Happy Merdeka Day In Sheffield 2013

on the other hand, today was also the birthday of Hatsune Miku and i would like to wish "it" Happy Birthday because it was just a vocaloid that is not exists in real life as shown below.
around 1pm i went to cook some instant noodle as my lunch and have some chat with a friend.
somehow i just comfort myself to be grateful about the place that i travel during my stay in UK although not able to go some farther place such as Sunderland, Isle of Skye and others place.
actually i was wondering myself whether i come to UK to study or travel because it seems that everybody is focusing on traveling and myself seems to struggling for balancing the time between travel and study.
around 2.20pm i make a move from hostel with friends because need to print my London's bus ticket at the library and buy some ingredient for cooking.
well, i do feel quite worry when lend a friend £200 as he faced some transaction failed from Barclay's bank.

honestly, i don't really like to people money but i has no reason to reject since we has been friend for long time ago.
after that, i decided to buy the Whitby's crab as for our Merdeka celebration at Sheffield at Simmonite's butchers and fishmongers shop in Division Street.
upon arrived there, i was doubting whether want to buy or not when see the live crabs because the staff there say they will not help us to "kill" the crab as shown below.
therefore i just move away from there and meet up with my friend at Thomas Cook's money exchange shop.
well, it seems that it is better to put some EUR (€) currency to the Thomas Cook Mastercard because they said will freeze all the money inside if your card has been stolen which is definitely better to take all EUR cash to Europe trip although there is a surcharge of €2 if withdraw directly from the card.

when i was doubting whether to "kill crab or not to kill crab", my friend say that he would help me to kill the crab when i had a sense of feeling "guilty" to buy the crab. (talking to myself that i am hypocrite again because i still can choose not to buy it)
anyways, i end up bought two Whitby's live crabs for £6 when i check the Simmonite shop opened seven days a week, from 7am to 7pm as i thought it was closed and finally arrived back home at 4.45pm.
around 5pm i phoned back my mother because it was already 12am in Malaysia time which is her birthday at 1st of September every year and i wish her Happy Birthday.
furthermore, we will be going out to celebrate my mother birthday at the restaurant when i read back my "Celebrate Mother Birthday 2012" post but not this time because i still in Sheffield, UK.
actually i do understand that i shouldn't keep referring to my past story in order to forget "something".

besides, there's was a bee flying into my room from the hostel's window but luckily i manage to catch it and released it out as shown below.
perhaps i shouldn't keep open the hostel's room window at first because i wouldn't know what insect will fly in and i do admit that i afraid of some insect especially the cockroach.
around 6.30pm i went to my friend's house and watched the "killing crab scene" as shown below.
however, i do feel myself seems to be assisted (帮凶) to kill the crabs because i was in charge to brush the dirt on the crab with toothbrush although i know it was quite cruel.
perhaps it was due to that i have do a little "last kill" when stab the knife on the almost death crab?
somehow it just make me think about how my mother feeling's of killing those crabs last time at hometown just to fulfill our request to eat crabs.

seriously i just feel "weird" about myself that why eat crab also can think so much of things and why i don't feel guilty when i order crabs in the restaurant?
during the night, i start to cook the crab and do feel having a bit of achievement when manage to cook the tomato sauce, sweet sour pineapple and egg crab dish as shown below.
somehow i do feel that there seems to lack of "something" although it was our last sharing dinner.
around 8.50pm i arrived back home and read some exam things although i like to see information news.
regarding the "Gentlemen's Club" post, i do received a feedback saying that "About GF thingy, time will come naturally, take care of yourself and don't be choosy. You want to experience some lovey dovey thing before you commit yourself or wanna get laid. I can frankly tell you want to have experience of getting laid with the one you love" which is quite meaningful.

in conclusion, i think i have realize something about the sharing food cost thing and the moral lesson here for next year student would be don't be so calculative when contributing more food if you're sharing with friends.
it is because i had seen few "argument" happened due to "food sharing" issues and people personality.
somehow i do recall back what a senior said to me about his experiences for backpacking with few friends was probably because "sharing anything" issues where he just spend £1500 total for a two month backpacking experiences.
therefore my advice to future Tarcian junior who will be coming to SHU next year shall expect to allocated extra £30 total for "give and take friendship cost" and should have the heart to lose more because the more you lose, you might able to get more in return. (只要你吃亏得多，你会得到更多)
however, it is still very subjective to say such thing because different people having different personality.

later on, there was a small gathering in the common room and i saw a lot people going there although i did not join which seems like a small farewell gathering.
overall today was just consider quite okay as i was celebrating Merdeka Day with crabs in Sheffield hostel.
before i end my post, i would like to share something positive such as "15 things to give up to give up" as myself was totally speechless again when i have few of the weakness as shown below.