Recalling Everything That I Had Learnt For The Past 6 Month

Well, I was trying to overcome my jet lag problem by following the Malaysian time after I had arrived to my home yesterday. The first thing that I told myself upon wake up was "DON'T DWELL!" as life goes on. It is because I kept recall the things that my cousin told me yesterday to be mindful. Frankly speaking, I owe her a lot when she tried to help me most of the time. At the end of the day, I'm the person who responsible for every consequences from every action that I do. By now, I must be very clear that everything that I do must add value to myself instead of negative talk. However, talking too much sometime would just make a person become more lazy than taking any action to fix the matters.

Somehow I had told my cousin that I have a habits of writing my life everyday using a blog platform but she didn't ask more about it. It is because the first question should understand what is the intention of writing your life and let other's to comment about your life. For instance, a diary should write about your personal stuff whether you have improved yourself over the year instead of writing others stuff. It seems like my intention had changed to write some review and gain some benefit instead of writing my life anymore. Sometime you really need to ask yourself whether you're blogging for yourself or the sake of others people such as writing a paid/commercial post.

For now, I realized it is all up to you whether you're using your time in a useful way or not as the time is limited on earth. Honestly, I did worry about all the money that had spend out during my stay in UK and wonder whether I had the capabilities to earn back. Sometime it is all depends whether you had the heart or not to improve rather than self negative talk all the way round. Confidence is important to impress your future employer. Anyway, I try to cut down all those self sabotage talk. During the afternoon, I suddenly felt so tired and went to sleep. The moment I woke up again was 7.30pm and one of my secondary friend phoned to hang out.

After some moment, I agreed and my friend fetched me to the nearby "Mamak store." It has been 6 month+ that I didn't meet them and suddenly felt a little stress when I share about my experience back in UK. Somehow I do face some hardship to recalling everything that I had learnt for the past 6 month. How could I really said that I wasted spend my time in a not very wise way and try to bring myself up to be positive. Apparently I have my own problem and didn't really take much effort to improve other than self talk most of the time. Upon arrival home, the thing that stress me up whether want to find a job in Singapore or Malaysia with my current qualification. That's all for today.
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