then i just eat some Digestive chocolate biscuit as my breakfast.
after procrastinate a while in the morning, i decided to force myself to study with a friend for final exam because i couldn't focus much when i was sitting in front of my computer with the books.
around 11.55pm i went to my friend house to study and paid £2.30 for the sharing birthday cake party with others ingredient cost.
as i start writing for the business to consumer (B2C) opportunity and challenges with the ways to acquire, return and extend relationship using the e-technology, i start to realize my own capabilities but it seems that i just manage to write about one and half full page within 1 hour time.
then i just compare my answer with my friend and learned something that i did not include inside.
somehow i realize that during the moment i writing for the answer, there is some "distraction thought" (杂念) ongoing my mind that resulted me to write so less.
seriously this might be the "side effect of blogging too much" because i feel that when i doing this whole things in long term, it would affect my thought in someways and not much people would understand about it. (guess there was no other choice but other than quit writing my blog?)
around 2.50pm i go back home and just have some Digestive biscuit again for my lunch because i seems to don't have much appetite to eat.
after rested for some time, i make a move to my friend house again around 4.20pm and continue to practice the question in term of how e-technologies can help to reduce supply chain costs, increase efficiency and support collaborative commerce.
well, i seems to be still having some "distraction thought" again but this time i manage to write 2 page in one hour time.
it is because the E-Business Management final exam would have 2 question which carries 50% marks each and i heard some friend say that it is recommended to write 4 page for each question.
therefore i start to measure my own capabilities on writing it with 1 hour time limits for each question.
around 6.55pm i go back home to rest a while and went to my friend house again at 7.40pm.
then i just cook some spaghetti with black soya sauce as my dinner.
somehow i felt that maybe i shall choose to eat the spaghetti instead of instant noodle from the beginning because it was cheap for £0.19 for a packet while more healthy than instant noodle.
after the dinner, i do have some great conversation about everyone travel journey with a bunch of friends.
well, the conversation was actually about gossiping about others people and i just feel that everyone is not perfect including myself.
frankly speaking, i do feel "jelly" about how some guy can keep trying to chase some girls because this might be the last chance to chase girl from college.
perhaps it is due to most of the guys do know that after this study life end, it would be more even hard to chase girl because we don't know those girl's came from what kind of background and stories.
honestly, i didn't do any effort in think or chasing girl throughout my whole experience of studying in Sheffield Hallam University Tarc degree summer program partly because of the thought that i still have a lot of weakness within myself as if i can't take care about myself first, how would i think about other girl?
anyways, it seems that my thought is still quite unquestionable until this moment.
however, if really, really want to say whether i have any feelings among the girls, i think it would be the short hair girl because she does make me remind of "someone" that i already know i shouldn't think about it.
moreover, i would feel it was like finding a "replacement" (代替者) instead of finding love when myself seems to don't believe about what people say for the "true love" definition.
furthermore, if you don't have "love", how would you love others? (心中没有爱，怎样爱？)
perhaps i was too naive to think there's was "true love" in our Generation Y when the information is too much and too convenience to find anyone using the social media website compared to the older generation.
anyways, i would like to share a touching short animation as shown below or the link >>> Here.
somehow the short clips might reflect the life journey of a young guy and i believe every guy would want to find the girl who can walk together with them until the end of the life (白头到老) right?
in addition, i think that girl would also like to hang out with those guys who can make them happy in life.
after some moment, i decided to go back my house when i don't feel like listening to more gossip stories as it would make me to think more.
upon arrive home, i just feel a little uneasy when being "shoot" by a friend saying that "i haven start to walk, already think to fly" (还没学会走，想要飞) when i told him that i just started to do the question without reading much of the book.
in fact, i was not really happy about it and wondering whether is the people i meet was not really that good and maybe this is the reason why most of the AEM boycott him last time party because of the talking attitude and personality.
anyways, i just told myself don't be so particular thinking about what other's people say.
later on, i went to my friend house again to discuss the EBM question a while and finally arrived back home at 11.30pm.
then i just quickly update my yesterday's Celebration Merdeka in Sheffield post and went to sleep.
before i end my post, i would like to share a meaningful sentences which is "Give yourself permission to immediately walk away from anything that gives you bad vibes, there is no need to explain or make sense of it, just trust the little inner voice when it talks to you" as shown below.
overall the things that i encounter for today was not really good as when i forcing myself to study and feel quite stress because there is one more day to study before the final exam start at 3rd September 2013.
anyways, i just told myself that i can definitely do it for this exam as it would be my last examination before my working start soon in future.
(Self Expenses note for new month September in UK: Today £2.30, Yesterday total £0, Total up to date £2.30)
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