*first of all, i would like to confess on something where it would be a very long post for tonight and hopefully anyone who reading this sentences will spend your 5 minute to read through this post and give me some feedback although "maybe" my blog's readers only got 1~10 people who interest with my story.*
after i get myself prepared around 11am, i walked to Tarc SBS office to get my RM250 book voucher as some friends say the school did not open but i would like to find out myself.
unfortunately, it seems that the door's locked when i reach there and looks like i can't get my voucher because i need to work on the normal day. (Mon-Friday)
then i just walk to the canteen to buy some fish ball as my breakfast since it was one of my favourite junk food when i still study at Tarc.
upon reach home, i just continue to surf some information and read some blogs.
somehow i feel a bit "sad" when being said as a "content stealer" from "someone" as i don't ever credit the source that i found when i post those funny memes picture in my Facebook page.
honestly, i just feel quite "down" when i received a comment saying that "you're saying that you're stealing without knowing that you're stealing, but it's okay, you're only one of the thousands" which seems legit but i just act like nothing happens.
then i just replied a very childish/immature comment such as "the secret to creativity is knowing how to hide your sources" to cover up myself.
seriously i feel that why whatever i do also will get critics and i really fed up of keep need to do on what people said.
perhaps this is can explain why so many crimes happens as those people keep doing what they like.
for example, a guy like to go find prostitute, then he have a strong motivation to earn a lot of money so that he can have sex with different girls that he choose every night.
another example is a person hate a person, then he go buy gun to kill all the people that he don't like or just rape whatever girl he like, if not happy with life, just go "14th" floor. (LOL i write until so childish/immature)
well, you might say what he do was totally wrong but at least he is being real and happy for own satisfaction.
around 2pm i went to have chicken rice as my lunch again but this time the taste of it was not nice.
after that, i just listening back to the Chan Fong story from yesterday post and feel that we can't use the word "guarantee" in life as there was no such thing as 100% guarantee because life is full of possibilities and different kind of people.
as an example, most of the people think that a couple who married and even have produce few kids will not end up divorce but there is still a probability that it will happen.
besides, i do read on Chinese article from Cheryl Lee Xin Yee FB page where you can search for the "我是个对丈夫不忠的妻子" keyword that is related to the married woman feel guilty for not being loyal to his husband although they were married 10 years+ and have kids as she keep think about her ex-boyfriend who came to chase her back.
actually when looking this case, i think it is true that why many people say girls are a loyal "creature" as if they like you, they will always like you no matter what how wrong you are.
so after reading the post, i afraid myself will be like the girl despite i am a guy because if let says if i was married, but the girl that i liked so much during college life find me back, what should i react?
it is because that is something so "memorable" for me as it was my first time be prepared to chase a girl in real life last time but failed and this is the reason why i will spend my "night energy" to keep blogging everyday to tell myself to be lucky that i am still alive until this day. (don't feel like talking my past)
therefore this might be the reason that explain why until now i do not have any girlfriend yet and i was afraid/shy to see any beautiful girl or anyone that looks similar with her with a short hair.
around 5.10pm i make a move from house and waited the bus to Wangsa Maju and i need to arrive at Taman Paramount LRT to meet my brother there around 6pm.
since i do not have any book to read, i just keep playing the games on my phone throughout the journey and feel that time passed so fast if you focus on something.
around 6.15pm i arrived the Paramount station and went to buy some chocolate.
while i was paying for the Kit Kat chocolate, the cashier told me that it was RM3.50 instead of RM2.80 and when i see back the price, it was placed just beside which is very misleading and i would say their "marketing tactic" really good as it not only "accidentally place wrong the price tag", but also free a Fox sweet together as you can see picture below. (LOL, even buy a chocolate also got story? =.=)
for an example, he say that if company know i got this kind of "scare die/scare this and that" (怕死) attitude, company will lost confident in me.
anyways, he just told me that luckily that time i did not make a decision to buy car as i did not have a job secure feeling in the job that i done.
somehow the reason i did not have job secure feeling was because i did not meet with the company result where i will "die" on this coming Monday when they see the report.
other thing that i get "scold" from him was because i still have that childish mindset as i keep compare myself with other people where he scold me for no put much effort to earn money and just whining about life.
finally i arrived back hometown at 7.10pm and have KFC and some "ba gua" (dried meat) as my dinner.
then i just continue to surf some information and news as it seems like i have no life other than facing with the computer screen.
there is something i would share for the RM250 book voucher from Tarcian page where that is a shop named HARVEST STATIONERY in Sungai Wang can accept bb1m book voucher as they say anything you found in that shop, you can purchase them using the RM250 voucher and 100% no limitation of usage.
after that, i just tune on the TV and found program that named "爸妈好犀利之洪兰篇" from Astro AEC that talking about child's education that is very meaningful although it was in Chinese as shown below.
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父母的烦恼是孩子的苦恼！父母急于开发孩子的大脑，但孩子的身理成长是否真的能接受呢？父母害怕孩子输在起跑点，所以强迫孩子去做超过他年龄范围的事情，这样真的能帮助孩子快速成长？
洪兰教授指出，孩子的青春必须要让他留白，太过急迫的学习环境是无法让孩子发挥他的创造力。每个孩子在成长过程中都需要被鼓励的，但你知道称赞孩子也是一种学问吗？父母永远是孩子的榜样，孩子会透过模仿父母的言行举止来建立他的价值观。
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moreover, i just search the "Harry Harlow monkey theory" when the show talk about it and found out he was a psychologist that best known for his maternal-separation and social isolation experiments.
after the show end, i was attracted with another show title "Bella Awards" ay NTV 7 when i saw the Ronan Keating was on the program.
besides, the program said that it was the first glamour local celebrities awards and it was a live show.
while the show start with the cat walking, i just have a "bad" thought that what if someone falls down while walking at the stage.
however, the shows was quite boring as i feel it was purposely made for some "Dato" to be happy by awarding them.
overall i just enjoyed with Gary Cao song and Ronan Keating's when you say nothing at all song.
after the show, it is continue with something like talking bad about the opposition politics news and we just directly switch off the TV since i feel they was a controlled media by Malaysia government.
at night, there is a friend asked me whether want to do online business but myself tends to be not very interested as i seems to be "die heart" (死心) to e-commerce website.
on the other hand, one of my friend have borrowed me his "GA" account and i just test it on my blog today.
well, he say it's okay to get "ban" since he no longer use and i also have a bad feeling about it since another friend borrowed me before and get banned when i put at my blog.
over time, i seems to be discover myself was actually an attention seeker on the online atmosphere where i just want to have someone to care for me. (at least 1 or 2 because i feel lonely)
actually it is hard to explain the reason of my blogging intention since they do not understand me.
well, i just can say try think in my point of view that if you did not have much friend in real life, you might start to feel lonely and probably want some attention in online since my real life socialize skill was not good.
in fact, i would like to make a confession as i think i am the only one who willing to spend some advertising money to get some attention by promote my diary blog since 2009 at Facebook as shown picture below.
moreover, i seems to have accumulated about 200 USD in total to advertise as i was using other FB account which explain why Facebook can be so rich.
besides, i also advertise the banner using free credit from Google as below.
furthermore, i also feel myself like to use SEO "trending keyword" as my title as i have various of choice to choose for today's titles as below.
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1) The most Attention Seeker Blogger in Malaysia.
2) Top Blog Whore Blogger in Malaysia.
3) How To Use BRIM Book Voucher?
4) Bella Awards Malaysia Live 2013.
5) Why I want to be an Attention Seeker.
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so as you can see, i can choose any topic i want to talk about and that's how i can maintain 1 post per day.
the fact of life is i do know it is useless to spend ads on my blog because no one will care what you're doing in your life and the things that people care was how can you benefits them if they read your blog.
actually it is just like telling people that "wei ! i am lonely leh ! please care for me, care for me lah!" which is totally useless.
at last, i just can say that i have already gave my most honest, real opinion and activity that i do but some people will just think that i must be doing it for money. (admit have a little for time, human do change right?)
if you really understand the situation and think in my point of view that if no one would really care what you do such as working alone in KL or anything about your life, you will only understand my intention.
well, i think you have "won" because your words can make me to write until so long when you criticize me about not being "original" than just a thief/stealer content.
there is one Chinese picture that is so true about "who do you sad for" when i asked myself as below.
on the other hand, i might delete this whole blog in future if it had threatened me which i even think in the long term that how would my future wife think about me if i have such thought or feelings?
so please "enjoy" my story while you still can read this post before it dies or i "dies" in life.
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