well, i was awakened by my father although i plan to sleep late.
after that, he asked me to finish some artwork related things and handled me an Angpao (red packet) given by his brother to me as a "blessing" (一路顺风) which is normally a Chinese tradition to someone who is going to travel.
somehow i was quite "shock" to receive the red packet because it has a total amount of RM2,000 inside from my uncle.
seriously it was my first time to receive so much money as my record so far was only RM300 during Chinese New Year in a single red packet other than the pound sterling red packet that i received two weeks ago.
frankly speaking, it is quite hard to imagine this kind of unexpected feelings as my mindset was a poor boy.
perhaps it is because i tends to be compare with people as i remember i do "jelly" one of my secondary friend sharing his experience of getting few thousand in a single red packet as his father was a "Dato" and the client give him due to "something" as it sounds like bribery to me which make me recall until this date.
besides, i think that all the problem arrived was because i am not patient enough to wait.
for example, i keep talk about relationship things as it was like no girl like me but i never think about that it is just "my time" haven arrived yet other than keep dwelling about the same things everyday.
moreover, it was totally useless to "jelly" small stuff such as looking happy coupling holding each other watching movie in the cinema and others.
on the other hand, i realized that i need to keep focus on happy stuff although i am a negative one on my past just like how i get criticized as a "copier" in the Fast And Furious 6 movie review post yesterday.
it is because i discover that the moment if i feel "angry" about what he said, i already lost myself and he might feel more happy to say that "see this guy so easily angry on small little stuff" and how i want to be success in future when small things also cannot handle right?
in fact, there is no use to argue as i can write any title, any feelings or anything i want without need to concern so much.
anyways, this incident just help me gain stronger because how often in life you can meet someone who can "scold" or "advice" you right?
moreover, i can get to know myself more when being criticized although it would require a lot of time and effort to "train myself" for not getting "angry" easily.
afterall, it is all about how a person mindset thinking as anything can be think in a positive and negative way.
around 1.30pm i make a move from house after having my lunch where my father fetched me to the Maybank to bank in the money and coins that i keep last time.
upon arrived there, the staff who work in the "count coins" counter had went out lunch and another staff just ask me leave the money there as he would call me back.
after finished bank the money in cash deposit machine, my father fetched me back home.
upon arrived home, i just look in some information and news.
there is a news that is quite sad to share which is "Miracle baby who was plucked ALIVE from a toilet pipe after being flushed away by the parents who didn't want him" from Daily Mail.
looking at this news, i just wondering where do the human moral values had gone and how could the parents make such cruel decision to dump the baby despite she was a 22 years old mother?
anyways, i don't know how to comment much on this matter as i just see this news on the surface as the reason was unclear why the mother do so but no matter what reason, a life is a life right?
during the evening, mother asked me to take care baby sister a while and i do face some difficulties as the baby was still crying after having the fever medicine.
after that, my mother take care of the baby and i just feel so tired to take rest.
the moment i woke up again was 9.10pm and continue to watch some Hunter X Hunter anime.
besides, i do read some article about the tonsil stones (Tonsillolith) as i had experience it before.
at last, i found it was true that if you want to change someone, firstly you must change yourself. (要改变别人，不如先改变自己)
actually implementing this "change" attitude is quite easy to say but required really hard effort to get it.
for example, when i received the Switzerland property feedback where the guy say that "What do you expect? People are greedy and selfish. If it benefits them, then why not? Is not like other gives a damn about me, why should I bother if you can't have a roof over your head", i feel that this might be the reason of why our society or people had become so "cold".
it is because when a person think like that, it might affect other people to have such negative thought that eventually make our society having less caring for others people.
therefore i think it is important to think and speak about positive things as myself do found out the bad side of having negative thought that is not only will affect your mindset but also the action or words you speak where you can't even hide it.
in addition, i should be more patient because good things will always come to those people who wait for it.
=D