then i just have some chocolate Mars bar and cereal as my breakfast before going anything.
nowadays i seems to be not very free to updates my post as i would delay it until next morning to write it back just like my yesterday's Oriental Bites Chinese restaurant post.
however, i can sense that i would be no longer able to update soon especially during the 15 days Europe trip although i understand that there is no longer a need or necessary to update my life in future after experience the advantage and disadvantage of blogging as not much people would really understand.
sometime i do feel myself quite "funny" to give up/let go of some effort where i had spend about one to few hour a day to write my life.
in fact, i really hope that i could able to complete my 365 post for this year with my last post on the final day.
anyways, the future is so uncertain and no one would really predict what would happen tomorrow just like the Genting Highland bus incident that there was a 37 people death and the survivor shared their story for being alive at >>> Here.
during the morning, i just spend my time procrastinate by watching some Youtube video as there was no class for today.
besides, i would like to share an interesting video about "The Stolen Happiness" (谁偷走了快乐) as shown below or the link >>> Here.
actually i had watch that video long time ago but it seems to be quite nice to watch back again now.
somehow i do have the similar feelings that "things that are too good, are not mean for everyone" (那些太美好的， 不见得每个人能够拥有) as i felt before last time.
moreover, i do questioned myself that "i seems to own a lot of precious thing in my life, but i still feel the emptiness in my heart, why i can't still possess happiness" (我生命里拥有那么多美好的事物，为什么心还是感觉空荡荡的，为什么我还是拥有不了快乐) just like what being shown in the short film.
in fact, i do understand that secret to happiness was no one can take away your happiness because it is all about a person's mindset as if you try to change your state of mind, you might found the happiness" (谁也没办法偷走快乐，也许，换个心境， 就能够拥有,快乐) which is quite true.
around 1.30pm i make a move to Patisserie Valerie Cafe Sheffield with some friends as there was a promotion discount of £10 for four pieces of different flavor of cake.
well, it is quite easy to go there since the shop just beside Barclay's bank as shown below.
well, i just ordered the Chocolate Mousse cake with some friend choosing other flavor as shown below.
therefore we just buy it and went to other place to eat although the environment inside the cafe was nice.
below was the detailed information about the Patisserie Valerie Cafe in Sheffield.
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Opening Times : Monday to Saturday from 8am to 8pm, Sunday from 10am to 6pm
Phone : 0114 2756987
Website : http://www.patisserie-valerie.co.uk
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overall the cake was nice to it but it seems to lose to RT Pastry House and Secret Recipe cake back in Malaysia for my past experience.
after that, we went to shopping around that area and i just realized Tkmaxx do sell quite worth to buy clothes as it was match with their slogan of "Big labels, Small prices" but with limited stock.
around 4.50pm i arrived home and quickly get myself prepared as i would follow my friend to Norfolk Heritage park to play some football after "missing" for so long.
frankly speaking, at first i do have some not satisfied thought but feel okay and released some stress in some way after finished playing football.
around 7.15pm we make a move from there and i reached home at 7.40pm.
then i went to my friend house to cook some noodle as my dinner but they wanted to go out.
however, i insist cook my own stuff as i don't feel like going anywhere at night.
honestly, i did feel not happy in toward "something" but just feel that it is better to keep inside heart rather than express it out by writing in.
over time, i seems to be lost the capability to express much the "real me" and i feel that there is no longer a purpose to write anymore if doesn't represent the reality about myself.
in fact, not everything can really said out because it might "haunt me" in future no matter how anonymous i am and this would be the reason why i feel insincere within myself that is quite "disgusting" in some ways.
seriously i really want to express it out here but that thought was too negative and no use to say as it would just "hurt" myself in the end.
after that, we just have some fried food and playing some games.
finally i arrived back home at 12.05am and watched the 29th episode of "Triumph In The Skies 2" (衝上雲霄II) HK drama as shown below.
overall today mood just seems to be "okay okay" only and do feel a little "suck" within myself for being a "fake" person in something.
sooner or later, i can sense i would get devour by my own self as it was quite tiring to still writing this post but i do it again. (hypocrite +sarcastic?)
(Self Expenses note: Today £5.50, Yesterday total £108.20, Total up to date £113.70)
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