after having the cereal as my breakfast, i continue to research the information for PIC group assignment.
around 10.50am i went to do the clothes laundry and collected it back at 12.40pm.
somehow i did do some other thing like update back my yesterday post during that laundry moment.
during the afternoon, i just cook some noodles as my lunch.
around 3pm i went to friend's house to do the assignment.
while searching through the shipping cost for our company outsourcing part, i do learn something about the 20/40'GP shipping container but couldn't know much about the exact information.
besides, the role play writing does remind me about my future when i search through the job related information for writing that part because it was so real that sooner i would face all those realistic stuff.
around 4.40pm my parent phoned and just have a very strong feeling after heard "something" (self reference) that almost make my tears drop where i start to questioned a lot stuff within myself.
on the other hand, i was get scolded by one of my friend about the assignment as i don't write much after all the research which end up i was like doing nothing.
seriously it was quite down to get scolded by team mate especially someone who know me for so many years and i just feel speechless during that moment.
honestly, it does recall me back about my past in Tarc College about those memories especially "that day" (don't feel like link it although it was few years ago but that only would show that i am not a forgetful person), which is about financial statement part that is also my weakest point.
during that evening at his house, i tends to be not writing much too.
somehow i do feel despair when i asked myself why i can gave so much opinion in blog but not in real life academic assignment where i seems to be no idea to write anything.
therefore i would "give the blame" to blogging which make me "lose" in some ways and this might be the side effect or disadvantage of writing so much own assumption opinion as i don't really have much knowledge in writing for academic assignment.
perhaps i was just an "empty shell" in myself after acted/trying to be strong that i am capable although i did know is my own problem.
around 7.05pm i reached home and cooked some instant noodle as my dinner.
during the night, i continue to find those information and went to my friend house at 11pm.
here goes my second round of get scolded for the assignment and i just feel speechless again with stress.
finally i arrived back home at 2.05am and just feel so tired after all things happens.
in conclusion, i just feel speechless within myself for the whole day as i seems to be look like a "free rider" in this group and ended up do the marketing mix part when my friend helped me to do some financial part after get scolded badly.
if really want to explain for "something" like this happen, maybe it was my KARMA to encounter such problem after so many years of "DDLY" (procrastinate) and my own weakness.
actually if all things finished, i would be at land's end trip now when a friend offered me a very good discount deal that cost £100 for 3 day 2 night.
overall today's did not have a very good feeling as i can't really utter any words back when being scolded.tomorrow would be a hard day for me as most of my friend went to Chatsworth House and Garden while i would be stressing up myself for complete the assignment as our presentation would be on this coming Tuesday. (20th August 2013)
(Self Expenses note: Today £0, Yesterday total £85.90, Total up to date £85.90)
T.T