after that, i just update all the links as usual and get myself prepared to work.
around 9.15am i reach KL Sentral and my feeling was quite worry as there will be a meeting every Monday to track/observer our "key performance indicators" (KPI) about our work.
well, the news of a colleague had been "fired" (sack) seems to be quite true as he no longer come to work anymore.
somehow i just feel life is so real that "the real business is not fun like the online games you've played" as said in the Top Ittipat movie that i shared before where you will not have second or much chance/life if you made some mistake.
anyways, i have been so nervous every second throughout the morning when i completed my report.
it is because i have spend a lot of "marketing $$" which is almost equal to my one month salary within just four days+ for the company.
besides, i just feel that my value that i worth for the company was just my past working experience and all those "good" information but i had almost gave/share out all thing i know about marketing.
actually my brother did told me before that "no need to share out so many thing so fast" and i guess that is the "technique" when working for people but this show that why our productivity in work keep reducing.
anyways, i think i need to learn "new skills" no matter is what such as programming or learning Japanese language which is not just said only.
around 12.40pm we have our lunch at the Sooka Sentral food court and i just feel myself quite "sucks" as i was not talkative guy.
during the afternoon, my body just keep "shaking" throughout the meeting when comes to my part to explain my work to others and the Japanese boss.
one of the reason was because after spending so much $$ within just few day, the sales is totally zero and if you're in my situation, how would you explain to your boss when yourself also not sure where goes wrong? (when company no sales, where got income to give you salary?)
anyways, i just feel that "marketing knowledge" really easy to get copy/steal by other people and that's why i keep said said learning a technical IT skill is definitely better as you no need worry/afraid other people can copy your coding skills knowledge.
besides, i start to feel myself not very like anime movies compared to last time when it have become commercialized as a earning money material.
seriously i my head seems to be "almost burst" and headache after the meeting as i did not meet with the company requirement.
if you're boss and you see a staff spend so much $$ and did not bring back any sales, would you sack me?
around 6.45pm i make a move from office and arrived back Wangsa Maju LRT at 7.30pm.
then i just have my dinner at Kopitiam Desa again and feel that who said "KL never have cheap food" as my dinner just cost me RM2.50 for the fried noodles with plain water but i know it is unhealthy. (not sure i will really "die" or not if keep eat at this stall for the whole week)
in fact, have you ever wonder why some people can eat 1 meal/dinner for RM100 or even RM1000 and my thought was just "as long as i am full, there is no need to spend so much money on a single meal right?" but it seems to be like a "loser thought" to comfort myself as i can't be like them.
over time, i just feel myself tends to be having more thought when i am living alone in KL.
over time, i just feel myself tends to be having more thought when i am living alone in KL.
for example, when crossing the Wangsa bridge, i can even have a "scary" thought that "what will happen if i jump down from there?" where there is many car passing by but the fact is no one will give a damn about you other than your family/very close fried that cares about you.
besides, another "funny" thought i have while standing inside the bus was when i saw a couple hugging so tight/close and the girl was beautiful, my mindset was like "Sien liao loh, the girl will be fxxk by his boyfriend tonight liao" while i just can "jelly" on those people who have that kind of "night time" lifestyle.
therefore i just feel my thought was not like my "teenager/children" time where i still naive.
anyways, guess my sister was right about me that only "too free" people can think so much (太得空的人才会想酱多) because if when you're busy, you don't even have the time to think.
besides, another "funny" thought i have while standing inside the bus was when i saw a couple hugging so tight/close and the girl was beautiful, my mindset was like "Sien liao loh, the girl will be fxxk by his boyfriend tonight liao" while i just can "jelly" on those people who have that kind of "night time" lifestyle.
therefore i just feel my thought was not like my "teenager/children" time where i still naive.
anyways, guess my sister was right about me that only "too free" people can think so much (太得空的人才会想酱多) because if when you're busy, you don't even have the time to think.
finally i arrived back home at 7.50pm and feel so tired.
then i went to take a nap and suddenly automatically sleep.
the moment i woke up again was already 1.55am midnight and i was like "WTFBBQ, i no need sleep liao?"
furthermore, i am trying to sleep after finishing writing this post as tomorrow still need to wake up at 7am+.
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somehow i just feel that it was true about "you can never earns a lot of money when you're working for someone because by the time you earn enough money, your boss already earn more than you and your soul/body might be sucked dry by the job, yet you still need to spend the money to cure back your broken body/soul" right?
in addition, i just wonder how much time left in my life because i seems to be counting my "remaining days" everyday by blogging instead of express my feelings to release stress.
certainly it does help to release some stress after saying what i want to say but how long can i whine or mumble about my life in the long term?
perhaps it was true that if you did not have goal in life, "that the fullstop" whereby you will work for people and continue to build other's people dream.
at last, feel free to Vote me for the "Big Blog Exchange" program at http://www.bigblogexchange.org/blog/116002 link (need to verify in email to get counted for the vote) as i wish to get some attention from this contest.
in conclusion, i feel thankful and appreciate to all the blogger/people who came to my blog to give me some advice/suggestion/feedback about my "boring life" as it was one of the reason i can stay alive till now despite i still worry how much time i left. (at least i have few people to care for me? or not? LOL?)
well, i just can say that everyone have 24 hours everyday and it is just depend how you use your time.
=)
then i went to take a nap and suddenly automatically sleep.
the moment i woke up again was already 1.55am midnight and i was like "WTFBBQ, i no need sleep liao?"
furthermore, i am trying to sleep after finishing writing this post as tomorrow still need to wake up at 7am+.
in addition, i just wonder how much time left in my life because i seems to be counting my "remaining days" everyday by blogging instead of express my feelings to release stress.
certainly it does help to release some stress after saying what i want to say but how long can i whine or mumble about my life in the long term?
perhaps it was true that if you did not have goal in life, "that the fullstop" whereby you will work for people and continue to build other's people dream.
at last, feel free to Vote me for the "Big Blog Exchange" program at http://www.bigblogexchange.org/blog/116002 link (need to verify in email to get counted for the vote) as i wish to get some attention from this contest.
in conclusion, i feel thankful and appreciate to all the blogger/people who came to my blog to give me some advice/suggestion/feedback about my "boring life" as it was one of the reason i can stay alive till now despite i still worry how much time i left. (at least i have few people to care for me? or not? LOL?)
well, i just can say that everyone have 24 hours everyday and it is just depend how you use your time.
=)