived back home at 7.40pm and do have a feelings of "crying" about why this and that happening to me although i understand that i should have that "self-pity" negative attitude.
anyways, i just went to take a long bath and start thinking back the things that happens.
well, it seems that all the sadness i face is about money problem again and feel better when i recall back what my sister said about "if money can settle a problem, that's shouldn't be a problem" which i start to understand myself more well.
for example, i had understand the reason i was "sad" for today was need to spend RM30 for the petrol fee, RM200 to repair the bottom's right side of the car. (at first i feel to tell lie to my brother but i shouldn't)
furthermore, it is true that express it out truly helps to reduce stress although it is just by blogging but i still need to face the fact that i need to repair the car despite i do not have much money left.
on the other hand, i do have a "funny" thought in my mind that "i think i realized that why some girls prefer finding rich guy as they boyfriend" as it is more easy than working for people and a poor boy like me tends to be whine+blame a lot of things in life which eventually lead to have a lower self confidence.
moreover, it is no use to think about want to buy property but no money issues since i can't do anything much too for now.
seriously i really need money to build back my self confidence for now and hopefully i will get a job as soon as possible although not much people will give a damn about how i am able to survive alone in KL or keep publish "rubbish" (express feelings) online everyday.
anyways, tomorrow will be going for another job interview near Kota Kemuning and another competitor company's interview.
at last, my tonight feelings was quite "emos" a bit as it is like the River Flows in You song as below.
in conclusion, i shall face my day with a happy and positive way that i can think in such a way that it was a great deal planner competitor SEO job interview experiences for myself.
=D