then i continue to read the information that i stored previously about the assignment related things.
however, i just feel tired and do the "power nap" skills again but i eventually fall asleep.
the moment i woke up again was 9am and realized the reason why i feel tired was due to no eat any breakfast as we would only have the energy to do after eating something.
around 11am my friend arrived to my house and cooked some egg sausage to wrap with tortilla as our lunch.
after that, we went to another friend house to do assignment since the internet connection still on the down mode although i saw there is some technical stuff fixing it.
somehow i was feeling stress because the deadline to pass up is tomorrow but my progress still very slow when compared to my friends.
during the evening, we went back to our hostel and the internet connection has been recovered.
then i just cooked some instant noodles around 5pm as my "dinner" tonight.
somehow i was quite agree with a friend's saying that it is all about mindset problem because if you feel you can't do it, then you can't which might be friend.
besides, the friend also share some story about a guy faced 99 rejection from girls before can get 1 girl to hang out which make me feel that it is all about how a person can accept rejection in life.
after that, i felt so stress again when every moment keep passing while i can't really write much academic stuff for the assignment.
anyways, i just keep forcing myself to write anything that i could by following the reference that i got from friend's who graduate last year.
while i was in a "blur mode" during the midnight, i suddenly done something that caused me to have a "dying feelings" for panic shock when there it no way to retrieve back the data when i accidentally closed the Microsoft Word tab and below was my feelings on that moment.
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seriously was in dying feelings now as i accidentally close the file without safe it when select "No" changes to Microsoft document although i haven complete yet resulted a sudden panic shock, that means PIC individual coursework get 0% of of 50% if delay 1 day according to the website saying that about the penalties for handing work in late as the answer was "If you do not hand in a piece of work by the specified deadline or you don’t attend an examination you will receive a mark of zero and will fail. You will then need to re-register on the module before you can have a further attempt at assessment. This will incur a fee and you will need to attend lectures and seminars again? goodbye to my UK academic journey? deep shit now can't really find a way to express my current dead meat feelings as i am not same with those pro study student. sorry to my father and mother for wasting your effort to let me continue study at UK, i don't even deserve a degree cert at SHU.
having too much thought and a very negative emotion almost cause me gone crazy without sleep whole night.
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sometimes i do feel that maybe i shouldn't go for the Blackpool trip since there is a lot of stuff need to do.
anyways, the assignment has been settle since this post was updated back when pass up my work.
(Self Expenses note for new month July in UK: Today £0, Yesterday total £0, Total up to date £0)~.~