well, i still manage to check on some email reply and quickly get myself prepared to work.
around 9.20am i reach KL Sentral and quickly walk to the office after bought the marble cake as my breakfast as usual.
during the morning, i was working out all the campaign report and think of a better way to present to my boss later for the afternoon meeting.
it is because i do feel there is some wrong decision that we made which resulted a bad performance for the advertising campaign.
around 1pm we went to have our lunch at Mayflower food court that is near Brickfields areas and i ordered the "Prawn Ho Fun" (noodles) again because i liked it so much.
in fact, i have been eating it for continuously four days during last week.
somehow i realized it was actually my own problem for not able to talk much just like what i encounter during my college life with my classmate.
upon back office, i do the final check up and recall back what i want to say for the meeting.
when the meeting start, i was nervous whenever i sit beside the Japanese boss.
during the moment when i presenting, my mind couldn't focus much when other's people looking at me when i explaining the performance report.
anyways, i am able to "cover" the bad performance by focusing on the good side of other marketing campaign activity.
finally i got relief when the meetings ends around 4pm.
after that, i went to contact with some publisher and admins.
well, i do feel quite "angry+frustrated" because one of the publisher have increase the advertising price to 3 times than what we had agree and executed last time.
therefore this might prove that human are more greedy from time to time.
in fact, i start to realized actually more and more "funny+love+targeted relationship keyword" page have been created in order to earn advertising money.
it is because if you have more people liked your page, you will eventually attract a lot of advertiser.
somehow i do asked myself what's is my final intention for "copy+paste" others funny/memes picture to my Lonely Reload FB page and what i want was just hope that someone will notice my existence since i was not a "leng zai" (handsome) guy type.
furthermore, i feel that most of my "marketing idea" that i have seems to be like "copy paste others people ideas" as myself was not consider as a creative person.
well, i quite agree with the quotes below talking about original and authenticity.
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perhaps this might be one of the way to make myself in order to feel better when i copy+edit things when i am out of creative ideas.
around 6.40pm i make a move from office and took LRT back.
during the moment at train, there is something that caught my attention where i not sure what is the language that the foreigner talking which is either Korean or Japanese language.
besides, i do saw some beautiful girls from China and Austria where i think this might be one of the "entertainment" when taking public transport.
around 7.25pm i reach Wangsa Maju and went to have my dinner at Kopitiam Desa.
somehow i do feel quite "funny+emos" when the noodle's Aunty said "a guy should be playful during young age and be loyal to one girl when you're old" which might be true.
seriously i did questioned myself why everyday i seems like having those kind of "sad+emos" feelings because no one would really care how you feel as i keep remind the Chinese sentences. (再怎么痛，再怎么难过，人家也看不到，也不会心疼你，你难过给谁看？)
well, i think maybe i seems to "enjoyed" (crazy) with this kind of sad feelings due to the surrounding just like the weather was raining when i walking in the "tiny rain" as the bus stopped near my KL house and make me suddenly think of the "Yu Shi Tian De" (雨是甜的) song.
anyways, i just feel so tired when i arrived home at 7.55pm and just lay down on the bed.
the moment i woke up again was 10.10pm and i feel that i was lucky that i did not sleep until morning because i have something haven finish do.
then i just surf some information and watch some news.
somehow i do feel quite "sucks" to be a busybody by reading the "confession page" as he feel guilty when his senior technicians influenced/bring him to find "prostitute" while he was working as an engineer in the Japanese MNC.
well, i just feel that reading other's people story just can make it as a reminder for ourselves for not following their mistaken footstep when he say "Never ever ever try it once, you will regret for the rest of your life" which might be true for any "virgin" boy out there.
on the other hand, i do have a "evil" thought that he shouldn't blame himself to go for it because he was rejected a few times by girls and guess this might be the last "solution/hope" for any "lonely+sad" guy?
anyways, i feel that i should be thankful to my "blogging activities" because it had become a platform for me to release my frustration/stress and "anger" feelings rather than choosing smoking or go for "p" right?
furthermore, the benefits of blogging can be like "stalking" beautiful girl when i saw one of it from Camy Blog but sadly the girl (white colour shirt with a cute smile) already have a boyfriend.
perhaps this is what people say about "whoever take the action first to chase any girl will definitely have an advantage" which might explain why so many 25~30 years old guy want to chase those girls that ranged from 18~24 years old right?
before i end my post, i would like to share an interesting video that i just watch which is "Starcraft II: Heart of the Swarm All Cutscenes" as below or the link >>> Here.
somehow i do looking forward to play the "pirate version" of it as i don't have $$ to buy original. (>.<)
at last, i might "endure/hold" myself in this company before i get my SHU confirmation letter on this coming 28th March.
honestly, i don't feel like working when i think about the UK stuff because it demotivates me to perform well and i would be "dead" if my superior know that i have such thought.
overall today's mood was just "so-so" only when i think about the "cutting cost" part for company because it will just make myself having more things to do when i promised to manage "something" by myself during the meeting.
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