well, i was having a quite high fever that eventually wakes me up as i was feeling so cold.
then i quickly have some biscuit as my breakfast and went to take a Panadol to reduce my fever.
after that, i just look on to some websites and emails for some information as it was my daily routine.
somehow i think i should be grateful to have some feedback from my FB inbox after i had wrote a very negative post yesterday.
one of it was my friend say something like "Minding other people's opinion about yourself will kill you, especially when all the opinions are negatives ones. Not everyone like me will only see positive side of ppl and rarely see negative side of ppl. So remember me when u r down, cause every1 in this world have their own problem and it depends on how u look at it and solve it only" which is quite true.
another feedback that i get was "Hi Lonely, I'm telling you this because I really treated you as friend. I really do enjoyed your blog, but if you doesn't feel like doing it, just stop it. I knew this sounds cruel, but in the facts, nobody cares where you had your breakfast, lunch, or dinner. And most important is, why it is so important for you to post it everyday? Sorry for I can't see your values but it should be very important to you. If you uses the time that you used for blogging to study, you will have extra 2 hour a day (730 hour a year) it means a lot for your studies. Have a think" that is quite right also.
however, the most important is always depends on my own thinking whether how i want it to be.
frankly speaking, the reason i choose to blog everyday was because i seems to be afraid that i will lost my memory or get "Alzheimer's disease" (老人痴呆症) one day and it is quite special for me to check back what had i done on that specific date.
for example, it was great/fun to read back how you go through your birthday every year or some day that is quite important to you.
therefore my every blog post must be based on the fact i had done because it will become a history after the day had past and i think not much people will understand it since not much people will do this kind of things.
however, i think if i can write it shorter, it would not affect my time as i can write something like "today is happy, tomorrow is moderate happy and next day is angry" which is always in the short words.
around 11.40am i get myself prepared because will be having our lunch at the Klang's Hai Thiam Lo Restaurant (海天楼大酒家) as my uncle was one of the Lim's association member.
as i arrived there, it seems that there was a lot of people but i just feel bored and a little waste for the food as we just have 7 people in our 12 people table.
after that, my mother asked me to renew my Identification Card (IC) at Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara (JPN) which is near to the Lembaga Tabung Haji Klang.
as we arrived there at 2.10pm, it seems that there was a lot of people and i suggested to go to another branch at Shah Alam.
therefore we make a move from there and used my phone's GPS to locate the place address as below and it was just beside the Concorde Hotel.
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Tingkat 7, Plaza Masalam.
No.2, Jalan Tengku Ampuan Zabedah E 9/E,
Seksyen 9, 40551 Shah Alam, Selangor.
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well, it seems that there was a lot of people when i reach there and i still need to wait 70 people ahead me.
then wait another 15 minutes to take your new picture and you can go back after that.
finally i reach back home at 5.30pm but my fever seems to come back again and i quickly took another Panodol again while resting a while.
around 6.50pm i get myself prepared again because there will be a secondary classmate reunion dinner 2013 at Happy Family restaurant (新乐天海鲜楼) near Setia Alam although i still not feeling very well.
then i drive my father's car as i don't have my own car and promised to him that i will be back very soon after the gathering.
somehow i do saw a lot of secondary classmate arrived as i reach there around 7.40pm.
well, the food was quite nice to eat where it started with "Yee Sang", shark fin soup, "Wufu" (五福), prawns, fish, vegetables, dessert and others.
anyways, it cost us about RM60 per person and it was quite disappointed to see every year tends to be have lesser attendance which is only 21+ people out of 40+ came when compared with last year when i read back my "Secondary Classmate Reunion Dinner 2012" post.
somehow it is recommended to eat there as the food was quite okay and below was the address of it.
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12-1-1, Jalan Setia Prima L, U 13/L,
Setia Alam Seksyen U13, 40170 Shah Alam, Selangor.
Phone: 03-3343 1728
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after that, we just take some picture to keep as a memory as it is not easy to have gathering every year since 2007 where we left our secondary school.
around 10.30pm i make a move from there and drive back home.
actually they have another second round of "Drink beer" (喝酒) + playing "iDarts" but i did not join due to my sickness.
finally i arrived back home at 11pm and my fever came back again and i took another Panadol again in hope that it will cure my illness without need to see doctor. (Total eat 3 Panadol today)
on the other hand, i do feel quite weird about where i spend my money as i have RM170+ in my wallet 3 days ago after withdraw RM100 from ATM + RM70 "Angpao" but now only left RM20 where i also don't know why so fast finish.later on, i just have some chat with my sister and feel what's she say was quite meaningful as i should be more appreciate about what i have now in my life.
for example, she shared that some of the African kids works for no salary and each day they are dying from hungry or disease because no clean water to drink.
so "before you complain about the taste of your food, think of someone who has nothing to eat" as shown picture below.
well, the answer is the woman let the baby drinks alcohol or feed drugs where you must be wonder why the woman can be so cruel to the baby and the fact is some of the baby is not their own baby.
therefore you can see why so many kidnap case happening nowadays as the kidnapper will cut their "target's leg/hand" in order to beg more money for them.
at last, today was Friday and it was the Chan Fong (大城心事) sharing program but i don't have the recording podcast where it only left "Chinese word's log" as below.
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1) 第一位：阿Chew～上次話說自己請了一些熟人朋友回來幫忙他一起做工結果卻把生意搞得一團糟的，因為他們吃他的錢；但是現在一切都在慢慢回覆正常了。【陳峰說他嘴硬心軟的性格比較難應付那些人事上的問題，凡事應該照公司的規矩和規則做事才是最佳管道】
2) 第二位：Mr Ong～事業問題（大學畢業生 / 法律系），他有想過自己出來創業當個小老闆而放棄從事和法律有關的行業，理由是因為他看見自己身邊的朋友每個大學都還沒畢業就自己出來當老闆而且也都很成功。【陳峰大哥覺得當老闆不單單只是教育上的高低問題，關鍵是個人的性格還有社會經驗也是個重點因素；按部就班不心急更是無可避免的】
3) 第三位：Elian（新加坡的朋友）～打電話進來是要祝陳峰大哥新年快樂，還有閒聊。
4) 第四位：Jack～上次話說他是因為曾經左手因工受傷而失去自信心很長一段時間的那位聽眾，現在也終於順利回去開工了，他很謝謝陳峰大哥當時的勸服令他重整信心回到工作崗位上。
5) 第五位：王 / 黃小姐（電子採購員）～工作問題，她覺得很辛苦但是薪水比較高，因為之前她是做 Admin 的；所以一時之間適應不了。【陳峰大哥覺得如果她是有事業能力和野心的話這份行業就可能很快衝破瓶頸了，就要看她自己想要追求的是什麽東西了】
6) 第六位：阿利～他本身有兩個太太，想問一山不能藏二虎是否真的存在可能性（故事的整體結構就聽得不太清楚）。【陳峰大哥認為他的二老婆可能是因為不習慣他那裡的生活環境而選擇離開那樣的新村生活】
7) 第七位：阿萍～她打電話進來要祝賀陳峰大哥新年快樂，他說自己聽《大城心事》已經將近十年了；其實她的心事是九年前丈夫過世的事情至今還在念念不捨。【陳峰大哥叫她凡事都往前看，一切都會過去的】
8) 第八位：新加坡的德士師傅（常客）～他打電話進來純粹只是要祝賀陳峰大哥還有所有聽眾新年快樂 & 人日快樂、恭喜發財、萬事如意 & 身體健康等等。
9) 第九位（最後一位）：李麗珍（已婚 / 有四個孩子）～。她覺得做人很辛苦，她說自己是個患有憂鬱癥又有肺癆病，她一心為孩子和丈夫忙碌奔波不知道最後為的是什麽；她覺得對自己很不值得。【陳峰大哥建議她選一個宗教控制自己的心靈以便得到支撐點和寄託順便也可以令日子過得充實一些】
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in conclusion, i just can say the reason for blogging everyday seems to be for record my own "life logs" for future reference and i did like it after express my feelings out which is like throwing rubbish although it was in my own broken language.
in fact, i do know that it is just a matter of time that "Lonely Reload" (me) will quite blogging as you can see one of the experienced blogger announced that "After 8 years, 3 months and 12 days, this will be the last post on "Jason Mumbles" where i feel it will happened to me soon.
seriously i did have a "contradict feelings" within myself although i am just 5 years of blogging instead of 8 years like him.
therefore i can say this is the downside of blogging and guess this is "the end" for a blogger to express so much feelings on the online atmosphere.
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