then i quickly get myself prepared and went to attend the Strategic Marketing Management lecture at the Adsett centre.
well, the tutor teach about the factors that influencing segment attractiveness and relative company strength but i feel that it is similar to the SMDM subject that we had learn before in Tarc.
anyways, i just recorded this morning lecture so that i can listen back it later on as below.
after that, we went to walk around that area while waiting for the next seminar class.
anyways, the seminar class started with the Zippo Bicycles case study that presented by other friend and continued with the tutor teaching about writing different type of targeting decision matrix using the segmentation matrix.
after the class end, i followed some friend went to buy some noodles at Tai Sun Oriental.
besides, i do heard some friend sharing about other's friend successful story about working in insurance, direct sales, Forex and others things that make myself doubt again whether is this a right decision to make for spending the money to get my degree certification?
frankly speaking, i did ask myself why i wanted to get this certification so badly seems to be actually for a "face problem and personal status" where i can say that "at least i have a degree certificate" when i back to Malaysia for finding jobs.
somehow this kind of question about whether want to come out to work at the age of 18 or decide to study in college for few years seems to be quite unclear because no people can guarantee the future you have for the decision you made.
after that, we went to buy some bread at Poundbakery shop which is quite nice to eat and affordable that cost about £1 for 2 pieces of flavored pastry bread.
besides, i also heard some friend saying about where to buy branded stuff and travel as i do have a "jelly" feelings about "some people" can be so rich when buying thing like nobody business which probably having a huge financial support from "FaMa" (Father + Mother) bank.
finally i arrived back home at 2.30pm and quickly turn on my Skype in order to chat with my parents since it was already 9.30pm back in Malaysia time.
well, when my parents asked me whether i am happy to study at UK, i really feel like "drop water from my eyes" because i had failed to be happy most of my time but i just told them that i am very happy.
somehow i just told myself to be grateful about the life i have rather thinking on the other way round.
besides, my sister just told me that she had bought back the "website" and asked me to do something about it and i just feel quite "down" when thinking back now.
it is because i feel myself quite "disgusting" because i was like talking "cxck" after so many years since the day i write my "东山再起 (Comeback)" post where i had make some "promise within myself" back in 2009 but did not fulfill and feeling helpless it had left me a strong memory in my mind after so many years.
therefore this might had proven the disadvantage of blogging too much feelings which i might just be another "talker" instead of "doer" who take action to change something.
around 3pm i went to cook the potato, bacon with sausage as my lunch as shown below.
however, i still decided to follow the Tong Hang Europe trip in order to be "safer" in some way although i know that it might not worth since travel agency also need to earn money with extra payment excluded and their journey might be quite rush as shown below.
after that, i watched the final 20th episode of "Awfully Lawful (熟男有惑)" as shown below.
however, there is one Chinese sentences that i found meaningful was "我终于明白，同一件事，发生在不同时间，地点和人身上，你都会有不同的看法。也就是事情本身没有所谓对或错，等到你将来回顾的时候，你可能会后悔，又或者会庆幸。但是在你眼前这一刻，你不可能知道将来会怎样，你唯一能做的，就是做你当下能做的事。如果你只是顾着不停盘算将来会怎样，在你最惊慌和担心的时候，你已经浪费了你当下的时刻，接着下一分钟你又会觉得自己已经失去了最好的时刻。这样下去，你只会越来越害怕，越来越担心，最后的结果，你什么也没做过" which is so true about myself when think on the past and doing nothing in the end.
besides, i also like one of the song that being played in the movie that title "Something Stupid - Frank & Nancy Sinatra" as below or the link >>> Here.
in deed the lyrics of the song was quite nice and lovely in some way.
during the night, i just cooked some sweet corn as my dinner as shown below.
well, i just feel that the weather at UK seems to be quite "hot" in someway since it is summer now.
before i end my post, i would like to share the Chan Fong "大城心事" sharing story recording podcast for every Friday as shown below.
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1) 第一位：阿晶/阿睛（24歲）～她說自己的小弟（今年16歲）很不思長進，不但把人家的肚子搞大而且還無牌駕車撞到別人的車。【陳峰大哥說她弟弟一定要自己碰到大釘子才會反省，畢竟之前犯下的錯誤都是由家裡人替他承擔負責】
2) 第二位：Helen～她說對公司的懲罰感到不服，因為她那天因為只是忘了打卡拿了病假而遭到對付，不止連加班的薪水被扣而且連請的病假都不被接受。【陳峰大哥的看法是說：她凡事在處理公事應該以公司的利益和立場為主，只要提醒自己別過於把同事和上司之間的想法和感受混入考慮的範圍內就不會影響到自己的辦事進度和效率了】
3) 第三位：阿東（23歲）～他說18歲開始就做煮炒這個行業，有想過自己出來開一間餐館但是又擔心萬一生意失敗的話會導致自己無法承受經濟負擔。【陳峰大哥認為，他應該再磨練多一段時間，比如老闆是怎樣開餐館和運作之類的，在心裡完全沒有恐懼的情況之下出來開店才是最佳時機】>>> Here.
4) 第四位：曉雯（上個星期五才打過電話來話說自己女兒是個同性戀的那位）～她今天打電話來說，自己還是放不下，自己不知道要怎麼辦；她一心只想要女兒能夠過著正常的生活但是又接受不了她和那個“她”同居。【陳峰大哥認為這是一個很難改變的事實，畢竟她女兒的年紀已經是個成年人的階段了，搞不好女兒遲早會不見她了】
5) 第五位：瑛姐～她打來是要勸之前那位安娣叫她看開，因為她的遭遇和她一樣，話說她的女兒離開她已經兩年之久。她承認自己太過於執著而失去，她也一直對這件事很心痛耿耿於懷又放不下。【陳峰大哥勸她，必須先把過去的一切不愉快放下，然後試著打個電話給女兒重新聯絡回來坐坐吃過飯】
6) 第六位：阿茵/阿欣～她是想勸之前打來那兩位安娣不需要太過於緊張自己女兒的幸福，因為她的妹妹自己也是個過來人，曾經和之前那倆位的經歷接近；但是好在最後她還是覺醒過來重新走回正軌最後家人也當做從來沒有發生過。
7) 第七位：Amy～她就是那位戀上有婦之夫的那個受害者，那個男的是新加坡人但是目前還沒有和自己的妻子離婚卻又一直說很愛她之類的甜言蜜語。【陳峰大哥最後只是說自己該說的已經說完了，最後還是叫她儘早覺醒並且承認自己曾經是愛上一個不該又不值得愛的男人】Part 6 + 7 >>> Here.
8) 第八位：盈盈～她想問問陳峰大哥，關於夫妻之間長時間分開生活的問題該怎樣去改善和對待。【陳峰大哥認為她還沒有準備好結婚，但是同時事業心又重導致兩個人之間的關係存在著一個很大的缺陷，就看是誰主動先犧牲去修補夫妻之間的協議和共識】>>> Here.
9) 第九位：張小姐～她之前在工作上認識了一位供應商對方是個台灣人，大家聯絡公事將近一年半之久，後來和他們之間開始產生了一些曖昧關係但是最終沒有在一起，。直到最近她聞之他已有了男朋友；她覺得有些可惜因為當時無法和對方順利發展。【陳峰大哥告訴她能免則免，因為遠距離的關係不容易維持；何況他們始終沒有開始就不要輕易地選擇陷入痛苦的困境】>>> Here.
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well, i just listened to the 3rd person who called and just feel myself seems to be quite "useless" if i compare myself with the guy because we were same 23 years old but he already planning to open a restaurant when he started to work at the age 18 years old.
therefore when looking at the "me" now, i seems to be "so free" can watch drama, writing yesterday post and doing nothing much things in my life.
what i really want to say was as i grown older, i feel myself tends to be more "kiasu" (scare lose) in some way when compared with others people.
later on, i just continue to do my E-Business Management individual coursework after finish writing this post.
honestly, i really feel happy when i express my feeling by saying all the things i want to say today before continue to do my assignment although i know it is still not necessary to keep update myself.
besides, i should not "worry" (烦) about the "Europe trip" because that is not my priority at this moment.
at last, i just can tell myself to be positive since this coursework was writing about the social media (Facebook and etc) topic although i might not going to Cambridge this coming Sunday if i not able to finish it by tomorrow (Saturday) since coursework submission deadline is on Monday. (15th July 2013)
(Self Expenses note: Today £1.90, Yesterday total £60.60, Total up to date £62.50)
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