then i just eat some Digestive biscuit again as my breakfast and continue with the Strategic Marketing Management (SMM) revision although it was just left few hour before the final exam start.
around 8.45am i make a move from hostel and walked to the SHU building since the exam venue was in the same venue again which is Sheffield Hallam Hall, Level 6 Owen Building.
well, the exam start at 9.30am and i just quickly write down all the mind map that i had done yesterday into the exam question without looking much as i afraid i would forget the point.
during the moment while writing this subject, i was having some "stuck" moment because the i need some time to think what to write although i still having some "emotional feeling" due to the incident happened few days ago.
in the end, i was managed to finish in time although i still have a little things that i did not include for the last question about differentiating tangible and intangible services. (finally over can graduate liao?)
after that, we just took some picture around the college area since it was the about the end for our 3 month Tarc SHU summer degree program as a Malaysia as shown below.
somehow i just walked alone although some friend asked me to join them.
frankly speaking, i do wish to join them but my "own assumption thought" feel that it is inappropriate to join when a friend told me that it was about a gathering within their own group yesterday.
moreover, i have some sense about my "own face expression" was not in a good condition when i think about the things that happened few day ago.
in fact, how would i able to say that it was due to "being bullied online" although i understand it was just a small case using the social media sites.
anyways, i just walk around the city and i do wish that i can capture every moment of my stay in UK as much possible since there is not much day left for me at here.
somehow i do feel that the statement about "man is a social creature and the feeling of loneliness can drive them mad" seems to be quite true according to the innovation of loneliness video.
it is because i tends to think a lot of stuff when i was walking alone although some problem was just based on my own assumption.
seriously i do asked myself whether i was enjoyed being "lonely" or not because my action seems to be reflecting that i am preferring to be alone.
after that, i walked to Thomas cook and asked whether i can put the EUR (€) currency into their Debit Cash Passport Mastercard when my friend said it is more safe to keep the money inside as shown below. (blue)
around 1.05pm i reach the Tkmaxx but there is not much available size for my clothes.
then i just went to buy the KFC snack box for £2 as i walked pass there many time as shown below.
honestly, this kind of "loneliness feelings" is quite hard to bear as i would think about my ex-college classmate because most of them has came to SHU last year.
moreover, it was true that the friendship will be definitely stronger if you came here with you diploma to advance diploma until UK now.
after that, i just watched back the 36th until 39th episode of "Triumph In The Skies 2" (衝上雲霄II) HK drama as shown below.
there was one Chinese sentences that i found meaningful from the 39th episode was "过去的事，谁都改变不了。人生的是很奇妙，有得就有失，有失就有得。我觉得抓住眼前的幸福很重要，不要一直跟以前不开心的事烦" because the only person who hurt will be just myself.
during the evening, my housemate came to my room to apologize for the "message" few day ago.
somehow i do feel a bit "contradict" but i had forgive him although i was wrong too in some way.
the reason i feel contradict was because if that day he talk to me face to face about this issues, it wouldn't be so awkward as it caused hurt feeling between us or i shouldn't blogged anything about my life at first?
however, i feel that my "tofu" heart seems to be not very strong enough throughout the years and maybe this is a "God test" given to me to face the reality.
around 5pm we make a move from hostel because there was a TARC Farewell Event party at the Pennine lecture theatre level 2 from the university as shown below.
somehow Blogger's Simonhar had won the 2nd prize and his poem was quite nice as shown below and i think he should won the ipad mini if compared with the first prize winner.
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Seven thousand miles away from home,
checking out Sheffield’s view and wholesome.
Saw a luxury car driver got off his ride,
to help push a broke down car aside.
Force, gears, shaft and ray,
are what we encounter everyday.
These are what mechanical engineers learn about,
and Sheffield Hallam University never fail to reach out!
Weekend trips to some cities in the country,
such as York, Manchester, Cambridge and Whitby.
We will never forget every memorable moment,
like being boggled listening to strong local accent!
Once in Sheffield, forever love Sheffield!
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around 6.35pm i arrived back home and do feel quite tired.
during the night, i went to my friend house to cook spaghetti with soya sauce again as our dinner.
later on, a friend invited me to the alcohol party but i did not turn up in the end as i was "enjoying emoing" about the feelings.
before i end my post, i would like to share a Buddha religion issue that i watch as shown below or the link >>> Here.
somehow i do feel "guilty" about the Karma things again especially the eating meat and assisted for "killing crab" because we will need to "repay it back" for all the good and bad deeds we had done.
overall i was just speechless as i had some bad things throughout my life and the way to overcome it was by doing more good deeds.
at last, this blog post was finished written at 3.20am when i feel "emo" during the midnight.
(Self Expenses note: Today £2, Yesterday total £8.90, Total up to date £10.90)
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