then i just have some noodles as my breakfast that bought by mother.
after i get myself prepared, i drive my mother together with the dog to the nearby pet veterinary clinic because the dog was having a kind a serious illness that it vomit blood and having blood stool.
as i reach there at 12.10pm, i do afraid about others dog and actually i not very like those dog that are very fierce by simply barking at people.
when it reach our turn, the veterinary doctor told us that our dog have some "worms" (can't recall back the worm name) in its stomach and it is quite serious.
moreover, if the situation is critical, the dog is required to stay few day in the clinic for few day to monitor about its health.
besides, the veterinary doctor just gave some medicine for curing it and put some injection.
somehow i was require to hold the dot and pat it harder to distract the dog from being notice about the injection because it suddenly show a sign of "want to bite" the veterinary doctor during the first injection.
finally it is over but the medical fee for the dog is cost around RM300+ when add up with the vegetarian pet food that cost about RM120.
furthermore, i do feel that raising a dog tends to be a burden if you're not having much financial because it will require quite a lot of money to cure it when it had infected with serious disease.
after i drive back the dog to home, we make a move again to have our dinner at outside as mother want to buy something at Econsave.
while i telling my mother that i will find a job, she just ask me to relax first since i just finish exam yesterday.
honestly, i do have a "Bai Ga Zai" (Prodigal Son) [ 败家子] feelings about myself when i did not work and just sit in front on PC looking at other people story/news although knowing there is something must be done.
in addition, my sister sometime will say to me that "i tends to be keep spending money and don't contribute much thing to home" and she also mention that the reason i can blogging everyday was because i was too free by finding excuse doing nothing much.
sometimes i do asked myself a questions that "if your blog don't make you any money, why you still want to continue to writes so much" although knowing that not much people will care about your life.
well, the answers of blogging everyday seems to be still the same as i want to jot down the things that happening in my life and just want to prove that i still alive despite keep "emoing" for so long because some people might choose to end theirs life when it is over stress.
moreover, the reason that i put a notice to sell my advertising space was because i want to "test" something and it would be great if someone buy my RM200 advertising space per month for my extra income right? (maybe now no people want, but one day in a year duration, there might be a people interest)
finally i arrived back home at 2pm and continue to surf the internet for news and information.
well, i would like to share an interesting post from the confessions page that related to "prodigal, spendthrift, wastrel" attitude as shown below.
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Well, I guess most of the people have this dream - To be a rich people.
Few months ago, i invested RM10,000 (3k++USD) in foreign exchange market.
At first, i did earn some money around (300++USD) in 3 days.
I realized it was very easy to earn money.
The greedy thought came into my head (why not play with bigger lot? i can earn more)
So, i played with a bigger lot but i betted the pair wrongly.
At the end, i lost 3k++USD in a night.
Now, i left 300++USD in my account, i don't even have the mood to draw the money out.
What i want to confess:
1) The RM10,000 wasn't my money. That was my pocket money given by my parents. i feel so guilty to my parents.
2) I am really regret.damn regret. When i loss money, i don't have the mood to study. Final exam results are going to be released. (>.<)
3) During this semester break, i think a lot of things. Why i want to be rich guy? Is it necessary to be rich? The answer is no, i'm not necessary to be rich. The things i want for my rest of life are:
-Really focus on my study
-Treat my parents nicely
-Get a girlfriend that treats me nicely
4) I feel so sorry to my friend. When i wanted to invest, you told me a lot of stories, but i took them as bullshit. You said you want a simply life but i scolded you have no good life goals.
5) Recently, i read a lot of books that will inspire me. It really does help, so read some additional books besides your "textbook". Previously, my mind was "money is everything, money can buy health, love, and bla bla bla..." Now, my mind is "money is not everything, even though money is very important."
6) If somebody asked me whether Foreign market exchange can earn money or not, My answer is YES! But please don't be greedy. I don't mind if you say i'm so easy to be defeated. XD
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somehow i do have some similar feelings about the author who write it.
moreover, the reason that why people can confess it so freely was because the page did not mention who write it just like why i can express so freely in my blog using an anonymous name.
actually i know there is a demand on this "anonymous" thing but it seems to be not able to self-sustain in the long term if i create such a website.
basically the website is about a platform to express feelings as the first page will be keep updated with the latest confession from an anonymous person from all over the world, categorized from country and website owner no need to upload the confession itself because it will be auto-updated.
however, when thinking it deeply, it tends to be it is just an expression tools and mostly it is because a "instant angry" feelings as it will "depreciated/reduce" over time.
in fact, who will really know whether it can be success of not but the fact is i still continue to talking and not even start the first page creation for the website.
furthermore, i had delayed the website creation process for my father's online printing website because he did not ask me again.
well, i did feel "jelly" (envy) when saw a news about a Taiwan's printing business give some of his staff some luxury cars and giving 16 months bonus when the company earn 25 billion revenue a year as below.
if i really want to be success in this field, it would require a lot of rich people network and Malaysia government tender's related thing but most of the time they only give to "Bumiputra" company.
guess this is also why some company can so easy earn money and eventually it might create a "prodigal son" (败家子) when their parents are rich just like the picture below.
in addition, i also saw another funny picture about the guy throwing money in the air as below.
actually it is quite true that money really play an important role when you think about weddings, house, car, treatment for your parents and others.
somehow my mother just checked her medical check up and the result was having a small gallstone but it can be cured with medicine instead of going for surgery although it is cover by the insurance.
during the evening, i just spend my time cutting the coconut at when i came back hometown as i still having some minor sore throat infection.
perhaps now i can award myself as a "coconut degree's certificate" in cutting coconut as i can cut it more faster but looks like it is useless to have this skills in business because if want to be success, it is not by cutting the coconut by yourself but is to use other people's time to help you sell.
around 7pm i just have some noodles as my dinner sick my throat infection still haven cure.
then i just "procrastinate" again while watch some drama although i had say want to search for jobs at night.
later on, i just spend my time playing Ragnarok Online 2 and i was so "crazy" since i play until 4.50am for Knight/Blacksmith character as shown below.
lastly, feel free to watch the "China Sex and the City" (一个女人与各类男人的情色) video if you understand Chinese as below or the link >>> Here.
in conclusion, i do feel myself quite "sucks" again when looking at my own financial problem not very good as i keep spend money instead of earning money and the way i overcome it was like "tidak apa" (nothing happens) where it is like a hypocrite. (i do understand that money don't falls from the sky)
T.T