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today i woke up at 7.50am.
then i quickly get myself prepared and took the bus to work.
during the moment at the train, i listened a couple's story again about their friend (age around 30) who worked as a salesman only earn about RM2,000 salary and will get RM3,000 per month if he hit the sales target of RM10,000.
moreover, the company will only pay him RM550 instead of RM1100 for the commission part at the same month because need to check as the another RM550 will only credited to him after 4 month.
then the girl shared another story about someone around 40 years old+ only earn about RM3,500 due to no degree certificate.
somehow i was quite agree with them saying that working for people is just depend of luck. (打工看命水)

it is because if you will never know whether you will meet a good boss or not but you still have a choice to leave the company if you're not desperate for money.
honestly, i just feel that when i am alone, i tends to listen more and more about other people story.
actually there is an advantage when listened to other people story because it might help you to foresee/forecast something that haven happen if you face a similar situation.
however, i seems to be still changed not much after listened so much of story.
seriously everyday i did asked myself about what is my goal of life as i already seen so many example of life from other's people sharing.
guess all the while i only know how to "emo" and whining when ask myself such question which is quite helpless partly because i haven step out of my comfort zone?

in fact, the reason i having the "jelly" feeling was because i always see so much successful and rich people around me where they tends to be so "Ho Seh" (great lifestyle) despite many people say that it is so hard to earn money.
besides, i don't qualify to criticize any company not good as myself also not consider as good staff.
anyways, my mindset at this moment was to get my salary first before i "die" at next month.
after worked quite "stress" at the morning, we went to have our lunch at "Meals station" in the Sooka Sentral.
somehow i did have a "funny thought" as the noodles soup cost about RM8 but the ingredient was like the RM1 for 3 pieces fishball at Pasar Malam, a plain soup and "few kuay tiao" noodles.
upon back office, i just listened some colleague's experience at Japan tokyo where they was having a high standard of living if you work at there.

for example, the average salary of a Japan's office worker like us would be cost about RM10,000 to RM14,000 per month but the rental fee was almost 400$ USD per month.
moreover, the petrol fee at Japan seems to be so expensive as it cost about RM900 to pump a full tank as told by the Japanese boss.
however, they was consider as a very developed country where nothing much has changed since they have finish build all those good system such as LRT during the 1980+ year.
somehow i just feel a little "emos" as i don't really have much thing to share as i still haven travel to other country and what i know was always listen to other people story instead of experienced it myself.