somehow my morning day's tend to be "wasted" in some ways as i did not do much productive things again after having cereal as my breakfast.
frankly speaking, i was having the "afraid" feeling most of my time in UK because i was keep judging whether it is worth or not with the limited time i had.
around 12.40pm i just cooked a "fusion style" of instant noodle combining with spaghetti as my lunch.
during the afternoon, i have some chat with my sister back in Malaysia via Skype.
sometime i don't really able to control the "water inside my eyes" as it would "flow out" after expressing myself about "something".
anyways, i think the reason for getting "stress+not happy" was probably being too "calculative" about life.
around 2.45pm i make a move from house to the city and Aldi supermarket as i would be accompany my friend to buy something for the birthday party.
finally i arrived back home at 4.10pm and time flies so fast again.
besides, it seems that there would be a fine of £70 if we lost our Sheffield's hostel key that is very expensive if convert to Malaysian Ringgit.
during the evening, i helped my friend to fried some wedges and prepare some other things for the party.
later on at night, there was a China friend that i get to know last time asked me for some help to buy something in eBay as his Barclay's debit card having some error when doing the transaction.
somehow i was not able to solve his problem in the end and there might be a charges of £1 deduction in Barclay's bank for every failed transaction due to various kind of reason such as insufficient funds.
on the other hand, i realize it was so true that pursing master certification in UK need to have at least RM100,000+ for a duration for 1 year as i saw his Barclay's account was having the similar money as it was a 6 digits of $$ if convert to Malaysian currency.
somehow it would be my first time to see so much money from others people with my own eye instead of those picture that available at internet.
in fact, it is true that most of the people came from China was very rich especially those who can afford to study for 1 years and above in UK. (but not me, really, sad liao when mention this kind of things as i have my own problem too)
around 9.30pm i went to my friend house and celebrated his birthday.
well, we does have a great time celebrating the birthday with nice food and played some card games.
moreover, the Monopoly Deal card game was quite nice to play and it would be more fun if can have more players instead of just 5 person for the maximum limit.
finally i arrived back home at 1am and feel quite tired.
honestly, today's feeling was not very good especially during the morning time as i spend my time keep listening to the "Ji Mo Lai Le Zen Me Ban" by Kenji Wu (寂寞来了怎么办 吴克群) song.
well, the meaning of the Chinese word was "What should i do when loneliness came" as it is quite related to me when i keep listening to it even though when i arrive back home at the midnight.
anyways, below was the lyrics of the song.
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跟孤独纠缠一整夜，任寂寞爬上我床，耶~
怎么办，怎么办，没有人聊天，
深夜里重播的影片，像日子重播一百遍。
也许明天会好些，孤单感觉少一些，
但是回到家里关上了门，一切又重演。
寂寞来了怎么办，孤单来了怎么办，
明明关上了门，却还是有寂寞吹进来。
寂寞来了怎么办，躲不掉也逃不开，
能不能，跟谁借一点温暖。
怎么办，怎么办，找个人来陪，
摸索着彼此的漆黑，天一亮故事就重建。
随便找个人聊天，或者独自聊聊天。
但是回到家里关上了门，一切又重演。
寂寞来了怎么办，孤单来了怎么办。
明明关上了门，却还是有寂寞吹进来。
寂寞来了怎么办，躲不掉也逃不开，
能不能，跟谁借一点温暖。
寂寞来了怎么办，孤单来了怎么办。
明明关上了门，却还是有寂寞吹进来。
是不是，妳和我一样孤单。
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the sentences that highlighted in red was something meaningful that i feel too.
furthermore, you can listen to the "吳克羣《寂寞來了怎麼辦》Official 完整版 MV [HD]" song as below or at the link >>> Here.
actually this song was recommended by a friend in my FB page as i had listened it few days ago and started to like it recently.
besides, it has been for some time i did not update about the song i heard as i written more about my "food experience" recently.
somehow i feel that the "loneliness" feelings would be easily came especially you're in alone middle of the night.
(Self Expenses note: Today £0, Yesterday total £119.70, Total up to date £119.70)>.<