after getting myself prepared and have some biscuit as my breakfast, i make a move to West Ruslip around 7.40am.
somehow i just bought 2 single journey ticket because i don't need to wait for the long queue when i back from Holborn as the "tickets" was not sold at there.
however, the West Ruslip underground tube station seems to take a long time to depart as it started to move from there around 7.55am.
besides, the train seems to have some problem as it keep delay for some time along the circle line route.
luckily i was able to reach the school at 8.45am before it start at 9am because punctuality is very important to British people as they would feel disrespect if we arrived late for the class.
during the morning, the tutor teach about different narrative grammar that have past perfect, past perfect continuous, past continuous but i couldn't get used to it.
then it is continue by listening and talking skills working in pair or in a groups.
somehow i was "surrounded" with Korean girls partly because of the place i sat and most of the student in the class was female.
moreover, the majority of the class came from Switzerland but there was no people who came from Malaysia although i thought that the girl that is wearing "tudung" (Muslim's scarf) must be came from my country but she was from Switzerland.
actually if i think in a logical way, who would really want to spend so much money just to study English especially for guy since we have been learning English for almost 15 years since kinder garden in Malaysia.
anyways, i was having quite a good feeling to keep talking with the Korean girl since she was sitting beside me and the core module require us to talk more.
frankly speaking, the feelings was quite great since the Korean girl is quite beautiful.
if i would describe the feeling that i had, it might be like having one of the SNSD (Girl's generation) girl chatting with you where you can really chat with a real Korean girl although she make up a lot as it might be a "plastic face" if you know what i means.
moreover, she does "smells" like a sweet fruits which similar to the "Fragonard Belle Chérie" perfume fragrance smell.
perhaps this might be the reason why "most of the guy" would rather choose to talk with beautiful girl and i seems to be wasting my time being "emo" during my past.
however, i do have a little "emo" since i might be the "poorest" at there when i heard that some of Korean girl had attended this Intensive English course for almost 40 weeks.
well, you can just imagine that if 4 weeks cost about £1300 and 40 weeks might cost for £13000 as you can imagine how rich for people who can study for such a long period.
guess what my brother said was quite true that most of the people who study abroad usually came from rich family and you don't need to let people know you're poor.
moreover, most of the people who want to be rich would usually mix around with rich people in order to be rich with the rich people networks. (上流社会)
overall the morning class was quite okay especially one of the part was about finding someone who meet the requirement list on the paper as i get to know few new people from Switzerland and Brazil.
after the morning class end at 12.30pm, i quickly went to attend the second class as it was about role playing part which similar to yesterday's class.
well, for this time i was acting as an "assertive role" and being praise by the tutor for having such a loving conversation with the Italian girl if i am not mistaken although it should be better for both of us.
after that, i just went to have my lunch at the canteen and bought 5 lunch set tickets for £15 because it would cost £3.50 if i only bought one like yesterday.
somehow i was quite full and i do feel "guilty" when i wasted a little turkey ham as i couldn't finish it as shown picture below.
somehow i just used a very "stupid excuse" to start the conversation by asking about how long she was studying here and how much it would cost.
well, it seems that she was born from Japan and went to China to study Chinese after some time and finally travel abroad to London to learn the English course from the beginner level for 10 month.
seriously i do feel that the world is full of rich people and told myself don't think about the negative side.
in the end, i just realized the Japanese girl's boyfriend was just behind me all the time and he would think that i am "chasing" her girlfriend as i do feel quite scary during that moment.
after that, i quickly went to my class and it was quite embarrass when thinking back again.
the class that i attend seems to be teaching the similar thing like yesterday with those macro-economy keyword although i won't use it again since i had finished my university.
besides, i do feel every second count and it is money when the class seems to be ended so fast and the tutor was to punctual to leave the class.
apparently, i don't know how to count the whether worth or not to study this course since everyday would be consider as a £60+ lesson no matter i had learn anything or not.
furthermore, i do asked myself what is my objective of waking up early every morning, spend the transportation to study at here just to improve my English.
after the class end, i didn't join the "Pub Night" event because i want to save some $$ as shown below.
anyways, Peter was right too that i would not probably get invited for the next time.
around 5.25pm i sit the train and arrived West Ruslip again at 6.10pm.
during the night, i just have a little chat with a friend who still at UK.somehow i just told myself don't think so much when i was spending $$ in UK while my friend working for it.
what i can really say that if you have a change to earn £1000 with food and accommodation included, do you still want to back to Malaysia.
anyways, we don't really know what can drives someone to make such decision unless you're very desperate although we don't know how hard work it is as what i know is starting for about 12 hour and only rest for 1 day every week as we don't know the hard work behind.
let's say if you can save RM3000 clear profit every month in your back, would you rather choose to stay in UK or back to Malaysia?
on the other hand, the money that had spend on underground tube station can go Barcelona as i saw it cost about 60 pound in total for go and back flight.
later on, i taken my dinner with my cousin at home as i will need to explain what i had been done for the day although i was feeling quite stress about it.
perhaps i should think in a positive way that at least i am having Free English education, why feel stress and should do my best.
guess it is probably there was too much of how life is from others people example if the people don't have the basic needs, there is no meaning to talk about education.
at last, i just told myself to improve little by little and must try to jump out from my comfort zone by taking the initiative to talk with people.
(Self Expenses note: Today £20.40)