Feeling Lifeless And Lonely

today i woke up at 10.50am.
well, it was already the 4th day of this week which is Thursday but i still haven get any job interview as i have send out many application.
somehow i still don't know whether anything goes wrong as one of my friend told me that seldom employee want to hire people during Chinese New Year.
besides, i start to feel that it seems to be no use to do so many research online as if the information is available on the internet, it might be not very useful as anyone can search for it and there is no more unique.
around 1pm i went to have some noodles as my lunch.
upon back to home, i just played few round of Dota although i said before that playing games seems to be waste of time. (hypocrite+procrastinate+DDLY)

frankly speaking, i do have a feeling of lifeless and lonely nowadays when i back to KL house this week as i don't really doing much useful stuff and most of my housemate haven came back from hometown.
around 4.20pm i walk to college to get the Sheffield Hallam University application form for my friend and myself although i still haven get my result.
somehow i think i might have a little "influence" to change the deadline for submission as i have "written a story letter of myself" at 4th December 2012 to Katherine Gardiner which is the course leader of the subject.
therefore the final deadline for submission is fixed at 23 February 2013 as shown below.
moreover, i do feel worry that whether i will be able to get my transcript of Advance Diploma result because it will take some time to get it especially CNY was fall on that week after the result released on this coming 8th February which is 8 more days to go for me to see whether i will "die" or not.

anyways, the application still need to pay £300 and RM200 as the "booking fee" but i will use back the refund money that i get back last year.
after that, i just walked to the Tarc RT Pastry house to buy some bread as the bread there is quite delicious compared to canteen 2 although need to walk quite far.
sometime i do wonder about what is the secret recipe to make the bread but it seems like i will never know.
finally i arrived back home at 5pm and just use the computer to see some movie and information online.
well, i would like to share an interesting video that "Paperman - Full Animated Short Film" and also an Oscar-nominated film as shown below or the link >>> Here.
basically the story was about a lonely young office worker in mid-century New York City who meets his soul mate while waiting for the train.

when the train arrives, the girl is gone but he gets a second chance when he looks out his office window and sees her in the skyscraper across the street.
then he tried to fold the paper airplanes to reach out the girl and it is a love story rendered in gorgeous black and white, harking back to the days with hand-drawn animation from Disney production.
somehow i just feel that this kind of story will be just a story and i don't think it will be happening in real life.
perhaps the best way is don't think so much but it seems to become a bad habit of myself to think so much which eventually cause me to generate the feelings of "lifeless and lonely" if i did not show any improvement when compared with yesterday.
at last, there is a meaningful sentence which is "When you are feeling down, don’t view yourself as a failure. Focus on the goal and think of it more as an adjustment along the way. Even a rocket approaching space many times makes adjustments on the startup. When you feel you are failing, simply look at it as an adjustment toward success" that is quite true.
guess i still need to depend on this kind of motivational quotes to cheer my life.
=D