after having my breakfast, i just write my yesterday post as i had "accidentally" fall asleep at that moment.
somehow i still feel worry about my coming Monday job as i have an insecure feeling about it and it is all because of the salary offered that make myself to take the risk.
then i just watch the latest episode of Naruto anime and it was interesting for this week as it has back to the battle scene.
during the afternoon, i just have my favourite "Klang Char Kuay Tiao" (fried noodles) as my lunch.
after that, i went to cut some coconut again and really feel i have the potential to be a "coconut boy" but it just sounds funny when thinking back now.
besides, i do have some great conversation with my sister.
well, looks like the reason behind Nestle company was still having the highest stock market price was because most of the people will buy it no matter how expensive it is.
for example, my sister told me that the milk powder for her baby will cost about RM200 per month and it is not easy to raise a baby.
besides, i do feel a little "jelly" when saw my sister pay slip but she just told me it is very less compared to other colleagues.
moreover, she also advice me to study IT field as programming really can earn a lot of money and this just make me feel like i had make the most wrong decision for choosing marketing but it is no use to regret now.
furthermore, working in bank for the IT department tends to be more easy earn money if you have the required technical skills.
anyways, it is already the fact that there is no turning back on the decision that i had made.
on the other hand, i just listen back to the Chan Fong 988 story sharing yesterday and just feel the no.3 girl's boyfriend seems to be so naive to believe such scams.
perhaps this is how "smart people" can earn fast money by cheating "stupid/water fish" people to buy their idea and just feel that it is about how you plan your "strategy" to earn money.
after some moment, i just went to sleep and the moment i woke up again was 5.10pm.
during the night, i just have simple noodles as my dinner.
somehow i just feel that not everything can be shared out and sometime it is better to keep in heart. (but that seems to be against the reason i blogging to express feelings)
in fact, i do think about the long term plan for my future but it seems that i really need to let go or quit blogging no matter how much passion i have for it.
before i end my post, i would like to share the "It's Real" song by Olivia Ong which left me a strong feeling as as i keep listen it repeatedly as below or the link >>> Here.
in addition, below was the lyrics for the song.
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Olivia Ong - It's Real
Lying down, underneath the stars thinking about the way you looked
into my eyes and told me how you feel
i dont know if my heart and mind are singing the same tune need to know
coz within me is a mix of fear a little thrill
Can't believe what i feel is real
feelings that's hard to conceal
i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore
You and i
i never thought i'd fall for you
the best thing underneath the twinkling stars
my heart desires to be close to you
So you can take my hand and embrace me now
minimizing all my fears and i know
that all my doubts will disappear
there's nothing to conceal
it's real
And i tried, i cant seem to get myself to think of anything but you
i keep falling deeper but it gets sweeter too
everything, every single thing about you touches my heart in a way
i have never felt like this before, it's real
Can't believe what i feel is real
feelings that's hard to conceal
i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore
You and i
i never thought i'd fall for you
the best thing underneath the twinkling stars
my heart desires to be close to you
so you can take my hand and embrace me now
minimizing all my fears and i know
that all my doubts will disappear
there's nothing to conceal
it's real
Can't believe what i feel is real
feelings that's hard to conceal
i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore
You and i
i never thought i'd fall for you
the best thing underneath the twinkling stars
my heart desires to be close to you
so you can take my hand and embrace me now
minimizing all my fears and i know
that all my doubts will disappear
there's nothing to conceal
it's real
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the sentences that highlighted in green is something that left me a strong feelings towards it.
seriously "the feelings" is so real and a bit cruel for myself for thinking in such way. (self reference)
at last, i do feel "emos" when playing the small music box as shown picture below.
=)