then i just get myself prepared because will be going out with secondary classmate to pay a visits at other friend house since it was already consider as a "must to do task" for each year to get more "Angpao".
while waiting my friend to come, i just view some information online again.
somehow i found a topic that is quite interesting about "oversupply of pilot" in the forum because i feel what he say's seems to be true to become a pilot as another people say he is just jealous to see the pilot's salary as it will range from RM10K++ and below was his point of view.
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1) Not even jealous. I merely wanna say that pilot isn't a job that required talent to do like old days whereas true skill counts. Not respect or jealous. Truth is harsh. Somebody could not take it and all comes down to personal attack.
Beggar could earn 10k per month sleeping side walk.
Prostitute could earn 10k per month by spreading legs.
Trafficking drug could earn 10k per month too .
My point is nowadays pilot isn't as same as olden days pilot.
It's much simple to be pilot nowadays. Average people can be pilot if opportunity is provided.
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somehow i just feel that why people's feel "butthurt" was always because jealous of the money earned by others while typical Malaysian people like me just can keep talking how they can earn so much money.
when i asked myself why i want money and the answer seems to be like "got money=got face" as if you don't have money, you will faced a lot of obstacles.
for example, i will think twice now when deciding want to eat good food or not since i left not much now.
besides, it was quite true that when guy have money, you might eventually be "itchy" when you read back the "Why do men find prostitutes" post that i write few day ago.
do you agree that if a man go for prostitution, "He doesn't have to please a prostitute, doesn't have to make her happy, doesn't have to worry about her emotional needs or demands. He can give or take without the burden of reciprocity. He can be entirely selfish. He can be especially aggressive or especially passive, and not only is the woman not upset, she acts aroused. He is not responsible for her in any way. For these men, a prostitute is sought as a relationship in which the man can "let go" and freely express his most selfish desires without feeling guilty and worried about the effect of these desires on his partner" according to the article.
maybe this is all about different stages of life, you will have different demand and might explain why some guys prefer to "buy" Vietnam girls as their wife but it is the last choice for lonely guys.
moreover, it might be true that some girls tend to like those guy who have more experiences or finished "played" different type of girls because those guy surely will know who would be their future wife as they were bored with different kind of girl's drama.
however, i do feel what's Anonymous says was quite true about my so call love story whereby "If a girl does not answer you it is because she is being kind not to hurt you by misleading you if she has no intention to be friends with you at all. Better hurt in the short term than to answer you and let you be hurt in the long term" and i truly appreciate your feedback because it had enlighten me in some ways although i was feeling so sad because this is was the main reason of Lonely Reload blog exists.
for now, i find out the reason about why i am so easily not happy everyday was because i seems to be "too rush" and have no patient to wait until i reach the age of 30 years old.
around 11.50pm my friend arrived my house and we went to another friend house at Bukit Jelutong.
somehow i do like with the lion dance at his house although i was afraid of it when i small as shown picture below.
on the other hand, we were talking about a quite beautiful and young (17 years old) girl that came to visits my friend house.
well, i just don't really know myself seems to be acting quite awkward when i see real girl in front of me and tend to avoid the eyesight to see. (maybe self-low-esteem+low-self confidence)
anyways, a friend just told me that there is no hope for poor boys like us date with rich girls.
around 3pm we make a move to another friend house and continue to visits another friend's house.
somehow i had lost about RM5 in total for gambling. (really no luck to gamble during CNY?)
after that, we went to Setia City mall to watch Journey to the West movie by Stephan chow.
as we arrived GSC cinema at 6.15pm, it seems that the movie was not available and i have suggested to watch the Wedding Diary 2 Movie 2013 (结婚那件事之后).
however, my friend seems to be not very like it at first because it was consider as a Malaysian movie where i can see most of the people dislike local film.
this can be seen when we choose another movie but most of it was fully booked but not the Wedding Diary 2 as it still have a lot of space to choose. (quickly glance through it only have < 20 people buy it)
anyways, we still buy it since i suggested and i can recall back that i had watched the Wedding Diary 2012 as it was the part 1 last year.
after we bought the movie, we went to have our dinner at Carl's Jr and i thought it was about the Mc Donald's price range but it is not as it cost about RM15+ after tax for the cheapest fish burger set.
therefore i don't think i will visits it next time although their fried fries was quite nice to eat when compared with McD fries.
besides, i do have some 18++ talks with my friend and just feel that it is not everything i can express out in the blogging atmosphere although i wish to since it was my main objective to express feelings without keeping any secret.
anyways, what i can say it is always back to the "prostitution" topic again as there was not much "interesting to talk about" with people.
around 7.25pm we went back to the GSC cinema to watch the movie and i feel there was a lot of people watching movie recently.
below was the synopsis of the Wedding Diary 2.
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The Wedding Diary 2 picks up two years after the marriage of Wei Jie (Aniu) and Zhixin (Elanne), when they welcome a new and unexpected addition to their family.
However, all is not well for Wei Jie`s in-laws when Zhixin`s father, Colin (Jack Choo) suffers a stroke, which puts a strain on the couple`s relationship as Zhixin has to step up to handle her father`s business and at the same time, ensure that her mother (Kara Hui) does not fall into depression and anxiety due to her husband`s condition.
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furthermore, i do like some of the movie scene as shown picture below.
anyways, feel free to watch the movie Trailer as below or the link >>> Here.
overall i would rate this movie for 4.6 out of 5 stars because there is some meaningful message that shown in this movie and it is recommended to watch.
actually i do saw many reviews say's the movie is a waste of money to watch, and given low marks but i would like to say it was not a waste of money in my own opinion as different people have different views. (its okay if you say i am bias on Malaysia movie)
guess this is the end for my Wedding Diary 2 Movie Review 2013 (结婚那件事之后).
finally i arrived back home around 10am while my friend visited my house.
somehow i just feel that the more i write about something quite "sensitive" in term of 18++ topic, the more i don't feel to reveal who am i.
the reason i can express myself till so "brave" or without any concern was because the anonymous identity that i don't need to take any responsible to talk about it since no one knows.
however, it would be quite weird if someone found out and i will start to feel insecure since it was my diary.
furthermore, when talking about the "paying $$ to buy girl" theory, i do know some people goal's to work is to earn money to just pay for "the entertainment" (happy ending if you know what it means).
perhaps you might say if the guy "do that kind of thing", he is consider as immoral, but who would really knows who they were the most happy guys in the end?
in fact, i afraid i will be hypocrite very soon as i read those "reviews" and feels quite "horny" when see their story and experiences when it is "affordable" (RM100~RM300) to "buy" those "satisfaction". (might also explain why divorce case is went up so high recently if people found out)
as what i know, if you experience it once, you would be hunger for "it" (sekali try, tiap tiap hari mau theory) and maybe this can explain why some guys can have so high motivation to work everyday.
at last, i just can say myself tends to be "over-lonely" and might be desperate soon but i will try my best to hold my "pervert/hamsapness" while i still having my "pure naive thought" before going to the "next level" of life up to this date, this moment of writing up this blog post.
if one day this blog disappeared or closed out of sudden, it would means that i finally give up of my "good guy image" and would like to keep my blog for my own reference if i ever experience "it" myself since no people would like to share the "extreme bad side" of their life.
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