Why Do I Waste All My Precious Time?

It has been some time since I attended the English course class at somewhere near Holborn. Well, it seems that the time had passed quite fast and there is one more week to go. Frankly speaking, there is so much of feeling that I wanted to rant talk about but it is useless if it is in negative one. Perhaps it was true that I shall stop thinking something wrong with myself and start feeling good about it. Actually I do get a lot of advice that I shall treasure this kind of opportunity because it came once in a blue moon. To be honest, I think the most important things that I learn from this course is to make as much international friend as I can although sometime I was facing some barrier of communication. Apparently, I gained an opportunity to understand people from different country and different type professional background such as businessman, lawyer, teacher, marketer but most of them was student.

Unfortunately, there are some "nonsense thought" seems to be flowing through my mind as I still haven "change" in someway. In fact, it is true that doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result is just about as silly as it gets. If you have been performing a diet or exercise plan for months with nothing to show for it, could it be time to try another approach? If you are in a relationship that makes you feel stressed out and unfulfilled despite your best efforts, don’t you think it might be time to count your losses? If you have been hunting for a job for many months with nothing to show for your efforts, shouldn't you consider re-working your resume or broadening your search? It is human to run and hide from change as if it is a evil man that will devour our soul, but change is the very thing that is necessary for success. Of course, action speaks louder than words and I had understand it well for myself.

However, I ended up doing on the another way round as I had wasted most of my precious time. As we know, everyone were given 24 hours per day, but why I can't use it effectively. Honestly, I often lose myself to the "procrastinate" word. It is because I seems to be more happy when I post a lot of interesting picture in my FB Page but the consequence that I face is the waste of time. Furthermore, this had resulted me to end up doing "something" in last minute as I always thought that there will be always have another time. For example, when I feel lazy to wrote the 500 words article, I will choose to delay the task until tomorrow. When the day after tomorrow had arrived, I still don't really have much mood to write and delay again. In the end, all the task must be done in a day. Hence, I always feel that time is not enough although the fact that no one forces me to do this kind of thing that didn't add any value including blogging.

While browsing through my phone's note, it seems that I had totally forgot about the 3D printing technology exhibition that is currently held in London't Science Museum. In fact, I have wasted spend my 3 hour free time surfing in the internet during the 4pm to 7pm awaiting time instead of exploring around London. Maybe this is the similar feeling when you're in a same place for quite some time. For example, if you're working in KLCC, would you purposely use the LRT Monorail and travel to each station? Besides, it would be a lie if I said that I don't mind about the $$ that I had spend here everyday. Somehow I do feel a bit "down" when saw the pound sterling rise back up to RM5.12+ in current rate when compared to the price of RM5.05+ few day ago at 3th November as shown below.
Therefore it is so true that your precious time is money. Hopefully I would treasure every single minute that i going through in my life.
To sum up, stop comparing yourself to other people because life is not a competition and the only person you are competing with is yourself, simply aim to become a better version of yourself every single day.
(Self Expenses note: Today £13.40)