somehow i still remember that i was having a "wonderful adult 18+ wet dream" as it has been a long time i did not have such dream.
well, you can say that i am a pervert guy for saying such things but i just want to be the real me because i am tired of being "fake/acting" to be a good guy image.
moreover, it is the benefits of blogging anonymous as not much people will know "that's you" and this is why i can talk or express anything i like without having much barriers.
around 8.30am i drive to Wangsa Maju LRT and parked at some illegal parking slot because most of the legal parking place was full.
as i arrived at Bangsar LRT at 9.25am, i decided to try something new which is taking the walking journey.
it is because my friend say that it is just only take 7 to 8 minutes to reach there.
during the moment i walking to Mid Valley from Bangsar LRT, i feel that the right hand side of the road was quite dangerous as there was many holes. (guess no one will walk as you can see the road is very narrow)
then i just walk to buy "Rotiboy" (bread) as my breakfast and liked it so much.
when i arrive to the office, i just continue my task as usual although my supervisor did not guide me on what should i do and i still haven get any response from the report that i send yesterday.
around 1pm i have my lunch at the Food Junction that located at the top floor and just feel that it is quite expensive as the price ranged from RM6+ to RM20 per meal.
then i just continue my "working related things" as i arrive back the office at 2pm.
well, the human resource staff told me that i still need to wait for my job offer letter until next week although she had promised to give me by today.
somehow i just feel quite "sucks" as i still having the "annoying" feelings where i still wondering whether it would be my first day or last day of working.
finally i have decided to resign after working 3 days for free as i keep comfort myself to be "generous" by giving free working service instead of being so calculative.
after that, i just told my brother about it and he just say the decision is always up to you.
actually there is few things i was not happy about which is the boss seems to be did not care much about our department as it is just only 3 people including me.
next is the new subsidiary company seems to be start-up based which is everything tends to be keep cutting cost as there is no pay leave for CNY and i need to keep contribute new ideas or online marketing strategy instead of learning. (can't blame cause if company pay you to learn, then you is not suitable for the job right?)
moreover, i need to bring own laptop to work and who will compensate me if the laptop has been stolen?
furthermore, i don't really like the core business as it is related to "using something" to find "water fish" to "pay something" for "some wealth related course" and others.
besides, my ex-company manager seems to be keep concern about my current status but i feel that he just want to know whether i have work in the competitor company or not.
on the other hand, i just feel that perhaps life is all about finding rich people to support us as this theory can be apply same to girls who finding rich guy to marry with, while guy will find big firm/company or MNC organization to work with or maybe find rich angel investor to invest on them.
overall the first impression of working really play an important role and i have learned that don't listen to what's other people voices although they might be true.
as an example, some people might said that i am a "pampered child" that a small thing such as this also cannot handle (小小事情都不可以应付) and only know how to whine about life.
anyways, this time i will not care about how people said about me and will do a final decision to quit my job instead of keep thinking so much like a girl's mindset.
somehow i just feel that i can't really disclose much information especially in the online atmosphere.
frankly speaking, i do "jelly" about some online friend that they can play Ragnarok Online 2 for the whole day until reached level 50 and also feel that only "rich" people can do that.
well, i do know that if i am a "lengzai" (handsome guy) or "lenglui" (beautiful girl) like Chuckei, i will eventually easily become very "marketable" as many advertiser will sponsor various kind of things for free.
around 6.15pm i make a move from office and went to buy "Rotiboy" again as it will be my last day.
somehow i do notice that many working people including girl also have the smoking habits which might because of too stress.
basically this three days of workings seems to be like a traveling day for me and i do know that i might not get offered with this kind of salary on my next job due to my current qualification unlike some friend who got a degree certification can easy earn or around RM3,000 salary job.
somehow i still have the worry feelings because i still waiting my result out at this coming 8th February as it can really determine how my future will be whether i can go United Kingdom or not this year.
besides, i do feel that Mid Valley seems to be full of rich people as those things offered was quite expensive compare to other place.around 7.10pm i arrived Wangsa and have my dinner at Kopitiam Desa again.
finally i arrived back home at 8pm and just surf some "information" online related story as it was interesting to read on.
well, it is quite "sad" to see my Scomi (7158) stock keep dropping as my brother told me that the market is going down recently and he had advice me to sell out all even if it make loses but i do not listen to him which ended up dropped dramastically nowadays. (still holding)
later on, i just played my guitar as it has been a long time i did not play it and just feel quite "emos" again.
before i end my post, feel free to watch the "Diners Confront Tiger Mom" video as below or the link >>> Here.
in conclusion, i just feel quite stress as Chinese New Year coming soon and those Uncle Aunty will ask a lot of things whether you're working, got girlfriend or not and others things.
somehow i do foresee there will be many "escort girl" service offered as a part time girlfriends for those lonely guy who have a "girlfriend problem" when face their parents.
as for my case, i afraid i might not be able to get a job before CNY and just saw most of my friend have started to work.
guess from now on will be all about who will earn more money or who will become more successful in life.
sigh.
=.=