Mami China Movie Review 2013 (妈咪)

today i woke up at 10.10am.
well, there is no class for today and i just "staggering" with a little laziness feelings.
after getting myself prepared, i just have some potato chips as my breakfast.
somehow i just feel like an "imaginative karma" when my friend go to the Botanical Garden Sheffield without telling me when i feel "guilty" assuming they did not go although i have left a message on FB at that day.
besides, i seems to be "wasting time" in UK when i waiting for hour by hour passing by from 11am to 12pm, 12pm to 1pm, 1pm to 2pm in my bed thinking a lot of stuff and do feel a little helpless when want to concentrate to study, but another feeling was wanted to find someone to talk and looks like can't call anyone.
anyways, just read some web links gaven by Mrs Anonymous and found it is very meaningful with it's explanation about "3 Simple Steps To Overcome Shy Around Girls" article.

the first way was to overcome your inferiority that is when you feel you are somehow "less valuable" than the girl, you will eventually feel shy and nervous around her.
for the second method, the advice was to stop being too invested in one particular girl because most of the shy guy out there was having the same common tendency to pick one girl that they become obsessed by her.
the third way to be assertive by stop being so invested in one particular girl is to have many options instead of one and the best way to do this is to talk to many women on a weekly or daily basis.
overall i just feel that what the article said was truly meaningful when the harsh reality is that you are going to have to work and learn to cope with your nervousness if you want to have a girlfriend.
therefore i just feel a little "sucks" about myself when used so many years to just find a such simple answer although there is not much guy who was shy and having the "think a lot disease" like me.

around 3pm i went to cook some instant noodle with ham, some banana and chocolate as my lunch.
then i just saw a video about "12 year old who owns 3 Ferrari's" with his own money after selling his app to Google for 8.5 million that suddenly remind me of something from my past.
besides, there was a video seems referring to the "Dato's son rape case and get freedom in Malaysia" at the link >>> Here.
besides, i do like the "Mission Incomplete MV" song that is quite nice to listen.
during the evening, my friend came a while and i just watch the "Mami China Movie (妈咪)" that i found quite interesting to watch as below or the link >>> Here. (Note: It is not porn movie, watch first)
actually it was a little related to the "Gan Die" (Stepfather 干爹) touching short film that i watch last year because this movie was published by the same author.

basically the "Mami" story talk about the "escort girls" (陪酒妹) working experience in the night club although it said based on true story and below was the Chinese synopsis of the movie.
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《妈咪》 (China Sex and The City) 夜总会三陪女孩的淫荡迷醉生活 。
主演：王洁曦 陈静 宁子 黄嫀砚 ，该剧由何自强执导，根据真实故事改编而成，以独特的视角剖析边缘世界的内部生活，揭­露被忽视群体的尊严与人性挣扎，是一部充满话题性的数字电影。故事讲述在夜场工作的三­个女孩若诗、瑶瑶、小雨，因为不同的价值观，虽是好姐妹却走上完全不同的人生轨道。通­过三个女孩的心态与人生轨迹，以及夜场中形形色色人的生活状态，为观众呈现一段不一样­的夜场故事。
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overall i would rate this movie as 4.5 out of 5 stars and strongly recommend anyone to watch if you understand Chinese because it has a lot of thought that we can think about.

for example, we will never know much about a person past and shouldn't judge a person based on their past based on our own assumption although i admit i was having a little this "bias" feeling.
besides, the photographer seems to be just "cheat" the girl with his "chasing girl skills" but i not sure whether he is acting or saying the truth when breaking up with the girl after having sex with her.
in the last of the scene, there was a quite meaningful Chinese sentence that is "即使赚得了全世界，却失去了自己，又有什么意义呢？" which means if you can earn all the money around the world, but you have lost yourself, then what is the meaning of life?
during the night, i just cook a chicken, sausage and ham as my dinner as shown below.
honestly, i did realized a lot of stuff but it seems that taking action is totally 2 different thing and i was like spreading more sadness when i write more.

perhaps i should have the "doesn't matter attitude" which is quite related to my "how to make girls fall in love to you" but it is in Chinese.
on the other hand, the things that i thing meaningful from the movie was most of us run our life without an exact goal as we just do what other's people said and it might be true that when guys are weak or poor, they might blame no girls like them but when guys are rich and confidence, they will be eventually bunch of girl approach them according to in the movie.
besides, there was a picture that is quite true about "when you playing with girls during Childhood and Now" because a lot of friends will automatically come to friend with you if you know a lot of girls in your college life as shown below.
in conclusion, i realized that whenever i feel down when not being invited for something or being cared, i shall told myself that at least i am ALIVE for today right?
then i should think in such a way that at least i still have my parents and close friends that is still not the end of the world.
why so serious about life that only make ownselves not happy?
(Self Expenses note: Today £0, Yesterday total £307.50, Total up to date £307.50)
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