then i just get myself prepared to work although i "don't feel like going" to work.
around 9.15am i arrived KL Sentral and went to buy the marble cake as my breakfast again. (=.=)
upon arrived to office, i just continue to write the report from last week campaign performance.
somehow my heart keep "pounding" very fast as while writing the report as it is consider quite bad after spend those marketing $$ again.
beside, i couldn't finish the report when the time reach almost afternoon and i was worry about how to present it to my boss later.
around 12.45pm i went to have my lunch with one of my colleague at Mayflower food court again because i like the Ho Fun noodles so much.
suddenly i just feel relief when my colleague say the Japanese boss was still in the Taiwan trip and haven came back yet.
besides, today was known as April fools which is widely recognized and celebrated as a day when people play practical jokes and hoaxes on each other.
somehow i just prank my colleague that he dropped something and do feel myself quite "childish".
anyways, i would like to wish you all to have a Happy April Fools day 2013.
moreover, the feeling is just like doing "financial reporting" from last year 2012, 2011, 2010 and 2009 where i can read back about my thought during that day.
while looking back the post, i do feel myself tends to be "growing" a little regarding the blogging style and did having many thought as usual from last time.
however, i still refuse to put "Capital Letter" for every starting word after full stop because i am used to write in small capital letter although my academic paper will definitely write in capital letter.
during the evening, my friend phoned to confirm the booking air ticket to Manchester United Kingdom (UK) for this coming May when i paid him RM300 via online transfer.
somehow i do feel quite "money pain" as i had withdraw another RM300 from the Maybank ATM because i don't want them to charge extra if i make 4 or more cash withdrawal in a month.
on the other hand, i was feeling quite "worry" when i still did not resign because the longer i stay in the company, the more relationship will be built as my superior invited me to his next coming wedding dinner.
around 6.40pm i make a move from office and still think about whether i should resign or not because i feel "guilty" for not helping much after used a lot of ads $$.
when i arrived Wangsa Maju at 7.20pm, i went to have economy rice as my dinner.
finally i reach back home at 7.45pm and this might be the most early that i ever reach to home after work.
after that, i just received the offer letter from Sheffield Hallam University by Philip Bloor when i ask one of my housemate to go school take for me as below.
somehow i do have the feelings of standing in the middle which is "Go or Not, Go or Not?" as i still have the final decision to decide.
it is because if i told them tomorrow about my resignation, everything might seems to be changed including those facial expression if my intention was to
later on, i continue to search some information and see some news.
well, it seems that my "lonelyreload.com" domain name will be expire at the end of this month and i had just renewed it using Google Wallet as below.
in addition, i think i had gained some experience with my own exploration about the FB ads when i track back my Paypal payment to Facebook from 1st April 2012 to 1st April 2013 as below.
for over 1 year duration, i just counted that i received around $280 but spend about $160+ when i track back the activity from 1st April 2012 as below.
in fact, after my GA account has been banned few years ago, i didn't really have the motivation to apply back after tried few method but finally approved when i use my friend's ID.
guess the moral of this story is keep trying and trying instead of giving up or whining/blame somethings.
besides, i still think that staying anonymous is a good compare to showing up real face because you can keep protect/deny anything that you write online even thought it is related to political issues. (irresponsible? coward? no balls? LOL~)
moreover, i like the quotes saying that "Give a man a mask and he will tell you the truth" which explain why do people question or answer anonymously because in certain answers, people was afraid that their opinion might affect their life if they express it out using real identity.
regarding this matter, this also explain why some people can scold vulgar words without thinking much in the online forum because no body will really know/care who they are.
as for myself, the reason i still blogging anonymous was because i don't want my real life friend (although 1~5 people know) that i have such a "childish/immature" thought as well as a super "emos+negative" guy.
in term of anonymous, we are everyone and we are no one; we are anonymous, we do not forgive, we do not forget just like the picture below.
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