well, it was Saturday again but i seems to be so free by doing nothing much things.
during the afternoon, mother cooked "braised clay pot mushroom chicken rice" as our lunch and i liked it.
then they went out to buy some goods to stock up for Chinese New Year.
besides, i think by now i can confirm that my blog have been getting penalized by Google from the search after doing some "searching research stuff" for testing.
anyways, i don't think it will affect me since few year ago i have been banned from GA and my life still goes on where i think i had already get used to it.
actually i do feel a little "bu shuang" (not happy) when i saw look into my Google Analytic statistic whereby the SEO organic traffic have dropped until 25% out of the normal rate of 100% and it is getting lesser.
somehow i keep comfort myself that blogging is for my own to express feelings, not to please others.
in fact, myself already knew that i will be quitting this "blogging thing" anytime as i have saw the pros and cons about it.
around 2.40pm i start to feel sleepy and went to take a nap.
the moment i woke up again was 6pm and just feel myself was the most "hang fuk" (幸福) which means lucky guy because can sleep at any time without concerning so much.
perhaps i was just "avoiding the problem" because if a guy want to be successful, he will not give any excuse or procrastinate to learn new things such as those programming stuff.
around 7pm we went to have our dinner at Miao San Yuan Vegetarian Restaurant Bukit Tinggi as below.
after that, we went to shopping at Aeon Jusco Bukit Tinggi and i was in charge to keep an eye on my sister's baby on the baby stroller.
besides, i do feel quite "helpless" when i saw my sister buy new shirt to my mother and brother buy new shirt to my brother while i did not contribute anything.
around 11pm we make a move from there as the shopping center is closed at that time.
somehow i just get an idea about want to doing something like "hotel+house" concept when passing by Premiere Hotel Bukit Tinggi and told my sister about it.
then i just get "shoot" (said) by my sister again that she said "aiyah, you always say only lah, how would you execute into real plan and where is your financial backup?" that makes me think a lot again.
guess she was right that i only know how to think, but not do after so long of time passed.
when i asked myself about the financial support part and the answer seems to be finding rich people to support me but it is very hard.
for example, i might seek government to present my idea but it is more onto "crony things" or find some "Very very important people" VVIP such as those "Dato" to buy my idea.
based on my past experience, i have seen a real life example that if you have a good connection with rich people, you can easily proceed your plan if they like you and even can give you a brand new S350 Merc to drive if those Dato trust you.
however, the question here is how would you approach those people and no one will every teach or tell you how especially if you're poor.
therefore this concept is apply same again for girl who find rich guy while guy finding rich company to work.
once again my thought will just remain as a thought since myself also don't know how.
perhaps it was true that the real business is not fun like playing online games just like the Billionaire movie and the reason for Top Ittipat to success was also need to depend on rich connection such as the 7-Eleven shop.
finally i reached back home at 11.40pm.
then i just surf the internet and replying to some email/forums.
regarding the "Reason Why Girls Likes Older Man" that i posted in forum, i have get a lot of feedback and it was quite good to see those positive and negative opinions.
there is one comment that i feel quite interesting to share as shown below.
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When you are 30 and if you are still single, most likely you are going to be single because ALL THE GIRLS ARE TAKEN. Pretty one at least.
Sure you can go for girls < 21 that may be still single. But how are you going to do that? Go to college and stalk them?
Sure you can go for girls < 21 that may be still single. But how are you going to do that? Go to college and stalk them?
Unless you are some rich man son, chances for an average old fag to get a pretty young girls are nearly impossible. Unless you go get the slutty ones.
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well, he do have some points of it as my friend also said that most of the 18~26 girls are mostly not available or being "farmed" (if you know what i means) by other guy as we grow older.
as for the property related topic, i also feel it is true that if Malaysian people did not buy those over priced property (RM500,000 to few million), the developer also will not worry because there is so much foreigner willing to pay high price to buy it.
for example, Singaporean people will buy the landed property at Johor Bahru.
therefore in the end, this is about the "society competition problem" where rich people are getting richer while poor people continue whine to death.
below was an illustration of a picture about the people who inherit with rich will be having much more easy life by using others people such as hiring skilled people as long as you're rich while those poors will continue to work for others such as those fresh graduated that just came out work in the society.
well, i still remember that i still like to listen other's people singing when going to cafe type restaurant.
at last, i just can say the reason i can keep update my blog was in hope that i can tell the guy who have the similar feelings like me and younger than me for not to follow my mistaken footstep when he see through my real experience of life.
honestly, i did feel angry because no one tell or teach me how to chase girl and ended up blogging to express feeling or whining as an anonymous guy yet not a single damn was given on that day.
overall today mood was just "below moderate" only since i just saw "someone" at the Aeon shopping complex and told myself that life still moves on no matter how "down" my feelings.
=D