after getting myself prepared, i just realized that i had missed the academic study skills tutorial at 1.30pm yesterday's after checking my personal timetable as i thought it would be same every weekend.
around 8.45am i make a move from hostel and went to attend the Product Innovation and Creativity (PIC) lecture at Stoddart building.
well, there were not much people attend the lecture class this morning and the teaches about market diffusion process, product life cycle (PLC), marketing trends, perils of poor co-ordination from different people point of view as shown below.
anyways, i just feel that it seems to be not very useful in real life but just told myself that i should see it in different point of view although we had already learn it during advance diploma year in Tarc College.
after that, i went to the seminar class after the lecture ends since i don't feel like going anywhere.
during the seminar class, the tutor showed the Coolhunters launching a new food products video from two different company which is the Marks and Spencer and Selfridges.
besides, the tutor told us that actually most of the "British Food" were came from "Fusion food" which is the combination of different food culture across the world since would take a longer time to prepare it.
moreover, i was agreed with the tutor saying that we would like to have something that can be kept as memory such as taking photos, getting certificate, experience the British studying culture and others as our evidence while we stay in UK.
after that, the tutor distribute our individual result for Product Innovation and Creativity coursework and i did feeling quite "down" when i saw my marks was only 51% together with some "demotivate" feedback as shown below.
while looking at the result and it's comment, i did asked myself whether i had try my best (尽力) or not and i was "speechless" within myself.
therefore i might be ended up as a "lower second class" for my degree certificate assessment on a scale from 0 to 100 because 1st class was 70 to 100, upper 2nd class was 60 to 69, lower 2nd class was 50 to 59, 3rd class 45 was 49, pass rate was 40 to 44 while fail rate was 1 to 39 marks.
well, the tutor advice us to do better for the next 50% PIC group assignment and it is better to read more academic marketing reference such as the Everett Rogers book.
after the class end, i still having the "down" feelings especially when friends comparing result marks among each others and it seems that another class average marks tends to be higher.
anyways, i just followed some friend to Castle Market, Fultons Markets, B&M Stores and others to see anything that can buy.
somehow i bought the fish, iceberg lettuce and Pringles chip while on the way back home.
upon arrived home at 2.30pm, i just cook some Burrito tortilla wraps with the vegetable as my lunch and finally finish cook, wash and eat at 3.10pm.
besides, one of my friend just told me that he get 72% marks for the PIC individual assignment.
frankly speaking, i do feel quite "sucks" within myself for scoring such a low marks as i seems to be not putting much effort in study.
somehow i did have a "blaming" feeling about the "C" tutor for giving us low marks after i heard more and more people from another tutor gets higher marks.
seriously after the individual result released and heard others friend marks, my feelings at that moment was totally "down" and "emo" because i feel that i was wasting money to study and did feel to back Malaysia.
in fact, there was much more smart student and over qualified A++ student back in Malaysia who deserve a better education than me if they was have the money to further study overseas if really want to compare.
while writing this post, i just feel that the reason i blogging seems to be giving advice to other weak Tarcian student like me for not falling the "trap" to spend RM40,000 in SHU 3 month degree summer program.
therefore this blog would be treat as a reference guide for next year 2014 Tarc advance diploma student to decide whether it is worth or not to spend such money studying overseas as i also start understand something related to "long term SEO effect" as not much people would understand it since i am the only one who having such experience from different kind of analytics tools in my blogging journey after so many years.
anyways, i just feel "emo tired" and went to take a nap during the evening.
the moment i woke up again was 6.50pm and i went to my friend house to have our dinner.
well, their cooking skills was quite nice to eat and i was appreciate it.
besides, i realized that it is better for not being calculative too much in term of sharing cooking money for food as it would be better if you can contribute more although you would encounter "lost" (rugi) or "money pain" for having a better friendship.
however, it would be still varies because different people have different personalities just like the "Source of Depression" (压抑的来源) video that i shared before about being particular in something.
finally i arrived back home at 8.30pm and just feel that the time passed so fast again when i read some article such as "Why It Is Impossible For Entrepreneurs To Have Girlfriends" by Elite Daily or watch the 7th episode of "Triumph In The Skies 2" (衝上雲霄II) drama as shown below.
at once i really feel that i was doing nothing much literally about my life as i tends to be "so free" to write so much things in just a single post like the Chino's London Road Sheffield that is totally out of food topic.
on the other hand, i still keep track on my expenses as i still left £1000 from £2300 total after paying quite a lot of money to "Tong Hang Tour" and the remaining money would be used to "survive" for 2 month+ more as i would be back to Malaysia during October month.
honestly, i don't really have much "mood" to travel during the reading/study week after looking my result as i feel that i was not "deserve" to travel. (身在福中不知福?)
before i end my post, i would like to share a meaningful video about "How to Resolve Conflicts In Life" as shown below or the link >>> Here.
in fact, i start to realize more and more things about the reason and why it happens around me.
anyways, it is true that "Worry is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do but gets you nowhere" as shown below.
(Self Expenses note: Today £2.90, Yesterday total £946.50, Total up to date £949.40)
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