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actually i had awakens around 4am+ since i had slept early yesterday but i continue sleep back after i awake.
after having some cookies as my breakfast, i just write back my yesterday post and continue to do my own research about the assignment.
around 12.30pm i just cooked the curry instant noodles with chicken as my lunch as below.
somehow i do asked myself about the purpose of reading this kind of books and the answers seems to be just my curiosity as people say you will earn at least 5 figures salary when you got this knowledge.
besides, i was facing some difficulties on the assignment as i start to feel nervous and stress.
therefore i just find some ways about "Meditation of Self Discovery" but it seems not very useful although i know it was related to the Chakras in our body.
on the other hand, i just feel that the Lan Hao Ren by Chen Wei Quan (滥好人 陈威全) song seems to be referring myself.
anyways, below was the lyrics of the song and the words that highlighted in red was something meaningful to myself.
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演的逼真，妳才安心选择。
我独自转身，好过没有任何人，
获胜。
原来爱不应该无止境的等。
那会牵绊妳，错过对的人。
释怀地微笑，最适合这尾声。
该飞的风筝，美在一起狂奔，放手了反而永恒。
我是爱着妳的那个滥好人。
爱了妳，却只能隐身。
没关系，
妳别管我多心疼。
我是放开妳那个滥好人。
为了妳，对自己够狠。
没关系，没关系，
天使也会迎来掌声。
原来爱不应该无止境的等。
那会牵绊妳，错过对的人。
释怀地微笑，最适合这尾声。
该飞的风筝，美在一起狂奔，放手了反而永恒。
我是爱着妳的那个滥好人。
爱了妳，却只能隐身。
没关系，
妳别管我有多心疼。
我是放开妳的那个滥好人。
为了妳，对自己够狠。
没关系，没关系，
天使也会迎来掌声。
我是爱着妳的那个滥好人。
爱了妳，却只能隐身。
没关系，妳别管我有多心疼。
我是放开妳的那个滥好人。
为了妳，对自己够狠。
没关系，没关系。
天使也会迎来掌声。
原谅我不做滥好人。
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moreover, feel free to listen to the "陳威全-濫好人 (官方完整版MV)(HD)" video as below or the link >>> Here.
one of the reason why i have such strong feelings towards this song was because i feel myself seems to be "always want to have the good guy image" which is known as "Lan Hao Ren" (person who always pretend to be good) and only he/her will feel hurt in the end.
anyways, this song really make my day and it has been a long time i did not listen to new song.
during the night, my friends came up and do the cooking again.
besides, we do invite the "guai lou" (foreigner) housemate to try the dishes and have a little communication.
somehow i still playing the role as "dish washer" although i not really like to wash dishes.
later on, we followed the foreigner housemate as he introduce some building around Sheffield Yorkshire city.
then i just took some random picture about my surrounding since the only free things that i can do was to take picture as shown below.
finally i arrived back home at 10.30pm and drank the Strongbow can as shown below.
anyways, i just having a little dizzy after drank it and do feel a little warm inside my body.
before i end my post, i also saw something that caught my attention about a forum post asked "Girls: Will you marry someone who has piap2 (sex), others before (a playboy)" and the interesting feedback was below.
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1) If you piap2 as 2nd objective, and marrying your gf as the 1st objective, then not a playboy.
But if you piap2 for the pure sake of piap2 and less on marrying her (or couldn't care less about marriage, just fooling around like puppy love, etc), then you have the mindset of a playboy, thus a playboy.
2) but but but.. it's better for the guy to piap piap all he wants before he get married
then after married
if those guys too good, after married.. they sure want piap piap outside coz never done before
3) You mean you want to exhaust yourself with outside piap2 so that when you get married, your marriage would take a total backseat, that you will just leave your wife hanging dry?
You mean a good guy would still fall for the temptation of trying out piap2 outside, like eating different cuisine at different restaurants?
That's not a good guy to me.
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in conclusion, i just feel that there is no right or wrong again because it is very subjective to different individual.
what i can really say was i should be more grateful about my life as i saw one of the Chinese diary writing as below.
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