in fact, i was wake up automatically which is probably due to the "stress of presentation" for the product innovation and creativity (PIC) subject this morning.
after having some biscuit as my breakfast, we walked to the Stoddart centre to attend the PIC lecture around 8.40am.
the lecturer teaches about managing intellectual property and protecting your ideas but it seems like involving a large amount of legal fee (£30K) for protecting a UK patent.
however, there was less people attend due to prepare for the next presentation.
well, the forms of protection include patents, copyright, registered designs and registered trademark that i think it is important to know the definition ass it might come out in exam.
before the lecture class end, the tutor shared a "Innovation is GREAT Britain" video and i quite liked it as below or at the link >>> Here.
well, i just realize that Joseph Swan was the inventor of an incandescent light bulb before its invention by the American Thomas Edison.
through this case, i think that most of us easily influence by what's other people said rather than find out the real story ourselves as myself also thought that Thomas Edison had invented the light bulb.
after that, i went to Adsett Centre to participate the library survey that is about finding the user experience when browsing the SHU Library Gateway and earned £5 voucher from the them.
then i head back to the Stoddart centre and my feeling at that moment was so nervous due to the individual PIC coursework presentation.
during the moment while listening other's classmate presenting, i was impress with other's people as they had a very strong presentation skills.
when it reaches my turn, i did not do well as i was just focus too much looking back the slide without elaborate more of my point.
somehow i do feel a little down as i know my own capability and there was 2 tutor listening to us.
one thing i realized was the personality of a person can be see or read through by the way of how you speaks no matter how hard you're trying to hide to become another person.
after the seminar class end, i don't really have much mood due to my "bad presentation" (own assumption) although some friend try to cheer me up by saying it was okay.
anyways, life still goes on and we head to the Globe Howard Street cafe ( Address: 54 Howard St Sheffield, South Yorkshire S1 2LX, United Kingdom) to have our lunch as below.
moreover, a friend just share that the mayonnaise should mix with vinegar sauce because it will be nice when dip with the fries according to a chef.
besides, i realize that it is important for guys to talk about girls (which girl is beautiful) by sharing with another guy in order to have a great conversation.
guess it might be true that guys who less talk about girl seems to be consider as a "nerd".
then we walk to castle market to see anything to buy and i had bought a new food storage box from the 99p stores near there.
as i arrived back home, i just rest a while as we will be going to the Norfolk Heritage Park Avenue Sheffield to picnic with some other's girl.
while walking to there, i was overcome my so call "fear girl disease" (女人恐惧症) as my "heart beart was pumping fast" when girls around.
well, the journey took about 35 minutes walking distance and we finally reach the Norfolk Park Avenue where i just took some picture as shown below.
then we played the flying disc game and it was quite fun when there was girls around.
after that, we just have some fried rice, potato wedges, tortilla wrap and macaroni as our picnic food.
during the evening, i continue to play some "rugby" game with other guy on the field.
somehow there was some injury happened by other friend as it was consider quite a rough game.
on the other hand, when a friend asked me whether got any girl that i find interesting among the bunch of girls and it just make me think back of "something" again although i said no.
honestly, there was a short hair girl that seems to be quite attractive to me as i will think of "someone" although i had said a few thousand time that i will NOT think back on my past.
around 9.15pm we make a move from there and i finally reach home around 10pm and the night in UK was just like the evening time of Malaysia.
well, today i really realized a lot of problem about myself that why i can be consider as a boring and not an attractive/interesting guy when you did not talk anything.
moreover, i think it is important for guy to flirt (paktoh) or talk a lot with girls since young age (15~18 years old) because if you did not practice such thing, you will never be able to know how to chase a girl or get a girlfriend later on in life.
besides, if want to count today's happiness rather thinking about the thing that i don't really like such as a friend who call me some "nickname" that i dislike, i think it is better to think about the happiness or positive things rather than negative things by dwelling on certain things.
maybe Chan Fong 988 DJ was right about a Chinese sentences "恋爱只是试用期，只有适合不适合，没必要那么挣扎" that is quite meaningful.
for example, i am happy to see a girl that looks similar to "someone" from behind shade (sounds creepy) and guess this might be the same feeling when every guy talks or see some beautiful girls walking around.
in conclusion, the question that really matter here was "Do you feel happy for at this moment?" and i realize my major problem was having less interaction with people (own personality) that resulted the "me" of myself today.
furthermore, it might be important to keep carry a smile face no matter what and i did it today although i am not very used to it.
perhaps i should throw the "blame" to my blogging hobbies when i writing so much rather than finding someone to share and this post was my 1705th post. (LOL)
therefore it was true that "You only live once but if you do it right, once is enough" as i had experience so much of things although it is quite sucks to admit it was weakness or mistake sometimes.
what i trying to express now was just can tell some people who having the similar problem as me although it was just 0.01% that you might be able to see or learn something from the mistake i made throughout my life as lack of caring or having sense of belonging seems to be the main problem of being "lonely".
sometime i do admit that "sad" song such as "Stars Calendar Girl - If I Am Lost For A Day" can affect a person feelings.
(Self Expenses note: Today £3.90, Yesterday total £301.60, Total up to date £305.50)
T.T