One of the most important lesson that I learn for this incident is that if something bad happened, you just need to face it, don't dwell about the past or sabotage yourself when I thought that I am not good enough. In fact, I start to realize that why most of the bad things that happened was most probably based on our own "assumption" and it is so dangerous because what you said and thought would affect your action. Beside, it is no point to find out what other's people said about the things you do. For example, if a lot people say that the English Course in UK is not worth to study, but you shouldn't think in that way because those others people voices does not represent you. The important part is that you must start believing in yourself that it is worth to learn.
Besides, there is one more thing that I feel meaningful from my cousin is that "The reason I do this for you is that I believe you be better of your life, when you're successful in future, I hope you can do the same thing about what I had done to you" to others people. In addition, those others people voice might be the reason why I decided to quit blogging that day when I heard too much of opinion from various type of source and forum. Over time, you really need to understand what you really want do about your life because no one is responsible about your life. In addition, there is no use to think about why other's people treat you good or any other nonsense thing because that will only make you feel depressed for thinking so much. Anyway, I will need to settle the "court prosecution/police" related thing at tomorrow near South Kensington.
Before I end my post, I would like to share "Lesson of time, Karma" as shown below.
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When a Bird is alive... It eats Ants,
When the Bird is Dead... Ants eat the Bird!
Time & Circumstances can change at any time...!
Don't devalue or hurt anyone in life.
You may be powerful today.. But Remember,
Time is more powerful than you!
One tree makes a million match sticks.
Only one match stick is needed to burn million of trees!
So be Good and do Good...!!!
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Seriously it is so true to be good and do good things.
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