then i just get myself prepared as we will went to my mother side reunion dinner for Chinese New Year.
actually it was quite early for this year although the exact date for CNY is on next week.
somehow i just feel it is like doing financial report again when i writing this post because i will look back the "Mother Side Reunion Dinner 2012" to see whether what is my feelings for that day.
well, i do feel that there seems to be nothing much changed after another year has passed.
besides, i was thankful to "Naughty Prince, 小鎮姑娘, Mr Yap" for being still "alive" by still visiting back my blog after 1 year. (sorry if i did not mention others as i write it based on that day comments)
anyways, my mother's side reunion for this year was a "potluck" concept where each relative will contribute two food and gather at one of my uncle house.
therefore mother have prepared "buttered prawns" and "fried fish" as shown picture below.
as we arrived there at 1.30pm, i just help to bring down the food while waiting other relative to come.
after waiting for quite some time, we start to have our lunch at 2.30pm although there is still some relative haven arrive yet.
somehow i just feel quite "sucks" again when some relative ask me "got girlfriend or not already? you see your sister also married, brother will have his wedding soon, where is yours girlfriend?" and i just answer a quite stupid answer that is "wait i have money first only start to find".
moreover, i am jobless now and just feel "sien" (bored) to answer when some relative ask about my job.
perhaps this is one of the reason i don't really like CNY for this year as i seems to be lack of something.
furthermore, i do feel "super duper" boring at there as i have nothing to do and just can wait the time past.
then i just listen a bit about one of my cousin explaining the RM150 insurance plan from Alliance Bank but i just dislike it for no reason inside my heart.
on the other hand, i just a feeling of "time can cures anything" when i saw on of my relative's father have become more open minded when he can accept her daughter to marry to Malay compared to last time.
anyways, i have spend almost 5 hour for doing nothing at there and just feel "unhappy" inside my heart.
around 7pm we have the "Lou Yee Sang" ceremony and continue to have some potluck dinner.
after that, brother fetched me back to my KL house and i finally reach there at 8.20pm.
then i just took a bath before checking some of my online daily routine.
well, i just hope that tomorrow the "job interviewer" will phone me to confirm to hire me when i ask about my employment status last week and he say will give me an answer by this Monday. (tomorrow)
besides, One Piece anime for this week was quite boring but next week seems to be nice to watch.
regarding to my "Finding Rich People To Support Me" post, i think some of you might misunderstanding that i am finding a "sugar daddy" but what i really means here is finding those angel investor, rich venture capitalist and other strong financial background to support my idea of building a "hotel+house" concept property.
moreover, there is one anonymous girl comment that i feel quite meaningful which is "Prefer love to come naturally. Like many girls and boys do college projects together. Slowly get to know each other and when a girl and a guy find that they like talking to each other, have common interest, then they start spending more time together studying and doing hobbies together and then love will blossom from there".
i believe most of the guy out there including me also wish can find a girlfriend from college and spend time together building relationship but i seems to be missed this opportunity as i am being too "stupid+loyal" in my own world of love.
seriously she was right that there is no hard, fast rule and definitely no manual or guidelines to find a girlfriend.
for the project part, i think there is no fast way too to get the trust from those directors or "Dato" because business relationship also need time to build. guess i was too "rush" on certain things and for now i just can wait my final exam result release on 8th February which is 5 more days to go yet i still counting it.
somehow i think i can relate my "probabilities theory" no matter it is in love, business or job as it is like if one people does not like/buy/hire you, you can still find others people until you get it.
at last, i would like to share a meaningful video that is "Changing Batteries Short Animation" as below or the link >>> Here.
basically it is a story about an old lady's son give her a robot as he could not manage to come back home and the story tells about the development of the robot with the old lady who lives alone which is quite nice to watch the animation.
as i was still writing this post, my room mate just answered his "girl girl" phone call around 1.25am and i was feeling "jelly" again which eventually generate a "lonely" feelings.
seriously who would really understand this kind of feelings if you're a guy like me and i did tell him before to answer it at outside but he just ignored it.
suddenly i have a "funny" thought again as it is like the Paper moon movie whereby the fat guy listening to the "fxxking sound" of the couple during the night.
frankly speaking, i would like to rent the whole room if i am rich and this month February rental i still haven pay yet.
anyways, i am trying my best to find a job although i know it is helping other people to build their dreams.
T.T