well, i was planning to go KL to collect the air ticket and watch Iron Man 3 but it seems that the travel agent haven prepare for the tickets.
therefore i just stay at home and as i continue to watch the Fairy Tail anime again.
around 1pm i went to have my lunch and eventually fall asleep as i felt so sleepy after that.
the moment i woke up again was at 3.50pm and continue to watch the anime.
after some moment, one of my relative come to my house to visits us.
then my relative shared something about the UK lifestyle had bring something for me to take it there.
besides, my auntie had gave me an Angpao as a "blessing" which is probably an Chinese tradition to give an Angpao to those people who travel to others country.
after they left, i just opened the Angpao and saw it was all in pound sterling and an Euro currency as below.
around 8pm i went to have my dinner and just search some information again.
honestly, i feel that when i stay at home, it seems that i would think more things than my previous working lifestyle as i was seems to be too "free" in my life.
seriously i do feel my thought was seems like a girl's thought as i having so much thought especially some negative thought such as "why i seems like pretending to become a good people (being fake) when meet real person, why i always not good enough for others, why so many people are better than me" and much more just like the girl's blog.
then i also feel that myself seems to be keep wanting "attention" sometime as i was feeling too "lonely" again?
however, i think the only way to overcome this kind of thought is keep "implementing" more positive thought although some negative ones coming back.
perhaps it is because i still thinking back my past about those college stuff and sometime i choose to keep myself busy in order to forget "something".
anyways, i just finish watching 151th episode of the anime when writing this post just to keep myself "busy" although i know it not good to spend my time to do such thing.
over time, i really keep tell myself to recall back those happy moments because "living in happiness is only the true meaning and reason that we lived in our life" (因为活得快乐的日子，才是真正的人生) as shown video below.
before i end my post, i would like to share something positive such as the "benefits of laughing" as below.
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1) Reduces heart disease.
2) Natural pain killer.
3) Improves breathing.
4) Helps you lose weight.
5) Gives good sleep.
6) Decrease stress.
7) Makes you look young.
8) Boosts relationships.
therefore there is no reason not to laugh right?
=D