Natural and Science Museum, M&M's World, Four Season Chinese Restaurant, Big Ben, Tower Bridge, London Eye Solo Trip Experiences

today i woke at 8.20am.
somehow it was my first night staying at relatives house and the weather was quite cold.
well, this post would be a quick updates as it would be really time consuming if i ever want to write all the detail about it.
moreover, i feel that what's Peter said was quite true that "Please stop now blogging, start socialising, it's VERY important in order to get a good job once back in MA (Malaysia). Blogging doesn't give you any added value any more, only problems" and i can see that the more i write my feelings using blog, there would be more problem arise.
moreover, he was true that "I will think that Europeans eat bad food, based on my UK experiences" because partly because the low budget and cheap food that i ate.

seriously i don't see much benefits of blogging anymore other that the "wish to writing down my life experiences" tends to be keep demotivating me and my English was totally a broken English.
honestly, today i really feel down especially during the night when my relatives talk to me about whether i can extend my stay in UK for the "English course" because my English was so "broken and having a lot of bad grammar" and all of the fees would be fully sponsored.
in fact, it is quite hard to explain much of it but if i agree, the flight, Dubai trip fees will be forfeited and what i can get in return was a good experience of learning and speaking English with confident in real life as i would be staying in their house until November 2013. (OMG)
frankly speaking, i don't wish to "owe people so much" (欠人家人情) because the more i get from others, it would be shown that i am a "thick face" or look like that kind people who take advantage from others.

anyways, below was some of the things happened from my phone's note and picture of it for my own reference although it was quite messy.
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- spend quite long time in the bath tub "sleeping"
- 11.15am make a move to Ickenham tube station
- asked for guidance, 11.50am train arrived and i took Piccadilly line to South Kensington
- along the way i send a SMS to a Lowyat forum member who stay in UK, it was so coincidence we sit on the same train, same time SMS, and i can this probability can only happen in 0.00001% because we did not know each other as he was study, living in UK for 4 years.
- however, having some problem to meet up when he ask me to walk out from Royal Park station but he did not walk out due to the slow message that i received

- anyways, he told me Lebara network seems to be "cheating people $$" as my balance has been deducted  about £3+ for SMS that cost for £0.10 per SMS.
- meet up at North Ealing and arrived South Kensington  underground station but the weather was raining.
- first scene that i saw was Natural History Museum, Sciene Museum but did not go to Victoria and Albert Museum, having sandwich that packed up by my relatives from home as my lunch.
- reach at 2.30pm meet up the friend again at Leicester Square, (Oyster card charged £2.10 from SK to LS)
- there was a China girl claim that she was new to this city and asked us whether she can follow us or not, moreover, her things was being snatch by people, at first i feel pity for him but my friend quickly said a lot of reason that we was not free and she has gone.

-after that my friend said that she might be cheating people money or even can sacrifice her own body for the "one night stand" as the purpose was to cheat $$.
therefore this prove that when going out, why so many people say don't trust what's stranger said and i feel thankful as it was a fate to meet up this friend.
- then we head to Four Season Chinese restaurant at Chinatown, friend introduce his rich relative, heard a lot of story, get treated food by the new friend for the roast duck with pork. (£8.50 for that meal, portion not big but treated by friend, Bicester Village sales seems to be can achieved few thousand pound earning per day, thanks to China visitor who willing spend so much $$)
- next, i start my walking alone journey, walk to M&M's World, followed by Big Ben Clock Tower, Tower Bridge, London Eye.
- the Big Ben Clock tower have few person gather for "gambling 3 guess ball" game and each cost £20 for bet, i spend a few minute there looking on how they cheat people although it is quite attractive to see as i have guess a few time right one deep inside my heart.

- 7.10pm have mcdonald Happy meal as dinner (£2.40)
- 8.20pm reach back Leichester square
- Stop at Rayners lane, need to Metropolitan line back to Ickenham, reach RL at 9.10pm.
- 9.25pm reach ickenham station and walked back home. (total from LS to Ickenham cost £3)
- finally arrived home at 9.30pm
- relatives cook dinner, start chat about the extend days thing, feel so stress, almost "tear went down inside heart" because she was right that i don't have confidence and my English was totally a poor one, communication skill is the most important things if you want to be success in future.
- i was sad because i don't have any skills and having "face problem" in some ways.
- speechless and having a down tired feeling night. (what can i do beside than feel to cry?)
- trying to balance between my days in London because i only have this week until Wednesday because Thursday and Friday need to be at home help take care children.
- then finally start Europe trip at 13th September.
- concluded no matter how much i like or having passion in blogging, i should give up, really no others way if want to improve.