somehow i do have some "weird" feelings about myself when i was on the way driving to my friend house.
around 9.45am i reach my friend house and wait another friend come as we will going to have some breakfast at somewhere near Bangsar.
during the moment at car, i start to having more "weird" feelings and feel like vomit.
upon reach nearby that place, i quickly ask my friend to stop me at one of the nearby restaurant.
as i walk out from the car, suddenly i just vomit at the roadside of some restaurant before i manage to go in the toilet.
anyways, it feels better when i vomit out and it was mostly "seaweed" if i am not mistaken.
luckily my friends do not see my condition when i walk to the Antipodean Cafe.
well, there was a lot of people queue up and we do saw a girl host from the "Hojiak 8TV" program where everyone seems to keep looking at her.
besides, this cafe seems to be quite special because the menu was written on the board as below.
in fact, i do feel myself seems to be very waste of food when i just eat 1/4 portion of the food and don't feel like eating anymore.
luckily my friends helped me to eat and the meal for my set cost around RM31.
actually looking at this matter, i think i should follow my heart instinct that i shouldn't follow at first after having the "weird" feelings during morning.
perhaps i afraid that how my friend see me if i "FFK" (put aeroplane) and promise want to go and end up no go right?
however, it seems that there is no different when i go because with my "sick" condition, i couldn't talk much at there.
around 12.20pm we make a move from there and i followed a friend to fetch me back.
during the moment at car, my friend shared a lot of "chasing girls skills" and explained why it is so true about the theory of "If Guys not bad, girls don't like" (男人不坏，女人不爱) where i feel so meaningful.
often time we saw a guy treat very well to their girlfriend, but ended up the girl having affair with another guy.
moreover, it is very stupid for a guy to "cry" over a girl because as a guy, we need to hurt girls instead of let girls hurt us.
anyways, i can't share much of it here because my friend said it was a "guys secret".
overall there was 5 example that i feel so meaningful when he talk about the "standard" part.
one thing for sure is that never be a good+honest guy when come into a relationship as this also explain why some guy can one time chase so many girls and end up let those girl chase them back where we can see a lot of girls doing stupid things to get their guys back.
over time, i realize a lot about my mistaken steps and guess the biggest problem was myself instead of others as i discover more and more about my personal feelings.
perhaps my final goal for blogging is to publish a book that teaches those "lonely+sad guys on how to chase a girls" with my 5 years experience in life and would you buy this books for RM33?
finally i arrived back home at 1.30pm and did not have any appetite to eat.
suddenly i feel to vomit again and quickly went inside the toilet to "settle it".
for now, i think i am confirm that i have food poisoning from eating seaweed because the vomit contains "seaweed together with the morning breakfast" and it is quite suffering to do "force vomit".
therefore this might be the second time i having food poisoning after my first experience back in 2011.
anyways, the murderer for causing my food poisoning case was this "Dozo seaweed" that bought by one of my relative when he travel to Thailand as below.
after having a bread, i took 2 pieces of Panadol and went to sleep.
the moment i woke up again was 7.30pm and feeling not well.
therefore i asked my brother to fetch me to the nearby Sabrina clinic to get some treatment.
around 8.05pm we reached there and there was a lot of people.
after waiting about 45 minutes, it finally reach my turn and the doctor said if i come during this morning, my illness will probably cured by now as if i keep delay it, it will cause more and more complementary disease.
finally i arrived back home at 10pm and take all the medicine then went to rest.
before i end my post, i would like to share a meaningful Chinese story from "LeeXinYi page" as below.
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后悔，是人不满于现状时最常出现的情绪之一。
“现在我所拥有的怎么那么不够好，如果当初我可以怎样怎样，我今天就不会有这样的环境了。”
所以，后悔的产品是希望可以重来的念头。
最近一部叫《恋爱季节》的香港连续剧，对“重来”这种念头，用了有别于一般港剧的手法做了一个有意义的诠释。
故事说到女主角同时被两个男生追求，一位是家境富裕的律师，一位是开朗乐观的发型师。女主角本来想赴律师的约，可是却阴差阳错和发型师在了一起。
他们结了婚，原本以为可以快乐永远在一起，可是之后却因为女主角斤斤计较和不成熟的待人方法，让她和她的丈夫及婆婆之间闹得非常不愉快，结果丈夫要和她离婚。
故事说到这里，女主角气急说：“如果可以重来，当初我选的是律师，结果就不会这样。”
就在那时候，镜头playback回到去选择的关键一刻，女主角再次做了选择，和律师结了婚，可是结果并没有因为换了对象而变得好起来。律师还是因为女主角的恶略态度而要求离婚。
带你来到现在的日子的，是你自己的态度，和身边的客观因素无关。想过好日子，先改变自己的态度吧。
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basically the story was about the cause of problem was actually cause from your own problem about how your personality and attitude.
often time we always hope that "how great if i can rewind back my life" to change those mistake but it seems useless because it was your own attitude that cause those problem arrise.
perhaps it is useless for me to share my own "failed experience" to people because it is useless because people will not feel appreciate when the things haven happens.
therefore it might be a waste of my time too for sharing so much in the online atmosphere as people just don't care.
furthermore, it might explain why the society is becoming more cruel and cruel where all the so call "good guy" start to disappear which is a GOOD scenario right?
=D