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Mission Incomplete In My Life

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today i woke up at 5.30am.
somehow i was quite "shock" as i had accidentally sleep until next day as i just wish to rest for a while although i had set the alarm previously.
anyways, i just went to sleep back but could sleep long when the moment i woke up again was 6.55am.
then i just went to write my yesterday's "Graves art gallery museum" blog post since i had forgotten it.
after that, i continue to keep finding the way to retrieve back my email as it might be "hacked" by someone.
well, it did took me for quite a long time to search all the related information to find the answer related to lost email account and finally found the way to recover back my email.
therefore i just done some backup but it still require my Malaysia phone number to add in secondary security for my Hotmail email.

at last, i just feel quite satisfied and happy when i found the solution instead of just sitting there thinking about why this kind of thins happens.
after that, i ate some chocolate bread as my breakfast and continue to search some information.
well, one of my friend do invited me to go Meadowhall shopping center as i feel to go but did not go there in the end as i was "lazy" in some way.
during the afternoon, i cooked the seaweed noodles as my lunch and continue to watch some funny Youtube video such as the "10 thousand cold joke" (十万个冷笑话) that only publish 1 video every month.
moreover, i suddenly attracted to a new funny Chinese video such as the "Zombie Brother" (尸兄) starting from 1st episode and watch until the latest 8th episode as shown below or at the link >>> Here.
seriously the video just make me laugh out badly although it brings some creepy scene.

perhaps this is the most budget way to waste use my time instead of spending money to travel around although it sounds boring.
besides, i would like to share a meaningful song that is "Mission Incomplete" from (非常好歌) that sing by " Quek Shio Yee (郭修彧) as shown below or the like >>> Here.
frankly speaking, i discover that "Quek Shio Chuan" was his brother too who was a famous film director in Malaysia that directed one of the touching Autism short film as shown below or the link >>> Here.
guess this is what people say "like brother, like sister" (like father, like son) right?
anyways, below was the lyrics of Mission Incomplete song.
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我的脸上还有笑容,
只是伤口还在隐隐作痛。
爱的规则你没打算要遵守,
不会,你永远不会懂。

That is what we only have now, 没有了以后。
All that memories we've been through, 随风而掏空。
Our laughter is being freeze in the past, Mission incomplete.
But it's time to say goodbye.

最好我们不做朋友,
很多心里话都言不由衷。
我曾经是一个皇后,现在变成小丑。
到底我做错什么,why why 你放弃我?

That is what we only have now, 没有了以后。
All that memories we've been through, 随风而掏空。
Our laughter is being freeze in the past, Mission incomplete.
But it's time to say goodbye.

受伤以后不会再回头,
但我眼泪还不停的直流。
What's the matter now,
我该如何去承受这痛。

That is what we only have now, 没有了以后。
All that memories we've been through, 随风而掏空。
Our laughter is being freeze in the past, Mission incomplete,
Mission incomplete, Mission incomplete,
But it's time to say goodbye.
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somehow the words that highlighted in red is something i feel too.
anyways, i just make another "cut short" version of the "Mission Incomplete" video due to the "demand of public" as the video reached 100,000 views at the link >>> Here.
in fact, one of the actor in the video was actually my friend last time and he seems to be quite successful at the "model" career back in Tarc college.

well, i do understand i am just a "copier" in my own Youtube channel since i don't really have any much things to share about.
honestly, sometime i do hope i can be much more creative and having innovative ideas like those "Youtubers" such as JinnyboyTv, Joseph Germani, DanKhoo, Ryan Sylvia, WahBanana and others or being a unique drawing comic skills like Akiraceo, Bro don't like that la, Cheechingy, The Egg Yolks, Bolehland and other more but i couldn't find my own talent in those area other than grumbling/whining/complaining about life.
around 9.05pm i went to do my clothes laundry and make the burrito tortilla wrap as my dinner.
later on, i just search some information about the Nectar card and it was my first time to buy something from Ebay UK online as shown below.
hopefully it would be a great experience as the seller would deliver my thing in time.

around 9.55pm my timer's ring and i just went back to dry my cloth as it finally finished at 10.50pm.
in addition, i just look through the map again for St Michael's Mount, Tintagel, Land's End, Bristol, Perranporth, Newquay, Lancaster, Bournemouth, Warwick, Scotter, Glasgow, Isle of Skye, Lake District, Dublin, Eilean Donan Castle and other places.
over time, i discover myself tends to be having "unrealistic wants" and shouldn't envy others as i did as myself would i be willing to spend £500 for the London+Barcelona trip or not.
guess Peter was right that "i always unhappy about what i do NOT have and never happy about what i DO have" or unwilling to see what i have since human is always greedy right?
therefore this has become a reason i feel there is a "Mission Incomplete" in my life as i keep lack of something.

as i keep writing more, i seems to be "digging own grave" in the end as i keep saw a lot of disadvantage such as my own weakness as i do wondering why i have such "ugly personality" and i believe no one would like others to know their "dark side" and it has also become the reason why i prefer staying anonymous.
anyways, i should be more focusing on study but i seems to be doing nothing much literally when i watch those videos during the afternoon and the time tends to be pass so fast because one month from after today's date (3th August) would be the exact date of my examination for E-Business Management at 3th September.
before i end my post, i would like to share a meaning sentences that is "No matter how good or bad you think life is, wake up each day and be thankful for life, someone somewhere else is fighting to survive" which is quite true in those poor country.
at last, i just keep comfort myself to be gratitude about my life and looking forward to Newcastle weekend trip at tomorrow.
(Self Expenses note: Today £3.90, Yesterday total £9.4, Total up to date £13.30)
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