well, i think the reason i woke up such late was mostly because yesterday think too much about whether i really like marketing or not.
then i just phoned my friend since there is so much miss call from him during this morning.
somehow he told me that it is better to change all Malaysia currency (RM) to pound sterling (£) now as the currency exchange for it now will be lower because they had forecast it will increase during next month.
therefore this might explain why those people who play Forex can earn so much money by just doing almost nothing productive other than speculating the flow of currency everyday.
sorry if i get anyone offended if saying those "Forex investor" did not do anything productive because i feel it really did not create much value to the society in term of creating job opportunity and etc.
so if you imagine you got RM100,000 now and exchange at the rate of RM4.60 now and then sell back when it raise until RM4.90 per pound, you will eventually earn about RM6,500+ within 2 month without need to work for anyone. (problem here is do you have that amount of money now?)
this theory is just same like those bank keep printing a lot of money that created out of nothing and get a lot of people to borrow money from them which eventually explain how they can be so rich by just managing money where all of us will work hard for it.
anyways, i don't think i have the authority to judge "productivity" as myself did not do much productivity things too other than "whining" everyday. (=.=)
during the afternoon, mother cook some simple dish as our lunch.
then i just surf some information online and think about what i want to talk for this coming Monday meeting.
it is because my brother keep telling me to "tahan" (stay/endure) there until they sack me because "poor people is like that one loh" in order to save some $$ according to him.
frankly speaking, my feeling for myself at the company seems to be like i am just a "cheater/scammer" because i will leave soon but still act like nothing happens and they were having more trust on me.
besides, i just "accidentally" found my Japanese boss blog's when his Japan friend posted it in his FB wall.
well, his blog was written in Japanese language using (Ameba/Ameblo) blogging platform and it was quite hard for me to read as i just use the Google Translate to English.
basically he was 32 years old this year and had stay until now when he first time came to Malaysia in 2004.
somehow i do feel quite motivated to read on his post because it was his personal logs about his experience working with Malaysian people and travel so far all the way from Japan.
i don't think much people will really capture those price tag of those fruit picture from shopping mall because it looks so common as a local people.
moreover, it was true that the cost living in Japan was so high when he talk about the food here is so cheap compare to his own country.
anyways, he just updates about 1 to 7 blog post every month and i truly admire his bravery to explore the international market from each different country.
in fact, he has a very high loyalty and love to his own Japan country unlike some typical Malaysian people like me having the thought of "since Malaysia don't like us, what for we like Malaysia" right?
besides, i realized that MSC company seems to be having unlimited working visas in Malaysia which eventually attract a lot of foreigner to invest in our country.
in conclusion, i just keep having the "guilty" feeling when i keep stay longer at the company because i will leave soon and did not deliver the expected result after used almost RMX,XXX advertising every week.
i believe if i having such performance in those typical Chinaman company, i will eventually get sack immediately rather like what i encounter now where "it is still okay to make loses" for Japan company.
during the evening, i start to feel tired and went to take a nap.
the moment i woke up again was 7.40pm and went to take my dinner.
around 8.30pm i closed all the light to support the Earth Hour Malaysia 2013 but my PC still turning on.
well, Earth Hour is a worldwide event organized by the World Wide Fund for Nature (WWF) and held towards the end of March annually to encourage households and businesses to turn off their non-essential lights for one hour to raise awareness about the need to take action on climate change.
somehow i feel it is just like writing an "annual report" for myself when i look back my Earth Hour Malaysia 2012 blog post date on 31 March. (so fast another pass again)
on the other hand, i would like to share an interesting Thailand song "MV สวมเขา - แพรว จีรวรรณ [Official MV]" video as shown below or the link >>> Here.
at the first scene when the women teach the child about Thai alphabet, she said " Ko Kwai (Buffalow)" in one way, it means "donkey" which reflects foolish people that she tried to say that her friend is a fool.
in the second scene, the woman change the light bulb and the man ask what she's doing, she said, "change the bulb, so that I can see everything clearer" but the man doesn't know that she knew about their relationship between her friend and him.
at the last scene, the child asked what's the animal in the picture.
then she said "monitor lizard, can be male and female" that is usually used to scold bad people in Thai language which is something same like "bull shxt/fxck you" according to the comments.
at last, i would like to share a meaningful post about "Are you with the right partner" as below.
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During a seminar, a woman asked," How do I know if I am with the right person?"
The author then noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so he said, "It depends. Is that your partner?" In all seriousness, she answered "How do you know?" Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind, replied the author.
Here's the answer.
Every relationship has a cycle. In the beginning; you fall in love with your partner. You anticipate their calls,
want their touch, and like their idiosyncrasies.
Falling in love wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love.
People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet."Picture the expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something happened TO YOU.
Falling in love is a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few months or years of being together, the euphoria of love fades. It's a natural cycle of EVERY relationship.
Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts. The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship; you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.
At this point, you and/or your partner might start asking, "Am I with the right person?" And as you reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when relationships breakdown.
The key to succeeding in a relationship is not finding the right person; it's learning to love the person you found.
People blame their partners for their unhappiness and look outside for fulfillment. Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes.
Infidelity is the most common. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.
But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your relationship. It lies within it.
I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could. And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):
The key to succeeding in a Relationship is not finding the right person; it's learning to love the Person you found.
SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. You have to work on it day in and day out. It takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it demands WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make it work. Make no mistake about it.
Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your partner), Just as there are physical laws Of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. If you know how to apply these laws, the results are predictable.
Love is therefore a "decision". Not just a feeling.
Remember this always: God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let GO! ♥
Happiest couple never have same character, they have the best understanding of their differences.
during the night, i having some "personal feeling" regarding my dad issues about the "UK stuff" that makes me "emos" and feeling incapable.
somehow really don't feel like talking about it partly because i afraid someone will see it (家家有本难念的经) and feel myself seems to be not "open" as last time when got to know some real life friend know that this anonymous guy in this blog is me.
guess it was true that keeping something "real" hardly pays the bills as we live in such a fake world where there is full or liars.
well, i think it is true that "a poor girl can chase a rich man but it is impossible for a poor boy to chase rich girl while a rich boy can chase a rich or poor girl" (没钱的女可以找有钱的男，没钱的男不可找有钱的女， 有钱的男可以找有钱跟没钱的女) due to "face problem" and own problem.
in fact, the reason why i did not chase any girl or having low confidence when saw any beautiful girl until now was because i have a thought of "i am a poor guy now where i can't promise i can give the happiness to the girl" due to this is reality world and there is no such things as "bread love" (爱情喝水饱)
seriously i do feel myself having same thought like the "Justfriend" blogger when he share his opinion but it is in Chinese. (生活是现实，所以我都不敢找另一半因为我没钱，没那个勇气给她幸福~ 我要她跟我一起幸福不是辛苦，所以一个人痛苦好过两个人痛苦~ 没本事就别结婚；就算结婚也不要生小孩因为你会害了那小孩)
the only thing i can have was my "imaginative love" because there is no need to be responsible to anyone.
maybe i need "love" badly and that's the reason why i keep feel "lonely".
LOVE me please?
