then i get myself prepared and have some biscuit as my breakfast.
somehow i continue to "procrastinate" a while although knowing that i should study when i wake up.
actually i seems to be quite particular about the way i use my time as every time i wake up, i will update the links of my blog to my FB page, then read on some other blogger's blog to know how they went through their life before doing the important stuff such as study.
besides, i just use the hot water to cure my "stye disease" that i infected yesterday and feel that it had cure a bit by getting smaller on the wound.
while looking to some blogs, i just realize there is a Malaysia Social Media week (MSMW) events happening (26th February-1 March 2013) where anyone can vote their favourite blogger.
honestly, i do feel "jelly" when saw some blogger that i read being nominated while my blog not even in the list where they can stand a chance to win some free gifts and award for the events at Berjaya Times Square KL next month.
then i just asked myself back is this the reason i blog to win something and it seems like not and i do asked myself again that "do you really want to show your real face/identity by using your whining blog+diary" since it is so personal stuff for myself right?
in fact, my blog had been rejected so badly in forum where the admin keep delete my account every time i share my opinion but i keep continue to express by create new ID using various type of PC and just told myself that don't care what's other people said since i am doing what i like where no one will give a damn about your life.
around 3.40pm i get myself prepared and went to Tarc library to study for the coming SMDM exam.
somehow i do feel it is quite hard to memorize those theory and phoned a friend whether can study together.
then i make a move from there around 6.50 and we went to Mc Donalds Melati to study.
well, i do feel it is good to have discussion for the study related as it can strengthen my memory to memorize those different theory such as criteria of having sustainable competitive advantage, Ansoff model, BCG, product life cycle, segmentation fit for implementation, brand leverage and pricing strategy.
finally i arrived back home at 10.30pm and just read on some news and information.
there is an article that i feel quite interesting to read about "What does it feel like to be a self-made millionaire under the age of 25" and also feel they might be right about something.
anyways, it is still a long way journey for myself to be able to experience about how they feel at their level.
before i end my post, i would like to share an meaningful short film about "Money Can Buy Love" as below or the link >>> Here.
basically the video was about a the girl "dumped" his poor boyfriend in order to chase for fame to get a better chance to work in the actress industry.
there is few thing can be quite true when she said that "can love fill your stomach? can love pay your rental? can love raise her old parents?" in that film.
moreover, i feel it sounds quite legit that "Human need to learn how to survive, then only qualify to chase the life you want where love tend to be just a small part of your life" in there.
in the end, the girl who want to be fame tends to be "played" a lot by those rich guy and seems to be not happy although she had satisfy her material needs.
furthermore, the video had reflected a great sentences about "Love can bought by money, affection can be cultivated through sleeping" (爱情是买回来的，感情是睡出来的) that worth to be thought about.
however, i also seems to understand about why those 30~40 years old uncle tends to be more attractive to those 18~28 young girls than those guy who was having similar same age like those young girl.
moreover, it might be true that most of the guy will only be more financially stable when they reach 30 years old+ and no doubt they will prefer those girls who younger than them.
so for those immature/childish/weak guy like me, i think we can only chase those girl who having lesser knowledge than us.
perhaps i had finally understand about something related to "chasing girl skills" but most of it require some money especially if you're live in city area.
for example, if "lonelyreload" today drive a BMW go out when dating a girl, the chances of getting the girl seems to be quite high but i might face a problem that "the girl wants you was for your money" but i believe that "he" also understand and the theory was like "give and take" situation.
anyways, please note that all the things that i express here was just purely my imaginative thought and does not represent anything.
in fact, no people really knows the answer to life as there is so much of thought, human opinion and full of probability.
over time, i do know that blogging is just a leisure time for myself and it is very time consuming to write down all the thoughts i have everyday.
at last, Love seems to be having lots of thought in mind but no guts to express while Exam have lots of guts to express but no thoughts in mind as shown picture below.
