then i get myself prepared and went to attend the Product Innovation and Creativity lecture at Stoddart.
well, the lecture teaches about the development process and split out the product architecture with it's relationship to cost of prices.
there was one quotes that i like from the lecture slide was "Good design is about looking at everyday things with new eyes and working out how they can be made better, it is about challenging" (James Dyson) and the lecture advice us to put quotation for the group assignment since a lot of people did not put a person quotes in our individual assignment.
besides, the tutor also shared a video about Unibody of Macbook Pro design at the link >>> Here.
therefore this might explain why so much people being so obsessed with Apple product due to the precision.
after that, i just went to buy some drinks from the canteen using the voucher that i got from doing the library survey with my friends.
then i went back to attend the PIC seminar and it was the last day for the tutor to teach us before changing to another tutor.
anyways, the seminar is the continuation part of morning lecture and i just feel it is quite complicated to split out the component of my product and voted for others friend product to do for the group assignment.
after the class end, i walked to the Castle Market to see anything that i want to buy and just bought 2 packs of peeled prawns for £4 since i like to eat seafood.
upon arrived home at 1.45pm, i just make the Burrito with Tortilla wrap as my lunch again but this time i had added with fried prawns instead of using hot dog.
somehow i just found out the egg that i put inside the refrigerator had been cracked due to the temperature was too cold.
therefore i just throw away the remaining 5 eggs and feel a bit wasted although i had tried to cooked it into hard boiled egg but the texture of it was so hard.
after that, i continue to do some research for my E-Business assignment but the tired feeling came back during the evening and i just went to rest.
the moment i woke up again was 6.20pm and just cook the pineapple ham pizza by adding extra mozzarella cheese and prawns to it as my dinner as shown below.
then i cooked another pack of instant noodle with sausages and cheese as my dinner since i am not feeling very full.
during the night, i just saw some friend celebrating another friend birthday and start to have some thought within myself again.
honestly, i was feeling a bit disappointed when my friend did not even phone me or message me on FB whether want to follow or not because it sounds like i am not welcomed or whatsoever which is quite "sucks" to think about. (own assumption)
moreover, some "negative thought" start to flow in my mind such as i have a thought that "i always use my phone credit to call you but did not get the call back whenever there is something" where i had already total top up £15 and ended up left few pence for now.
somehow my negativity thought continue to grow and make me to think about others whether they are pretending to be good people or not just like the picture below.
as soon as i have this kind of negative thought, i suddenly realized a few things about myself again that my "personality progress to improve" seems to be not improving much. (i still remain childish and immature?)
for example, the plan to get a totally new start of myself seem to be not going very smooth when i don't really like someone who know about my past and talk bad about me to others people.
in fact, it would still continue to "haunt me" up to this date when i continue to write my feelings whereby even myself also feel "disgusting" to keep writing but i still do it.
perhaps what i really need was to have the "sense of belonging" to others people.
on the other hand, "Peter" seems to be quite understand me when his comment about the issues was always so real which eventually make me doubt whether how he can understand and explain most of my problem that arise so well.
for instance, i seems to be "procrastinate" at yesterday by watching the Awfully Lawful Hong Kong Drama (熟男有惑) instead of focusing on my assignment.
maybe i was too over confident that i can write a lot of stuff regarding the social media issues as the deadline for submission was next week's Monday.
then i also realize the reason why i can write at least 1000 words within 1 hour in my blog everyday was probably because i just write based on what i feel without thinking much instead like doing assignment that need to do a lot of research before writing in paragraph.
basically this post was just another "whining" expression from me thinking about whether it is my destiny to be alone in life or continue to stay single for the rest of my life.
in order to get myself being cheer, i still depend on those meaningful words such as "Live as if you were to die tomorrow, learn as if you were to live forever" and looking back to the Dr Richard Teo thought of Life, Wealth, Success & Happiness video as shown below or the link >>> Here.
therefore i should not have the thought of "doing a show for my parents to see" that i am very happy to study abroad because that will only make my parent feel sad.
moreover, i tried to think in a positive way when feeling "alone or lonely" that at lease i have someone who is genuinely care for me such as Mrs Anonymous, Peter, MEcoy, Twilight, Simple Person, xiu yi, 小影 and many other bloggers more even it is just a few people.
frankly speaking, it is not easy to have someone care about my life especially i am anonymous and might not bring much value or necessary to others people.
however, i am truly appreciate and feel thankful about the help and advice i got from blogging.
furthermore, i do understand that it is so stupid to spend time for being "not happy" because your time is limited, so don't waste it on living someone else's life which is something i am trying to be more positive by using this kind of meaningful words.
later on, i continue to do my E-Business management assignment draft to show to the tutor tomorrow as i can still edit it before the submission date on next Monday.
(Self Expenses note: Today £4, Yesterday total £43.10, Total up to date £47.10)
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