Hereby I would say that only family will always be with you no matter what happens in life.
After this "incident" happened, I hope that I would grown up to be more mature in future.
Seriously this kind of feelings really not good to go through as I never think deeply before I do it.
I truly appreciate deep bottom of my heart.
By the way, do you agree that anything that can be settle by $$ is not a major problem?
Sometime I do wonder that maybe I had think too much on the negative side such as "ended up in Jail" when my current feeling is so petrified.
In fact, I really feel ashamed about myself.
(早知今日，何必当初？)