well, i was awakens automatically again without the alarm that probably due to the stress about the presentation although i was sleep quite late after the Whitby trip.
after having my breakfast, i quickly focusing back on my research and memorize something.
during the afternoon, i don't really have appetite to eat and decided to go to the SHU library to be more focus since i had use this method during my moment Tarc college library last time.
around 3pm i walked to Adsett Centre library to do some memorizing and research task.
during the night, i just remember a friend asked me to buy market pen and i walked to the Staples stationery as shown below.
around 7.15pm i reach back the library from Staples shop and continue to memorize some part of the things i will present as today was the deadline of it.
somehow i do feel some "unexplained feelings" when heard friend talk about some girlfriend story party because i never experience such thing.
finally i arrived back home at 10.30pm and feel quite tired.
therefore i just use the "power nap" regeneration skills again to make myself get energized or awake to practice more of my product innovation presentation for tomorrow.
then i just cooked some instant noodles with chicken sausage ham as my dinner and just feel so full although i just have a meal today.
frankly speaking, the song that represent my feeling for this moment was "Stars Calendar Girl - If I Am Lost For A Day" as shown below.
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If I am lost for a day, try to find me.
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me.
And all of the things that I thought were so easy,
Just got harder and harder each day.
December is darkest, in June there's the light.
But this empty bedroom, won't make anything right.
While out on the landing, a friend I forgot to send home.
Who waits up for me all through the night.
Calendar girl who's in love with the world, stay alive.
I dreamed I was dying, as I so often do.
And when I awoke, I was sure it was true.
I ran to the window threw my head to the sky.
And said whoever is up there please don't let me die.
But I can't live forever, I can't always be.
One day I'll be sand on a beach by the sea.
The pages keep turning, I mark off each day with a cross.
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost.
Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive.
Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive.
January, February, March, April, May I'm alive,
June, July, August, September, October I'm alive.
November, December and all through the winter,
I'm alive, I'm alive!
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well, the words that highlighted in red seems to be referring to myself and feel free to listen the song as below or the link >>> Here.
seriously i was like "going nowhere" and was keep following the path that everyone goes through.
in fact, life is just full of too much opportunity and decision need to be make but the thing i feel was about whether you;re happy with your life.
(Self Expenses note: Today £1.50, Yesterday total £300.10, Total up to date £301.60)
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