During the morning, I followed my cousin to the nearby elementary school as there were having a fund raising event. Upon arrival, there was a lot of children and it suddenly make me recall about my childhood. Somehow I couldn't remember much whether I was having the similar experience or not in my past. What I can recall was my parents did bring me to "fun fair" theme park when I was young.
Beside, I might start to understand why people who like children will be more responsibility because they will think about building their own family one day. If you really have the thought of building your own family, I think that you would want the very best for your children right. In fact, you will not set an bad example to your future child and I do feel awkward if one day my "future children" found out their dad's blog.
On the other hand, I do have a feeling that western culture seems to be spending more time with their children while "Asian" (sorry it is just based on my assumption) seems to be focused more on working in order to survive in the competitive environment especially Malaysia. During the evening, I phoned my dad and wished him "Happy Birthday" although my tears started to drop down.
Maybe this is the feeling when you're "homesick" in someway. After the discussion with my parents and sibling from last week, their suggestion was it is better for me to stay one more month because not much employer will hire people to work especially end of the year. The things that I can do now was keep improving myself in all ways instead of thinking those nonsense stuff.
Seriously my journey in UK is so unique for me and I would remember this moment at the rest of my life. Sometime I do felt "funny" when read back the exactly one year from today blog post about "just be yourself" especially I spend so much time on writing it. Later on, I try to keep myself occupied by reading at least a book a day.
The book that make me feel inspired was Clarity by Jamie Smart. I liked the way it mention that "Thought is best special effects department in the world, powered by Mind and brought to life in our experience by Consciousness. Our thinking always look real, our thought generated experiential reality looks like actual reality, but it's not. We're each living in the feeling of our thinking, moment to moments, an experience that's generated by the principal of innate thinking."
Furthermore, Misdirection is the initiation of a train of thought based on a false assumption. The moment we believe our felt experience is coming from something other than thinking in the moment, we've accepted a false assumption and climbed abroad. In addition, I agreed that we should keep exploring and connect with others while sharing your discoveries to deepen your understanding.
Before I end my post, I would like to share an interesting picture about "Introversion" comic as shown below.
Cheer!
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