after that, i get myself prepared because mother's say it was "Guan Yin Mah" (Chinese God) birthday and we need to have vegetarian as our meal.
around 1pm we make a move from home and went to a temple near Eng Ann as shown picture below.
it is because i feel myself seems to be not a "good guy" when i feel that anyone who do something must have some reason such as want to earn money for helping others people. (i am money minded?)
anyways, the food there was quite nice and it is free of charge (not sure what's is the intention) which is maybe today's is a special day.
during the afternoon, we went to Aeon Jusco Bukit Raja because sister want to buy something for her baby.
upon arrived there, i just went to the Popular bookstore and i saw they're giving extra RM50 popular voucher if you spend your RM250 BR1M book voucher at there.
somehow i was attracted with a book named "Ge Mei Lia Comic Story" (哥妹俩漫画故事) as the content was quite interesting and funny although it is a book for 10-18 years old people. (guess i was too childish+immature to read this kind of book?)
for the first "Scare Ghost" story, it is about there's the drug dealer hide their drug inside the abandon castle (looks like Kellie's Castle located near Batu Gajah) and created a ghost story to prevent other's tourist to visits the castle.
as for the second story about "Positive Life", it is about the father get sack by the company after working for 15 years and afraid to tell his family that he was jobless.
the sentences i like most from the second story was "In life, we will face a lot of difficulties and obstacles, why don't we face it with a positive attitude as life stills goes on no matter how hard is it" (人生难免有挫折，不管多困难，日子一样还得过下去，那何不以积极态度去面对难关呢) as shown below.
then the person who rent was a girl and tells her story about his father who was a "funeral seller" (长生店) to "Ge Me Lia" and say's she was proud of his father as her father told her life's is full of different person and job, it is how we see it as long as we respect and responsible with the job we do.
the fourth "Hainan Chicken Rice" story was about the jobless father plan to sell chicken rice with his brother and face some difficulties.
as for the fifth "She is my Mother" story, i just feel it is quite a touching story because her mother was married to a guy who is gambler/smoker/bad, then she divorce him and get married with another guy.
however, the gambler guy did not happy when she get married again and splashed acid to her face after some times and the guy she married with divorced her after she was pregnant.
then now left mother raise her baby alone.
the story continued with her daughter (grown up baby) was too embarrass to tell her friend about her mother's face but until one day, her mother get was knocked by a car when finding her daughter who was keep avoiding her when her friend's around.
anyways, the 6th, 7th and 8th story i could not recall back much as i had forgotten now.
after that, father went to the factory and i helped to carry some of the printed material (around 30,000pcs) to another client house.
somehow i admit that i have the childish thought which is "why still continue do oh as it sound useless" but when i ask back myself again, it seems that i did not help much other than keep complain how failed is the printing business was.
finally i reach back home at 4.30pm.
then father went to "pluck" the coconut and i in charge of cutting it as shown picture below.
around 7pm i went to have some vegetarian noodles as my dinner.
after that, i helped mother to fold the "Hell Paper Money" for the Qing Ming Festival (清明节) although it is not the official day as shown below.
later on, i saw something about the Forge Sheffield picture shared by some friend which make me feel quite "emos" although "something" had passed so long.
in fact, i did ask myself what's is the reason for delaying to go UK during last year when i did not go to resit the exam during February 2012 and ended up repeat my semester.
anyways, i just can keep comfort myself that no use to check back or see what's had happened last year.
after that, i check the click stream for the "marketing result" and it seems that it was quite bad which i have a bad feeling again that i will "die" on this coming Monday meeting.
well, i do asked myself is it whether is the text, picture, link shorten or the placement was wrong about the campaign but i still don't know what's the problem.
frankly speaking, my heart want to resign but i just feel it might be like i am avoiding the problem when things does not happen in the way i want instead of facing it like a man.
therefore this had make me feel quite frustrated and contradict as i did not contribute much to the company which is like taking FREE salary when i kept staying there.
in fact, i do know it might probably my personality and attitude problem for having this feeling.
luckily i don't have girlfriend or anyone who was closed to me will care about me. (self comfort? T.T)
in addition, i feel it might be true about the Anonymous saying that the reason i continue to blog was because i hope the people who really care for me in my know want to get better and feeling happier. (Thanks!)
regarding the "Maybank stealing poor people money silently" post, i think it was my mistake for not checking on other bank charge for every withdrawal.
perhaps i should just withdraw RM500 in a time instead of RM50 by RM50 instead of getting extra charges.
before i end my post, i would like to share the "10 Things that won't be bought with Money" as shown below.
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1) Money can buy a house, but not a home.
2) Money can buy a bed, but not sleep.
3) Money can buy a clock, but not time.
4) Money can buy a book, but not knowledge.
5) Money can buy food, but not an appetite.
6) Money can buy position, but not respect.
7) Money can buy blood, but not life.
8) Money can buy medicine, but not health.
9) Money can buy sex, but not love.
10) Money can buy insurance, but not safety.
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anyways, don't treat it seriously as there is no right and wrong about this issue.
what was important was to be happy afterall.
=D