somehow i still going through the same weekends lifestyle where i will be wake up around afternoon.
besides, i was worry that i might end up being having the "same life" when i did not work for the entire month of May since there is still 2 more working day to go.
during the afternoon, mother have cooked some simple dish as our lunch.
after that, i just continue my "surfing internet" lifestyle as i still haven plan what to do for today.
well, i just listened some "father related" things and can't really say much whenever he go for the MXA politic program.
guess i shall respect what he want to do as i shouldn't say bad things about him since he raised us up and i don't want to cause some argument that spoil our relationship just because of political view.
while thinking deeply why i have such "anger" when he go for it, it seems that the answer seems like if the MXA got give him benefits such as printing those banner ads, i feel it is okay but the truth is a NO.
maybe this can explain the reason why so many people "anti" the BX might because they did not get any benefits from it.
for example, let's say BX give you RM1 Billion to approve the Lynas project, will you accept?
well, at first you might NO because it will cause a lot of side effect and harm more people but what if they can guarantee you and your family+anyone related to you will get a lot of benefits where you can even migrate to other's country after finish the contract, will you accept again?
furthermore, everyone has the rights to support any party that they want.
therefore i feel that it is useless to vote any party because most of the people will fight for their own benefits instead of think for other's first. (or maybe i am the only one in the world who had such a "selfish" thought?)
guess i shouldn't have this kind of mindset when i recall back the "Dying to be me" book that i read from Kinokuniya bookstore during Wednesday saying that if everyone has the same negative thought, it will eventually lead the world become like that which explain why so many bad news happening nowadays.
after "analyzing myself" from day by day, i keep asking myself "why, why and why" i still having those negative thought despite i am trying to become and express more positive thought.
well, it seems that the answer was because there is a lot need's and want's that i haven satisfy and as long as this kind of "demands" have not meet, i will continue whining more.
in addition, it is bad to think that "why i have this weakness, why i so sucks, why i did not have this and that" which something i truly know it is useless to think.
the positive way that i should think of was "never look at what you have lost, always look at what is left with you" but this thought need time to practice it as it will not happen or totally change in one day.
moreover, i should think that in a way that "maybe i am rich in my own world" such as having food, shelter, and healthy body although there is so much voices outside saying that people who have such thought is un-productive/useless in society (没有上进心的男人) or people who did not seek for improvement.
perhaps i shall have the Poorfag Chan mindset in order to be more happy.
anyways, please don't take it seriously about what i am saying as i just express my thought without thinking much and don't want to get any trouble for myself regarding some of the political view.
besides, there is a funny video where i would like to share that is "Sad, Sad Larry" which is quite "funny" as shown below or the link >>> Here.
during the night, i went out buy some "Roti Canai" when my mother cook some curry chicken as our dinner.
after that, i make a move from house around 9pm because there was some stock clearance at Klang Parade and my brother told me about the Hush Puppies (HP) slipper that i want have great discount.
upon arrive there, i went to buy the slipper and was thinking whether want to join the HP membership card for RM12 when there is an extra 5% discount from the 30% discount.
anyways, i did not join their membership since i feel not worth after buy the shoe for 30% discount.
then i went to the Maybank ATM machine to set the 3rd party transfer limit to RM5,000 for paying the STA travel agency.
finally i arrived back home at 10.20pm and feel quite tired.
then i went to take a nap for about 1 hour+ to get myself energized again.
when my sister told me about her baby story that she had admitted at hospital after having allergic eating some egg, i just feel that it is not easy to raise a baby as there was some unexpected cost such as the medical fee for admit in Arunamari hospital was around RM1,100+ but her baby did not buy any insurance.
therefore this might explain why some Chinese want to give birth to have only 1 children nowadays instead of having many baby when compared to "
besides, i just saw the Advertlets had invited 300 bloggers to watch the latest Iron Man movie for free as i feel a little "jelly" for not having the opportunity to watch it.
anyways, i think what my sister say quite right that "only people was too free will only have time to write a blog" which somehow reflecting myself as i was nothing much to do other than express feelings everyday?
before, i end my post, i would like to share an interesting picture about "What if she was the one" as shown below.
however, i hope i will have some changes when i travel to UK next month and everything will turn out to be the most happy moment in my life.
=D