! A Growing Teenager Diary !

today i woke up at 11.35am.
well, i was awakened by a friend's call asked me to ask the STA travel agent whether our airline ticket have prepared or not as they don't answer my friend call.
then i just phoned them and the first call was hanged up as they can't listen clearly.
at the second time i phoned them, they just answered that "we will tell you in your email when we received the air ticket from the airline that in charge to issue it" and i can sense the voice tone seems like blaming the another party for not issuing the ticket.
frankly speaking, i just feel that it's sounds like it was my fault to ask about it when she answered in a little "annoying tone" to me but i believe anyone would ask about it since it is just 10 days left before we depart to UK and the flight ticket still not ready yet after we made payment?

therefore i assume this might be the so call as typical Malaysian type of "after sales service" (ass) and guess my friend was right that our country still haven ready yet for the next level of marketing service.
in fact, i think they should at least phone us to notify us that we shouldn't need to worry about the air ticket instead of just letting us wait. (actually i was afraid that they "run" away with the $$~ >.<)
during the afternoon, mother just cooked some noodles as our lunch.
somehow i do feel myself seems to be a little "useless" as i choose to sleep rather than doing something useful such as reading some books that can improve my English.
the moment i woke up again was at 6.10pm.
after having my dinner, i continue to surf some information and settle some necessary stuff that need to be submitted or take note in UK.

well, i do faced some difficulties when filling up the SHU online pre-enrollment form as i can't login and found out that the username was something start with "b10XXXXX" when i send an email to their support stuff for solving my problem.
anyways, i was facing some problem to choose the 14-19 advanced diploma level 3 and it took me about 15 minutes finish fill up the form as shown below.

besides, i just read the senior advice for Sheffield Tarc and found it is quite useful to take some note and precaution before departing there as below.
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For those who are going to the UK on this coming summer, here are a summary of the basic stuff that you might find helpful for your summer course, I will include some basic stuff you need to bring over and what you should not bring.

Essential documents
1) Passport.
2) Valid driving license (make sure you renew your license before you come as Malaysia driving license can be used in the United Kingdom for a period of 1 year from the day you enter UK. Believe me, a road trip in the UK with your mates are very fun indeed)
3) Passport size photos.
4) Bank draft and proof of financial evidence as the immigration requires you to show your proof of financial before allowing you to enter the UK.

For your studies
1) Laptop. (mouse, speaker, mic and webcam if needed)
2) Thumb drive or CD-R/W. (MUST save a copy for all files every month/week)
3) Two pin plug. (MUST! UK don't have such thing) for laptop and phone charger, rechargeable batteries. (you will have enough power point at hostel,extension cord not needed, most rooms have six power points) *Only applicable if you are going to travel to Europe, UK plug is same as Malaysia plug (if you plan to travel to Europe, get a power adapter that can be used in various countries and continents. I bought mine for about RM20, it's a good investment)
4) Bag, ALL stationery and pencil case. (expensive there!)
5) External hardisk. (the connection over here is real good so some of you guys might do some serious downloading, your existing hardisk might not be able to store all the heavy downloads. Go get 1 500GB external hardisk which costs you less than RM400 and of course, this is optional.)

For your health and living
1) Basic medicine for flu, cold, cough, headache, gastric etc. (very important)
2) Basic first aid. (e.g. yokoyoko)
3) Nail cutter. (here, it cost around 3 pounds = around RM20 each!!!)
4) Toothbrush. (toothbrush around RM7+ each in UK)
5) Cotton and cotton buds.
6) Small tissue pack. (no need to bring a lot, most of the public toilets have tissue paper provided)
7) Bath towel.
8) Clothes hanger. (just bring a few of it, you can request to keep the clothes hanger when you shop at Primark)
9) Clothes brush. (pre-paid washing machine is approx 2 pounds for washing and 1 pound for drying, you need to do the laundry once per week or if you can stand it, maybe once every 2 weeks, so you do the math yourself and yes, you can hardly find any brush over here, during my time, we were given two free tokens weekly as one for the washer, one for the dryer)

10) Slipper, socks.
11) Shaver.
12) Lingeries, bras, stocking, panty liners and pad. (for gals)
13) Pepper spray or personal alarm. (expensive there)
14) Very strong folded umbrella. (strong winds + crazy weather in UK! REMEMBER TO ASK FOR THE TOUGH ONE)
15) Digital camera and rechargeable batteries. (for your sweet memories)
* for shower gel, toothpaste, shampoo and lotion, just bring one week supply or travel pack. Here, they have cheaper daily use products. (such as Tesco, they have their own brand of shampoo and shower gel, it's really cheap!) * Sewing kit, can get a set from 1 pound shop, share with friends.

Food
If you still have space for luggage:
1) Special seasoning or dried cooking paste. (e.g. curry powder, bakkutteh and chili sauce, they don't have chili sauce over there)
2) Some special dried food. (e.g. Chinese mushroom)
3) Some instant noodles for the first few weeks when you are still not comfortable going out to eat and too lazy to cook proper meal.
4) Milo and some local coffee you like as those that are available here tastes a little different from what you usually drink. (* Don't bring biscuit or cookies as the cookies here are seriously 10 times better than Malaysia's cookies and its cheap too.

P/S: I am not sure about this, but please don't bring dried seafood over as I've been told that if you get caught, you going to receive severe penalty for the possession of it. Ask you parents to send it over.
(Chinese grocery stores have almost everything but just a bit expensive, only bring things which is special or hard to find if you still have space for luggage)
* Please DON'T bring your own cutlery, frying pan, cup, mug, plate or whatever, your student accommodation will provide every single one of you your own set.
* Rice cooker? not advisable, we usually cook rice using the pot supplied by the halls and we are quite good at it. You can buy rice cooker here at reasonable price as well.

For partying / clubbing (although not encouraging, but i know u will ignore my advise)
Not sure whether you wanna attend the freshman party or dinner organize by uruni, they normally organize it during the first month of admission. (you might wanna wear tie, coat, leather shoe, high heels or put on make up) For my year, they organised a summer beach party so those formal wears are not required. (the theme for my year was summer beach party too)
* Please don't clubbing too much, it's not safe to travel at night!

Banking
You are not required to open a HSBC account in Malaysia and transfer the money here, its quite troublesome. Just go and buy a bank draft and open an account over here. Usually, SHU will give you guys a bank letter for Natwest. The letter is required for you to open an account as a proof that you are a student over here. Usually they will distribute the letter during enrollment day.
Please go and book for bank appointment A.S.A.P or after you get your bank letter. The system in UK is all based on appointment and if you are late, you going to wait for ages to set up your account. For Natwest, they will give you a debit card (Solo), credit card and cheque book which is rather useful for online purchasing.
** Read the terms and condition properly and DON'T SIMPLY SET UP DIRECT DEBIT WITHOUT PUTTING MONEY IN YOUR STEP ACCOUNT, YOU WILL BE CHARGE 60 POUNDS FOR IT AND DON'T DO LATE PAYMENT FOR YOUR CREDIT CARD, I HAS BEEN CHARGED 160 POUNDS FOR LATE PAYMENT AND HANDLING FEES, DAMN IT!)

For telecommunication
It's not easy to get a post-paid mobile phone connection as you need a good credit score (i.e, debit card balance) to sign for free phone and contract, so its not advisable to sign up for a phone. You can use your malaysia mobile and get a pre-paid (there: pay-as-you-go) SIM pack from any mobile shop to kick off your UK "miserable" mobile phone experience. Welcome to the real world. (during my time, the uni gave each of us a SIM card from Nomi network, but most of us switched to Lebara network cause they offered free calls and SMS within the same network during summer, check it out)

Trip
Please don't simply sign up for trips as some of it are really not worthy. Some seniors might try to convince you guys desperately but you can always do some research on your own and ask for second opinion before committing yourself. Try to have some road trip ( For example, Scotland and Liverpool) it is an experience of a lifetime and it is fun, trust me). You are grown ups now and you don't need to be spoon fed right?
P/S: Manchester United fans can contact Andrew after you reach Sheffield. Most probably, he will be organizing another trip to watch Manchester United and you guys can get to watch the Champions in action in Old Trafford and for your information, he organised a trip to watch MU vs Juventus last year.

ADDITIONAL INFO FOR UK STUDENTS' LIFE
Map: You can find any destination in UK by just type in the UK postcode!
Try to search for LJMU or SHU, for example, Charlotte Court postcode is S24EQ), even look for places in Europe when u travel. (now also available for Malaysia! Yeah!) from this web: www.multimap.com , map.google.co.uk

Transportation - Rail
1) www.nationalrail.co.uk (consists of all rail network in UK, except Megatrain)
2) www.trainline.co.uk (consist of all rail network in UK, except Megatrain)

Individual train companies
1) www.megatrain.co.uk (just 1 pound if book earlier!)
2) www.virgintrains.co.uk
3) www.silverlink-trains.com
4) www.gner.co.uk
5) www.centraltrains.co.uk
6) www.northernrail.org
7) www.midlandmainline.co.uk
8) www.firstgreatwestern.co.uk
* All linked with each other, sometimes have promotional price, usually 4 travel together can get discounted rate, check it frequently for any special deal.
* Alternatively, log on to www.youngpersons-railcard.co.uk , if you stay for more than a year there, check this out see whether it's worth apply for student railcard.

Coach
1) www.megabus.co.uk (only 1 pound if book earlier!)
2) www.nationalexpress.co.uk (always have FUNFAIR for 1 pound only, check it out!)
*and some intercity coach info available in all local tourist info center.

Budget airlines
1) www.skyscanner.net (one stop website for all budget airlines in uk!)
2) www.ryainair.co.uk
3) www.easyjet.co.uk
4) www.bmibaby.co.uk / www.flybmi.co.uk

Transportation to airport
1) www.nationalexpress.co.uk
2) www.easybus.co.uk
3) www.greenline.co.uk
4) www.transsvision.co.uk

PLEASE GO TO KLIA EARLIER
- Check in earlier to get a better seat / to sit with your friends. (or else talk to yourself for more then 13 hours!)
- Don't bring overweight luggage as some of the staff of certain airlines (Etihad and Emirates) won't allow even 32 kgs for check in and going to charge you for it.
* Remember to keep all important document in hand luggage and label your big luggage. (your name, uni name and UK address, contact number) and lock it when aboard. Keep your uni add and contact number handy (for emergency).
* I might miss out some of the things here.
*This copy is edited from the one I received previously from Ms.Lim and Andrew so credits goes to them. All the comments are made from a neutral perception as I don't get any credits from the seniors. You can always ask for second opinion.
P/S: In Short, what you need to bring is MORE FOOD and LESS clothes! Heed this advice, else you'll regret like me! Cannot buy all the things that you want because of luggage allowance.
Have a safe journey, all the best and enjoy your days in UK! =D
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overall i feel that this would be the last thing i take note before departing to there.
honestly, i did think a little about my past because most of my classmate had went there and now only left few people that i know.
sometime i just can keep telling myself that "no use to keep crying over a split milk" and should keep looking forward by appreciating what i have.
besides, i realized all the while the reason i have the "jelly" feeling was due to can't get something.
for example, when i read a post in the forum about someone had won 70K SGD from gambling in Singapore, i tends to be "jelly" especially he post the picture as below.

then i realized that what for "jelly" for something that should not be proud such as winning money from gambling activity right?

at last, today's date was quite special as it is "520" (我爱妳) which means "I love you" in Chinese and i saw many people post their happy coupling status.
somehow i just have some feelings toward the "連詩雅 Shiga - I'm still loving you (喜愛夜蒲電影主題曲)" song as shown below.

actually i do have a feeling of want to find the Chinese fortune teller to ask about my love fate but it seems useless as what can i do if i know it?
in addition, i feel that my life nowadays was like the picture below.

perhaps i was "too free" and resulted me to think so much things again.
>.<

today i woke up at 2.10pm.
somehow i still feel tired when wake up at such late time as i had been sleep very late yesterday.
after that i just went to have my lunch as usual that prepared by mother.
then i continue to read some news and search some information as it had became my daily routine.
well, i was thankful to the feedback that i get yesterday regarding the senior advice for Sheffield Tarc and just feel that sometime it is good to have extra information about the STA travel agency
besides, i do feel that the "Mrs anonymous" really understand me well when she stated that the reason why i always feel "jelly" that eventually lead to sadness was just because i always feel that i lack of something when i still thinking on the past.
perhaps she was right that i always think so much was because i don't have an exact goal.

on the other hand, "Twilight" was right that i hardly visits other bloggers nowadays and if i got also comment in a very short post.
frankly speaking, visiting other's people blog was actually a "tactics" to get some feedback about the problem i faced during last time because in order for others people to care about your problem, you must care other people's problem first.
moreover, i do spend some ads $$ in FB, Google, SEO and etc to promote this blog for "testing" something that i am not sure.
however, when i discover "someone" that i know in real life had discover the author of this blog, i start to afraid of many things because i wrote a lot of my personal secret in this blog such as the girl that i like and i believe most of the guy don't want people to know the girl that they like right?

in fact, a diary should be kept as personal as possible just like how our secondary time writing a diary in a book where only ourselves can see it but i just change the olden style of writing diary by using blog.
as time goes by, i start to feel that it is not very comfortable when i want to say something that can hurt someone that know me in real life if "they" found out that i have such negative thought.
therefore this is the reason why i always say that "i want someone to read my story, but not someone" and i still finding the solution to fix this problem.
moreover, i do feel even "funnier" when i include some sponsored post or advertisement because it is like writing some extra thing that is not related much with my life.
however, you must understand the "motive" why i write so much of my feelings was actually because i feel so "lonely" and just want someone who can care a little about me although it sounds like an "attention whore".

well, this concept is just like having a partner as your partner will care about your feelings right?
anyways, you can "scold" or accuse anything about me for having such "weird hobby" because it is so hard to explain to someone who don't know about you.
if you're my friend, you will believe the things i said and if you're not, no matter what i say also become useless because no matter how hard i try to explain something, it will just get even worse.
therefore i just hope that you guys can understand the reason why i "over-reacted" in such a way sometime.
seriously there is so much thought running in my mind again although i tried not to think about.
honestly, i start to feel that maybe this is the time for me to close my blog as i believe every blogger will have their "rising and closing" time although i keep say want to close but still continue writing everyday about my thought because i haven found the suitable time to say "bye bye" to this blog.

during the evening, i just installed the Avast Free Antivirus 2013 and found it is quite useful as below compared to the Avira premium that i bought but uninstall it.

the advantage of the Avast do provide boot scanning option and i just spend my time reading the how to get No1 on Google book that i bought few day ago.
well, the book really teach some method and i just feel it is true about the long term SEO and organic search traffic listing as sometime it might takes years to get ranked.
around 8pm i went to have my dinner, then continue to surf some information and saw a video that "scared" me about "Acne Coverage Foundation Routine" by Elaine Mokk as below or the link >>> Here.

besides, i would like to share 2 meaningful article which is "The 20 Things You Need To Accomplish In Your 20s" and "The 20 Mistakes You Don’t Want To Make In Your 20s" from Elite Daily.

according to the article, our 20s are extremely important, formative years of our lives. It is primarily the time where we transition into adulthood. All of the habits and things we achieve in this time period are sure to be the foundation for the years to come. Many people use this time as an excuse to act reckless with the idea that they can turn things around when they get older. Although there are such things as second opportunities, you must understand that with the growing level of global competition, your chances for a second opportunity greatly decrease. Instead of wasting your 20s being drunk and partying, it will be more beneficial for you to actually start getting your life together. Being 20 and young is no longer a valid excuse to do what you want. Life doesn’t get any easier and it is crucial that you use this time to position yourself in order to give yourself a competitive advantage in the future. Our 30s can be very successful, or a complete failure, all depending on what we learn and how much effort we put in during our 20s.
seriously i was totally speechless after i read that article.
anyways, this blog post was actually a confessions of a lonely anonymous blogger that is about me.
what i can really do was just face the problem with positive attitude.
=)

today i woke up at 1.30pm.
well, look likes nothing much have changed although i had set the alarm at 10am but i still close it and went to sleep back.
after that, i just have my lunch as usual before surfing the internet for my so call "finding opportunities" from my own research about what things i should create.
seriously it was so true that there was so many other "temptations" and distraction around me that caused me to stop doing the things that i should do.
somehow i tends to rather spend my time looking those funny and meaningful picture than reading another useful books although i know they said that the decisions you make are truly what dictate your future, as the weak fall and only the strong survive in this society.

anyways, i do have two different thought which is one is positive and another is negative when looking at those picture as below.
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Positive : The prisoner is positive when think it with a good way that he have the freedom although the guard scolded him with all those vulgar word.
Negative : The prisoner should defend himself by scolding back.

Positive : The abandon child was happy to receive the "gift" although it was teddy box that being thrown out from car.
Negative : The abandon child should throw back the box back to the children.

Positive : The poor couple was happy to eat those leftover food by having a "romantic candlelight" dinner.
Negative : The poor couple shouldn't eat those food that being thrown out.

Positive : The child should assume everyone is good.
Negative : The child might think why those people are so fake treating their beloved for own benefits.
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anyways, it was just my thought when looking those picture and i believe different people will look it in a different ways as i shared about the Poorfag Chan post before.
besides, i feel that some people just like to see how "suffer" others people was just like the picture below.

in fact, i start to feel myself whether i am one of it as i like to post some so call "interesting" picture that i found online in my FB page.
around 7.20pm i went to have my lunch and mother cooked some delicious food that i like.
besides, my parents keep asked me about the STA travel tickets because they were afraid that i might get cheated when i haven receive the email from them.

anyways, i would try to call again and hopefully can take it tomorrow.
while stumble on some blog and picture, there is a picture that caught my attention was about "All of us are going to die one day" by Zenpencils as below.

seriously i feel that it is so meaningful that "When everyone in the world admits they're going to die, we will really start getting some stuff done" in that comic strip.
later on, i just start to look into the Android development book and start my first step application setup as shown below.

in fact, i think that the reason i do it was because feeling "guilty" for not doing much useful stuff for today.
moreover, i think why i have such "lonely confession" was probably too free again.
at last, i just hope that i can proceed the things that i should do after i had found the keyword for it's domain name to create my "project".
=D

today i woke up at 12.50pm.
then i just received a SMS from my friend saying that the STA travel flight ticket is ready for collect.
after having my lunch that prepared by mother, we make a move from house around 1.55pm as my father will fetch me to Klang KTM.
when i arrived there at 2.15pm, i saw a lot of other races taking the train and there was still not much Chinese people (about 5%) at there.
around 3.20pm i arrived KL Sentral and quickly walk to the monorail.
somehow there was a lady asking for direction and i just quickly guide her although i was in a rush condition.
well, there was a lot of people when i reach the KL Sentral monorail and was waited about 20 minute+ before it arrived.

however, when the train was moving to the Tun Sambanthan station, it stuck on the middle road and asked all of us to leave claiming it had a defection when reach the next station.
therefore i have to wait again but one of my friend was waiting me at STA travel agency as they say will close before 4.30pm.
at last i reach Imbi station at 4.15pm and quickly walk to the 10th floor of the STA agency.
well, there is few thing that need to be check when i received the flight ticket with other 3 cards such as the MSIG overseas student insurance, student ISIC and Hostelling International as shown below.

somehow i was finally feel relief because before this i had a "negative thought" that i afraid of getting "cheat" by them when i did not received any email after that.
anyways, everything clear now but seriously their service seems to be a bit slow.

moreover, i was happy because i finally can have the chance to sit the Airbus A380 (latest new flight?) and Boeing 777 because all the while i only able to sit the aeroplane from Air Asia and i had never travel so far before as shown from their website picture below.

after that, we walk around that area to check the currency exchange price for pound sterling (£) and it was different price from place to place.
at first we saw around RM4.69 per £ at Sungai Wang and another place outside there sell for RM4.68 while another place sell RM4.67 but it was out of stock.
the highest price that i saw was RM4.73 and we continue walk from Plaza Loywat, Sungai Wang, Fahrenheit 88, Pavilion and other money changer counter.
somehow i felt tired of walking and we went to the nearby Mc Donald to have our dinner around 6pm.

well, i was quite agree that my friend told me the reason i always feel "lonely and anti social" was just the mindset problem.
however, if i did not "treat this disease", i might need to eat medicine as one of his friend also having similar problem that eventually lead to "hand shaking+easily stress up" illness.
besides, i think it is no use to "jelly" others people especially girls have RM50K total to use in UK.
after that, my friend decided to change the pound sterling and euro notes where i also follow together but just change £100 for RM4.68 per pound but i feel something looks different from the £50 note that i received from the Angpao at the another day as below.

the reason why i don't want to change so much of the £50 note was because UK people normally accept £20 note in the shop.

after that, we walked to Times Square as i feel to watch a movie since my father will be free to fetch me around night time.
well, i just decided to watch the Star Trek Into Darkness movie at 7.15pm instead of Fast and Furious 6 as i feel to watch on next Monday with my friend as he did not join me for this movie.
below was the synopsis of the Star Trek Into Darkness movie.
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When the crew of the Enterprise is called back home, they find an unstoppable force of terror from within their own organization has detonated the fleet and everything it stands for, leaving our world in a state of crisis. With a personal score to settle, Captain Kirk leads a manhunt to a war-zone world to capture a one man weapon of mass destruction. As our heroes are propelled into an epic chess game of life and death, love will be challenged, friendships will be torn apart and sacrifices must be made for the only family Kirk has left.
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while watching this movie, i was quite "confuse" as i don't know the previous storyline about Star Trek.
anyway, i found it is quite funny when looking at the Spock character as he have the "Ah Beng look" as shown below.

however, the things i dislike from this movie was there was a scene (not sure is have sex or not) that had been censored but i found a picture from the internet about that scene as below.

in addition, i feel it sounds not very logic as so many crew member died when being attacked but they just focus the main character most of the time especially the Carol father who had killed by Khan.
anyways, feel free to watch the "Star Trek Into Darkness Official Trailer" as below or the link >>> Here.

overall i would rate this movie as a 2.5 out of 5 stars as my movie review partly because i don't know much of their story line and don't have much meaning inside.

around 9.35pm i finish watch the movie and quickly rush to the monorail to take train back to KL Sentral but there was a lot of people again.
well, i was scolded by my father because he expect me to reach Klang KTM around 10pm+.
somehow i start to have some "negative thought" again after get scold as i would put the "blame" to the train because it is not running smoothly.
therefore i just feel that Malaysia is just not ready yet to be a fully developed country looking at their train service as their schedule is not very punctual and often use "spoil here spoil there" as a reason of delay.
moreover, i also feel that the theory of living in this world seems to be as long as got money, you can have a faster way such as taking car, taxi or even a helicopter to reach a destination but the problem is i don't even have an own transport until now.

however, many people will say that if all people willing to travel by train or public transport, it would reduce the traffic congestion but the problem is not much people willing to take the train or public transport when the service from it seems to be terrible and even if they want, i feel it is just a hypocrite again.
for an example, if the Prime Minister can take the train together with us when going out, then i would be totally speechless and if he really does, that seems to be just a "show" for newspaper to write about it and i believe the whole train will be even having more delay when it is specially opened for him to take the train.
when i arrived at KL Sentral KTM at 10.15pm, the train was not punctual again.
during the moment at train, i was playing with the game but start to realized why the train keep stop and listened carefully to the announcement but couldn't hear clearly.
well, it seems like the train operator get's angry when someone did not follow what he want.

what i heard from the announcement seems to be like a guy was around the girl area and he just announce "kalau tak ikut arahan saya, saya takkan jalan" (if you don't listen my order, i will not run the train) to everyone listen.
one thing i heard from someone saying "chi xin" (crazy) and that's is the reason why i feel the train operator is wrong using his emotion to "playing" around.
therefore it just caused the train to delay again every station and i was speechless when thing is not running smooth.
around 11.45pm i reach Klang KTM and finally reach home at 12.05am although being "scold" again but i keep distract with UK things when talking with my father in the car.
then i just continue to search some information after getting myself prepared. (bath)

somehow i seems to be having a little "emotions" when i reading the feedback for the "Famous In A Bad Way" blog post where i get a feedback message as below.
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Awesome , you are the best :) scammers speaking about scammers , you are posting scam's storyes ( those that you belive they are and SOUND like a scam ) and the others fill your pockets reading your sh1ts on your blog :) happy day when it will be down , and your extra money for your RICE will be just something to remember ! I'll take care of this !
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at first i was angry because wondering whether did he read it properly about why i say the RM8000 for a Myvi car is a scam and he just accuse me as a scammer?
well, i just asked myself again that is there anything else i really feel annoying after he accused me and why i feel so angry?

then when thinking deeply, it seems that the answer was because i assume he think that i earn money from Google Adsense when visitor come to visits my blog but the fact is i don't earn from GA, even if Nuffnang also pay me peanuts as you can read back my first Nuffnang payment.
well, if i really want to write blog just for earning money, i can start from now onward keep writing sponsored review post and don't even need include a single sentences of my life just like creating a new car review, fashion blog, technology blog, food blog and others more right?
somehow i feel that human is always like this, when you give out your honesty, people will though you're fake, so i might understand why some people say no need be so real or giving FREE thing as most of the people will just take things for granted.
moreover, i am always ready to close down anytime after my "healing process" cure.

anyways, i think it is better for me to ignore those unhappy thing and focus on happy stuff.
on the other hand, the reason why i did not reveal my identity was because there is nothing to proud of since i had so much weakness, whined so much as girls don't like this type of guy because they will feel insecure to be with such an negative mindset guy.
therefore this will blog will just remain as a place for me to express the dark side of myself.
moreover, it is better stay anonymous because i can fully express what i fell about our "G" as there some unfair political issues happened without getting caught or be trouble in jail when sharing some sensitive picture just like below.

as you can see those people who protest for clean fair election will end up being caught while those people who cheer for "G" party can walk out freely and even get a lot of benefits.

after analyzing all the things that happened today, i really found a lot reason why i having such emotion.
it just seems like when i read those scam stories, i hate why they can so easily scam people; read those prostitute story, why those guy can so easily go for it; read those cheating girls story, why so many girl so stupid get cheated; read those success insurance/direct sales related/MLM/forex/property or anything related with money, how come they so easy earn money then just realized that it is all because they all are taking action doing something rather than sitting in front computer whining about life.
overall the things that make me hate and angry most for today was about waiting for the train issues while the things that make me happy was settle flight things and watching movie although the movie is not very nice.

finally i just keep "self comfort" my own feeling because if yourself don't care about your feelings, who will take care for you right?

perhaps i just want to prove about my existence in this life after writing so much and did wondering it is worth to use 3 hours+ just for writing this blog post?
in fact, why so serious about how other's people say about me because i can just ignore it and all of us are going to die one day after all.

LOL!
=)

today i woke up at 11.40am.
well, it was a Wesak Day and i would like to wish anyone who celebrate this day a Happy Wesak day.
actually when writing this post i still feel like writing an annual report again because i will look back the Wesak Day 2012 post to see what happened to me on that day.
somehow i do feel quite funny when reading back the last year post when talk about girls related things.
after i get myself prepared, father fetched us to the Klang Coast Buddhist Association (滨海佛学会) for prayer related things and my mother was at there too doing a volunteer work.
around 12.30pm we arrived there and it was full of people.
then we just have the vegetarian lunch at there although it taste not very nice. (>.<)
besides, there was a lot people queuing up to "bath the Buddha statue" but i did not join.

anyways, i just pray to the Buddha with praying stick as shown below. (picture taken from last year)

honestly, i start to feel myself seems to be having lesser faith to God. (OMG if i say such thing don't know will get any karma or not).
finally i arrived back home at 2.30pm.
then i just continue to watch some Hunter X Hunter anime and check out some latest news.
during the evening, i start to feel tired and fall asleep after that.
the moment i woke up again was around 7pm and my mother wanted to have dinner at Miao San Yuan vegetarian restaurant but i did not follow.
at the end, i just have KFC as my dinner although it is advisable to eat full day vegetarian during Wesak Day as a sign of respect.

during the night, i just looking more information and see some Anime as i was like waiting my time to end fast this coming day although there is so much things that need to be done.
in fact, i keep recall what my sister told me that the best time to learn new things is during student time because we are most free and if we came out work, we probably don't have much time to learn new things as after work, we will eventually feel tired and continue to repeat again and again thinking about those office work that need to be done.
around 10.20pm was the Chan Fong (大城心事) sharing program and below was the recording podcast from the story.
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1) 第一位（已婚四年 / 無小孩）：阿明明～感情問題，可能是因為她和丈夫性格不合加上自己幾度教唆他不要給家人那麼多錢而導致丈夫開始對她反感。(電話說到一半忽然間斷線)

2) 第二位：Apple～感情問題，和男朋友相處了三四個月左右開始出現狀況，因為她沒有向男朋友坦白說自己還有和前度男友聯絡，所以無形中間接產生更多的故事和誤會。【陳峰大哥認為她的男朋友很小氣，大男人注意，而且目中無人；所以她必須認清楚這個事實才能決定到底應不應該繼續和他交往下去】Part 1 + 2 >>> Here.

3) 第三位：Amy～感情事，她和老公結婚多年，自認丈夫是一個比較性格孤僻內向甚至也不怎麼愛說話的人，她擔心他可能是工作壓力的問題可是對方卻選擇沉默時常搞得家庭的氣憤很死氣沉悶。【陳峰大哥認為，她丈夫可能是因為在事業上得不到認同感，所以可能心情比較過得不踏實和不安】>>> Here.

4) 第四位：阿平～想問問關於做生意的問題，是關於所得稅的事項。

5) 第五位：Win～他說自己已經兩年沒有安心入眠，曾經嘗試吃過安眠藥也是沒有效用。【陳峰大哥認為這是他個人心理或壓力所導致，可能是自己的心裡在工作上有很多認為擔憂的事情和問題；不止沒有安全感而且還要求最尖銳和完美】Part 4 + 5 >>> Here.

6) 第六位：Kelvin～他想告訴之前那位聽眾說，如果他再這樣下去猜疑自己的太太結果就是只有離婚收場。

7) 第七位：阿凱～他覺得自己讀錯書了，因為時常無心向學也無法專心念書。【陳峰大哥給他的提示就是安排好自己的讀書時間，學會自律】Part 6 + 7 >>> Here.

8) 第八位：阿鐘（四十歲 / 已婚七年 / 銷售員）～他說自從和太太有了孩子之後就一直被太太頭不信任票，動不動就查他手機和問長問短。【陳峰大哥認為是他之前有過多次的犯罪記錄累積的前科，導致太太會時常懷疑而且對他的一舉一動沒有信心】>>> Here.

9) 第九位：阿文（在籍學生的年輕人 / 就讀法律系）～因為之前和老闆的一些誤會所以對方一直避開也不和他聯絡說話。【陳峰大哥認為這可能是他的性格太直率衝動，希望他再收練一些，時時刻刻保持清醒和冷靜的態度處事待人】>>> Here.

10) 第十位：Alice～她說她的老公也是很小氣的男人，每次吵架之後都是不會主動來挽回討好關係的那一方,她是不甘心每次都要自己成為先讓步的那位。【陳峰大哥讚揚她很疼愛自己的孩子，雖然每次和丈夫有很多小摩擦但是整體來說她的家庭生活還是美滿的；也可以借此機會當做是上天安排下來給她的一個修行和考驗】>>> Here.
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well, i just manage to listen few of it as i was doing other thing else but will continue listen back tomorrow.
besides, i feel it is so true about guy that don't ever let girls know that you're have a stubborn attitude and other negative stuff. (做男人不要那么小气和固执)
moreover, the number 5th guy sharing seems to be quite same with me as i keep worrying about the things that haven happen yet.

however, what i can say was it is not easy to keep think logically when you're in a stress mode.
one thing i found about myself was that i often need to depend on this kind of sharing to have a better positive feeling about myself because my mindset was not very good just like the picture below.

often time, i seems to like to focus and magnify the negative such just like how i receive the negative feedback from my yesterday post and when thinking deeply, only myself will feel hurt in the end right?
perhaps this is so true that a "concept" need to be often practice in order to keep have the same positive thought about it.
frankly speaking, i feel that writing this blog was quite insecure for me as i have a thought that i "die die also must delete all the content in this blog once i having a relationship" because no girl will like any guy who was so obsessed with something and being such a negative mindset will truly bring a lot of disadvantage to me.
at last, what i learn from the sharing program was don't always use those word "Hope" and replace with Will" because HOPE AND WILL have a VERY BIG DIFFERENT mindset.
therefore i WILL definitely be happier, i WILL not think back my past and definitely enjoy myself the most from the UK trip if i apply his sharing to my own concept.
before i end my post, it was so true about the Anonymous sharing regarding how we look at the water inside of a glass just like picture below.

today i woke up at 10.45am.
somehow i was awakened by a dreams again and i still remember about the dream.
well, there was a girl showing off that she married with a rich guy and the guy was actually someone i know inside the dream.
one thing i don't understand was there was two bungalow that she keep pointing it and i just don't know why i feel so afraid inside the dream.
anyways, i feel that that there is no need to think so much since it was just a dream.
somehow i just sleep back after wake up for around 30 minutes.
the moment i woke up again was 12.20pm and one of my mother's side relatives came.
then we just went to Yat Wo Home Yong Tau Foo that near to Setia Alam for having our lunch.

well, my mother's brother just shared that nowadays the crime rate is increasing even in KL area.
there was few criminal case such as the "Daylight Robbery" happened where the robbery come to the coffee shop or cafe restaurant during the afternoon to robe all those customer money and asset.
moreover, there was another case happened in In House cafe KL where the a group of robber came at night and robe all the customer hand phone, iPad, money and others valuable stuff.
around 3pm i arrived back home after having the lunch at there.
then i make a move with my brother to The Store Klang in order to find some money changer but the price was expensive as it cost RM4.71 per pound sterling.
therefore we make a move to somehow near Klang bus terminal and Bukit Raja Jusco but there was no money changer and i just buy some others stuff.

in the end, i just told my brother that i will buy it at KL next Monday and he just say exchange all even if there is only £50 note.
on the other hand, i do have a little argument with my brother because he say no need to bring so much $$ to UK as he last time only spend around £1500 in total but that was 4 years ago story.
moreover, he was going with his girlfriend last time and they can share the food they eat.
however, i ended up speechless because he say he too sacrifice not to choose some trip in order to spend so little and i feel he might be right that i shouldn't have the attitude of thinking to spend all money in UK.
in fact, i shall save some $$ too because when came back to Malaysia, i still need some money to "survive" when go for working right?
around 5.10pm we arrived back home after bought some stuff.

after that, i just get myself prepared because there will be a farewell dinner to myself with relative from my father's side family before i depart to UK next week.
around 6.50pm we make a move and drive to Happy Family restaurant (新乐天海鲜楼) that near to Setia Alam but there was a lot of people today since it was Saturday Pasar Malam. (night market)
during the time having dinner, my relatives asked me some stuff and i do receive an Angpao from my Auntie.
the famous dish at there was something like Pumpkin with sea cucumber as shown picture below. (RM80)

after that, we make a move around 9pm and my brother went to pay for the bill although it would be count in my "bill" after that as a treat.
as i reach home at 9.20pm, i realized that i had lost the Angpao that my auntie gave me.
at first i phone my brother asked him to help me find it since he was still at the Pasar Malam there.

however, he could find it and asked me to tell my parents and i just get scold for being so careless.
somehow i was quite sad at that moment and just keep blaming myself why so careless.
after some moment, i keep thinking where did i lost it as my last memory was i put in the backside my jean's pocket and think it must be lost when i stuck in my hand and pull out while waiting.
anyways, i just asked my father to fetch me out to the restaurant nearby around 9.50pm although i was thinking the chance to find it was so low but keep told myself don't be so negative.
as i arrived there, i quickly search around the parking lot and suddenly i found it beside the car but luckily no people notice it.
seriously i just feel myself so lucky at that moment because normally i would not find back the thing i lost especially it is money.

after that, my father keep advice me to learn a lesson from this case and hereby this was my most "memorable" farewell dinner although i had ate there before during my secondary classmate reunion dinner.
then i just settle the "dinner bill" with my brother and it cost me about RM330 for it.
later on, i packed my UK luggage with my brother and it was 80% completed before the that day.
anyways, tomorrow will be going out again and i was thinking whether it is still eligible to buy the Alcatel One Touch Glory 2S from Digi for just RM50 DG Prepaid SmartPlan.
at last, i just listen back to the Chan Fong sharing yesterday and feel that it might be true for some guy to be "small gas" (小气) and i feel myself seems to be having it as i whined so much about my life. (忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空)
perhaps i should be so happy with my single life since i am not very ready for it and this might proof that's why men's who was more mature will eventually get a lot of attraction from girls.
therefore i shall be more patient and "fix myself" (修养自己) first before think about other things.
=)

today i woke up at 1.10pm.
then i just have my lunch as mother just prepared some simple dishes.
after that, i just continue my normal lifestyle searching some information and reading online articles.
actually i had a planned to go Putrajaya to buy the Alcatel One Touch Glory 2S phone for RM50 from Digi Festival Belia event.
however, i couldn't retrieve back the RM200 student voucher from Komunikasi Belia SKMM and because it show that i had register earlier.
therefore i just can't find the email from all the Hotmail account i had and just give up of buying this phone unlike the feelings i had for yesterday when finding things. (i feel myself tends to be cheapskate again)
around 5.40pm i asked my father to fetch me to Aeon Jusco Bukit Tinggi to buy something for UK.

when i arrived there, i just buy the things that listed on my phone checklist.
besides, i saw a cold jacket with hood that is quite nice from the Jusco cloth department and just bought it without thinking much.
after that, i went to search for the leather shoes as i wanted to buy a new one.
frankly speaking, i really spend a lot of time wandering around that shoes area to find the leather shoes as the price can range from RM50~RM400+ with 20~50% discount from various kind of brands.
after some moment, i couldn't found any shoes that suite with me as i don't feel like spend much money on it.
therefore i just walk to another stall and feel that others stall is even expensive than the shoes inside Jusco as there was not much discount on it.
then i just walk back to the Jusco shoes department and try to look again.

well, there is a leather shoes that caught my attention was the Swiss Polo brands because they have a 50% discount from the price of RM280 that cost around RM140.
however, i do feel a little confuse when saw the Polo Ralph Lauren brands tends to be different with the Swiss Polo brands regarding the "touching quality", price and others factor.
then i just ask the staff and they said that the Swiss Polo brands is made in Malaysia.
somehow i admit that i have a little bias feelings that i seldom buy thing that made in Malaysia especially when i feel the price is not suite with the quality provided and ended up did not buy the leather shoe.
around 7.20pm we make a move from there and i finally reach home at 7.50pm.
after having my dinner, i continue to use the computer to see some news and information although i know i shall doing something useful right?

somehow i was interest to search the "Swiss Polo" related information because this feelings is just like the "Polo Club Britannia Watch" post that i write long time ago although i did not buy the shoes this time.
well, there is not much information about "Captain Gerald Schneider, GMBH, 1983" when i search those related keyword on Google from their official website as show below.

however, the only related things was "Polo Lieutenant Sherer" from Polo history and Ralph Lauren brands does not have any relation with Swiss Polo.
therefore i can conclude that Swiss Polo is not Ralph Lauren Polo brands in Malaysia and it seems like just a "marketing strategy" to use other's people brands.
honestly speaking, the reason i wanted to find this information was because i was "jelly" with their successful business conspiracy concept that can sell their product in all over Malaysia.

it is because i believe most people who did not know much about Polo brands will eventually think about those product that come with a "Polo" keyword will looks like something very elegant.
anyways, if my assumption is right, i might start to understand what is the meaning of "Marketing" especially in Malaysia because the competition is so high and everyone will try to find the easier way to earn money.
one idea i can think when looking this "Swiss Polo conspiracy plan" was you must find a very famous branded product, then use a foreigner related keyword to "make it looks like very high class" such as "Swiss Hermes, Swiss LV, Gucci" and make it looks like it is a sub brands from their mother brand to sell it.
seriously i do have a feeling that in order to earn a lot of money in Malaysia, the idea was to sell some fake and imitation products that can cheat/scam/deceive others people if want to achieve something in a very fast way as it is so competitive.

somehow this just make me recall about the Longchamp bag that sell in some of the group buying website with a super high discount becuase the hidden secret that most girls don't know was most of the product was came from the China super AAA class imitation that claims to be original.
one thing for sure was the RM100,000 from every 1000pcs Longchamp bag sold, i don't know the clear profit of 100K is in who's pocket but definitely not me and this "marketing concept" seems to be so successful last year although it had been found out as an imitation bag by some people in the end.
on the other hand, this just me recalling back about the Top Ittipat billionaire Thailand movie because if you can sell something to a big supply chain distributor, you no longer need to worry about how to earn a lot of money because the money will eventually come to you if your product did not have any side effect or bring back any bad image.

well, i would like to apologize (sorry) that this blog was just another whining and "jelly" post as i can't really do anything when i see other's people can so easily earn so much money while i just only know how to write my feelings sitting in front of the computer that bring not much value other than complaining about life.
sometimes i did ask myself is it good to find out something that sounds like quite meaningless after i realize it at the very end of my research?
in fact, i might bring some misleading information about Swiss Polo brands just because i couldn't found any information about it but that's was just my opinion about this product which is no right or wrong right?
afterall, i am just a person that will work for some Big Company after getting my UK degree certificate and probably will end up working in Singapore if i am lucky to get some connection.
at last, i keep told myself to stay positive despite those negative motivation force just like picture below. (are you kidding me that you still stress after having so much?)

today i woke up at 8.45am.
somehow i just quickly get myself prepared as i will be going to KL for settle some stuff.
around 9.05am we make a move from house as my father will be fetching me to Klang KTM.
as i arrived there at 9.35am, i was "frustration" again about the train as i waited quite long.
well, one of my friend will be waiting me at the KTM station which not far from his house.
around 11.20am i reach Kampung Batu station and it took about 1 and half hour from Klang KTM station to reach there.
after that, we went to Tarc Continuing Professional Education (CPE) first floor to get our Sheffield Hallam University T-shirt that we need to wear when arrived at Manchester airport as show below.

actually the shirt was in blue colour but the staff say that the factory just get burned down recently.

therefore they choose another company to print the T-Shirt although it sounds unbelievable about the factory get burned down.
then we just walk around the canteen 2 as there was some Japanese related event happening.
frankly speaking, Tarc College really have a lot of beautiful girls and i don't know why i "emos" for what last time after being "failed" in something.
after that, we went to KL Festival mall to see whether the movie is available or not but there was no people at the counter and i just taken Subway sandwich as my lunch.
anyways, my friend fetched me to Wangsa Maju and i reach there around 12.55pm because i want to go Sungai Wang to exchange money.
upon arrived KLCC station, i use the sky-walker to walk to Pavilion an reach there at 1.40pm.

after searching few places for money changer, i finally decided to change all the pound sterling (£) in Sungai Wang as the rate was RM4.67 per pound.
somehow i just found out that actually those money changer shop was related to each other although some price show different from the Max Money and MoneyProOnline which eventually lead to Remit Master.
anyways, i had changed a total of 515£ from few shop because some of them was out of stock.
besides, i think what's my brother say was quite true in term of "holding money".
for example, if you withdraw RM50, you will only use RM30 while if you withdraw RM200, you might use up to RM150 which depending on how much money you holding in your wallet.
therefore i just limit myself that i would spend £2715 (£815 cash+ £1500 cheque+ £400 HSBC) for the coming three month in UK.

after settling all the related stuff, i walk back to Pavilion and decided to watch Fast And Furious 6 movie.
well, the time was so nice as i arrived there at 2.50pm and the movie start at 3pm.
anyways, i just used my student card although it had expired but still get discount as i just need to pay RM10 for the movie.
below was the synopsis of the movie.
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Agent Luke Hobbs enlists the aid of Dominic Toretto and his team to help bring a rival gang, led by Owen Shaw, leader of a unit specializing in vehicular warfare, to justice. In exchange for clear records, they must put an end to their schemes, no matter how personal the cost.
Building on the worldwide blockbuster success of Fast Five and taking the action, stunts and narrative to even greater heights, Fast & Furious 6 sees director Justin Lin back behind the camera for the fourth time.
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during the moment watching this movie, i just feel the movie plot was just "so so" only as they was helping the police in order get back one of their "family" member who had lost memory.
maybe it is lack of something like competing racing in tracks since the race scene was all about "mouse and cat race" chasing each other.
besides, it is quite "funny" to see that cars can win over a tank and aeroplane.
anyways, feel free to watch the "Fast & Furious 6 - Final Trailer" video as below or the link >>> Here.

overall i would rate this movie as 2.8 out of 5 stars because there was having a sad ending (someone died again) and the story still haven end as it will be continue to have another Fast And Furious 7 episode.
around 5.25pm i finish watch the movie and just quickly walk to KLCC lrt station to take the train back to KL Sentral.

when i arrived there at 6.05pm, i quickly took the KTM back to Klang.
around 7.15pm i reached Klang KTM and my father fetched me back home from there.
finally i arrived back home at 7.40pm and just have some noodles as my dinner.
then i continue to search some information online and see what things i left out as there is 3 more days to go.
somehow i would like to share a video about "Why Switzerland people don't buy house" (瑞士人不買房子的故事) story at the link >>> Here. (I watch it few time and feel quite meaningful)
basically the story say about the Switzerland government control the market price of the house and there is tax as high as 50% charged for anyone to buy second house after having their first house.
seriously i do think this idea was quite good to reduce the rich people to buy more house to invest and eventually this explain how the "property bubble market" has been created.

furthermore, the Switzerland government also sets the limit of rental so that the owner cannot simply the increase rental price as he like.
on the other hand, most of the German people are renting house and the government also set a limit that the rental must follow some predetermined rates as the owner can not simply increase rental even after 50 years.
moreover, if the owner wanted to sell the house, they have to get agreement from the person who rent it and can not simply ask them out since it is basic rights for citizens to have a living place.

honestly speaking, i don't think this will work in our country because those RICH people will not willing to follow this rules as they can monopoly the property price as they buy more, some even willing to hold for 20 years without having anyone to stay inside and this explain why so much empty beautiful bungalow house while some people don't even have a place to stay.

in fact, i agree that "hike up property price" is the most useless contribution to the economy because every house owner can state whatever sky price they want to sell.
frankly speaking, do you think the suggestion of increase double price for every individual who bought second house will works or not?
for example, if a person buy a first house at RM100,000 for a flat, then the next house they bought must be double up the original price such just like the terrace house that cost RM500,000 must pay for RM1,000,000 if they had already own the flat house.
so if they buy another third house at RM200,000 for a single storey house, they must pay triple of that RM200K which is RM600K.
this will keep double up if they want to buy their fourth, fifth and so on.

in long term, i don't think any individual will buy the house to invest right if they already have a house and they still can sell their first house before changing to another house.
in short, this suggestion was to limit 1 person buy 1 house just like China country limit 1 family having 1 children and if they want more, they need to pay more in order to control the population right?
anyways, it was just my opinion about controlling the property price in Malaysia and i am waiting it to burst although it is very hard.
perhaps it is the human nature that we demand more than what we actually need.
for example, if you have a house, car, phone and others wants product, would you want to have another one and i think the answer is quite obvious to most of the people out there including myself.
in fact, i think it is because we always influence by other's people because as a guy, you need to have a house, car and money first before thinking about marriage right? (or just my typical Malaysia thought? LOL)
=)

today i woke up at 11.45am.
well, i was awakened by my father although i plan to sleep late.
after that, he asked me to finish some artwork related things and handled me an Angpao (red packet) given by his brother to me as a "blessing" (一路顺风) which is normally a Chinese tradition to someone who is going to travel.
somehow i was quite "shock" to receive the red packet because it has a total amount of RM2,000 inside from my uncle.
seriously it was my first time to receive so much money as my record so far was only RM300 during Chinese New Year in a single red packet other than the pound sterling red packet that i received two weeks ago.
frankly speaking, it is quite hard to imagine this kind of unexpected feelings as my mindset was a poor boy.

perhaps it is because i tends to be compare with people as i remember i do "jelly" one of my secondary friend sharing his experience of getting few thousand in a single red packet as his father was a "Dato" and the client give him due to "something" as it sounds like bribery to me which make me recall until this date.
besides, i think that all the problem arrived was because i am not patient enough to wait.
for example, i keep talk about relationship things as it was like no girl like me but i never think about that it is just "my time" haven arrived yet other than keep dwelling about the same things everyday.
moreover, it was totally useless to "jelly" small stuff such as looking happy coupling holding each other watching movie in the cinema and others.
on the other hand, i realized that i need to keep focus on happy stuff although i am a negative one on my past just like how i get criticized as a "copier" in the Fast And Furious 6 movie review post yesterday.

it is because i discover that the moment if i feel "angry" about what he said, i already lost myself and he might feel more happy to say that "see this guy so easily angry on small little stuff" and how i want to be success in future when small things also cannot handle right?
in fact, there is no use to argue as i can write any title, any feelings or anything i want without need to concern so much.
anyways, this incident just help me gain stronger because how often in life you can meet someone who can "scold" or "advice" you right?
moreover, i can get to know myself more when being criticized although it would require a lot of time and effort to "train myself" for not getting "angry" easily.
afterall, it is all about how a person mindset thinking as anything can be think in a positive and negative way.

around 1.30pm i make a move from house after having my lunch where my father fetched me to the Maybank to bank in the money and coins that i keep last time.
upon arrived there, the staff who work in the "count coins" counter had went out lunch and another staff just ask me leave the money there as he would call me back.
after finished bank the money in cash deposit machine, my father fetched me back home.
upon arrived home, i just look in some information and news.
there is a news that is quite sad to share which is "Miracle baby who was plucked ALIVE from a toilet pipe after being flushed away by the parents who didn't want him" from Daily Mail.
looking at this news, i just wondering where do the human moral values had gone and how could the parents make such cruel decision to dump the baby despite she was a 22 years old mother?

anyways, i don't know how to comment much on this matter as i just see this news on the surface as the reason was unclear why the mother do so but no matter what reason, a life is a life right?
during the evening, mother asked me to take care baby sister a while and i do face some difficulties as the baby was still crying after having the fever medicine.
after that, my mother take care of the baby and i just feel so tired to take rest.
the moment i woke up again was 9.10pm and continue to watch some Hunter X Hunter anime.
besides, i do read some article about the tonsil stones (Tonsillolith) as i had experience it before.
at last, i found it was true that if you want to change someone, firstly you must change yourself. (要改变别人，不如先改变自己)

actually implementing this "change" attitude is quite easy to say but required really hard effort to get it.

for example, when i received the Switzerland property feedback where the guy say that "What do you expect? People are greedy and selfish. If it benefits them, then why not? Is not like other gives a damn about me, why should I bother if you can't have a roof over your head", i feel that this might be the reason of why our society or people had become so "cold".

it is because when a person think like that, it might affect other people to have such negative thought that eventually make our society having less caring for others people.

therefore i think it is important to think and speak about positive things as myself do found out the bad side of having negative thought that is not only will affect your mindset but also the action or words you speak where you can't even hide it.

in addition, i should be more patient because good things will always come to those people who wait for it.

today i woke up at 1pm.
after having my lunch, i just search some information as usual to see anything left to take note before leaving Malaysia this coming Friday.
besides, one of OSK agent staff had phoned me telling me that i shall proceed some transaction for the OSK188 account as it will expire soon.
there is two choice to continue activate the account which is sell off my Scomi (7158) or top up some money to buy other stock.
in fact, i do feel a little "funny" because they never call me before and suddenly call me today asked me to do some transaction when Scomi just starting to rise after bouncing from the price of RM0.30~RM0.40 after the date i purchase at last year.

anyways, the staff do give me some stock tips to buy such as Hytexin (5058), CSL (5214), MAS (3786), Luster (5068), Tiger (7079) and Solution (0093) where i just have left 2 more days to decide which shares to buy if i want my OSK188 account to be continue activate.
frankly speaking, i just feel the agents always recommend those scold which is already on the middle of the rising time that is not consider as a tips.
besides, i not really agree with the dollar cost averaging (DCA) investment method because it require people to invest RM1000 every month for the period of 1 year to see the result as this make me feel that the share market is just for rich people to "play".
it is because if you invest RM100 every month, the transaction fee to buy the share already cost you RM12+ and when you sell also will cost another RM12+.

therefore it just make no sense as every RM100 you invest already make loses of RM24+ before you can see the share market price increase to make any profit.
anyways, i think i shall agree with what Luporti said to me as if i want to learn about stock market, i shall make a losses on my first trade and i just submitted the price of RM0.44 waiting in the counter today.
besides, there was a news from Paypal that the personal payment service will no longer be available in Malaysia start from 4th June 2013 as shown below.

then i think it might related to the Malaysia world largest money laundering scheme news that cause Paypal to make such decision.
therefore i just transfer all the money from Paypal to my Maybank by selecting the withdraw option and the feeling was like closing my account.

during the night, i get myself prepared because i will be having a farewell dinner with my secondary classmate before i depart just like the farewell dinner with my relatives.
around 7.45 i make a move from house as my father fetched me to somewhere near Subang Jaya to meet my friends as i don't have my own transportation.
upon arrived there, i waited my friend at the Mc Donalds and after all people arrived, we decided to have our dinner at Burgertory cafe that sell different type of pork burger as we can choose from the menu below.

well, i just feel that the price was quite expensive as it cost about RM18 for the B Plus+ double patties and double cheddar cheese pork burger as shown below. (sigh, still using my old phone camera)

however, the portion was quite big and i was totally felt so full after eating it and the nugget balls was quite nice to eat.

besides, one of my friend do share some experience about UK that it is a must to watch the Phantom of the Opera in London although it cost around £30~£80 depend on your selected seat.
after that, we head to next destination that is Ore9i restaurant to continue our chit chat session.
then i just ordered one of their signature drinks that cost around RM3.90 as shown below.

on the other hand, my friend also ordered the Shisha as shown picture below.

frankly speaking, it was my first time to try the Shisha as i thought it looks like the cigarette but it just some fruit/flower flavour pipe.
anyways, i don't really like it as i felt not very comfortable when inhale it as i just took few "sips" of it.
honestly, i do feel a little "jelly" about those girls related things because normally when guys hang out will talk about which girls on Facebook is beautiful or having "big boobs" and others stuff.

perhaps it is because i don't have any so call "relationship love story" to share about other than being the "emo king".
moreover, it might be true that if you a successful relationship with girls, you must able to communicate with any girls even if you don't have any feelings towards them as my friend said. (probability theory?)
another thing i felt at there was maybe i still haven reach "that level" to talk about "massage related things".
around 11.20pm we make a move from there and i was thankful to my friend who fetched me back home since it is quite inconvenience to ask a friend to fetch me back until reach home as i don't have a car.
finally i reached home at 11.55pm and i felt quite tired.
overall today i really enjoyed the Burgertory Subang Jaya burger and would recommend it although i haven tried before other burger from Burgerlabs, Crayon Burger, Burger Junkyard or any other burgers cafe.

anyways, below was the detailed information about the Burgertory cafe.
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Address: No. 8A, 1st Floor, Jalan SS15/4D, 47500 Subang Jaya, Selangor.
Operating Days and Hours: Tuesday - Sunday (6.00pm - 11.00pm)
Contact no.: +603-5611 9991
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at last, i just keep tell myself that no use to "jelly" about many things as it was only my time haven arrive and i should be patient waiting it to come although it was quite a hard task to keep remind myself for not thinking the past.
maybe the answer was just to keep "humiliate/insult" myself in a childish way in order to really learn from lesson from it. (i have no idea to express it and just feel "funny" about it. Crazy? LOL)
=)

today i woke up at 12.05am.
well, it was my last day preparation before depart to Sheffield city.
after having my lunch, i just check on anything that is being leftover.
below was the final checklist of document that can put inside the hand carry baggage from my classrap.
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- Original passport
- Photocopy of passport
- Original copy of unconditional offer letter
- Photocopy of unconditional offer letter
- Printed flight ticket
- Printed copy of pre-enrollment details
- 1 Bank draft to SHU (tuition fee)
- 1 Bank draft to yourself (living expenses)
- A list of hostel address, phone number & SHU address, phone number
- ISIC, MSIC (Overseas Student Insurance), YHA

Hostel
Bramall Court, Alderson Road North, Sheffield, S2 4UF

University
Sheffield Hallam University, City Campus, Howard Street, Sheffield S1 1WB, UK
Phone +44 (0)114 225 5555 | Fax +44 (0)114 225 4449
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besides, i do have a feelings that actually i am not alone when some ex-classmate wishes me as i thought that i had been forgotten.
moreover, i was thankful to my secondary classmate who had the farewell dinner with me.
guess it was just my own problem that i think too much last time.
frankly speaking, even myself also don't know what really happen to me during last year that resulted a delay on my study.
would it be due to i was too concern for my own feeling? a girl? friendship? avoiding?
anyways, it seems that all those things doesn't really matter now as i just told myself that what had past shall be past although it took some time for the "healing" process.
after having my dinner, i continue to see that anything else that need to check.
honestly, i was facing a hard time to sleep tonight as the feelings was quite excited and "emos" in some ways.
somehow there is a song that quite suite with my current feelings which is "Mai Tian Bu Shou Bai An (麥田捕手白安) as shown video below.

at last, i would like to share a meaningful picture about "Your past is just a story and once you realize this, it has no power over you" as below.

today i woke up at 9.50am.
then i just do the final checkup although yesterday was my final preparation of my stuff.
after that, i went out to cut my hair and bought some food that i like to eat near my house as my lunch.
when my brother reach home as he had taken a half day leave to accompany me to KLIA airport.
around 3.50pm we make a move from home as my family will go together to the airport.
besides, one of my friend phoned told me that the traffic was very congested on the way to the airport.
anyways, we did not face any difficulties going there and reach the KLIA around 4.45pm as below.

upon arrived there, i was lucky to meet a friend as i joined his queue instead of waiting from the beginning since there was a lot of people as below.

after check in my luggage, i was having the last gathering with my family in the Mc Donalds.

in addition, i also saw a lot of people having great gathering with some friends while some go together in a big group of friends.
around 6pm i went to check in after saying the last goodbye with my family and the scene i saw was below.

however, it seems that i was require to take another train to reach the terminal gate as shown below.

upon finish check in, i was quite nervous as it was my first time to sit the Airbus A380-800 as below.

then i just took some picture inside the airline although i did not went upstair to see as picture below.

moreover, i was enjoying the flight experience when it's start flying from the track as the monitor allow us to see 3 type of current angle from the aeroplane as below.

after the plane successfully fly on the air, we was served with some dinner food as shown below.

well, the food was just taste moderate but the Bega cheese was quite awful to eat.

furthermore, there was a lot of latest movie available to watch at the plane and i just watched few different movie such as Jack the Giant Slayer, Wreck It Ralph and others that i missed last time.
after few hour pass, there was another round of food served as shown below.

moreover, they will continue to serve different type of drink upon your request but i did not order the wine.
somehow i have a thought about going UK seems to be just to make more contact (connection with people) when the person beside me talked to me about this matter although i was the type of quite person.
around 10.30pm my phone's rang about the reminder for Chan Fong (大城心事) sharing program but i couldn't listen it since there was no such radio channel.
below was the podcast recording from for that day although i start to feel that i tend to obsessed with listening other's people story.

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1) 第一位：Yuki～她說這兩天做工好累所以提早睡覺，她說自己的婆婆忽然間懷疑她要對她下毒手殺害她。【陳峰認為那是老人家的心裡作祟，需要年輕人更多的的關心和關愛】>>> Here.

2) 第二位：文仔（24歲）～他兩年前和朋友合股做生意結果被人把錢給騙光捲走了，大約五十萬左右，他到現在還是耿耿於懷不能接受被朋友騙的事實。【陳峰大哥認為他創業的處理方式太過馬虎，太多小細節疏於留意又太心急】>>> Here.

3) 第三位：榮德～他打電話來是要紀念自己的表妹過世的忌日，因為是一場車禍悲劇。【陳峰大哥唯一能做的也是安慰他，希望他的表妹在天之靈能安息】>>> Here.

4) 第四位：陳風～她打來純粹只是打來問陳峰大哥的名字怎樣寫。

5) 第五位：阿May～家庭事，因為弟弟和老婆鬧離婚然後現在因為弟弟得不到家人的支持而跟她和媽媽吵架翻臉，理由是因為她們不幫弟弟爭取孩子的撫養權導致弟弟的心裡不平衡關係鬧僵。【陳峰大哥認為她的決定和做法是對的，不能因為自己的個人情緒和報復心態而影響了孩子的前途發展和成長環境】Part 4 + 5 >>> Here.

6) 第六位：Miss Wong（已婚 / 有孩子）～她說自己沒有做工了，又患上女人病（雖然都已經動手術了）她只是在抱怨自己因為病情的影響導致短暫被逼休假養病。煩惱心事2：她身邊有朋友的老公和兒子都是病態賭徒，她想問怎樣幫這位朋友解決煩惱。【關於第二個心事，陳峰大哥認為病態賭徒最好能及早接受心理醫生給予戒賭的治療和輔導】>>> Here.

7) 第七位：李先生（怡保人 / 35歲 / 未婚 / 從新加坡打電話回來的）～家庭問題，因為金錢糾紛，事件牽涉到自己和父母的親子關係。【陳峰大哥勸他凡事不要等到失去了才來後悔當時沒有爭取和把握機會向父母表達心意，留下人生的遺憾渡過這一生】>>> Here.

8) 第八位：楊先生（最後一位）～他父母目前是退休兼職的補習老師，母親最近好像患上憂鬱癥，令他們一家人不懂如何應對和處理。【陳峰大哥建議他們鼓勵母親多多參與社團活動或者選擇去瞭解一些宗教信仰瞭解和吸收其中的觀念以打發神經避免胡思亂想的可能】>>> Here.
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anyways, i would listen it back when i have the internet connection as the Wifi in Emirates airlines need to pay money before can use it.
around 2.05am in the midnight the plane successfully landed in the Dubai airport.
then i took some picture around the area inside as shown below.

besides, i just realize the currency exchange for Dirham (AED) was 1 to RM1 and i feel the item price there was quite expensive as i just bought a 1.5 litre of Alainwater for RM6.
however, we need to wait for around 4 hours+ because the time zone is different and we need to follow the departure time of the country.
in fact, i was writing this post using Malaysia time as the Dubai and UK time is different as it was my first time to encounter this problem after writing for almost 5 years.

around 6.50am i manage to go inside the Boeing 777-300ER flight before it start to depart at 7am and i realize the controller was a little different with Airbus A380-800 as below.

actually i was having some mixed feeling again as this post was delayed one day and i would update the next feeling on my next post since i just arrived to Sheffield.
honestly, it was about those "old stories feelings" again and i was trying to overcome it.
besides, i don't really like to being accuse on something and really have a contradict feeling as my ex-classmate since diploma know that i got this type of writing my blog feelings long time ago.
perhaps what i really don't like was it might ruin the purpose of expressing my feeling without any concern using an anonymous identity.
anyways, i just keep told myself to focus on the things that important first and the main objective was to get my degree certification.
=)

today i woke up at 12pm.
actually this was the continue part of yesterday flying with Emirates airlines post as i was on the plane around 7am as in Malaysia time.
then i just feel so tired and sleep on the plane but in the mean time the plane still having some meal session.
anyways, i can't really sleep well and the moment i woke up was at 12pm.
somehow my leg and hand started to shiver as i having my breakfast provided in the plane.
after that, i continue to watch the final Hotel Transylvania movie and listened the "I'm Still Loving You by Shiga Lin"song since it was the only Chinese song that i liked most in the Emirates plane.
around 2.15pm i reached Manchester airport and took a picture of it as below.

then we are require to fill out the UK immigration form and "spot" the luggage.

somehow i do face some difficulties to find my luggage because there was so much other people luggage.
luckily i manage to find it and just wondering why the security seems to be not very tight because it looks like anyone can take away your luggage without any proper verification about the luggage is yours.
anyways, we was guided by the Sheffield Hallam University staff who were wearing green T-shirt and waited at the bus terminal and i just took some picture around there as below.

well, the weather was quite cold and it is similar to Genting Highland Malaysia by adding a little more cold.
seriously the things i require most at that time was water because i did not bring any water from Malaysia other than buying at the Dubai airport yesterday.
after waited for quite a long time, we finally make a move around 5.15pm from the bus terminal at the Manchester airport.

along the journey to Sheffield, i was feeling quite tired but still able to take some picture of the scenery as shown picture below.

finally we reach the "Pineapple" (Pinnacles) hostel around 6.45pm and waiting in the room for our number but most of it was occupied with 5 to 4 room which left only 3 room out of every 5 room.
anyways, below was some picture of my room at the hostel, living room and others.

then i just unload all the things and trying to install the Ask4u student CD for internet connection.
well, i do face some difficulties when i was "trying to be"honest" where i received some message as below.
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Did you take a cable?
Did you get a network cable from us? The cost of the cable and getting it here for you is a little more than £3.00. This is much cheaper than in the shops and a lot easier for you.

In order to reward your honesty we are giving half of the money you pay for the cable to good causes; 75p will go to Western Park Hospital Cancer Charity and 75p will go to reducing the carbon emissions of the cable production and transportation.
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anyways, it was solved when i untick the option after i contact the customer support as my account was "banned" previously as i failed to pay the money as shown below.

therefore the first advice when get the CD was never ever "tick" the option although i have received the cable since i not very sure about it.
besides, the goodies bag also come with a free SIM card from Lycamobile and it cost about £10 for unlimited data plan as shown below.

however, another friend suggested that Lebara telco provide greater deals of £5 per month.

anyways, i just tested the speed of the internet and it was around 12MB download speed as shown below.

therefore i continue to watch the Hunter X Hunter anime and finally finish watch until the latest 81th episode.
on the other hand, the timetable for the first weeks tend to be quite free as there was only 2 days need to attend the class which is this coming Tuesday and Wednesday as below.

after that, i followed my friends walk around the Sheffield Yorkshire city and found the item in 99p shop was quite cheap for certain item as shown below.

besides, i also bought somethings from 99p shop and the tibits that caught my attention was McCoy's which remind me of "MeCoy" blogger as shown below. (don't know why, LOL)

then we just have our lunch (UK time) where we just buy some breads at the Greggs The Bakers shop as it cost me around £2 for it.

finally i arrived back the hostel around 7pm (UK time) and just have instant noodles as my dinner.
later on, one of my relative who stayed near London phoned me asking my current situation.
through the phone call, she told me that it is better not to buy at 99p shop since it was not very fresh.
actually it is quite complicated to express this kind of feelings as there was so much thought again as i don't feel to say about it because sometime "a things" is better keep in myself since the thought was very negative although the main of writing blog was try to express as much feelings as possible.
perhaps i would be more real if i did not know someone in real life know about me.
overall today i saw a lot of "guailou" (foreigner) and some girls looks quite beautiful although it was not the type of girls that i like.
moreover, i think some of British people like to use the word "Yo, mates" when talking.

anyways, the night is quite hard to dark as the sky is still so bright around 9~10pm and i was facing the same scenery whenever i was sitting in front of my room as shown picture below.

seriously what i concern now was my English level still stuck in the secondary school level as i do not speak well in it as i was like those "kampung" (rural) area people talking English.
until this moment, i do having a little thought about my ex-classmate wondering what was their feeling during last year and i do saw some picture about "something" although i keep telling myself don't talk about it anymore since long time ago.
at last, here was the end of my first day in Sheffield Yorkshire and i decided that my next post will start writing in UK time as my 2th June post was still in pending mode where i just started to write this post.
in fact, i still struggling whether to write or not to write but still continue to write although it is quite time consuming.
maybe i can track in such a way about how i can control my expenses in UK life.
(Self Expenses note: Today £5)
>.<

today i woke up at 8.10am.
after get myself prepared, i just ate some biscuit as my breakfast.
somehow i have a hard time to learn on how to adjust the water heater but finally know how to set it as the left side is for water volume while the right side was for water temperature.
then i start to pack some stuff from my luggage and put it in the specific place.
around 11.40pm i make a move from hostel with my friends to explore around Sheffield Yorkshire.
during the journey walking to the Chinos fish and chip store, i do take some picture of the surrounding and just get to know that there is a Genting Casino as shown picture below.

besides, my lips tends to be get dried very easily and it might bleeding soon due to the cold weather although it is consider as a summer.

around 12.30pm+ we arrived the Chino's fish and chip shop and there was a lunch time special promotion of £2.50 for the fish cod and chips set as shown below.

however, there was a lot of people queue up and we just walk around that area to see any other alternative.
finally we decided to have our lunch at Kebabish Express and ordered the SFC (Southern Fried Chicken) Meal 3 that include 3 pcs chicken, large version of meal 1 for £5.30 as shown in the menu below.

well, the portion was quite big and it is shared with 3 people including me as below.

somehow i do feel the name seems to be like mimicking the KFC as it was named as MFC (My Flavourite chicken) using the tagline of "Lip Lickin Flavour" instead of finger lickin good.
after that, we continue walk around that area although we was not very familiar of the road as the GPS was not functional well.

anyways, i would recommend the Kebabish Express and below was the detailed information about it.
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Address : 54-55 London Road, S24LR, Sheffield.
Business Hour : 11:30am till late.
Phone : +44 278 6543 / 0114 278 6543
Website: http://www.sfck.co.uk
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on the other hand, the Aldi supermarket items seems to be quite cheaper as the Nutella cost about £1.85 but i choose the chocolate hazelnut spread for £99p as shown below.

then we continue to walk around that place and took the picture of The Forge hostel as shown below.

frankly speaking, this reminds me on "something" again although i don't feel to talk about it because that's was the last year story when i see "something" which resulted left me a strong memory about it.

therefore i just feel that sometime it is good to not to know so much of stuff although i know i shouldn't be saying like there was no girl left on the world.
besides, below was some picture taken around the Sheffield Yorkshire.

finally i arrived back home at 4pm+ and just surf some information online.
during the night, i was having spaghetti as my dinner cooked by my friend as shown below.

later on, i continue to write my yesterday post and finally keep up to date after delayed for some time.
honestly speaking, i was agree with Anonymous feedback when she said that "Stop Trying To Find a Rewind. It’s Life, Not a Movie" because i feel myself seems to be keep thinking back over the past although i keep say the other way.
tomorrow will be the orientation day and i was looking forward about it.
(Self Expenses note: Today £7, Yesterday total 5£, Total up to date £13)
=D

today i woke up at 6.40am.
then i just get myself prepared as today was the orientation day in Sheffield Hallam University.
well, one of my friend cooked some sausage with eggs as our breakfast since we had share to buy the ingredient at Aldi supermarket.
around 9am we make a move from there to the University after divided people into few group in the downstair of the hostel.
along the way walking toward the university, the senior explained some building and i just taken some picture and the toilet's hand washer was quite special as shown below.

during the morning, it was started with different speaker as shown below.

somehow the things that always caught my attention was the student counseling service.

it seems that they do provide a service where student can phone them using an anonymous identity to chat if face any problem or feeling too lonely about no people can talk to which is just like why i always using an anonymous identity expressing my feeling using the blogging platform.
however, it would be no fun and totally awkward when someone find out about your identity because you might feel like being "raped mentally" when someone know about your secret.
moreover, some people might say that if that's the case, then it is better don't voice it out but who will really understand this kind of feeling that you want to find "a place" to give all your real thought instead of keeping inside heart right?
honestly, the reason why i write so long was actually because i don't really like about "something" especially when it related to friend who know my blog and studying now together with me.

first of all, i hate those people who simple accusing me for something i don't although most of the people might feel that it was just a joke.
suddenly this make me recall back about what Mrs Anonymous saying about the person who annoys you as i felt like being bullied mentally and hate myself for become such a coward which always follow what's other people say.
anyways, below was the two scenario mentioned by Mrs Anonymous about the person who annoys you which i felt so true.
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1) → You will get emotional and will start to get angry and that may cause you to start a fight with him, and the more you fight with him and maybe he is stronger, so every time you lose to him , he will get even more arrogant and will bully you more and more ...(>_<) ...

2)→ You will totally ignore him and will be so cool-minded. But !! When things are over the limit, you will stop him right away and will show him his right place. This way , you will appear stronger and he might not think to bother you again. Even if he tried, you will just continue to ignore him, he will try to do it once, twice, three times. When he never gets any reaction that he expects from you, you are never upset , you never care about whatever he does. Little by little he will get bored and will start to look for a different person who might be weaker than you to bully so that he would be able to show his strength.

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another things i dislike was about people who like to use vulgar word for every single word they speak and i just feel wondering did they feel shame when talking in such way because it will just embarrass their parents for not teach their children properly.

perhaps you might think that i was over-think or over-react about something that is small case but what i can say that is different people have different personality and i hate for being so fake about myself pretending to keep say it is all okay for everything.
in fact, i think it is quite bias that you will never speak like that to your parents or lecturer probably but saying such words to your friend especially during normal talking.
what i can see here was that most of the time we was influence by friends because when the moment some people say such words, you might eventually followed even it happens to me when over frustrated.
until this moment, i still asked myself whether why always because a small things seems like keep enlarging it like a serious problem and i realized that maybe the "alone" personality suite me the best as i shouldn't complain so much since i tends to be enjoying the "lonely" life.

during the afternoon after the speech, we was given some food as shown below.

however, i had do something bad which is wasted food that i had thrown away the Macroni noodles box as above after tasted it few time as i don't really like it.
after the afternoon speech, we went to the Hubs marketplace to buy the weekends tickets as it is travel to York £10, ManchesterOld Trafford £18, Whitby £12, Blackpool £12, Liverpool £10, Cambridge £15, LeedsRoyal Amouries Museum £10, Cheshire Oaks £12, Newcastle £12, Nottingham £10, James Bond Party £5, Disney Party £5 as shown below. (total £131)

furthermore, we do get some Lebara, Lycamobile SIM card and Genting Club invitation as below.

after that, we went to do our student identity card at the Eric Mensforth building Sheffield as below.

somehow i do feel "money pain" when handled the remaining £3647 bank draft for paying the fees.

besides, i do have a doubt about UK people whether they really is that sincere to be so polite because they will say hello, thank you and other good manner or it was due to typical Malaysian people who don't really care much about other's people mood as long as got money to earn?
during the evening, we waited for Tong Hang tour group and walked quite a long distance to one of the football stadium while waiting for the seminar as shown below. (Sheffield United FC football VIP room?)

anyways, below was the Tong Hang 15 day 14 night trip tour package price provided by them that is £839 pound for early bird before 25th June where as £1040 after that.
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1) London / Brussels / Holland
2) Rhine drive / Koln / Loreley Turn / Wine Valley / Bretten
3) Munich / Romantic route / New Swan castle / Fern Pass / Austrian alphine region
4) Innsbruck / Crystal World / Verona / Venice region
5) Tour Venice / Montecartini

6) Florence walking / Rome
7) Full day in Rome / Vatican State
8) Pisa / Italian Riviera route / San Remo
9) Monte Carlo Formula 1 race track / Eze Perfume factory / Nice / Rhone valley - Lyon region
10) Geneva - Berne - bear pit town / Lucerne

11) Lucerne / Optional excursion to Titlis Snow Mountain / Mulhouse
12) Mulhouse / Auxerre / Paris
13) Happiest land on earth - Disneyland
14) Paris tour and free time
15) Paris / Calais / London

The trips come with a 14 night in 3 star hotel, 14 continental breakfast, 7 proper meals, free city tax for Pisa / Florence / Verona / Veneice / Rome, free red light district (Holland), Paris night view (France), Free 11 Euro Paris Seine River Cruise (France), Free 58 Euro for Disneyland 1 day/2 park ticket, electronic wireless ear-set "whisper" provided for free of charge (39 Euro normally) and pic up at each student accommodation and free transfer back to London, Manchester Airport, Manchester and Sheffield.
However, there is 3 things that not included was French meal (40 Euro), other meals (3-10 Euro each meal), tipping for driver and tour guide compulsory (60 Euro) and others.
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anyways, i still thinking whether want to join Scotland trip or not.
besides, the tour manager explanation seems to be quite true as now the Europian Union had open to all and caused Gypsy and other 3rd world country people to steal or robe even using small kid to do it.

after that, i continue to took some picture as shown below.

somehow the price of a second hand mini cooper cost about £7K and Audi cost about £19K which is sounds affordable if convert to Malaysian ringgit as shown below.

around 7.15pm we make a move from there and went to have our dinner at Chino's fish chip that combined with Kebabish Express as it cost £2 for each person.

well, i just feel a little stomachache since i just have the breakfast and a light lunch which result gastric.
then we went to the Aldi supermarket to buy something again.
finally i arrived back home around 10pm.
later on, i phoned my mother about my current status after activate the data plan of £2.50 for 500MB as below.

anyways, i would be going to the Genting Club casino tomorrow as there was providing free drink, free nibbles, free £5 pound gaming chip to play black jack or roulette.
overall i just feel that the people you mix around was quite important because it might decide your future.

(Self Expenses note: Today £142, Yesterday total 13£, Total up to date £155)

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today i woke up at 7.20am.
well, i still not get used to use the tap water to brush my teeth because the feelings was like using ice water to brush my teeth.
after getting myself prepared, i went down to wait some other friend before walking to the school and the weather was quite cold in the morning.
around 8.40am we make a move from home and it took about 15 minutes of walking journey before attending my first lecture class for Product Innovation And Creativity lecture in Stoddart building.

somehow we just manage to reach on time and luckily i was still manage to listen to the Stephanie tutor English ascent.

moreover, it seems that it is important to insert Harvard Referencing about the words you write.

there is some sentences that i like from the lecture class was "If you always do what you've always done, then you'll always get what you've always got, Adcock, 2000" and "The truth of winning strategies are smart, innovative, original and break the rules and most times there is someone somewhere who has seen through conventions and traditional assumption to create a new business idea, Piercy, 2002" that is quite true.
besides, the tutor also shown a video about Future Trends as shown below or the link >>> Here.

after that, we walk around there while waiting the next product innovation and creativity seminar class.
well, the Chris tutor seems to be quite special as we was given a question that is imagine you now faced a dessert storm and only left you with 3 items which is a celebrity, a luggage and a solar powered DVD driver, what would you do and introduce the person besides you to the class.
anyways, i don't really understand the purpose of this activity but it was quite special.

then it is followed by dividing good and it was coincidence to same group with a friend although i want to have a totally new group.
after the class, we went to have some hot dog pork sausage as our lunch for £2 but i still not full and just went to buy a buy a mayo chicken burger ala carte for £99p at Mc Donalds.
after that, we just walk around the area and i bought a shirt for £2.50 in Primark.
around 3.20pm we make a move to the SHU Union to book for the bank appointment for banking the remaining cheque in Barclays bank.
besides, i do get some information from a senior who studied Master in Sheffield.
during the evening, we headed to Genting Club casino as shown picture below.

it is because they say will provide free drinks and nibbles.

however, the drinks and food was very limited as they served some drink and dumpling with other's as shown below.

moreover, i just get to know about the EasyMoshi was a local marketing company and have a feeling that they might get paid for handling Genting's marketing promotion activities.
somehow i couldn't get the Free £5 gaming chip and another £3 for blackjack/roulette because the queue was so long that i can say full of Tarcian student as below.

anyways, we make a move from there and i just took some picture of the Sheffield train station when walking back to home as shown below.

finally i arrived back home around 7pm and cooked instant noodles with ham as my dinner.
then i just continue search some information to get some new idea for the upcoming assignment.

on the other hand, there was a Chinese article from the EasyMoshi magazine that caught my attention about a guy sharing his entrepreneurship journey on creating his own brand "My Organic Diary" which aimed to help consumer to search organic product.
somehow this just make me recall about the Product Innovation And Creativity tutor saying that you must create something that which is possible with your capabilities, not something too imaginary such as the internet refrigerator or a machine that can conquer the world.
another Chinese article was saying about "inner thought about a person who come to study in Uk and i liked the Chinese sentences which is "所有事物，生活还有自己，都是不在乎别人眼里的评论，在乎的是你喜不喜欢，因为每一个物件都是人花心思和时间而设计，每一个人都有一颗自己独一无二的心。不必迎合，不必夸耀" which say's that we should live our life to the fullness.

moreover, i learned that it was so true to just ignore those things that is not true because other's people deserve nothing which i should not "torture myself in this way" as told by Mrs Anonymous in my yesterday blog post.
therefore i just make a decision to be a "mean guy" because the moment i did not care for other's people feelings when saying something out, i will eventually become a "mean" person in other's people view.
somehow i really feel happy when i ignore those statement which is not true about me and "someone" tends to be bored when getting not much response from me and "someone" will start to look for a different person who might be weaker than me to "bully mentally" which is so real although the friendship might get ruined.
besides, i feel that there is no use to "jelly" other's people "rich story" when some people bring £5000 extra to spend in UK while others student keep trying to save money for the Euro trip like me.

honestly, i don't really want to spend all money until zero when i go back to Malaysia and i just canceled my plan to go Scotland trip for £235.
therefore i just can go to the Europe trip for £839 although my current financial was left around £600 cash, £1500 cheque but still haven open in Barclays, £400 from HSBC and another RM6000 which still haven transfer from my Malaysia bank that i don't plan to use it.
therefore it might be true that why some senior claims that they spend around RM40,000+ in total instead of RM30,000 for the whole Tarc SHU degree course.
seriously planning is very important to plan the trip because the final decision still on my hand as i suddenly wondering whether want follow the Europe trip tour or back packing as told by Peter from Munish's advice that backpacking is better in my yesterday blog post feedback.

in fact, Peter was right that i was not really having a very good meal in Sheffield and even one of my relatives stay near London told me that better don't buy thing from 99p stores as the product is not very fresh.
somehow i do feel have a feeling that if i really go for backpacking alone, will it be very dangerous, or it is totally a very new experience for myself?
what i can really say was the world is full of rich people and no use to jelly other's people although myself did "jelly" with those people who have rich father and mother bank support while i am still trying hard to adapt myself to be satisfy or appreciate the things i have.
in fact, no people know some senior expenses sharing in UK was just around £800 and £1500 in total where they did not go to many place.
afterall, the main objective why i at here which is to get my degree certificate.

another thought i have was when you have more money, you will eventually want to spend it.
later on, i continue to search some information about the train to London where i was thinking to seek for some advice from my relatives who live somewhere near there as shown below.

overall until this date of staying in Sheffield, what i feel about UK people was they was polite where i should not think in a way that they was pretending to be good person because i was influence by my typical Malaysian mindset whereby when someone good to you, they must be have motive behind in Malaysia.
moreover, they working time would be until 9am to 5pm while Malaysia people will work from 8am to 8pm or even until midnight.
other than that, i realized the search trend for keyword was totally different and only i will able to know it since i have installed the Google Analytic tools that is very useful for extra e-commerce knowledge.
in conclusion, i feel that this era was about getting information and network connection to be success, or the alternative option was inherit from a very rich family background.
at last, i was exhausted thinking idea for the assignment and shall continue tomorrow again!
(Self Expenses note: Today £5.50, Yesterday total 155£, Total up to date £160.5)
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today i woke up at 7.25am.
after getting myself prepared, i just have some bread with chocolate spread as my breakfast.
then i walked to the Adsett Centre to attend my first E-Business Management lecture and the weather was quite cold at outside.
well, the tutor was teach by a foreigner (guailou) girl and i realize there is a little different for the English ascent that she speak but still understandable.
somehow she was right that everyone come here study for a reason because if the lecture did not bring any benefits to us, there is no use for us to come after attend it.
anyways, i learned a new word from this lecture that is "Taxonomies" which refers to label different type of E-business model and a business model is a plan for making money.

another sentences that i like said by the lecture was "it is not who you know, but is what is you know" as i thought it might be related with networking with people.
when the tutor said "if you not adding value to the thing you do, why doing it?", i just started to keep ask myself a lot of question that is related to the purpose of my living in this world.
for example, i start to understand why some people say that the reason why i express my feeling using blog was to earn money because according to what had been taught in the business world, who would really so free to spend their time to blog about their life if the main purpose was not making money right?
however, it was true that everyone will have a motive or intention when doing things including myself.
frankly speaking, until now i never forget the motive of writing this blog from my very 1st blog post back in 2008 that is express my feelings because i need some place to dispose my negativity and "emos" thought.

later on, it seems that the reason i blog tends to be giving some guidance to Tarcian junior who have similar feeling like me for not following my mistaken footstep.
honestly, i do have a very not rational thought about the reason i come Sheffield Hallam University beside than study to get my degree certificate, another motive was to know what is "the girl" feelings or some friends feeling when come here to study last year.
as i asked myself deeper and deeper about my personal feelings, i do understand this is irrational as i was talking like the world only left one girl and people already moving forward while i still in my original place.
in fact, it tends to be bring only miserable and "emos" feeling in the end of writing most of my blog post although i was trying to understand some "long term SEO" related thing because it can help me understand more about the Search Engine marketing that might related to my future employment.

after the class end at 10.30am, we walked to the Castle Market that near to Sheffield Yorkshire as just took some picture of the market place as below.

one thing i would like to buy was the fresh Whitby crab next time as shown below.

besides, the thing that we buy was bread with sausage and another ham to cook later.
other than that, i heard that the Shoe Zone and Wilkinson offer cheaper price as shown below.

then we just head to 99p stores to buy something and walk back to hostel along the road as shown below.

during the afternoon, i just cooked some instant noodles with ham as my lunch.
around 1.30pm we make a move from hostel to attend the E-Business Management seminar at Stoddart.
well, it seems that the assessment for this subject was a combination of coursework (50%) and examination (50%) and i feel that this tends to be another theory although i understand the important of M-Commerce.

anyways, i think learning in foreign country was to learn about the different opportunities and different ways of doing things as they was focus more on self research to study instead of the lecturer or tutor teaching more as it no longer like "spoon feeling" in Tarc.
furthermore, i start to feel a little stress as the timeline is quite packed especially i need to think about the idea and ways to complete the assignment although this is just the first week.
after the class, we went to the Adsett library to see around and how it looks inside as below.

finally i arrived back home at 5.10pm and see some news and information.
around 7.30pm is the Tong Hang gathering to pay the £40 for Europe trip and i did not join the Scotland trip for £235 as i don't like going after listen some opinion although i know it was once in my life time in UK.
perhaps in future i might change my decision after i get some information about the Scotland B&B.

during the night, i just have some spaghetti with sausage that cook by some friends as my dinner.
besides, i just added a "guailou" housemate in FB and he seems to be younger than me 3 years old but looks older than me a lot.
later on, i continue to do some research about some information again and time was quite pack.
well, there is one thing i would share about the Google Maps in Sheffield was quite cool because you can direct see the real picture of it's surrounding or even walk each road when select Street View.
for example, when you key in "The Forge, Boston Street, Sheffield, South Yorkshire S2 4QG, United Kingdom" in Google Map and select street view, you can directly see around the place just like the Kebabish Express as or walk until the Forge and Aldi as shown below.

therefore it just looked like no need come UK also can get a look on most of the surrounding.

besides, i also feel that people just need someone to live on and it would be great if can find someone care or like you just like my brother go to here last time with his girlfriend.
another information i heard was about the Spearmint Rhino club in Sheffield where you can watch girl strip off their clothes and it might be Free at Tuesday but i still haven go yet.
in addition, some people say that with this fast speed of internet connection, it is better to watch some porn but i tends to be "emos" around with some "picture".
in fact, i feel myself so "funny" again when last time see "someone" go Sheffield, then "emos", now myself "emos" again when see "someone" picture happening in Malaysia.
perhaps i really enjoy with this kind of "shitty+self torture" feeling and keep asked myself why so obsessed with something?
in conclusion, the E-Business Management subject tends to be not the thing i want to learn because it is mostly theory and seems to be not really useful so far but still not sure in future.
as for the Product Innovation And Creativity subject, it is more into thinking and executing the things that you can do.
anyways, maybe this blog post can help some Tarcian junior to decide whether want to go further study in SHU or not because it seems to be "waste" in my case because you can use the money to invest in Malaysia.
(Self Expenses note: Today £42, Yesterday total £160.50, Total up to date £202.50)
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today i woke up at 7.15am.
well, my friend have prepared some breakfast as we shared some money to buy it few day ago and i just have some sausage, baked bean and omelette egg as my breakfast.
besides, there is no class for today and i just search some information and check out some news.
it seems that i just received an email from the EM's Managing Director regarding my Tuesday post as the details was shown below.
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Please could I clarify a couple of points. Firstly, Easymoshi did not receive any payment whatsoever for promoting Genting Club. We merely intended the event to be a welcome gathering for the new intake of Chinese-speaking students to Sheffield, and an introduction to our new magazine. We hope that the people that came to the event (kindly hosted by Genting Club) will enjoy the magazine and engage with us.

It's an exciting venture and we wish to embrace all Chinese-speaking students in Sheffield.
However, I must insist that you remove your photo of the gaming floor. It is strict policy of casinos that no photos be published of gaming areas. I have been instructed by the casino to ensure that this happens, so please confirm that the photo has been removed immediately. Thank you.
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frankly speaking, i just feel that there was actually a lot of policy that need to be follow if you don't wish to get much trouble although many people say that you can express or post anything you like in the blogging atmosphere.
anyways, i just removed the image after received the email and feel that you can't really take any picture without other people permission that might include real people.
around 10.15am we make a move from home and went to take the Supertram.

well, i do remember we reach somewhere near Yorkshire bank to wait the train from Fitzalan Square/Ponds Forge or Hyde park which i am not very sure to Meadowhall Shopping centre Sheffield Yorkshire.
during the moment at the Supertram, we was require to pay £4 for daily pass using the service because the two way to there might cost around £2.70 which is not very worth since you can go other place as below.

around 10.50pm we arrived the Meadowhall shopping centre and i just took some picture around the place as shown below.

while at the shopping centre, i feel that the price at there was consider quite high and i feel think we can't always convert the British pound sterling to Malaysian Ringgit because it is like comparing Bangladesh foreigner people come to our Malaysia country for a visits.
however, there is still a shop named "Poundland" where you can buy things for as low as £1.

inside the shopping mall, there is a lot of different brands that i never heard before and below was some picture in there.

during the afternoon, i just buy the Gregg bread as my lunch for £1.40 and ate at the food court as below.

moreover, i think that the "salesman job" skills is same method across the global when some promoter approaches to ask whether i got free time to see their product but i just ignored it.
then we just head to Sports Direct shop to see anything to buy as i heard they offered quite cheap stuff.

well, it seems that they had a lot of different type of Nike shoe as i like one of it but with limited promotion in the liquidation stock section and i just bought a Lee Cooper shoe for £13 as shown below.

besides, a friend just told me that she did not go for the £839 Euro trip and £235 Scotland trip and i just feel that i should be happy that at least can go for the Euro trip as i did not go to Scotland trip.

furthermore, i do feel thankful to a "blog friend" from Munich telling me that "Scotland is not a country to visit alone, you need someone with you to share impressions. If you're alone, you wanna go back home after one or two days" and my brother also tell me it is not worth to go.
however, i still facing a decision whether want to stay in a "blog friend" house near Nürnberg as i was a stranger and it was my first time to travel to Europe but he was right that "by taking personal challenges that you grow, it's not by sitting home and being afraid, or even by surfing the net" that refers to myself where most of my information is get from the internet.
around 4pm we make a move from Meadowhall shopping centre and i just took some picture about Tinsley Tram shop towards Middlewood and Herdings park lane and we arrived Carbrook station as shown below.

it seems that there was nothing much to see in there other than the Cineworld cinema and Hollywood Bowl.

anyways, we just took the Supertram until the last station but i forget where is it and just took a picture of the last station surrounding as below.

maybe it is the Middlewood, Malin brige or Herdings Park from the map below as i couldn't recall it.

somehow we just stop by at the University of Sheffield station and walk to the London Street.
then i just took some picture to make myself take note as we pass by Waitrose store and street art graffiti as shown below.

after that, we reached Kebabish Express Sheffield shop and i shared the one whole roasted chicken for £3.50 with a friend as shown below.

well, the taste was just normal to me and don't know why i still feel not very full.

somehow i seems to have a little sore throat and think it is because i ate too much "unhealthy" food recently.
after that, we went to Aldi supermarket to buy some grocery as we have shared a house fund for £10 each person last time.
then we just wait for the number 25th Stagecoach bus because we still can use back the £4 Supertram ticket that we bought this morning to somewhere near Castle Market and i just took a picture of the double decker bus when we start to depart from Kebabish below.

finally i arrived back home at 7.30pm.
later on, we just eat the £0.99p pizza that we bought at Aldi.
overall today was consider quite a tiring journey and i feel that Google Glass has their potential to grow because writing my life using blog tends to be quite time consuming as this post was finish written next day although i just manage to catch up my time for my "E-Business" post.
during the night, i just went to sleep quite "early" around 12am+ if i am not mistaken.
in conclusion, i think traveling to Meadowhall shopping centre seems to be just okay only although there is something not happy about the "budget" but i will appreciate the long journey.
(Self Expenses note: Today £19.50, Yesterday total £202.50, Total up to date £222)
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today i woke up at 7.05am.
somehow i just write back my yesterday post as i still have some time while waiting for the 9am class.
then i just have some cereal with a little milk as my breakfast although i don't really like to drink milk.
around 8.30am we make from home and walked to Adsett centre for attend the Strategic Marketing Management lecture class.
well, this subject was teach by a Liz tutor as she was a full time lecturer teaching in SHU for almost 7 years and major in marketing.
the first impression that i get from the her was she asked "where are we going wrong?" and i like the quotes which is "It's about getting as excited about audience as we do about artist, Fred Bolza, Vice President, Sony Music" from the slides.

anyways, i couldn't recall much about the lecture since this blog was delayed on a day.
after that, we went to the Hubs center to take our medical card and there was a lot of people queue up.
however, we was lucky to get it earlier since there is another seminar class later in Stoddart.
around 11am i went to attend the Strategic Marketing Management seminar class and was teach by a tutor named "Giovanna" as she was an Italian who was born from Manchester.
one quotes that i like from the book was "What the student does is actually more important in determining what is learnt than what the teacher does" because only ourselves know what we study for.
frankly speaking, marketing management seems to be not the things i really want to learn but there is no choice since i already pursuing my e-commerce and marketing on the half way because until now i still feel that programming and technical skills is more important than "talking skills" for introvert people.

besides, i just feel myself tends to be not very sociable or "friendly" in real life as i don't interact much with people although a marketing guy must be very talkative and extrovert.
somehow i don like like to join back same group because it is hard to know new people and i just feel it was true that when you're going through you diploma until advance diploma in Tarc, the group that you join tends to be last longer unless the tutor or lecture select the group randomly.
furthermore, the assessment for this strategic marketing management subject was 50% coursework and 50% examination mark.
basically this was the three subject i learn for the SHU summer program which is Product Innovation And Creativity , E-Business Management and Strategic Marketing Management to get my BA Hons Degree in e-commerce and marketing.

after the class, we went to Sainsbury's bakery to buy the milk chocolate cookies because they was a promotion for just £0.50 as shown picture below.

the first bite for this cookies was totally awesome until can "fly into heaven" due to it's sweetness but after taken second piece, i start the taste was not nice after drink some water.
when i arrived home, i walk out with some friends to Castle Market near Yorkshire bank to buy something.
well, there was seafood which caught my attention was the Fresh Spider crab that cost about £4 for one crab and it was very big because usually it would cost around RM50+ or higher when you buy in Malaysia as shown picture below.

anyways, i just bought a 100grams of peeled prawn from the Castle Market for just £1 to put in the instant noodles that i will cook later.

as i arrived back home, i just quickly cook my instant noodles with the prawns.
around 5pm my friend went to the church for free dinner but i did not join due to "religion issues" as i know there might be need to listen to some "Christian song" and etc.
somehow i do feel a little "jelly" when see some food picture posted by friend from the church such as the dumpling with others few dishes which is quite mouth watering.
anyways, i just cook the instant noodles with prawns again as my dinner.
on the other hand, i did feel a little "down" when walking pass outside the hostel door to go to the laundry floor when i heard the sound of "cheerful" from the another group at other hostel room.
during that moment, i really think how it would be if i join this program last year and suddenly recall old classmate memories which make me continue to dwelling again.

therefore it seems that no use to think about it since i might be just another hypocrite guy.
during the night, i phoned my brother using Viber and chat about 25 minutes although it was already 1am in Malaysia time.
well, his advice was same as usual just like the "no car issue" as i should not use more money in buying food but buy more things that can use/see or can bring back to Malaysia.
in addition, he can't recall back much about the things is useful to buy as he came here 4 years ago.
somehow my sore throat still haven fully recover although i had eat the Chinese medicine and drink a lot of water as i hope it would not become serious because consulting a doctor in UK is very expensive.
around 10.30pm is the "Chan Fong" (大城心事) sharing program again although i am following it in UK time and below was the podcast recording of the story.

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1) 第一位：佩燕～她在工作上和上司發生的誤會和爭執對她耿耿於懷，就爲了一些上司對于人事和辦公室裡頭的職位安排而找老闆理論。【陳峰大哥勸她做工凡事別太過於斤斤計較還有把自己個人的情緒和脾氣發洩在工作上】 >>> Here.

2) 第二位：溫先生～方向感有些混亂，問題一直存在重複發生，他自認自己是個執著的人。【陳峰大哥，執著如果是在工作上希望想把使命和任務發貨和表現得最好那是值得讚賞的，但是對於朋友的執著或許就會換來別人的反感】 >>> Here.

3) 第三位：Jia Ng（28歲 / from:追[峰]一族）～她本身的職業是Admin，但是興趣是化妝，很想嘗試接觸和化妝有關的行列但是又怕會失去自己原有穩定的收入。【陳峰大哥聽到她目前的成就，大致上是在鼓勵她應該勇敢地嘗試直接從本行跳出來全心全意投入這個自己想要衝刺的行業，只要挨一段時間將來必定會有所作為和看得見的成就】 >>> Here.

4) 第四位：Angel（從新加坡打電話回來的）～五年前曾經做過眼科手術，五年後的今天她又再一次回去做檢查報告出來后發現需要再重複再做一次類似矫正手術；前提是會有風險甚至患上種種的後遺癥甚至是癌癥等等。【陳峰大哥認為她應該嘗試去問別的醫生意見看看是否意見一致或者再做決定，但是他個人的角度是認為如果做這個手術之後（如果）可能會換來其他犧牲的代價似乎有些不值得也很冒險；感覺上是一物換一物的情況】 >>> Here.

5) 第五位：阿德～之前曾經有打過電話進來的，陳峰大哥叫他放棄自己的兼職然後專心投入本行的那位。【陳峰大哥到最後說了一句，就是叫他只要有任何新的嘗試機會都不應該放過，因為那很可能就是一個全新改變命運和機會的時間已經降臨】 >>> Here.

6) 第六位：Cooldy（大概二十出歲）～他和拍拖四年的女朋友剛分了手，他自稱懷疑可能是自己平時服的健身藥產生的副作用導致影響自己的情緒不穩定。【陳峰大哥那他的那番話純屬是個藉口，幸好他發現覺醒得早不然可能自毀人生】 >>> Here.

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8) 第八位（最後一位）：阿Jack～他說和女朋友分手了半年但是還是很想念對方，他很自責自己當初提出無厘頭的分手理由，現在他很想和她回到過去像是恢復到像之前那樣的狀況。【陳峰大哥提醒他應該將自己的事業先搞來來，畢竟他自己本身也要供車供樓還有自己的日子要過，目前先解決了負擔搞好基礎比回頭找舊情人重要】 >>> Here.
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overall i just listen a few of it and just can say the world is full of different type of problem.
on the other hand, i do read some article like "Why Men Aren’t Really Men Anymore" and "The Reasons Why Nice Guys Always Finish Last" from Elite Daily as i am still finding the answer for my so call "love".
therefore it might be true that social media platforms have taken away the need to interact face to face, taking away the need for actual interaction where you can now keep in touch with friends and family all over the world from a handheld device which might be bring a lot disadvantage soon.

around 11.20pm i went to wash my clothes with the 2 token as one token is for washing clothes 35 minutes using the washing machine while the another token is for drying clothes for 45 minutes as i finally done my laundry at 12.30am.
in conclusion, i feel that everyone have their own "dark secret" including myself as i tend to be another "attention seeker" when i write more about my life.
perhaps what i really want was just to hope someone to care for me but i have too much weakness on myself that resulted me to use an anonymous identity to express my feelings.
in fact, the article that i read tends to be quite true about men that instead of going out into the real world and meeting women, they stalk women on Instagram which is much easier to talk to a woman online than in person as men now prefer to hide their faces behind their monitors for some reason.
(Self Expenses note: Today £1.50, Yesterday total £222, Total up to date £223.50)
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today i woke up at 7am.
after i get myself prepared, it seems that our hostel suddenly out of electricity and water as i feel myself quite lucky to settle down before this incident happen.
then i just have some biscuit as my breakfast and we walked to the Hubs to gather for the York England weekends trip.
around 8.10am the bus start to make a move from there and we was given a paper of guidance to have a look of the tour as shown below.

well, the driving journey took about 1 hour and 10 minutes from our University to the York and i just sleep on the bus.
anyways, we arrived somewhere there around 9.25am.

somehow there was no tour guide to guide us which means we need to walk on our own using the map.
the first scene i saw from there was the Clifford tower as shown picture below.

besides, there was a lot of "duck" (goose) walking around there and their "shxt" was everywhere as below.

after that, we walk to somewhere around the York City as we get some information regarding the York Minster, York City sightseeing bus, National Railway museum, castle museum, York Boat, Jorvik, York dungeon and other's place as below.

on the other hand, there was a burger stall that caught my attention was the Kangaroo burger as i bought it for £3 to have a try as below.

honestly, i did feel myself tends to be a little hypocrites as i having the feeling of "pity to some animal" but yet i still eat their meat instead of becoming a vegetarian.

besides, i did try a bite of buffalo meat patty burger that bought by my friend although i am praying to "Guan Yin Mah" that as a follower is prohibited to eat cow meat.
then we just continue to walk around that area and i just tried the caramel honeycomb flavour real dairy ice cream from Yorvale that cost about £1.70 and really like it as below.

after getting most of the information about the York city, we head to the National Railway museum because that is the only place for Free entrance.
it is because other place such as Clifford tower require £4.20, York Minister require £10, York sightseeing bus + Yorkboat tour require £13.50, York dungeon require £15 and other more which required us to pay for the entrance fee as we did not know it before we arrive here as below.

therefore the only available option to visits was the National Railway museum.

anyways, below was some picture taken at the National Railway museum.

the difficulties that i encounter during this whole walking journey was finding a place to refill my water as i did not saw any water refill stands and luckily Starbucks allowed us to refill our water.

then we just continue to walk around and i bought a sausage roll bread for £0.70 from the Gregg bakery.

besides, i don't know why i have a feelings about the foreign "Guai Lou" people seems to be not really like our "Asian Chinese" races where i not sure is real or not since it was just my "feelings" at that moment.

around 4.30pm we finished walked almost the whole city although the gathering time was at 5.30pm.

therefore we walk back the Clifford tower and waited near York Castle museum.

after most of the people arrived back to the bus, it make a move around 6.05pm and it seems that the most common word said by Tarcian is "no money" no matter where we go.

furthermore, it seems that they did no check our York tickets that we bought for £10 and this make me feel that buying is not necessary if you brave enough to "cheat" although it sounds like a cheapskate.

finally we reach the Hubs Union at 7.15pm and i quickly walk back home and arrived at 7.25pm.

during the night, my friend cook the dinner such as the ABC soup, scramble eggs and rice.

besides, i just know something about "friendship related things" but it is better to keep in myself as no people is perfect too.

somehow the hand gloves had spoil when i almost finish wash those plates and cooking utensils.

later on, i just check in some information and news and i feel that number 7th caller from Chan Fong sharing yesterday seems to be quite meaningful.
well, it is about "Money/Bread and Love" topic (爱情与面包，因为钱的问题，而感情都变了，那意思是你穷一点，感情就会差一点，有钱一点，感情就会好一点？) that means just because of poor, relationship will be ruin and does it means that when you're rich, the relationship will be better?
in the end, the only answer seems to be a person personality problem as if you're a happy person, you will always be happy no matter what is the surrounding and i do keep "self reflect" (反醒) about myself whether will i be happy when i have a lot of money?

overall this daily weekend trip to York seems to be just okay only but i should appreciate the opportunity i get in my life.
(Self Expenses note: Today £5.40, Yesterday total £223.50, Total up to date £228.90)
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