My First Fate Analysis Experience And Gathering With Primary School Classmates After 12 years

Have you ever gone through a moment when your mind is in a "lost mode" where you don't know what to do in your life? Well, this was my first time to be superstitious when I decided to go for "Fate Analysis" center to ask about my future. After I had awaken at 8.30 at sister house, we get ourselves prepared and make a move to "Kok's Fate Analysis center" near Jalan Ipoh. Well, it is just about whether you believe or not about the "count life" (fate analysis) related thing although I was doubt back in the past for Chinese fortune telling prediction (算命) few month ago. In the end, I still choose to go for it and pay RM150 although I had received a few feedback. Upon arrival at there, I need to submit my date of birth with the exact time that I was born.

After some moment, I walked in to the office and there was an old man print out the "紫微斗数" list after I had submitted my info and it is something similar with the picture below.
Frankly speaking, I do felt a little down when he said that my life is a "worker life" (打工命) as I was not suitable to be boss. If I really want to be boss of a company, I would lost a huge money unless I am partnering with people who had "boss fate" (和老板命的人合伴) in order to be successful. Furthermore, he said that I was honest, good guy and shouldn't friend with people who is cunning (人善良老实，不可以跟狡猾的人做朋友) because it might ruin my life. Regarding about the job career, he said that I should choose the job that related to my study which is in the e-commerce and marketing field. (Must humble)

On the other hand, there is a few related career that I could work in the "Fire element" (火) such as electrical goods, foods, photography, psychology and others but it is better to work in my core of studies. (专心，读那科就做那科) As for my marriage, it is better to marry at 28+ years old as my another partner could help me the most, I would have 3 children and the first son is very good in communication skills as he could win many cases if he work as a lawyer or get a lot of sales being a salesman. Suddenly I felt quite "funny" when I heard about those things. Other than that, it is advised not to eat Japanese food (salmon), crab, prawn and shouldn't eat goat meat. Moreover, I don't have luck in doing any illegal stuff or find the shortcut way to earn money. In short, I just can go through the hard way to earn money and need to be very hardworking.

This is so true that when I plan or do something wrong, it would mostly end up in the bad scenario. At last, the advice was my future children need to go for a higher education and it is advised not to ride motorcycle for me. Actually there is more advice and I can't recall but I had record the conversation. Somehow I do get a bad stomachache during the session and I felt that I had done something bad which against the "Heaven will" because it is not encouraged to ask (算命) for your destiny. After that, we went to the nearby Yong Tow Foo restaurant at Jalan Ipoh and the price seems to be quite expensive as it cost RM1.20 for a peices as picture below.
Finally I arrived home at 1.10pm and felt very tired.

The moment I woke up again was 5pm and felt myself so "stupid" for thinking so much nonsense stuff or feeling down after I listened to the fortune teller. Well, my brother was right that success is based on your own effort and not by listening on those things. Let's say if the fortune teller said that you could be very rich and successful in future, but the action that you're doing is sitting at home, how could that possible be true? In fact, you can't blame anyone if you didn't pay any effort. (没有付出，哪里可以怨天怨地) During the night, I went to Jusco Bukit Tinggi with my family and there was a lot of people, as I guess they were buying Chinese New Year goods. After some moment, I tends to make the wrong decision to come and straight drive to Setia City Mall to meet up with my primary school classmates.

Well, it has been 12 years since I we last meet and I do have my reason for not going last time. Upon arrived the Starbucks at Setia City Mall, it seems that I was in the wrong direction and phoned them. Anyway, I learned a new route to the Starbucks drive through. Upon arrival, I do felt quite awkward with my facial expression as it has been a long time I didn't met them. Over time, I found out that I'm the person who lost and left out of being "immature" when I am being too particular about something. For instance, I didn't turn up for one of my friend's wedding one week ago just because of "avoiding something." Seriously "我根本没有真的真的爱过她，因为我没有遵守我的诺言" about the letter that I wrote few years ago. Afterall, it was just purely my assumption on certain things as I'm living in my own imaginative world.

The gathering was quite okay despite I didn't talk much as usual. However, I learnt more about myself in term and trying to challenge myself to face the reality. There is a lot of job is profitable such as insurance agent and it is all about how you can persuade your customer to sign under you. There is no use to be envy for people who can get 1000 customer because we don't know the hardship behind and endless of cold calling. Another friend share about banking and finance field does make me felt impress as he had the chance to meet up with those big client/CEO and etc. Finally I arrived home at 2am. Some feeling at the moment was you can can cry as much as you want or whine about the time being lost spending on useless stuff, but please try to take responsible to overcome it instead of keep falling down or saying thousand of reason I had lost throughout the year. Too much thought but is it productive enough  and could you sacrifice for a CHANGE?
(Self Expenses note: RM175)